Note: I deleted my first fic "For the Sake of Honour," because I'm tired of it just sitting about and it's not going to go anywhere...likely ever. So I thought the right thing to do would be to give it a definite exit. Apologies to the few who had it on their alerts; thanks for being that optimistic about it, though. Cheers. [25.5.10]

Notice: I haven't quite dropped off the face of the planet yet... Though I know it really doesn't seem that way.

I'm still an "eccentric" (thank my "twin" of sorts Billy a Leannan for the description) 20-something writer, and I do go by Kurdt in Darth RL. I love writing. It's my first and greatest passion. I've got this fixation with people's emotions and motivations. Next of my obsessions would be tattoo designing and drawing and listening and playing all kinds of rock music, movies (of course) and my cats and m' anamchara. Oh, and being an utter nerd.

I beta'd for kmf671 awhile back -- if you haven't read her works, you're missing out of all kinds of cool, especially if you're into Supernatural or Charmed.

Yeah, I'm not the most consistent on updating...but I will try. "Try" is my occupation :D I'm horribly angsty. I'm also an incoherent thinker with a twisted, morbid sense of humour. I don't know if those traits come through as often, but expect them. ;-)

And please note, for I've added this at my lovely beta's advice:

Flame: a flamboyant gay male.

This is the only definition besides regarding fires or passion in which I will acknowledge this word.
(Translation: flames will only contribute in making Obi-Wan more gay. Thank you. :D)

fandoms

that I have written on:

star wars ("for the sake of honour" "embers before me" "nova" "something i can never have")

velvet goldmine ("cruel" -- slightly co-written by Billy a Leannan : "ironic" "in the stars" "for you")

trainspotting ("mates")

x-men: the movie (the "image of the invisible" series w/ kmf671 under pyrogambit)

x-men, the comics ("genesis")

supernatural (pieces to form a whole: "fractured" : "heavier than heaven" : "mosaic" "time heals" "underneath the stars")

(Maybe I'll find something else to write to... Maybe someday I'll get a life... nah!...I lurve this just too much.) Really, though. I wanna try and finish things. Maybe not timely, but I want to finish at least the stories under the "coming soon" updates section.

that I follow:

all things X-Men (Gambit-centric), Star Wars (Obi-Wan-centric), Velvet Goldmine, White Collar, Supernatural and occassionally Batman (Nolan-verse; I love some Joker/Crane).

randomocity:

a present to all my Trainspotting mates: Uncut Chapter Three to Mates

and if you want to see a cover for Nova: click here (by me!)

coming soon:

"motions" chapter sixteen of Nova (i -am- working on it. it's just a matter of getting details to fall together right...)

chapter six of "mates" -- "Endings"

"idle time..." chapter four of "ironic"

"mosaic" -- Dean/Cas gen preslash -- part two to come?

...and much more!

...eventually.

PLEASE READ WHAT'S UNDER THIS!!

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.

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