I REALLY NEED A BETA!! I'd like one for Kuroshitsuji, Pandora Hearts, and/or Star Trek(new movie Spock/Kirk etc) (puppy eyes) e-mail if you're interested and don't mind yaoi and me being... well me(OCD perfectionist fangirl LOL)

I'm 28. I love books, anime, cooking, and art. Rabid yaoi fangirl:) I'm working on my own novel but I'm having a lot of fun practicing with fanfiction and Kuroshitsuji has rabid demon plot bunnies that won't leave me alone.

I don't write a lot of fanfiction(this seems to be changing lately-_-;; ) because I'm obsessive about characterization and I want every sentence to be as close to perfect as possible(not just grammar, I'm talking about how everything sounds a flows together) So it can take me along time to get a story to a place where I think it's fit to be seen by other people. I sat on Of Power Struggles for two months before I was willing to post it and there are still at least a dozen minor things I want to change. So this is your warning that I might be slow;) If you want me to be faster volunteer to beta read or something;)

LiveJournal:http://manderskoinu.livejournal.com/ there's not much there at the moment but anything I write will go there first. If I make any changes/edits to my stories it will likely only be there. This is also good if you actually want to talk to me about my writing or anything else(just be warned you might not be able to shut me up;) )

Note about the Digimon story: It is very old(2002) and very short but it is surprisingly NOT the worst thing I have ever written so I'm not going to take it down. Be aware I did not say it was good! Just not horrible. I may rewrite it at some point just for the sake of my pride but I will leave the original to preserve the very nice reviews.

Also my naming abilities are absolutely terrible so please forgive the lame titles-_-;;

As of 9/18/09:

What I am currently working on in the order they are likely to be finished:

Pandora Hearts:

complete. Masters and Servant:

Words: 6333

finished and posted

Jack/Gil/Oz request from the kink meme. Plot bunnies are EVIL!

1. Sibling Rivalry

words so far: 1746

yet another kink meme request:) I'm writing it by switching between Oz, Gil, and Ada's POVs. I may post the first chapter when I finish with Ada's part in it which is what I'm writing next.

cute Ada, Oz, Gil fluff! 7 year old Ada wants Oz to give her Gil so she can marry him. Oz does not like this idea so Ada decides to torment him till he gives in! Jealous/In Denial!Oz Cute/Mischievous!Ada and Utterly Clueless!Gil

Star Trek:

on hold. Sprained Ankles and Invisible Rabbits:

Words so far: 6297

a story for the Star Trek XI kink meme that just keeps getting longer-_-;; I'm going to do a bunch of editing and post it here and at my lj when it's done but if anyone wants to read the probably horrible unedited version it's on part 2 page 55 here: http://community.livejournal.com/st_xi_kink/ or just come play with all the nice geeky people:) it's lots of fun. sadly I'm a bit fuzzy on this right now. I'm sure I'll pick it up again when the movie comes out on dvd

Kuroshitsuji:

2. Cadence of His Last Breath:

Words so far: 568

A prequel to Of Power Struggles, it's basically about how Ciel dies(how I think he will anyway) and becomes a demon. I was actually going to write this first but I wasn't in the mood to tackle some thing so serious(though I don't think it's going to be as dark as it could be with the subject matter) of course the fluffy cute thing I tried to write(Of Power Struggles) turned into... yeah-_-;; definitely not fluff. And yes if you're wondering, I totally stole the title from a NightWish song. Note: I am traumatized by the latest chapter of the manga and I probably won't work on this till there are one or two more chapters out. I really don't know where the manga is going anymore and I'm afraid it will throw my characterization WAY off so I'm going to wait till Yana-sensei give us a bit more info-_-;; working on it just a little but still a tiny bit traumatized.

3. A Lesson in Manners:

Words so far: 784

I'm working on this and His Last Breath at the same time so I'm not sure which one I will finish first. Sebastian convinces the Demon!Ciel to call him 'Master'. Um... Yeah... This one scares me. It goes between Cadence of His Last Breath and Of Power Struggles. It will be a transitional piece to show how Ciel gets mentally to where he is at the beginning of Of Power Struggles. It's probably going to deal with bondage S&M and trust and respect issues. And might I add that Of Power Struggles was the first sex scene I've ever written in my life and I don't have a beta reader-_-;; So Yeah, this scares me.

Note to everyone asking for sequels to Of Power Struggles: I have NO CLUE what happens next! If I ever figure it out, I'll see what I can do about writing them. But right now I'll just be working on the prequels.

If anyone wants to beta for me and or help me figure out what happens next, come visit my lj:)

I may also do some more oneshots for Pandora Hearts if the inspiration strikes me but I'm not completely comfortable with the characters yet so we'll see. I've read all of the manga but it's just so much information that it's all a great big jumble in my head. I'm going to start watching the anime again and see if that helps me@_@