Real Name: Araea (will deal with Rae)

Pennames: Formerly Yuki of the Kamikaze, Currently Araea Swiftwind and Felt-Tipped Pens (with Jayden Winters)

Age: 19 (though I feel thirty)

Occupation: Novelist, Artist, Student.

Fandoms I write in: Gravitation, Kingdom Hearts, Harry Potter, Final Fantasy VII/VIII, Fullmetal Alchemist, and Inuyasha.

(Note: So, yeah, the job didn't pan out, but hey, more time for me to write! And I know you all must be thinking that I'm not actually writing because you haven't seen any updates. Well, guess what...You're mostly right! But I have been writing, a little, when I feel like it. It's just that I'm not working on anything new now. I'm going back through and rewriting some of the shite I handed you guys a year or more ago. Still trying to rewrite Boy London, but it's not going well. Also, I'm more heartily working on rewriting Why Me? so that it makes a helluva lot more sense. Trust me, all of you Harry/Dudley fans out there will thank me for cleaning that stuff up. I'm hoping to have more of it rewritten soon, but sadly, the story is going to have to be taken down to be put back up again, and the name might change. I'm also hoping to rewrite Secret Agent Men, as that story is also a load of shite, and it wasn't fair of me to hand it out to you guys like that.)

Periodically, I hold contests regarding my stories, and if you participate you will be able to be a part of the stories creation. Yay you! If you would like to know when I am holding a contest, or what the rules are, read my stories and look for them. (I know, I'm so mean) As soon as I have a new contest, I will post it in the beginning author's notes of my latest update, so keep me on alert and you won't ever miss a contest!!

Final Decision: Harry/Draco and Edward/Alphonse. I liked both choices, so I will do them both. However, Harry/Draco comes first because it had the most votes. Thank you all for participating in my contests and polls, and I hope to see more of you vote next time. (This abbreviated version will remain up until the stories have been written.)

Harry/Draco: The idea for this story is not here yet. Once it is, the story title and summary will be placed here.

Edward/Alphonse: This story is actually going to be a combination Ed/Al and Al/Roy. The story title is Swallowed In Despair. I am unsure right now whether or not this is going to have a happy ending, but this starts out fairly angsty. The summary is kinda dumb, and I just came up with it on the spot, but it kinda encompasses what I want to go on right now. It might be changed a couple of times before it is over, but it depends on where the story goes. The story will also probably be a one-shot...as I am not really in the mood to start another chaptered story. I need to finish the ones I have in the works right now anyways. Summary: When Edward Elrich dies in battle, Alphonse is left to deal with the pain of losing his brother and his lover. But he is not the only one in pain. Roy Mustang had also loved the short hero, but never made his feelings known. Both men will have to get over their pain if they want to learn to live again, and if they ever want to find love.

Here is a semi-complete list of fanfics in alphabetical order that I am working on:

--All right, my lovely readers. I have new information for you. I am getting tired of writing down all of my stories on here and brief descriptions, so I am probably not going to do it any more. If you have any questions about a particular story that has not been featured, please drop me a line via PM. I would be more than happy to give you guys the inside scoop. I will probably continue to update what is already here, but adding new information is getting to be tedious. (Currently featuring 18/25 stories)

BIG Argument- This is my very newest story, as of June 30th, 2008. I read a story by Hitlazar, and decided that I wanted to write a totally random story too...so I did. I think it is humorous...but that might just be me. Please take a look, I swear it won't be a total waste of time! Complete

Boy London- Total Rewrite/On Hold!!- This story needs so much work that the only way to fix it is to rewrite. It's kind of hard for me, though, so it will take some time before I can muster up enough energy to finish it. I am pretty sure I have one chapter of the new version finished, but I want to finish the whole thing before I post it. Please forgive me for abandoning it for the most part. I know I don't speak for all writers, but I do think that there has been at least one story at some time that every writer has realized was beneath her current skills so far that it was impossible to drag it out of the mire. I'm not quite there with this story, but it's gotten pretty close.

Can You See Me Now?- This story was a hard one to post because it is so ambiguous. It could work with any fandom, or no fandom at all. It could be ay character, any gender, whatever. I liked it, and it came to me while I was listening to T.A.T.u. It is currently under the Harry Potter fandom, but I wasn't thinking Harry Potter when I wrote it. I wasn't thinking about a fandom or anything, just the song and that phrase that inspired the whole thing. Please read my new stories and review! Complete (Has been updated and revamped, so go take a look)

Change In Me- This is the rewritten version of Why Me? I decided to go ahead an upload it before I was completely finished with it because I want to see how it will be received. It's quite changed from it's parent story, and I think it's a bit better written. The story line is going to veer quite a ways from the original, but I think that it will be all the better for it, especially as the original was meant to be a oneshot. This story is going to be pure HP/DD with mentions of DM/BZ. Harry is not going to go off and sleep with Draco, and neither is Dudley. Hope you all enjoy the new story.

Divine Wind- On Hold!!-- I'm a bum...and I hate this story. I think it is utter crap, and I don't even want to look at it anymore. This probably won't ever be finished unless some magical beta faery drops down from the heavens and figures out how to make this story better. So, unless that happens, this story is a lost cause and I'm not working on it. Not even to rewrite. I'm leaving it up here to show how much I think I've grown as a writer in the last couple of years.

Don't Hide From Me- This started out as a oneshot, but then someone asked me to add to it, so I decided that I would. So now it is a two-shot, I guess. I'll add to it more if I get more requests for it, but other than that, it is finished. And, I think I will let everyone who doesn't know about this one in on the summary: Riku and Leon are friends, at first. Then Leon realizes that Riku is pitying him, so he runs away. In the second chapter, Riku and Leon have a dinner guest, and Riku shows his true colors. If you want to know more about this one, you can ask, or you can scroll down to the bottom of the page and read it for yourself. Between the two chapters, it is probably about 8000 words, so that isn't that bad. Please read and review. Complete...for now...

Missing Your Presence- This is a new one I started right before I made that contest in Don't Hide From Me! It is another Kingdom Hearts fic, but this one is going to be longer. It is an unconventional pairing, but I think it will turn out well. This is one of the ones that go out to wonderful Fran, who won the contest in Don't Hide From Me! Please read and review! WIP

Secret Agent Men- This is my newest story as of June 30, 2008 (2:57pm). I finally got around to posting the first chapter of Fran's commission story that she won in the Don't Hide From Me! contest. I hope she likes it, as she hasn't seen it before. I'll post up each chapter after I get five or more reviews on the chapter before it. And, I am really excited, because this makes my 15th story on FF.net. I never thought that I would get here, but get here I did! Thank you to everyone who has stuck with me over the years. Uploaded to Chapter 5. Also, there is an update here!! I have posted Agentes Secretos, the Portuguese version of this story. It was translated by my lovely friend, Francine, for whom I originally wrote this story. I hope all of you Portuguese speakers out there enjoy that story, and give some nice feedback.

Sora's Grand Plan- This one was one of two assignments for my Creative Writing class. We had a cycle write that day, and so this is really a compilation of my classmates' work and mine. I, of course, decided to take out some parts and add in others, but I must give them credit for taking this story in a good direction, even though they don't know much about Kingdom Hearts, they didn't realize Sora was a boy, and they didn't know that Sora and Riku were supposed to be together. Complete

Story Of My Life- This is my most emotional story. It is based off of an event that happened to me that really impacted my life. I felt that this really needed to be written, for my own peace of mind, so here it is. So, this was originally going to be the only story I worked on until it was finished because my girlfriend had just left me and I needed to write about the pain I was in. Well, a few days after I started writing this, I got mostly over her betrayal and couldn't work on the story anymore. Some of you might have read the emo apology I left here. Well...I was playing Karaoke Revolution with my friends and my brother, and the Hinder song, Lips of An Angel came on. I was so inspired by that song, I thought up a new way that I could write this story. But, I am lazy so I didn't do anything about it, though I was planning on it later. Then, later the same evening, I was reading some Gackt/Hyde/Miyavi fanfiction on LJ and I came across my ex's name. I was so surprised to see it, I almost had an emotional breakdown. I couldn't breathe or anything, and I almost started bawling. Anyways, the experience made me want to write on this story. So, with the LJ page still open I opened MS Word and started writing. I popped out 3 1/2 chapters before I realized that it was 3 in the morning and I was tired. So, I have chapters of this, but I am only posting them one at a time. I hope everyone likes the new and improved version of this story. WIP

Summer Heat- This one was the first assignment for my Creative Writing class that I thought I would post as a fun little story. It is in the KH fandom, and is really more cute than anything. Complete

The Life- This is my very first...ever...Sesshoumaru/Rin story. I was looking up some sexy pictures of Sesshoumaru...and I saw some cute ones of him smiling, and him with Rin. So, I decided to write a story in which I showed off that side that smiles...and cries. This is a sad, or rather, bittersweet story about the love and the life of the Feudal Era's fiercest demon. Complete

The Light at the End of the Tunnel- Chapter 6 posted, 7 in progress - I started this a couple of years ago (my freshmen year of high school), and I have been slowly working on it when I am not doing something else, which is like never. It is a Kingdom Hearts fic that encompasses some pretty dark things, but ultimately is about coming out of the darkness and into the light. It is bittersweet, but well worth the read.

Tree Trimming- This is one of my older stories that I wrote just after I wrote What Do You Think? It is the same fandom, for the most part, but it has some mature themes to it, more so than the other. I had originally only had it up on AFF.net, but I decided that it was safe enough to put it up here. I made sure all of the naughty parts are in italics, so that anyone who wants to skip them can. There are about four or five naughty parts in all, and most of them are also surrounded by a line of SCSCSC's. I hope everyone enjoys this Christmas fanfic! Complete

What Do You Think?- Complete one-shot. It is the first fanfic that I managed to successfully make into a oneshot. It is short and fluffy and wonderfully fantastic. It is a FFVII fanfic that is a little OOC, but I think that it works with the scenario.

What Lies Beneath- (Uploaded to Prologue, working on Chapter 1)-This story is one of my older ones. I started working on it years ago, but was never that motivated to work on it. Recently, I have read over the prologue and had Jayden read over it. We both decided that it is good the way it is. What the problem was, was the first chapter. The original one really sucked. So, I am scrapping it and starting over. The new chapter one is already a bunch better. The writing has stepped up a notch, and the direction of the story is clearer...though I still have no idea where it is going. Heh. I have an idea of where I might possibly take it, but I am still toying with ideas. I hope to have the first chapter up soon. I am working on it!!

What To Do If Your Boyfriend Is Also Your Brother-This one is an Elricest story, which I am really new at. Jayden and I both recently jumped into it, and this is what came of mine. I am thrilled with the way it came out, and it is really just the story that allows me to dip my toes is the pool. I might have more Elricest out later, but really...if you want good Elricest, like really really good Elricest, go read Jayden Winters' stuff, like Let It Snow, or anything by Ren421. They both rock...way better than me...heh. Complete

Why Me?- This is my very very newest story as of June 31, 2008 1:02am. This story is an unusual pairing: Dudley Dursley/Harry Potter. It also has the pairing Dudley Dursley/Draco Malfoy and Harry Potter/Ronald Weasley. I know some people won't like these pairings, but me and mine do, so that is all that matters...in my opinion. (Not to sound crass...) I am hoping that this story stays a big hit, as right now it is getting about a billion times more hits than any of my other stories. Total Rewrite. All previous work has been put on hold so that this story can get a new face. It was not up to my standards as it was, so I'm making it better. I have been working hard on making this story coherant and as little OOC as possible. Unfortunately, with the rewrite as extensive as it is, this story will have to be completely deleted from the site before the new one can be posted. However, that will not occur until I have at least five rewritten chapters.

I will try to be more diligent about posting information about updates for any of you who are eagerly awaiting them. I update this page every time something happens, which can be at least once a month. All of my updates are in bold, italics, underlines or all three.

Thank you all for looking at my profile, I really appreciate the attention. I am currently, and have been, looking for a beta reader for my Harry Potter fics if anyone is interested. I have one for my KH stuff, but she doesn't know HP. It would really make me happy, and the rest of my readers happy too, if there were fewer mistakes and more canon stuff. Please think about it!! (I realize now that there is a betareader section on the site, and soon I will go there and message some betas to see if they will do me the honor of helping me with my story. Truly, I would prefer someone that I know, and can easily get a hold of to beta my stories for me, but at this point, that isn't really going to happen, so I won't be picky. Anything I get will be fine with me, provided that he/she is a competent author.)

Also, I want to thank a few people who have been a real inspiration to me, who are also writers on this site. Feather-duster has been a big help to me because her stories almost always make me laugh, and she has graciously agreed to read some of my stories when she has time in her busy life. Also, Jayden Winters has been a remarkable help because she has also agreed to read some of my stuff, she always listens when I need to complain, she is one of my very best friends, second only to no one, and her enthusiasm for writing always leads to me wanting to write as well. And, the author nitwittie, or Nitasha, has been really inspirational because when I read her stories, I get filled with this awesome need to write, and be creative just like she is. She has so much talent, that I merely feed off of the fall out. I have read a number of her stories, and all of them have made me want to write. Finally, and I mean it, I want to thank Glass-Prince-Riku, or The Prince, for being such a great person and having such lovely stories. Honestly, everyone needs to read his stories, even if you don't like Kingdom Hearts. I swear, he'll make you cry...in that warm fuzzy way. Oh, and don't forget to pay your respects to the Glass Prince. He deserves your love. I raise my glass to all of you who have inspired me, and all of the other of the sites writers that strive to become the best writers they can be, especially those of you who have been on the receiving end of some of my harsh reviews and are still nicely talking to me. You all deserve recognition and praise for your efforts!! (Now, if only I could write this much on my stories, I would be in good shape!!)

I found this on a profile of an acquaintance of mine. She had many "If you...post this" stuff on her profile, but this is the only one I felt like posting on here. I'm only adding this because I truly truly believe in this one.

This poem is not of my creation. Please read it and follow the instructions at the end. It is for a worthy cause.

Her name was Auroura
She was only five
This is what happened
When she was alive

Her dad was a drunk
Her mom was an addict
Her parents kept her
Locked in an attic

Her only friend
was a little toy bear
It was old and worn out
And had patches of hair

She always talked to it
When no one's around
She lays there and hugs it
Not a peep of sound

Until her parents
unlock the door
Some more and more pain
She'll have to endure

A bruise on her leg
A scar on her face
Why would she be
In such a horrible place?

But she grabs her bear
And softly cries
She loves her parents
But they want her to die

She sits in the corner
Quiet but thinking,
"God, why? Why is
My life always sinking?"

Such a bad life
For a sad little kid
She'd get beaten and beaten
For anything she did

Then one night
Her mom came home high
The poor child was hit and slapped
As hours went by

Then her mom suddenly
Grabbed for a blade
It was sharp and pointy
One that she made

She thrust the blade
Right in her chest,
"You deserve to die
You worthless pest!"

The mom walked out
Leaving the girl slowly dying
She grabbed her bear
And again started crying

Police showed up
At the small little house
They quickly barged in
Everything was as quiet as a mouse

One officer slowly
Opened a door
To find the sad little girl
Lying on the floor

It must have been bad
To go through so much harm
But at least she died
With her best friend in her arms

If you hate child abuse, and want to show your support for its victims, please add this to your profile and give them your love and strength!

With awesome love and many happy warm fuzzies for all (regardless of the sadness above),

Yuki of the Kamikaze

(scroll down to read my stories. They are good, honest. If you are dissatisfied, leave me a review telling me how crappy it is and I will send you a whole box of online animal cookies. I swear.)