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Author has written 68 stories for Roswell, Gilmore Girls, Buffy: The Vampire Slayer, Dawson's Creek, Smallville, Everwood, Misc. Movies, 7th Heaven, Supernatural, Misc. Tv Shows, Dollanganger Saga, and Gossip Girl. A songwriter once sang that "there's beauty in the breakdown". I believe in this, for this is my life. This is what I feel with my whole heart, and this is what I write. My writing comes from my soul, and my soul is a black void that swallows pain and digests it slowly. I look around me and I see pain, I see death, I see emptiness. But sometimes there are sparks of hope. This is what my writing hopes to portray. It is only through life's struggles that we learn the point of surviving at all. Without loss, there would be no reason to gain. And if we gained forever, we'd be begging to lose. I carry post-it notes in my purse. I scribble jumbled thoughts onto them: Lorelai quips, blocks of Rory's childhood, the way Amy would decorate a room, Ephram's marriage proposal. I find my inspiration while out, anywhere, and make people pause so that I can fetch my sticky notes from my purse and jot down my writing idea. It's important, you see. For I am a writer, and if I don't write, I don't breathe any longer. I am very much into conventional couples. I'm not sure why exactly, except that my shows have been able to so easily convince me that their love is true, and I should believe in it. I find magic in canon. I enjoy reading pairings of all kinds, but as for me, I stick to home base. I strive toward beauty amid the pain. Feel my stories, feel them in your heart, and let me know that you have. My goal is to know that I can touch you the way these characters are able to touch me. http://www.behrbemine.com/solemn/ http://www.behrbemine.com/everfic/ http://www.behrbemine.com/oblivion/ NEW SITE: '...Stray Upon a Muse' I want to thank everyone who's taken the time to read and review my stories; all of you who have taken them into your heart and added them to your favorites; everyone who's been patient as my stories are so slowly unveiled. My muse is a finicky thing, you see. She flits from here to there; she takes her time in bringing me my inspiration. But when I can finally pin her down, my goal is always to explore her to the fullest, and bring about the best possible version I can conjure. My stories take time, but my hope is that the substance is enough to keep you for as long as it takes. Thanks for being a part of it all, | |||||||||
1. What Makes a Father » reviewsDRABBLETS. All things are in their proper place; some in public, and some in heart alone.Gilmore Girls - Rated: K - English - General/Family - Chapters: 2 - Words: 699 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 6-21-08 - Published: 4-25-08 - Rory G. & Luke D.2. Sheer reviewsFITA ficlet. The tortured moments in the chapter, My Stepfather, settle uneasily in Cathy’s young mind, as she loses much more than her virginity.Dollanganger Saga - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 722 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-23-08 - Complete3. Forgive Us Our Trespasses » reviewsWhat was the biggest mistake of your life?Gilmore Girls - Rated: M - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 14 - Words: 57,616 - Reviews: 65 - Updated: 3-5-08 - Published: 1-2-054. Fallen Petal reviewsDRABBLE. Blair walks in the shadow that ensnares her, remaining powerless to penetrate past the sunshine of her dearest friend and closest rival.Gossip Girl - Rated: K - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-10-08 - Complete5. Yellow reviewsDRABBLEish. Cory has things he needs to tell her, just for her to know. If only she could hear him, but it just isn't so. For Carrie.Dollanganger Saga - Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 353 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 2-10-08 - Complete6. Now Leaving Childhood reviewsIt was to be the first step toward independence odd, then, that the act would require two of them. Chris and Lorelai, and their mutual loss of teenage virginity.Gilmore Girls - Rated: M - English - Romance/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,351 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12-21-07 - Lorelai G. & Christopher H. - Complete7. NearLife Experience reviewsThe most interesting thing to Dawn about Buffy these days is how she follows trouble and gets in its way.Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - General/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,177 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-29-07 - Dawn S. & Buffy S. - Complete8. Sensory Effect reviewsHe wanted her, he wanted this... his happiness lived in her. [Trory]Gilmore Girls - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,005 - Reviews: 19 - Published: 8-19-07 - Rory G. & Tristan D. - Complete9. The Goodbye Girl » reviewsShattered glass and overturned cars drive her to dredge up questions she'd long since left behind.Gilmore Girls - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Supernatural - Chapters: 3 - Words: 15,575 - Reviews: 11 - Updated: 6-27-07 - Published: 6-7-07 - Rory G. & Dean F. - Complete10. Screams reviewsThe night of Cory's death, Carrie falls into a horrific dream that won't let go.Dollanganger Saga - Rated: T - English - Horror/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 817 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-5-07 - Complete11. Some SayShe's lost both of her parents in the span of a middle school life. Now she's looking for reasons to live on without their support on which she used to rely.Dawson's Creek - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,029 - Published: 4-28-07 - Complete12. The Dark Side of the Moon reviewsDawn has seen Buffy have boyfriends before. But never one quite like this.Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,574 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-16-07 - Dawn S. & Angel - Complete13. Hard to Be Faithful reviewsMy girl's in the next room. Sometimes I wish she was you. RoryMartynessGilmore Girls - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,648 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-5-07 - Rory G. & Marty - Complete14. Crash Dummy » reviewsThe wedding was too perfect. Something had to marr it. Luckily for Lane, 'something' was me. [HOPEFULLY all formatting is fixed now.]Gilmore Girls - Rated: M - English - Drama/Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 12,936 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2-22-07 - Lorelai G. & Christopher H. - Complete15. Filling All Voids reviewsAmy, this isn't going to be a moment out of Cosmo. It isn't going to be a speech that you can retell to your parents and expect them to gush over later. But I'm ready to ask you something, and it's Christmas, and I figure what the hell.Everwood - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,835 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-8-07 - Complete16. All Right With Me reviewsA certain song brings memories back to Ephram that cause him to act funny.Everwood - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 799 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-26-06 - Complete17. Ghosts reviewsThe bat mitzvah is over. And Delia has things to think about.Everwood - Rated: K - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,716 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 8-23-06 - Complete18. Often Enough reviewsHe doesn't think about her often enough.Gilmore Girls - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,753 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 7-18-06 - Logan H. & Rory G. - Complete19. New York, New York » reviewsAU. Amy leaves the safety net of her hometown to get away from the tragedy that haunts her.Everwood - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 3 - Words: 7,059 - Reviews: 11 - Updated: 3-30-06 - Published: 1-23-0620. Loyalty reviewsRory ponders an author's motives for things she cannot fathom. A message from me to my fans.Gilmore Girls - Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,211 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3-29-06 - Rory G. & Lorelai G. - Complete21. Would It Offend You reviewsWould it offend you if I told you to shut up? Trory taleGilmore Girls - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,898 - Reviews: 42 - Published: 3-23-06 - Rory G. & Tristan D.22. I Love Joel reviewsRELATED fic: Rose finally comes to her true feelings about her best friend.Misc. Tv Shows - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,731 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-21-06 - Complete23. Epilogue reviewsA sad Trory tale of falling in love all over again.Gilmore Girls - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 12,571 - Reviews: 17 - Published: 3-20-06 - Rory G. & Tristan D. - Complete24. The Hardest Word reviewsA short letter of sadness and sorrow.Gilmore Girls - Rated: K - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 397 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-15-06 - Dean F. - Complete25. Where Angels Fear to Tread reviewsSpike and Buffy crash into one another, and bring down a house along with them.Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,255 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 3-15-06 - Buffy S. & Spike - Complete26. Paul Anka's Wedding Day reviewsWhat was supposed to be Lorelai's shining day is told from the perspective of someone more unlikely.Gilmore Girls - Rated: K+ - English - General/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,731 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 3-10-06 - Lorelai G. - Complete27. Honestly Okay reviewsSpike and Dawn find their bearings together.Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: K - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,957 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2-12-06 - Dawn S. & Spike - Complete28. Daydream Believer and a Homecoming Queen reviewsLana and Clark may be over, but Lana just can't say goodbye.Smallville - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 976 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-12-06 - Lana L. & Clark K.29. The Good Son reviewsIt’s what Sam can never hope to be.Supernatural - Rated: K - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,121 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 1-21-06 - Complete30. Water Colored Roses reviewsSometimes people drift apart. When is it too late to become best friends again?Gilmore Girls - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,153 - Reviews: 17 - Published: 1-13-06 - Rory G. & Dean F.31. Beautiful Lady reviewsRuthie's in the party. And there's no running from her.7th Heaven - Rated: T - English - General/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,422 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 10-4-0532. Beside the Ocean reviewsThe sickening realizations of a life gone wrong.7th Heaven - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,846 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-5-0533. Flying Distraction reviewsRory, and the fall the secret society gave to her.Gilmore Girls - Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 232 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7-18-05 - Rory G.34. New York Rain reviewsEphram and Amy, amid lightning, thunder, and rain.Everwood - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,304 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 1-2-0535. Away From This Place reviewsSimon's only escape.7th Heaven - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 808 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 12-22-0436. You Will Not Fade Away reviewsSaying goodbye to a first love.Everwood - Rated: K - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 975 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-8-0437. Forgetting You reviewsAmy sees a disturbing vision, and needs Ephram's comfort.Everwood - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,030 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 10-4-0438. When Doves Cry reviewsThe ending of Dean and Rory.Gilmore Girls - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,157 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 10-16-0339. Your Greatest Fan reviewsWhat Amy is to Colin, right up to the end.Everwood - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,018 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-23-0340. Everything Crumbles and Falls Or Fades Away reviewsColin. At home. Awaken from the coma. Broken.Everwood - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,461 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-22-0341. Broken Ballerina Song of my Soul reviewsEphram's dream, wrapped up in a girl.Everwood - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,174 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8-16-0342. Not So Bad reviewsParis enters the hell that is high school, but finds something that makes it worth it.Gilmore Girls - Rated: K+ - English - General/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,237 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11-29-0243. Rae reviewsa 'DISTURBING BEHAVIOR' fic: Steve thinks about the most precious thing he has left.Misc. Movies - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,328 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11-24-0244. Stop Whispering reviewsDawn deals with Buffy's absence. Post 'Becoming (Part 2)'Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,583 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 11-20-02 - Dawn S. & Joyce S.45. Waiting to Exhale reviewsEphram endures the excruciating task of waiting for Colin's surgery; waiting to see if it will help him... Endures it for the girl he loves.Everwood - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,965 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 10-26-0246. Fragile as Glass reviewsIt's the nature of Dawson and Joey's love.Dawson's Creek - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,167 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 10-6-0247. Daddy's Promises reviewsPromises may be enough for Delia, but they'll never be enough for Ephram.Everwood - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 728 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 10-3-0248. Waiting reviewsMax, Liz, and the end of the world.Roswell - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,003 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 9-17-0249. Lana's Shadow reviewsIt's where Clark's heart believes Chloe belongs.Smallville - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,033 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 9-16-0250. Goodbye to My Girl reviewsDean lets go of his first love.Gilmore Girls - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,943 - Reviews: 16 - Published: 9-15-0251. Blue at Seventeen reviewsA glimpse into the horror of teen pregnancy. (M/M)Roswell - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,668 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 6-14-0252. Legal Guardian reviewsA slip-slap of childhood memories carrying Michael on the way to letting go of the only piece of family he's ever thought he had.Roswell - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,766 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-26-0253. When Forever's Gone reviewsAs Max made love to Tess, it was the brunette beauty that was on his mind.Roswell - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,520 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 4-5-0254. Far Away from Here reviewsLife goes on. Even without Alex.Roswell - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,769 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-15-0255. When Opportunity Knocks reviewsMadeline's party (from 'The Breakup, Part 2') turns out a little different. (major Troryness ensues)Gilmore Girls - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,439 - Reviews: 16 - Published: 2-23-0256. Pieces of You reviewsAs the events of 'Departure' unfold before her eyes, Liz can't help but agonize over what she's lost.Roswell - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,056 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-10-0257. Missing You reviewsDawson misses his Joey.Dawson's Creek - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,256 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-30-0158. Casual Observer reviewsLiz notices Michael before the secret comes out.Roswell - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 743 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12-30-0159. Stolen Away reviewsKyle misses Liz.Roswell - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,237 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-30-0160. Just a Girl reviewsDealing with being the world's only Savior is sometimes too much to bear.Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,669 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 11-18-0161. Minutes Before the Fall reviewsAn 'End of the World' fiction. Liz, in the granolith chamber, looks back on the memories that will be erased from her seventeen year-old mind as Future Max is on his quest to save the world.Roswell - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,920 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 11-18-0162. One True Thing reviewsOver ten years in the future, Max thinks back on what he once had.Roswell - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,323 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 9-27-0163. Killing Me Softly reviewsUpon finding out she had to turn Max away from her to prevent the end of the world, Liz ran from Roswell. Five years later, she's confronted by Max, who refuses to give up hope that their saga is over. Fair warning: it's sad.Roswell - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,839 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 9-20-0164. Sober reviewsSequel to 'Beer Bad'. Max and Liz confront the decisions they can't ignore.Roswell - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,265 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 9-19-0165. Examining Michael reviewsJust a quick dip into the mind of Michael Guerin.Roswell - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,932 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 9-17-0166. Beautiful to Me reviewsMaria's pleased with what's hers.Roswell - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,143 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 9-16-0167. Beer Bad reviewsBlind Date in reverse. Kind of.Roswell - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,367 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 9-16-0168. It Figures reviewsBasically just a small visit into the mind of Paris on a regular schoolday at Chilton.Gilmore Girls - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 496 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 9-16-01
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