| Brat-Child3 |
Author has written 22 stories for South Park, Fairly Odd Parents, Jimmy Neutron, Danny Phantom, Hey Arnold, Death Note, and Loveless. This is the BEST Death Note AMV I have ever seen. And no, I didn't make it. Whoever did owns my heart. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nx8LrZfNi3Y&feature=related EDIT: 7/7/09 Still obsessing... EDIT: 4/8/09 I'm still obsessing over super weird and super hot genius detective L Lawliet and it’s been three months. Given that, I don’t expect this obsession to come to an end anytime soon. In fact, I’m afraid it’s only just begun. I’ll be honest...I don’t like things or people very easily...that’s horrible, I know, but I think lying is worse. When I do find something I like it’s not in passing. L is now officially a part of my soul, followed closely by the younger, albino version of him—Near. That doesn’t mean I’ve switched fandoms and now you’re never going to see me write anything except Death Note smut (I’ve twisted it all around in my head and made that show slashy too...but then I realized I’ve already been outdone for approximately three years, so I guess I wasn’t that original when I decided that L and Light have this insane, sexually charged, LovexHate, I-want-in-your-pants-more-than-I-want-to-breathe-but-I-still-want-you-dead vibe.) Anything that has two hot guys chained together by a pair of handcuffs is going to have my full attention...I just never expected the rest of the plot to be so amazing. The point of all this rambling is that I’m still primarily in the South Park fandom and I don’t see that changing anytime soon either. Although I admit that the reason for my lack of updates is because previously mentioned genius detective caused my brain to come to a screamingly loud and fast halt and all my creativity (as if you ever had any BC3!) slammed against my skull and slid like warm pudding down my spinal cord, where it dissolved and I honestly thought it was never going to come back again. I’m not exactly sure what’s pulling me out of that mind-fog I’ve been drifting in...because trust me, I’ve sat for countless hours in front of my unfinished South Park fics trying to write SOMETHING, ANYTHING, and just could not find any words...but suddenly I feel the tingling of inspiration skittering across my flesh. I’m hoping that means an update soon and I’m hoping there’s anyone out there who even cares if I write anything anymore. I admit I wanted to update Dreams, Rain, Go Insane...just to see what kind of reaction, if any, I’d get. XD I still may experiment if inspiration allows. I’ve also got this idea for another new SP fic in which it’s an alternate universe and...stuff happens. I don’t want to give too much away, but I’ve never written a SxK like it before and I’ve never seen one written like it before either. Not exactly, anyway. Right now I don’t know if or when I’ll write that because maybe there are actually still people out there who want an update on something else? I hate that I’ve allowed myself to fall so far behind that I’ve potentially lost everyone’s attention, but I promise it couldn’t be helped. I really wasn’t just sitting here staring at blush-inducing pictures of L, I was honestly trying to write something! It's just that sometimes I get discouraged by AMAZING writers like Foodstamp, The Pink Striper, and Magic Mind (The latter of who has been successfully gripping my attention even in simple replies, which is a bit alarming) because they've reached this level of brilliance and I don't know how to do it too. I don't want to say I can never achieve that goal because quitters are losers and I'm far too stubborn to lose on purpose, but I just don't believe in myself enough to say that I can achieve it either...which results in me wanting to stuff my mouth with cake, and then it just makes L all the more appealing and I'd rather watch L stuff his mouth with cake while I stuff mine with cake and forget about writing because I'm only kidding myself anyway but I'm too stubborn to give up. IT'S SO FRUSTRATING! Well, no one cares. =P Hope to see some reviews. Peace. Love. -BC3 "I may not be the best writer, I may never be the best writer, but I will never stop writing." For the one who's bringing some Magic into my life: "Love me without fear, Trust me without wondering, Want me without restrictions, Need me without demand, Accept me as I am." Now that you've found this, let it embrace you. | |||||||||||
1. Gone: Symphony of Sin reviewsHe was rain and sunshine when rain was soothing and the sun was glistening between leaves made golden from Autumn’s touch; the gentle breeze that cooled hot tears and whispered breath into your lungs. SeimeixRitsukaLoveless - Rated: T - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 860 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10-6-09 - Ritsuka A. & Seimei A. - Complete2. M, My Name is Mello » reviewsMello never made it a secret that he hated Near; so why did Near brand him with the nickname "Dear Mello?" MelloxNear, hints of LxLight. --New Title-Death Note - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 9,930 - Reviews: 20 - Updated: 8-30-09 - Published: 8-18-09 - Mello & Near3. I Feel So II: Through Raven's Eyes » reviewsAlternate version of "I feel so," as told by Stan. "Fate has left Stan feeling like an empty shell, but Kyle doesn't seem willing to give up on him."South Park - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 8,404 - Reviews: 59 - Updated: 5-5-09 - Published: 2-13-09 - Stan M. & Kyle B.4. I Should Be Angry reviewsL is waiting for Light to return home. The only problem is L's not even sure what he's doing there. He's been dead for two days, and not being able to eat sweets is really starting to annoy him. One-Shot, Yaoi, LxLight.Death Note - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,422 - Reviews: 31 - Published: 3-9-09 - L & Light Y. - Complete5. Losing You » reviewsAfter falling for Kyle, whose heart is already taken, playboy Kenny becomes the only link of communication between Stan and Kyle: The living and the dead. -Full summary inside-South Park - Rated: M - English - Supernatural/Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 21,996 - Reviews: 90 - Updated: 1-4-09 - Published: 8-16-08 - Kenny M. & Kyle B.6. Fumbling Toward Ecstacy » reviewsI shouldn't be happy he's back, especially after trying so hard to forget him. Somehow, I need to find the balance between our friendship and my love for him; without breaking Eric Cartman's heart." Kyle's POV.South Park - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 9,919 - Reviews: 30 - Updated: 12-10-08 - Published: 11-23-08 - Kyle B.7. Heart of Glass » reviewsPreviously "The Lost Year" It's been a year since Kyle completely cut Stan from his life with no explaination, and Stan still can't let go; he believes there's got to be a way back to his heart. But what if he'd never truly been cast out?South Park - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 12 - Words: 37,361 - Reviews: 199 - Updated: 8-23-08 - Published: 4-20-06 - Stan M. & Kyle B.8. I Feel So » reviewsI hugged myself and let out a sob: longing for the comfort of his smile, his touch. I was so sick. So sick and tired of being angry. In one clear moment, I realized how hopeless it had all been, and I asked myself: Now what?South Park - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 19 - Words: 89,610 - Reviews: 805 - Updated: 4-13-08 - Published: 9-20-06 - Kyle B. & Stan M. - Complete9. Tea Party reviewsAlone in life, Cartman desperately tries to find a friend he can play his favorite game with. Cowritten with KyleisGod.South Park - Rated: T - English - Humor/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,318 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 6-24-07 - Eric Cartman - Complete10. Insanity of a Talking, Moving Puppet » reviewsCartman and Wendy want revenge. On Stan and Kyle, on each other, on everyone who gets in their way. See Cartman yell. See Wendy scream. See Artemus Clyde Frog take the upper hand. CxW SxK SxWSouth Park - Rated: T - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 13 - Words: 57,882 - Reviews: 135 - Updated: 2-4-07 - Published: 10-10-06 - Eric Cartman & Wendy T. - Complete11. Away with the Day » reviewsAt fifteen, Helga is still struggling with her lovexhate feelings. Arnold is fed up with her attitude and wishes she would just grow up. With the only person who ever made her feel wanted ignoring her, what's a girl to do? Helga's POVHey Arnold - Rated: T - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 6,280 - Reviews: 45 - Updated: 1-28-07 - Published: 9-5-06 - Helga & Arnold12. Dark At Heart » reviews[Second Posting] Helga's heart is getting colder and darker each day Arnold is gone from her life. She wants him to move back to Hillwood, but can she handle it when he does?Hey Arnold - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,141 - Reviews: 22 - Updated: 1-28-07 - Published: 1-20-07 - Helga & Arnold13. These Dreams Of Mine reviewsSam is having some pretty erotic dreams about Danny. The only problem, are they really just dreams, or reality? DxSDanny Phantom - Rated: M - English - Mystery/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,028 - Reviews: 57 - Published: 7-26-06 - Sam M. & Dan Phantom - Complete14. Dear Santa reviewsSam's been a very good girl this year. DxS One ShotDanny Phantom - Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,416 - Reviews: 24 - Published: 7-25-06 - Sam M. & Danny F. - Complete15. Finger Paint The Sky reviewsAnd as I cry myself to sleep, my tears drown me in my dreams. SxK heartbreak.South Park - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,443 - Reviews: 30 - Published: 4-13-06 - Stan M. & Kyle B.16. Dreams, Rain, Go Insane » reviewsKenny has a theory. Not only is love a mental disorder, but also a waste of time. When a certain blonde starts giving him butterflies, he becomes obsessed with Stan and Kyle's relationship, trying to figure out what true love is.South Park - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 11 - Words: 32,998 - Reviews: 233 - Updated: 4-3-06 - Published: 2-13-06 - Kenny M. & Butters S.17. Psychic BS » reviewsCartman believes he's a psychic, Kyle thinks he's full of it. To prove his abilities, he begins making predictions about Stan and Kyle's relationship. When they come true, Kyle has to rethink Cartmans predictions, and his relationship with Stan.South Park - Rated: T - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 15 - Words: 53,571 - Reviews: 204 - Updated: 3-15-06 - Published: 2-3-06 - Stan M. & Kyle B. - Complete18. Can't Say Goodbye reviewsOne of the hardest things in life is saying goodbye, and learning how to let go. SxKSouth Park - Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,861 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 2-28-06 - Stan M. & Kyle B. - Complete19. Erics Song reviewsSometimes the one who laughs the most is the one who's crying the hardest.South Park - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,280 - Reviews: 23 - Published: 2-28-06 - Eric Cartman - Complete20. Kenny's Heart reviewsWe’re soul mates, from every last blonde hair on our heads to the bottom of our little, black snow boots. KennyxButtersSouth Park - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 306 - Reviews: 17 - Published: 2-27-06 - Kenny M. & Butters S. - Complete21. Secret Nightmare reviewsIn one moment, your life can change forever. In the mid of one dark night, Cindy experiences just that and may never be the same again. JCJimmy Neutron - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 956 - Reviews: 24 - Published: 2-23-06 - Cindy V. & Jimmy N.22. You Don't Know reviewsTootie doesn't know anything about Timmy. Not what he thinks, what he feels, or who he loves. TimmyTootieFairly Odd Parents - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 475 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 2-22-06 - Timmy & Tootie - Complete