Invictus

By: William Ernest Henley

Out of the night that covers me,
Black as the pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.

In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the Horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds and shall find me unafraid.

It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll,
I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul.

Hola! Not much to say really... Name is of no importains and my age well someone knows it now so I will tell you all, I is now 19 (the 4 of December ) is my birthday YAY!! and I am a... girl! As you can guess... I LOVE ANIME! don't matter if it has Yaoi or yuri parings... I love anime lol... homosexual, I say if your in love then so be it! In the past year and half, I've actually been called a pansexual... I've always Identify myself as Bisexual XD..

More personal things: I come from a very big family... I am not kidding... I'm ninth out of ten children, I have (now) 27 nieces and nephew XD... I am also a proud great aunt to 1 niece and 3 nephews I have been homeschooled my whole life O_O yes be shocked, but I swim and do other things so I have friends... weird how that works right?

Weird fun facts about meh!!

I'm socially retarded. I speak too bluntly to everyone I meet, and that pisses off my family.

I've had a college reading level since I was 12, and my vocabulary is extremely large.

I get weird urges to tackle people I don't know in public

I carry a dictionary in my pocket at all time

I hate spicy food XD. BUT ADORE THE SWEET STUFF!

My dating life consist of almost all J's. Jake, James, Josh, Joe, James (and so on and so forth XD)

I am my siblings sister. (whenever someone meets me they are always saying, "Oh my god, You're (insert siblings name) Sister, am I right?!" Annoying)

My mom supports my writing addiction :D! She is constantly telling me to print out the stuff I write... Though she tells me I need to edit alot XD

On the day of my birth (alllll the way back in '92) The largest food fight in my families history took place XD.

In my mind, I have three sets of thoughts (rather like the shoulder things). One is my "Angel." Who tells me all the things I shouldn't do, ie, "Oh my gosh! Don't drink that you aren't legal yet!" My "Demon." Who tells me to do all the bad things, ie, "DRINK! DRINK! DRINK!"... And my "Kickass." side... It pretty much agrees with whatever is what I'm really feeling, ie, "Psh. Drink if you're gonna, I mean its already in your hand... And I'm just that Kickass :3."... I know its weird

I am the girl ... that does go to school dances, and when I do go, I sit in a corner and read a book or write. I am the girl that people look through when I say something. I am the girl that spends most of her free time reading, writing, or doing other activities that most teenagers wouldn't call normal. I am the girl that people call weird, and a freak either behind my back or to my face. I am the girl that doesn't spend all her time on My Space, or talking to a girlfriend on a cellphone or a regular phone. I am the girl that hasn't been asked out in a year. I am the girl that has stopped to smell the flowers and jump and splash in the rain.

But I am also the girl who knows and is proud to be who she is, doesn't care if people call her weird, who loves reading and writing and doing the things that no one seems to have the time to do any more, who can express herself better with words, and knows the importance of the little things.

Copy and Paste this onto your account, and add your name to the list, if you are anything like me, so the girls who are different and unique can know in their weakest times that they are unique, but not alone.

~ PrettyFanGirl, Truth Be Told 13, DEFiiANCE, Angel of Apathy, Vic Taylor, Brokenwolf13, Bookworm700, Sparteen, GothicShadowPhantom, PsychoticNari, KP100, EmberMclain13, Kurama'srose124,

Books I like...

All of the Artemis Fowl series... Artemis you give me hope for kids everywhere

Percy Jackson... My friend psycogirl has a cross over with Yu Yu hakusho and Percy Jackson XD

Crique Du Freak ALL OF THEM!!

Any mangas I can get my hands on.

The sisters Grimm (I LOVE PUCK!!)

The Harry potter series (who hasn't read them)

Maximum Ride (Love it!)

If I have a wicked stepmother, where's my prince (I really liked this one :D)

Inkheart (I HAVEN'T SEEN THE MOVIE YET T.T)

Julia Quinn (I haven't met a book by her that i didn't like XD.. Six foot tall rabbits. That is all)

Poison diaries.

there will be more!

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.
Re-post this if you believe homophobia is wrong. Please do your part to end it.

Quotes! YAY!
one by one the penguins steal my sanity- A wrist band I got from hot topic =D

Now I know how George Washington felt when Napoleon beat him at Pearl Harbor- beast boy =D

D, I'm gonna miss you... (andrea farts) (me and D laughing) - Earlier today when my sister left to go to her husband... I was crying... then my little niece farted =D

(me and my little sister watching Destiny deoxys) WAIT THERES TWO OF THEM?? that would explain why they multiplied. -Gigi me little sis

(Conversation between Gigi and I...)

Gi: What are you doing tonight?

Me: I don't know. why?

Gi: You wanna know what I'm doing? You.

Me: O.o"" Uhh... What?

Gi: And afterwards... I'm doing you. And later tonight I'll be doing you.

Me: Oh god you're mind fucking me (Trying not to laugh, but attempting to look scared) Are you at least wearing a condom?

Gi: Nope, so now your mind is gonna get pregnant.

(the weird things I live with)

Ninety-five percent of the kids out there are concerned with being popular and fitting in. If you're part of the five percent who aren't, copy this, put it in your profile, and add your name to the list. AnimeKittyCafe, Hyperactively Bored, Gem W, Bara-Minamino, Yavie Aelinel, IWuvMyKenshyPoo, Heidiplease, iNsOmNiAc BiLlY JoE lOvEr, Black Panther Warrior, Mina The Mischevious, SnowNeko, KylaMizuki, Spirit Evolution, Kurama'srose124.

My Theme songs yo!

You're worth so much
It'll never be enough
To see what you have to give
How beautiful you are
Yet seem so far from everything
You're wanting to be
You're wanting to be

Tears falling down again
Tears falling down

You fall to your knees
You beg, you plead
Can I be somebody else
For all the times I hate myself?
Your failures devour your heart
In every hour, you're drowning
In your imperfection

You mean so much
That heaven would touch
The face of humankind for you
How special you are
Revel in your day
You're fearfully and wonderfully made
You're wonderfully made

Tears falling down again
Come let the healing begin

You fall to your knees
You beg, you plead
Can I be somebody else
For all the times I hate myself?
Your failures devour your heart
In every hour, you're drowning
In your imperfection

You're worth so much
So easily crushed
Wanna be like everyone else
No one escapes
Every breath we take
Dealing with our own skeletons, skeletons

You fall to your knees
You beg, you plead
Can I be somebody else
For all the times I hate myself?
Your failures devour your heart
In every hour, you're drowning
In your imperfection

Won't you believe, yeah
Won't you believe, yeah
All the things I see in you

You're not the only one
You're not the only one
Drowning in imperfection

Songs artist: Skillet

I fell in love with this song! Its by Within Temptation

I've Been Dreaming For So Long
To Find The Meaning
To Understand
The Secret Of Life
Why Am I Here
To Try Again

We'll Always
We'll Always
See The Truth,
When Its Stares Ya In The Face
Will I Ever
Will I Never Free Myself
Breaking These Chains

Chorus
In My Heart In My Soul
I Turn It Back It's My Fault
Your Destiny Is Forlorn
After The Turning Sun
In My Heart In My Soul
I Turn It Back
And Then I've Lost
My Key On The Way

I've Been Living For So Long
Many Seasons Past Me By
I've Seen Kindoms Through Ages
Rise And Fall
I've Seen It All

I've Seen The Harbour
I've Seen The Wonders
Happing Just In Front Of My Eyes
Will I Ever
Will I Never Free Myself By Breaking It Right?

Chorus

Jillian
Our Dream Ended Long Ago
All Our Stories
And All Our Glories
I Held So Dear
We Won't Be Together For Ever and Ever
No More Tears
I'll Always Be Here
'Till The End

"Voices" Jillian

Chorus
Song: Jillian (I'd give my heart)

The Cure!

I'm always wanting more...
Anything I haven't got...
Everything, I want it all...
I just can't stop.

Planning all my days away...
But never finding ways to stay...
Or ever feel enough today...
Tomorrow must be more...

Drink more dreams! More bed, more drugs,
More lust, more lies, more head, more love,
More fear, more fun, more pain, more flesh,
More stars, more smiles, more fame, more sex...

But however hard I want...
I know deep down inside...
I'll never really get more hope...
Or any more time.

Any more time.
Any more time.
Any more time.

I want the sky to fall in!
I want lightning and thunder!
I want blood instead of rain!
I want the world to make me wonder!
I want to walk on water!
Take a trip to the moon!...

Give me all this and give me it soon!
More drink! More dreams! More drugs!...
More lust! More lies! More love!

But however hard I want...
I know deep down inside...
I'll never really get more hope...
Or any more time...

Any more time.
Any more time.
Any more time.

Song title: Want.

Oh my goodness I nearly forgot hehe (sweatdrops)
Music I listen to: everything under the sun... Favorite bands: Coldplay, Matthew Good band, Within Temptaion, Skillet, The Used, Nirvana, Mettalica, Nightwish, Breaking Benjamin, Three days grace, Sixx am, Buck Tick (Nightwalker rocks!) Escape the fate, Linkin park, Sarah McLachlan, Crossfade, Staind, Shiny Toy Guns, Drop Dead Gorgous, Muse, Journey, Lady GaGa, The Killers, HIM, AFI, Poison, Goo Goo Dolls, Metro Station, Avenged Sevenfold, A Perfect Circle, The Cure, The birthday Massacre, Jeffree Star, Adele. And so much more. I don't really like Rap but sometimes (if you are like me) its your theme song

http://i66.photobucket.com/albums/h258/inuyashadork124/Jayandme.jpgtis me at my cousin's wedding... The man in the picture is my oldest brother, Jay

Thanks for reading! ~ Rose