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since: 07-16-01, id: 93992, Profile Updated: 07-11-09
country: United States
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Author has written 30 stories for Gundam Wing/AC, Batman, Peter Pan, Digimon, Sailor Moon, Yu Yu Hakusho, Trigun, Card Captor Sakura, Legend of Zelda, Final Fantasy VII, Tenshi ni Narumon, Bleach, Onmyou Taisenki, Devil & Devil, Death Note, and Casshan: Robot Hunter.

12-2-08

I want to encourage people to read Tryst if they like my work. Devil & Devil is an obscure fandom, I know, but while reading the manga would, I think, give the fic a little more depth, really all you need to know is the general premise of the manga, which is that an angel named Ios, and a demon named Sword, who were sworn enemies, fought almost to the death and to save their own lives inhabited the bodies of two teenagers, who happened to be (non-identical) twin brothers. That's really all you need to know to understand Tryst (and that much occurs in the first chapter). So please, give it a try; it's my best writing and, sadly, almost completely neglected.

12-1-08

About time I updated this again. Currently in finals, and looking forward to the break. Hopefully I'll write, but that didn't get very far over the summer. I'm going to try to write for at least fifteen minutes every day, I think that will get me going again.

I still haven't (re)started Echoes of a Disappearing Future, the FFVII fic which I expect to surpass A Matter of Control; I believe I briefly mentioned it in some of my author notes. Having lost the first version, I find the fact that I have to rewrite the prologue very upsetting; the beginning of chapter 1 sucked, but the prologue was sublime. I think I may have subconciously cannibalized a little of the prose for chapter 2 of AMoC, which makes it all the more difficult to get started on EoDF.

I'm thinking of revisiting my webpage; I haven't touched it in ages, I wonder if it's even still there?

Addition: 8-2-08

I feel like adding a note on what I think and feel about the fics I've written to date.

Currently, I only consider A Matter of Control, Tryst, Moonlight, and Coming to Terms to be representative of my current level of skill; with A Matter of Control and Tryst still being a good distance above the other two. While I've stated that I consider A Matter of Control to be my current best, this is largely in terms of plot and character dynamics, if it's a matter of only the prose, however, Tryst is currently superior; though another reason that I think A Matter of Control is my best work right now is that it has plenty of potential to surpass Tryst in terms of prose as well (seeing as I've only just started the story).

I also really, really like Public Molestation, almost enough to stick it with the previous four, because I think I was successful at pulling off the humorous tone (for all that it's my own odd brand of humor) and describing the action line clearly, and because it was my first successful (I hope) attempt at writing something with sexual content (even if it's only strong lime). I don't care as much for Quincy Pride, but I was proud of it when I wrote it, and I still like it.

Sum of the Parts was interesting to write. I still think the prose and emotional line were reasonably well executed; I put a lot of thought into it when I was writing it. I occasionally consider extending it, but my interest level isn't high.

Final Resting Place was just me wanting to exorcise an idea that had been bouncing around in my head like a caffeinated chihuahua, but I also put a lot of thought into it and I think it came out well.

The Gift was one of the first FFVII fics I started writing, and as such it suffers from a lack of refinement in my decisions of how to portray the characters and their world, as well as an overeager writing approach and the fact that my writing style was starting to undergo a major change.

Axis was a stylistic experiment born of writer's block, Fish and Crackers, Saraba no Tegami, and Parting Gift were random little plot bunnies, The Only Choice was a character motivation piece, and I Did NOT Just Think That! was just silly; as such none of these pieces were given an extensive amount of attention.

The Sin of Regret was born of my research into kitsune mythology, and while I was very proud to have finished it, and liked it when I wrote it, I currently don't think it's all that good. I will probably rewrite it someday, or cannibalize some of the concepts.

Eyes of Heaven suffers from the skittishness I had toward writing sexual content at the time (in that I completely side-stepped it when I really shouldn't have; though back then I would have made a complete mess if I'd tried to play with citrus). I may remedy this at a later date.

My two posted Zelda fics, Janus and The Fragile Web, stalled out for drastically different reasons. The Fragile Web, as it stands, just sucks. I like the idea of Link and Sheik going on adventures together as kids and growing up together, but I seriously need to come up with good adventures for them. Not to mention I created a Mary-Sue. -_-; The problem with Janus is just plain, ordinary writer's block combined with a dash of painting myself into a corner plot-wise. I basically need an entire secondary plot in order for the story to work, and I've yet to come up with anything.

Shattered Reflections, Trust and Kindness, and the side-story. Ugh. These were written at a time when I was recovering from being in a very bad place psychologically. I frankly think they're a mess and an example of immature writing, but I'm proud of myself for finishing them.

The Crow: Shinigami...Aiyaiyai. I got myself so stuck with this one and now my style and taste have evolved so much that when I look back on it I have to roll my eyes at the immaturity of my writing. I still like the idea, but it would have to be completely re-envisioned and rewritten in order to be workable. I don't quite consider it abandoned, but it's not even on the back burner, it's sitting in tupperware in the freezer.

I was always hoping to be able to evolve Acting Therapy into a longer story, but that never happened and I really don't feel the motivation any more.

More Precious Far Than Gold and Third Time Around should be considered abandoned. There are still concepts in them that I really like, but my interest is nonexistent. Of my posted fics, Third Time Around is my oldest, and in the unlikely event that I were ever to continue it, it would have to be rewritten to fit in with the original Japanese version of the anime (it was written during the brief period of time between when I started watching Anime and when I became a total purist - I tried to salvage it a few years back, but that effort completely fell apart).

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1. A Matter of Control » reviews
What options do Cloud have when the Lifestream can neither absorb Sephiroth, nor hold him for any length of time? Eventual Cloud x Sephiroth x Cloud.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,315 - Reviews: 17 - Updated: 5-23-09 - Published: 6-18-08 - Cloud S. & Sephiroth
2. Someone Beyond Reach reviews
Luna keeps silent to hide her tears from the companion standing not five feet away... One-Shot
Casshan: Robot Hunter - Rated: K - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 698 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-8-09 - Complete
3. A Good Man reviews
He was a good man—a good cop—a good husband—a good father. But faced with this…
Death Note - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 826 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12-31-08 - Complete
4. The Gift » reviews
After Meteor, Sephiroth summons Cloud to Mideel to give him something that is both a gift and a responsibility. Yaoi.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 5,967 - Reviews: 21 - Updated: 6-29-08 - Published: 6-2-04
5. Tryst reviews
As true a descendant of Adam and Eve as there ever was, I burn for all things that are forbidden to me, but none so much as you. [Sword x Ios, onesided Kanna x Souma issues of consent]
Devil & Devil - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 575 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-9-07 - Complete
6. Coming to Terms reviews
After the end of the series, Riku tries to understand his feelings for Kogenta why he was able to let the Shikigami go.
Onmyou Taisenki - Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,104 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 10-14-07 - Complete
7. Moonlight reviews
Clow Reed didn't need any other illumination when the moon was with him. [Light YueClow]
Card Captor Sakura - Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,544 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 5-13-06 - Clow R. & Yue - Complete
8. Public Molestation reviews
The major problem with Kurosaki Ichigo was the fact that he was a Shinigami. [Ichigo x Ishida, Lime]
Bleach - Rated: M - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 534 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 5-6-06 - Complete
9. Quincy Pride reviews
It was my decision. He offered. I accepted. I made the choice. [IchigoIshida, Spoilers for Chapter 186.]
Bleach - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 591 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-30-06 - Complete
10. The Sum of the Parts reviews
What if Yuusuke and the others had failed to reach Noelle? [Raphael's POV]
Tenshi ni Narumon - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 699 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10-11-05
11. Final Resting Place
Cry for all of us – poor mortals who destroy ourselves in our ignorance.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 805 - Published: 7-30-05 - Complete
12. Janus » reviews
Give it back... My life... My love... My freedom... Give it back to me!
Legend of Zelda - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,780 - Reviews: 15 - Updated: 1-31-05 - Published: 1-27-03
13. More Precious Far Than Gold » reviews
Ten years after returning home, Wendy has learned a secret about Neverland. Now that Peter has returned for her, can she forgive him? Is this Peter's only secret? [Rating may change]
Peter Pan - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 1,558 - Reviews: 33 - Updated: 3-12-04 - Published: 11-12-01
14. Fish and Crackers reviews
Quatre and Duo have a snack and learn a little about one another. Friendship fic. [One-Shot]
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: T - English - Humor/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 895 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 2-24-04 - Duo M. & Quatre W. - Complete
15. The Sin of Regret » reviews
[Completed] Kurama falls ill suddenly. - It's a race against time to discover what it is that is tearing Kurama apart, before the Sin of Regret kills him. [KH Shounen Ai]
Yu Yu Hakusho - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 11,310 - Reviews: 62 - Updated: 12-7-03 - Published: 9-13-03 - Complete
16. Axis reviews
He sat on my porch as the last sun set while I asked Him quiet questions that He would not answer then we spoke softly of our friends and loved ones and sat sidebyside in the dying of the light, mourning the dead.
Trigun - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,376 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-21-03 - Complete
17. I Did NOT Just Think That! reviews
Yuusuke has a "minor crisis" and questions his sexuality. My first, and probably only, Humor fic.
Yu Yu Hakusho - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 495 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 9-18-03
18. Eyes of Heaven reviews
Sand stretches endless and unchanging in all directions a dusty mirror of the scorched blue sky above. Twin suns, the unforgiving eyes of heaven, glare down at the beatup truck traversing the desert below. [Yaoi]
Trigun - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,626 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 6-27-03 - Complete
19. Out of the Shadows » reviews
What if Jason hadn't died? It's a question I've been toying with for years. I actually have a complete explanation for what happened in this story and why. [One-shot]
Batman - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,604 - Reviews: 12 - Updated: 6-27-03 - Published: 7-16-01 - Complete
20. The Fragile Web » reviews
After leaving Hyrule to prevent a time paradox, Link rescues a half-drowned, amnesiac boy who turns out to be Sheik. Includes an explaination for how Sheik and Zelda could be separate people, without contradicting the facts in the game or bashing Zelda.
Legend of Zelda - Rated: T - English - Adventure - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,134 - Reviews: 13 - Updated: 9-23-02 - Published: 8-18-02
21. Saraba no Tegami reviews
No one can wait forever for their love to be returned... When patience runs out, and the loneliness becomes to much, it is time to say goodbye. [One-shot]
Card Captor Sakura - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 439 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 9-23-02 - Published: 7-21-02 - Complete
22. The Only Choice reviews
Wolfwood reflects on the events in episode 23. [One-shot]
Trigun - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 401 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 9-23-02 - Published: 7-15-02 - Complete
23. The Crow: Shinigami » reviews
A twist on the definition of what can make a Crow. (2x1, 3x4/4x3, 5x? [undecided]) I wrote this more than a year ago and got stuck on chapter 5; any encouragement would be appreciated.
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: M - English - Supernatural/Angst - Chapters: 6 - Words: 10,322 - Reviews: 26 - Updated: 9-23-02 - Published: 5-23-02
24. Parting Gift reviews
Something bad has happened (it's hard to write a summary for this one!). [Hiei+Kurama], Shiori POV. [One-shot]
Yu Yu Hakusho - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,048 - Reviews: 30 - Updated: 9-23-02 - Published: 5-22-02 - Complete
25. Trust and Kindness » reviews
Sequel to ~Shattered Reflections~ No longer able to use the Digital World as an outlet for his darker impulses, Ken is beginning to loose control of himself. [Angst, Dark, Sadism, Bondage, Lime, Yaoi] Kaisuke/Kensuke/Daiken. [Completed]
Digimon - Rated: M - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 6 - Words: 5,384 - Reviews: 23 - Updated: 9-23-02 - Published: 5-16-02 - Ken I. & Daisuke M./Davis - Complete
26. Third Time Around » reviews
In the year 2000 AD, the Sailor Soldiers were killed by Jadeite. 30 years later, Serena's nieces, Sarah and Amanda, become the new Sailor Moon and Sailor V and must face a new threat...and old secrets...
Sailor Moon - Rated: K+ - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 10 - Words: 17,150 - Reviews: 14 - Updated: 9-23-02 - Published: 2-15-02
27. Shattered Reflections reviews
Ken's POV, very heavy on the angst, suicidal thoughts, (amazingly) non-yaoi. Be nice, this is my first Digific. [Prequel to 'Trust and Kindness']
Digimon - Rated: M - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 912 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 9-23-02 - Published: 12-10-01 - Ken I.
28. Same Old Lang Syne reviews
Seven years after Endless Waltz, Heero and Duo meet again. 2H, 12
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,186 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 9-23-02 - Published: 7-16-01 - Complete
29. Acting Therapy reviews
Duo has been keeping a secret from day one. Yaoi (1+2) [One-shot]
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,144 - Reviews: 17 - Updated: 9-23-02 - Published: 7-16-01 - Complete
30. Trust and Kindness Sidestory - Argument reviews
The argument between Daisuke and the DigiDestined that is mentioned in the beginning of Chapter 4; just in case anyone was curious.
Digimon - Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 627 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-3-02 - Daisuke M./Davis & Ken I.
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