Important Note:
STILL looking for a RP partner. For the Twilight fandom. I would like someone who's just as much in love with the wolfpack as I am, and does not mind extreme content or sexual situations. I would like to rp through msn messenger instead of a forum or a chat room, so PLEASE, if you're interested, add me to msn; ashley(.)mcneil@hotmail(.)com . I want someone for Twilight; preferably an all-wolfpack lover, since in the rp I would most like to take the role of Ms.Leah Clearwater :) I want to finally give her the happy ending, or at least a longer story that S.Meyer stiffed her out of lol. So please, email/add/PM me! We'll talk and see if you can fill the position :) Thank you. PS GUYS! Some retard on jbnp told me that I'm weird for wanting to 'dress up and go on webcam to act like people'. THERE IS NONE OF THAT INVOLVED IN ROLEPLAYING! Lmfao this isn't some live-action crap; I just want to open up a chat window, there will NEVER be a webcam involved, we do this; Leah*Picks up the glass of water, taking a long gulp with a sigh.* ...Yes folks... That is all. LOL. So please, do PM me if you're interested :p If you were nervous that I was some internet psychopath, don't be; RP does not involve anything personal. xD lollll.

Name: Ashley
Hair Color: Soon to be back to platinum blonde! :)
Eye Color: Deep Blue; changes with seasons, no joke. Grey in winter, blue in summer.
Skin: Apparently very pale... My mom says I look dead.

PS: I would like to thank Kate, one of my good friends over at Jacob-Black-N-Pack, for making a totally awesome BTS avatar for meeeee! I'm SO glad you like the story hun and you're creativity and talent knows no bounds :D :)

Personal Description

Greetings :) No I'm really not that formal a person. I'm a freak sexual deviant with music running through her veins and an ocean current flowing through her head. I don't wear American Eagle or Hollister. I don't believe in God, but I believe in fate, destiny, and most of all Love. The idea of a palace in the starry blue sky with happy music and laughing people ruled by a Loving, determined, smart, careful gaurdian; surrounded by a rainbow and a fairytale of family. I believe in Mermaids, Vampires, Lycans and the mystical being I mentioned just before; my own God. But, there isn't a religion; If there was, it would be as simple as a song verse. I adore Paris Hilton and Miley Cyrus is growing on me, but no discography of mine would be complete without Nickelback or Lady Gaga, and so what if almost everyone loves Taylor Swift? Maybe she's just actually GOOD. Kansas RULES. I can brag alot without knowing it; but I'll always be brutally honest about the work of friends. If it sucks I'll tell you. I see myself as a good person, but everyone is entitled to an opinion. There are evil people out there and I seem to fit right in the middle; sometimes I can't tell the difference between reality and fiction because one person says they believe me and the other doesn't. Pain disgusts me (unless it's the sexy kind) and needles make me shy. I'm a drama girl, and I Love to sing, act, write and create a world all my own. They all work around Love whether I realize it sometimes or not. I can be vain; but on a certain day I look in the mirror and next thing I know I'm digging my own eyes out. I'm not popular in school at all. I'm straight. I have stars in my eyes and a Heart of the Ocean around my neck. Black and Blue decor my room, and so do my own paintings and drawings. I'm not happy with my home life, but I know there are people who have and who are suffering worse so I try to not complain too much (but I know I do endlessly). When I mentioned vain above, I mean that I could sit here and write a profile page about myself all day and possibly contradict what I've said already 5 or 6 times. I've written The Greatest Story Ever Told in my head, and I won't lie; I've stolen a lot of movie ideas and characters. But, everything is different at the same time. I don't even know who's reading this, but strength is something you choose and I know it takes a lot to learn something about the artist behind the prose. I always read about the author. You should too. The average person can never seem to comprehend another person because no one really knows anyone in this world of ours'; I want to challenge it.

Fave Anime: - Beyblade - Inuyasha - Digimon - Sailor Moon

Fave Movies: - House Of Wax - Ginger Snaps trilogy - Stay Alive - Silent Hill - Spirit: Stallion Of The Cimarron - Hidalgo - Seabiscuit-Virginia's Run - RENT - High School Musical trilogy - Ice Princess - Titanic - Raising Helen - Inuyasha(s) - Resident Evil(s) - Underworld(s) - Pirates Of The Carribean(s) - The Texas Chainsaw Massacre (The Beginning) - Knocked Up - Thirteen - Final Destination(s) - Harry Potter(s) - Repo! The Genetic Opera - The Fox and the Hound - Mulan - The Girl Next Door - Bring It On!(s) - New Moon - Eclipse - Breaking Dawn 1 - Tuck Everlasting - Flicka - Halloween(remake) - Freddy vs. Jason - Jeepers Creepers(s) - Schindler's List

Fave Television Shows: - House M.D - Blood Ties - The Tyra Banks Show - Maury Povich - King Of The Hill - Family Guy - South Park - The Simpsons - Degrassi; TNG - Instant Star - Supernatural - True Blood - The Simple Life - The Search For The Next Doll - Pussycat Dolls Present: Girlicious

Fave Bands(And Artists)
.Boys Like Girls
.Faber Drive
.Alexz Johnson
.Marilyn Manson
.Deathcab For Cutie
.Blink 182
.t.A.T.u
.My Chemical Romance
.Nickelback
.Nightwish
.Paramore
.Linkin Park
.Iron And Wine
.AC/DC
.Lady Gaga
.REO Speedwagon
.Creedence Clearwater Revival
.Kansas
.Taylor Swift
.Blue Oyster Cult
.Miley Cyrus
.Bad Company

Fave Anime Pairings

Beyblade
Basically anyone with Mariam, I'll read it xD I'm a huge fan of HiroxMariam and JohnnyxMariam though!

Inuyasha
Anyone with Sango! Especially InuYasha himself.

Sailor Moon
Michiru all the way. :)

Twilight Shiz

I thought Twilight was completely amazing, right up until Jacob Black imprinted on Renesmee Cullen. That just ruined it for me. Now it's just amazing. Lol. Leah Clearwater is my all-time favorite Twilight universe character, second is Sam Uley, third is Jacob Black, fourth is.. Probably Paul haha, then Rosalie Cullen, then Seth Clearwater, followed by Embry Call and then a tie between Emmett and Jasper. Somewhere below is this fill in the blank thing that's actually hilarious. Haha. But anyway; back to the main train of thought. Relationships are as follows;

LeahxSam is number one ALWAYS.
LeahxJacob is a close second.
LeahxPaul
LeahxEmbry.

Those are pretty much the only pairings I like; and if the fic doesn't have Leah or the wolfpack as main characters well I won't read it at all. I think she's a really complex character, with a lot of emotion. On the contrary to the book; the way Leah uses her attitude to try and cover her grief, goes to show that she feels more strongly than any other member of the pack and she damn well shouldn't be victimized for it. Sadly though; I'm one of those people who loves seeing their favorite character get hurt. Haha, so if you have a fic where Leah takes a real beating, gets raped, gets hurt in any way, shape or form, you should PM me so I can check it out :)

I'm also a stickler for GOOD WRITING. Which means no grammar errors, no stupid dialogue and shiz like that. I agree completely and I understand if you're young; you'll learn. If you're not, then don't write without a beta. (Because most of these writers who write like shit get bad reviews and then they're like 'well wtf why? you're a cunt' to the reviewer. THAT'S why.) So make sure your story's actually readable please :)

I love a good sex scene; I'm actually a huge fan of pointless lemons and smut. But a good chapter story with sex, blood and violence involving Leah that's written properly will draw me to it like a magnet and so help me god I'll love you for it :p Haha. (check out my fic Before The Storm; it's doing AMAZINGLY well, and I think it's gonna be one of the 'great ones' for SamxLeah, if you know what I mean ;) )

On to the character stuff again; Bella should die. I hate her. She's a stupid, selfish character who always gets what she wants when characters who are actually capable of feeling pain (coughleahcough) get the shitty end of the stick when they of course don't deserve it. But hey; if Bella floats your boat, all the power to yah. I like Renesmee but when Jacob imprinted on her it ruined the story for me because I honestly thought he was gonna end up with Leah (SO many people thought that actually) and then S.Meyer sorta fucked it. But then again, this is just my POV; the RenesmeexJacob bit brought happiness to the story for tons of people. (coughidiotscough)

Now here's the fun stuff;

A Twilight Survey

Which book in the series is your favorite?
Breaking Dawn.
How long did it take you to read the books?
Meh, one week, two weeks to go through each? For some reason everytime I finished one my bookstore was consequencially out of the next book I needed.
Favorites:Who is your favorite character?
Leah Clearwater
Who is your favorite werewolf?
Leah
What's one of your favorite quotes from the books?
Despite my best efforts, I’ve seen you naked before – doesn’t do much for me, so no worries.' --Leah Clearwater in Breaking Dawn.
What was your favorite Bella and Edward moment?
When she was sleeping and she unconsciously wrapped her arms around him and he was like 'uhh... Do I shove her off, or...?' .
What was your favorite Bella and Jacob moment?
When she crashed her motorcycle and she called him beautiful. 'Uhhh... How hard did you hit your head?'
How about your favorite Bella and Alice moment?
Bella cursing her when she sees all the lingerie Alice packed her for Isle Esme. Haha.
(A Few Last Things:) In which book did you like Bella's character best?
I sort of just.. Always hated her. Lol. But I guess Twilight was the best, as far as it goes...
How about Edward's?
Midnight Sun definitely.
Jacob's?
Breaking Dawn def. Renesmess boils my blood but I love how he starts to connect to Leah and somehow he just becomes a man in that book.
Alice's?
Don't really know. Alice is just.. Okay.
If it were possible... Who would you most want to meet in person?
Sam Uley; or Leah obviously. Meeting Jake would be pretty cool too. But if I had to pick absolutely anyone; I'd pick Stephenie Meyer herself so I could pick her brain. OR; Embry Call. He hasn't imprinted yet ;)

List twelve characters from Twilight, in NO particular order.

1. Leah
2. Sam
3. Jacob
4. Paul
5. Seth
6. Rosalie
7. Emmett
8. Quil
9. Esme
10. Jared
11. Embry
12. Jasper

1. Have you ever read a 6/11 fic? Do you want to?
Rosalie/Embry? Not really, no... Haha, if a really good one sorta popped up though, why not?
2. Do you think Four is hot? How hot?
Paul? Fuckin' gorgeous.
3. What would happen if Twelve got Eight pregnant?
Jasper Got Quil pregnant?! Wow... Just wow.
4. Can you recall any fic about Nine?
Can't say I've read one about Esme, no.
5. Would Two and Six make a good couple?
Sam and Rosalie?? Haha wtf. Sure, why not? xD
6. Five/Nine or Five/Ten? Why?
Seth and Esme er Seth and Jared... Gonna have to go with Seth and Jared. HAHA.
7. What would happen if Seven walked in on Two and Twelve having sex?
Hm. If Emmett walked in on Sam and Jasper having sex, I think all hell would break loose. Fuck, I'd shit a brick just reading about it.
8. Make up a summary for a Three/Ten fic.
Jacob and Jared... Uh, friendship fic all the way lol. 'Jacob's heart is in the gutter over that spineless Bella Swan. Can a pack brother help cheer him up?'
9. Is there any such thing as One/Eight fluff?
Leah and Quil?? Haha, not really; I'm sure there is somewhere :p
10. Suggest a title for a Seven/Twelve hurt/comfort fic.
Brothers. Haha, simple yet dramatic :p
11. If you wrote a songfic about Eight, what song would you choose?
Holy shit hahaha what song would I pick for Quil; um... Probably something lame, like the care bears theme song er some shit.
12. If you wrote a One/Six/Twelve fic, what would the warning be?
Leah, Rosalie and Jasper?? Well holy fuck I think it'd be one of the coolest things ever. Warning: Bitchy chicks and the sorried bastard who tries to calm em down. Violence ensues.
13. When was the last time you read a fic about Five?
Hmmmmm not to long ago. I love Sethy :)
14. "(1) and (7) are in a happy relationship until (9) runs off with (4). (1), brokenhearted, has a hot one-night stand with (11) and a brief unhappy affair with (12), then follows the wise advice of (5) and finds true love with (3).”
"Leah and Emmett are in a happy relationship until Esme runs off with Paul. Leah, brokenhearted, has a hot one-night stand with Embry and a brief unhappy affair with Jasper, then follows the wise advice of Seth and finds true love with Jacob.”

My current fics

High School Years: It's just a really fun story with lots of humor, drama, love, lemons, and teenage bitching. Everyone's gotta live it, so everyone might as well read about it. I update according to the reviews I get. Beyblade fic of course.

Animal City: Okay, very humorous.I'm really proud of this story. It took a lot of creativity. The guys get turned into animals because of Tyson and Max's stupidity and it's up to Hilary to save them so she gets Mariam to help. But the boys are unaware of the feelings and problems going on in the girls' lives that are a lot worse than theirs, so while the girls are trying to help them, the BladeBreakers are attempting to help the girls. Complete. And if you haven't guessed already, it's a Beyblade fic.

Kiss The Girl: Another Beyblade one-shot, revolves around the beygirls once they find out that almost every single guy has been slinking around on them, sleeping with different girls. They come up with a genius plan to leave them heartbroken and mad, same as the guys did to them. Yeah, it has a fair amount of yuri in it. I still think it's an awesome fic, a little hard to understand, but awesome none the less. Please review.

Black Christmas: I hope it doesn't spoil your cheery mood. Hehehe. Mariam is pissed off with her horrible life and bad memories, so she decides to end it all on Christmas Eve; to the tune of 'Dance of the Sugarplum Faeries'.

Costly Chaos: This one's about Salima having a lot of trouble finding some clothes she likes. And when she does find something she likes, a friend comes along and steals it away right from under her nose. This friend happens to be Kai. Just so happens he has more on the mind than shopping, too. Dedicated to Iluvbeyblade.

Green Eyed Monster: This fic is basically a script to the movie 'Pretty Persuasion'. But I wanted to teach the world a lesson about racial remarks and boyfriend/girlfriend stealing. It stars Mariam and Mariah and an OC. They decide to frame a teacher for sexual harassment. But did something really happen or was there a deeper meaning to the whole thing? Read and find out.

Pain Is A Virtue: This is a joint fic with MariamTiarko. Beyblade of course. In it, Mariam and Ozuma get kidnapped and taken to an abandoned wearhouse, where their kidnappers proceed to torture them to their sick hearts' content. Not for the queasy or faint hearted. But we worked hard. I hope you like it. But we demand reviews to update. So click the button and write 'plz update' or maybe something cooler. C'mon folks, it's not that hard.

We Shout: Okay, I took a different direction this time and wrote a Sailor Moon fic. Uranus reflects on when Neptune was killed in a gruesome battle, and also scrutinizes her existance. Enjoy. Oh, and review.

Hot And Heavy: Beyblade lemon fic. In this one, everyone is gone on vacay, but two people -Mariam and Kai- are left home alone. So, how does Kai amuse himself once the heat becomes too much to handle? Well, read for sweet, tart lemony goodness. Review too.

Dancing Alone: Another Beyblade lemon fic. This time, it's set a few years after G Rev., and Max is 17 and on a night out at a club. There, he meets Mariam from the SaintShields. The two hit it off, and discover the old feelings they had for eachother never really went away. Lemon, people. Now read and review!

20 Ways To Get A Beyblader To Kill You: Aha. Here I am with the humor fics. Hope you enjoy this. Basically they're compiled lists of torturous things in store for our beloved bladers. Been called 'One of the best of these things on the net'. Review please!

Don't You Dare: Beyblade, Ozuma and Mariam. Ozuma likes Mariam and wants to tell her, but is afraid of rejection. Mariam returns his feelings, but wants him to make a move and get over his fears. After waiting for nearly ever, it looks like he's finally gonna cough up his feelings. Or so she thinks. Review please!

Moonlight Majesty: After inviting Mariam out for a night on the beach to 'talk', the two enemies learn to find common ground with eachother under the moonlight. ALOT of common ground. And that enemy is Ray if you're wondering. Lemon fic in Beyblade. Review review review!

Just A Little Privacy: Yay! A lemon yuri fic! Mariam wants to have privacy for the upcoming tournament, and just so happens Julia does too. What happens when two girls can muse over the same interests? In getting ready and love? MariamxJulia. I'm proud of myself with this fic. Review please!

The Past And Present: Lemon action with Mariam and Ozuma! Wicked! And I also think this fic is fairly sweet and romantic... Anyhow, Mariam is returning from the SaintShield's reunion, pondering over how NOTHING at all seems to have changed. Until someone shakes things up. Review man!

Beyblade Question Corner!: Ohhhh this is great. All you do is leave a review with a few questions in it, and the character(s) who they're addressed to will answer them! Basically it's a great fic, and it needs fans to keep going guys, so go and review! No questions are offlimits either, so the rating may change from time to time. But read and do it anyway!!

My Bloody Valentine: I like it. If a mysterious murderer decides to go on a free-for-all at the hotel in which the Beyblade girls are staying, who's going to live? And do troubled relationship problems help? Maybe... Pssh. Not in the least. I need more reviews for this guys!! ...Please??

Secrets: Hot hot hot. Everyone loves sweet, female, emotional, bitchy sex. I know I do. Keeping a lesbian relationship secret from oh-so-curious Ozuma proves to be harder than thought of when Mariam and Jemma(OC, look at her character description) decide to feed their sexual desires and give the panty hamster a spin on it's wheel.

20 Love: This is a Beyblade lemon fic dedicated to glitteredvixen06 just because she's awesome. It's JohnnyxKane. After a minor tennis accident, Kane and Johnny decide to skip practise and chill out in the showers instead. Hot yaoi action man. But it's my first yaoi fic, so I don't picture it as my best work either. But anyhow, read and let me know what you think!

Smoke And Mirrors: Like almost always, it's a Beyblade fic. There is a lemon, but it's not heavy compared to my usual standards. Mariam and Hiro meet up at Tyson's reunion party and decide it's a good time for a cig. Romance ensues by the light of the moon and the mirroring reflection of Gramps' koi pond. To be honest, I don't really know what anyone is supposed to get out of this fic... But it made me happy to write. Check it out anyway!

Being A Good Sport: My second Beyblade yaoi! :) Yay! This time it's MichealxBryan. It's the first in a string of weird-pairing oneshots coming soon. No, not in a chapter story. Seperate stories. Anyhow, Micheal and Bryan go back to the baseball field to fetch Micheal's baseball, but end up doing something more, um... Fetching.

Clouded Eyes: This is... Weird. It's like, the first straight pairing lemon I've really written about in detail without it having Mariam involved. Anyhow, Tala wants to get drunk so he can wait out the boring concert that Ian dragged him to. He gets his wish. And a lot more from the singer who happens to be feeling a little hot-to-trot that night. It's a TalaxMing Ming. I know... But anyhow, I think it's worth the read.

House M.D.: Deleted until further notice.

Nothing I've Ever Known: A really emotional fic about Mariah and Mariam of Beyblade discussing what they mean to eachother during one of Mariah's baths. It's a part of the unusual pairings legacy, but this one isn't a lemon. It's just really sweet and mushy. It's crossed with a songfic type of thing, mastered after 'Nothing I've Ever Known' by Bryan Adams. Read and review!

Passion Training: More odd couples! This one is a Beyblade HiroxMax. Max is fed up with Hiro's shitty attitude and decides to find out why. Boy, is he in for a surprise hehe. The plot credit goes to Jonno, since he's the yaoi mastermind, not me. Overall, it's great for a read. I myself have never seen Hiro so bastardly. Obviously, LEMON. Now go read it! Please review!

5 Years Ago: Sick fluff lol. This fic is a Max and Mariam remembrance style thing, dating back to my old 'Reminisce' fic I deleted. This is the remake, better and longer. As Max and his wife and their new baby return to the place where their lives changed, old memories resurface in Tate's head and things take a romantic turn for the better. Read and review!

Cheater Cheater: Beyblade, a MariamxJohnny 2 or 3-shot for glitteredvixen06 (and for myself; no need in lying). Mariam helps a too-drunk Johnny home from the bar, where he has his own sexy fun planned since his boyfriend, Mystel, is out with Ray to the movies. Lotsa sexual torture, with Johnny slurring and falling all over the place. Check it out and review.

Nights Like This: Beyblade. Ya see, I was drunk a few nights ago; When I woke up the next day I saw a review in my email inbox for something I couldn't remember writing. Aha. But, now that I've read it over a few times, I think I'm gonna turn 'NLT' into pure unadulterrated SaintShieldsxBladeBreaker porn. Sounds fun to me. Hehe. Omg, I even left a note at the top of the fic saying that I was intoxicated while I wrote it. God I'm underage. Hehe. Either way, the two teams have a few beers together, and they take advantage of Mariam.. Sorta. Not only that, but, what kind of sex talk do they go on with? We'll see. REWRITTEN and REVAMPED.

Under The Covers: My first Supernatural fic! It's a lemon-tainted wincest. Dean and Sam are in my hometown (kinda) and they've just had a fight. As Dean realizes his true feelings and is faced with a frightening decision by Sam, Dean decides to finally take and hold on to what is rightfully his. This fic teeters almost toward the raping side, so if you have a problem with that sorta thing, I wouldn't recommend it. But otherwise, read and enjoy! :)

Desire In The Fire: The first SupernaturalxBeyblade crossover to ever hit this site. It's a Mariam(Beyblade)xEvil!Sam(SPN). Sam's created his demonic empire and taken his seat as the Boy King; now he just needs to find a way to continue his reign once his big brother comes to collect what's his. A certain young girl catches his eye. This story's got a high rating for cursing, LOTS of sex and violence and basically anyone under 16 shouldn't read it. Haha. REVIEW GUYS! I really want some support with this fic; it has a slim chance of surviving without it. ON HIATUS TILL FURTHER NOTICE. In danger of deletion.

Before The Storm: First Twilight fic :) It's a pretty dark little number, only gets darker by the day. But Leah and the pack will find a way through. Or will they? ;) Leah runs off after some surprising news and a bad argument. Unfortunately there's a bad storm blowing across the La Push rez and Forks on that same day. And it's gonna stay awhile. When Leah turns out missing longer than expected, what has happened? Who's to blame and can they find and help her?? ;) It's an exciting fic guys, a lot more drama-filled than I can ever say in a summary like thing. So please do read it and review! :) Awesomeness!!! Before The Storm has won Best Alpha Love Story (Sam and Emily or Sam and Leah) over at Jacobblack-n-pack! Thanks so much guys :)

2 Days And 4 Nights: Twilight allllll the way baybay ;) Hot smut. That's pretty much all it is, glorifying- ...Or, not so glorifying sex. Leah gets her freak on with someone in the pack every chapter; until the one she hates the most decides he's had it with people touching his woman. If you're into lemons and lovemaking like never before this is the fic for you! Three cheers for Leah getting some hot att finally huh? ;)

After The Storm: The long awaited sequel to Before The Storm :) This 'story' is a series of vignettes that will center on various characters throughout the BTS universe. It will take looks into the past, into the future, and into the present. Pretty much, it's a totally random collection of moments that have validity to the story. It will showcase Leah's recovery, the changes the pack faces, changed and broken relationships and even the possible end of the Cree pack? ;) Well you'll have to read and see. I hope you love it as much as you did it's award-winning precedent, BTS! :D

So Slowly: Just a little oneshot... I was feeling moody lol. And so, we have a pack supper gone awry with the arrival of vampires and maybe a conclusion that one or two packmembers really can't deal with. So, read and discover for yourself.

Irreconcilable Differences: This will end up being a two or three-shot. It's my first experience writing Twilight romance that isn't Sam and Leah centered, soooo we'll see how it goes. It's for one of my good friends, StealthLiberal. This little number features Paul in the grips of a vampire bite and Leah trying to take care of him. Of course, things get heated soon enough and Paul and Leah might figure out that they give to eachother just as good as they get. Read to see what I mean. Oh; and review. :)

ANNOUNCEMENTS

January 14, 09 Another new year has begun. ..No matter how late I report on it. Lol. Talk about writing neglect huh? And I have even more bad news. My school midterms are upon me once again, which means I have like, no time for writing. And I've also decided that 'House M.D' is too much work, so I'll be deleting it. Maybe I'll post it again someday, but not anytime soon. Sorry for the people who were actually reading that fic. But don't lose hope; it might see light again some day. Aw myy. I've also got to tell you that I'm a confessed Twilight addict. I've developed OCD (Obsessive Cullen Disorder). I've seen the movie, and read all 4 books + the 12 un-published chapters of the 5th. I think I'm gonna do a fic. Hehe. Also, I deleted my MaxxMariam fic 'Reminisce' too. But this one is deleted because I plan to rewrite it and post it better than ever. So look out for it. Possibly under a different title and with many improvements. Lol. Best wishes to all!

January 17, 09 Grand, grand news! ALL MY FICS ARE FINALLY WORKING AND FULLY FUNCTIONAL AGAIN! I even just uploaded chapter 18 of HSY. Isn't it awesome?? Now I can update all my stories!! Yay!! My next line of conquest is MBV.

March 01, 09 Bad, bad news :( My mom has since left again for job training, so I have to shift from my comfortable house to dad's cramped apartment. Basically that means a shitty monitor and a crappy desk. So no more updates possibly for a long time (Mom won't return till June.), sadly. I can try whenever I get the chance, but it'll be very likely that this may be my final notice of leaving the site. I apologize to everyone who're reading my stories. Like I said, I'm gonna try to update. Sorry once again.

April 05, 09 Okay; I know I said I was leaving the site but it looks like you won't be getting rid of me so easily. I've convinced my parents to let me spend generous amounts of time home while they're both gone, so I actually have sufficient time to write. But in other news, I've recently wrapped up MBV. The story's had a great run, and a great big thanks to all it's supporters and reviewers! Also, I see the end of HSY clearly in my head, so a few more chapters (possibly 5 or 8 or so) and I should be done. But I am planning on a sequel; I mean there's more than one year of high school, right? And lots of kids get more than their share of problems. Either way, leave me some reviews or even PM me if there's something you wanna say, talk or ask me about :)

April 25, 09 I want to die. Like, literally. I'm in the worst mood ever as I sit here writing this right now. My eyes are bloodshot with tears and my hands are shaking so I'll have to revise this after I post it for spelling mistakes. My cat is missing.. :( My cat's name is Socks; she's grey with a white patch of fur around her nose and on all her paws, and she has a pink nose with a dark spot right in the middle. She went missing yesterday morning. She never goes outside... She did and now she hasn't come back. I've been pacing and writing in my journal and singing to try and make the pain go away; it helps a little, but it won't go away completely. It's like a wound; it stings and burns and just ruins everything for you that you had planned. I know I'm probably blowing it a little out of proportion; I've been told I'm emotional. But can I help it? I've had that cat for about 8 years and I Love her So Much. So... Sadly, no updates until she's found. If she's not, well... Let's just say I won't write a humor fic for probably a few months, close to a year. Basically, everyone pray for my cat Socks, that she comes home safe and sound. :(

May 08, 09 Socks never came home. I took an old picture of her, and wrote a note on the back saying how much I Loved her; I'll keep it forever in my precious art folder. I was crying when I wrote it. I felt guilty a minute ago, because I'd actually gone a few days without thinking of her. I feel like, when I'm having a good time without her, it's rubbing it in... But, I didn't join this site to bore you all with personal troubles. I joined this site so all of you can have something to read; and, actually, I guess I did join to vent personal shit... It's what writing is. No matter what kind. Anyway, I've recently gotten over the Twilight craze and I've moved on to the Supernatural series craze instead. Not that there's a craze, but. Jared Padalecki, AKA Sam Winchester, is super hot. I plan on doing a few fics like that; maybe a BeybladexSupernatural cross-over. Look forward to it.

May 16, 09 You know, support really helps. A few days ago I got a PM from a very nice author who's been reading my little blogs/announcements on here. She told me to never forget my cat. It cheered me up alot. I didn't even know this person, and he/she still brought some happiness into my world by means of a simple PM. I'd Love to get more. Actually, reviews are sort of the same thing. I'm not trying to beg for them here, but everyone should know how happy and worthwhile they make a writer feel. So once again, to you sir, who sent me the PM, thank you :) Very, very much for lightening a load. As another thank you, I'll be dedicating the next chapter of High School Years to you. I've also been toying around with some new fic ideas... Beyblade, Twilight and Supernatural alike. If you'd like to hear these ideas and you could possibly offer some feedback, please PM me :) Or, add me to msn. Thanks guys. :)

May 24, 09 I've decided to take down Nights Like This; or at least change the direction in which the fic is going. I plan to make it one of the dirtiest things I've ever written; it might involve something only slightly short of an orgy. But what can I say? I'm a dirty girl. :) Haha wow, that sounds bad. Forget I said it please. lol. Either way, I'd Love to hear from you guys, so PM me. :)

May 28, 09 NEW POLL :) taketaketake!

June 22, 09 This has been quite an emotional day. I finished up my last final, which means I'm done grade 10. I thought it the perfect time to write the last chapter of HSY. I think that was pretty emotional too, and I didn't know what to think while I was writing it. I needed all the insight I'd been told I have; it was still pretty hard. No one will ever know, I guess... Not even me who's the writer can really know how to interpret these feelings and emotions. Oh well. The fic's had a great run; only the epilogue left to go. I hope everyone who read and enjoyed the fic left a review, telling me how you feel about it. If you haven't go do it now. Overall, thanks everyone :) Couldn't of done it without you.

June 25, 09 I just took down my fic 'Nights like This'. I'm putting it up again in a few seconds; longer, better, and totally different and uncut. It's TONS better than before. Please review again! :)

July 15, 09 I'm super-obsessed with Taylor Swift lately :/ That's weird because I don't usually find a lot of country music I like. Oh well. My favorite songs by her are 'Our Song' and 'Love Story'. But the main reason I'm writing this entry is to take my mind off my guy problems (it sucks when a guy you totally adore likes someone else and doesn't want to get to know you enough to even give you a chance), and my birthday troubles. My B-Day is the 23rd of this month, and I'm planning to have some of my girl-friends over for some drinks and some pizza. But I need to make sure I can con my mom into leaving the house for the whole night and buying my Smirnoff vodka. Aha, what a night what a night what a night. I also regret to inform that my 'best' friend and I are no longer on speaking terms sort of, won't go into detail why but we won't be collaborating for a while that's for sure. So when 'Under The Covers' finally gets underway, the last chapter will be written completely and only by me. Ya know, if it rains on the 23rd, then this will be my 7th birthday in a row with shitty weather :/ Pretty lame. Can you guys send birthday wishes? :)

August 06, 09 Yes she's gone and done it. A friggen SupernaturalxBeyblade crossover. With my friend Racheal (glitteredvixen06) it should be an adventure. The first two chapters are already uploaded, to only 4 reviews... Not that I'm expecting many for this fic aha, I mean it's an unlikely combination; Anime with Reality. ..Sort of. Either way, it's really not a pre-teen thing. It's totally 18-R and the pairing is MariamxEvil!Sam. Basically anyone who's a Mariam fan would still like this and so would anyone who's just a Sam fan; I hope to get fans from both show genres. It's a really difficult fic to write, and will probably be ridiculously long and just a tad repetitive (there are only so many sex positions). Either way I hope you guys check it out; you won't regret it! Chapters Prologue and 1 were written by me, and Racheal will join in from onward now. So thanks guys! Readreadread!

August 23, 09 fml. fuck my goddamn life. I am so not in the mood for like, anything. Guys are fuckin assholes I'm not even kidding. One only wants me for sex; and the other ones who I actually care strongly about, of course, don't return my feelings. And I'm tired of going over myself and trying to pinpoint just where I went wrong enough to cause them to hate me. Might be the people I hung around with or the way I dressed, I dunno. But I've been pegged as a loser, that's for sure. fml. Seriously. All this stress and depression has taken any want of mine to update just straight out of me. Not to mention that I've got 5 houseguests who aren't leaving anytime soon. My sis her husband and her 2 kids and an old friend of mine clearly infatuated with one of the kids. Pisses me right off because I was living alone and I managed to keep the house cleaner then they ever have. Not to mention I bought all the food I wanted instead of having my needs put aside in my very own house. So much fuckin trouble here... I can't even deal with it. If I was to start drinking dangerously like my mom, I would start now. So don't expect any updates for awhile. Sorry guys.

September 03, 09 I didn't expect to be up at 9:55 AM this thursday morning blogging about an insanely good book series with the biggest mofo muscle cramp in my neck known to mankind. I really didn't. But here I am. With news of a vampire series 29562856285636916x BETTER THAN THE TWILIGHT SERIES. ..Unless you're one of those cookie cutter teeny romance pansies who can't stand blood or sex. Because I would like to recommend J.R Ward's 'Black Dagger Brotherhood' series. The novels are about a band of warrior brothers who are protecting their vampire race from evil called the Lesser Society, a bunch of pasty-faced bastards intent on killing cruelly. And along the way, and perhaps more the main storyline of the books (teehee) is each brother's growing affection for a different girl. And each book focuses on a certain pair mostly. But the others are there, definitely. Book One is Dark Lover; it's about vampire king Wrath and his half breed love Beth. Book 2 is Lover Eternal; vampire with the monster inside Rhage and his cancer-pained girl Mary. Book 3 is my FAVORITE; Lover Awakened starring former blood slave and scarred killer vampire Zsadist, and his growing affection for fellow vamp Bella. Book 4 is human friend of the vamps, Butch O'Neal the homicide detective and his admiration for beautiful Marissa in Lover Revealed. Book 5 has fortune-teller vampire Vishous and his growing love for human surgeon Jane in Lover Unbound. The only other book I have in my posession is book 6; Lover Enshrined. That one is about Zsadist' twin Phury and his affection for Chosen member Cormia. There are more too ! Really though guys, this series is amazing. But it's not for the faint of heart; it's heavy on the blood, the romance and the erotica. It's not for people under 18, really I don't think haha. But God Love my big sister The Black Dagger Brotherhood series, by J.R Ward. I might even be doing some fanfiction for these if there's ever a category for them.. :(

September 14, 09 My nerves is rubbed raw so bad the Newfie english is coming out in me. Fuck man. I've gotta apologize to everybody because I've updated and reviewed and talked like shit lately but I've just been so stressed out man, I'm losing my mind over here. From fighting to boys to mess to moving to school... I feel like I'm gonna shit a brick :/ I just wanted to mention that I'm TRYING to get some things back on track, like, the sequel to HSY might be up around the middle of October or so. The next DITF chapter should be up any day now. Just be patient with me; please.

September 27, 09 Good news :) I'm feeling less stressed. A little more worried though, considering I write my Beginners test this tuesday.. Oh well. Even better news! glitteredvixen06 and I are in the process of writing a joint Supernatural fic! The title will be The Apocalypse, and it will be published under her (Rachael ) account. It'll be about a hunt for Sam and Dean resulting in Dean being ashamed by a mistaken act and Sam really taking it hard. Hard enough to possibly turn the tables on anything good that Heaven had planned. Jemma plays a main role! :) Yay! I'm also writing chapter 3 of DITF, so check that out too when it's done!

October 26, 09 Wow, I just got the most rude review ever. Haha. What a mouthpiece. First of all, tell me; why did you even read my friggen fic? You either wanted a good laugh, or, one of YOUR whiny little friends told you about it, or you just scroll entries on ff.net looking for authors and stories to call down. Whichever reason it is, I feel sorry for you because it's sad. You judge personality off of one little authors note? Judgemental much? And yeah, it does bother me because you use anonymity. If you don't want me to 'whine' about it, why bother using it? Grow some balls shitface :) haha. Dude you SO do not bother me. Using anonymity makes it impossible to reply too, so that clearly shows you want the first AND last words in this little excuse for a call-down you got goin on here. And I complain about not getting enough reviews? Wtf. Haha, BQC got more reviews than I ever dared hope for. It's just hard to keep up with when you're in school and bowling and volleyball and art club at the same time. Not to mention spending time with your friends. Hey I had a bad day; maybe made some people feel like shit with my authors note and I apologize for that but here's the deal; You're a BORED, lame loser who probably doesn't have a friend in the world because you would rather spend your time cyber-bullying. Or flaming, whatever. And trust me I DO acknowledge my reviewers. Maybe not in the chapter or in a reply but I don't see a review on a story without smiling and thanking them in my head. If I had time and patience maybe I would reply to every review I got. But either way, your review on BQC was appreciative to me. I like a good laugh in the morning. :) Thanks for showing that you care fagg. kthanks, bye :)

December 03, 09 Another big wait between updates. I'm sorry. These last 2 months, they just haven't been good for me... You like a guy and you hope with all your heart that you won't fall for him because you know you'll get hurt. Then you fall anyway because you hope they might turn out to be different as time goes on and they never are :'( And it's times like these when you're down that you take notice of everything wrong with your life and figure out your friends aren't what they seem to be either, and then you think there's something wrong with you, because they have to have a reason to be so mean.. I know there are things wrong with me. I'm pegged in my school as that wannabe loser who hung out with faggs. Well guess what, those 'faggs' were really good friends. I know we don't hang out anymore but I do miss them sometimes. I change, we all do. Guys don't recognize that and girls say they do but deep down they don't want to because unless it's for their own good, females hate change. So you stay at the bottom of the ladder, rung number one because once you're pegged you stay that label for life. I know I aim too high. I know I'm fat. I know I'm loud, and I'm clingy, and jesus see what I mean? Sorry guys. I just needed to vent. Won't do any good anyway, the people I want to see this won't. Oh well. Probably won't be any updates for awhile.. Out my dear old dad's for christmas and new years and I'm still not in a christmassy mood. Probably won't.

December 15, 09 FUCKING FUCK. I KNEW something was gonna screw up the idea of me actually having a nice holiday.. Dad had to go back to work :'( So now it's home again with my bitchy alcoholic mom who doesn't even want me home period and I feel like making my Black Christmas fic a lot truer than it is. There's just no end to my bad luck, and yet people ask me why I don't believe in God. GOD IS NOT HERE PEOPLE. He's a fucking made-up entity just to give people something to believe in and blame when they have awesome fortune or whatever. Well, either that or he just really doesn't give a fuck about the majority of his creations. And I don't want a huge bunch of bad reviews or inbox messages calling me the Antichrist or anything because my beliefs are my beliefs and I don't have to conform to your's. I'd like to thank the friends who've stood by me this month and the authors who took the time to PM me and strike up a conversation. It was fun :) Anyway, I know I won't be having a merry christmas but I decided to wish all you guys one. And a happy new year too.

December 22, 09 Beyblade Twitter-style fic anyone? :) Haha. I just joined Twitter myself as AshleyFLORENCE so JOIN AND FOLLOW ME! hehe. Anyway, i was thinking of close to a chapter a day with 20 random tweets from the Beybladers. Like an inside look at their lives, twitter-style :p Celebs do it, why can't the Beybladers? It'll be similar to my BQC fic, but this time, unless authors and fans email/PM me personally, they won't get involvement with the chapters and the tweeters. So whatcha think? Lame or 'do it and see where it goes' ? Also, I've been awfully neglectful about my polls recently. I'm posting a poll for a few days about the twitter fic and what people think, but I also just noticed that in the New Stories poll a SamxRuby lemon is a close second. You want SamxRuby? You're gonna get SamxRuby :)

January 10, 09 Happy belated New Years. It's sorta funny, because new years just seems like another day to me. I didn't even get drunk. Oh well. Bad news, kinda; I got a new laptop for xmas (I know doesn't seem bad at all) but that means all my story files and the writing processors I used, are not on it. It's all back on my desktop. So until I get around to transferring everything over (sending file after file to myself through email) I'll have to hold off on writing. Sorry guys! I've also developed yet another new weird obsession: Leah Clearwater of the Twilight Saga. I reread the books and then I remembered how much she reminded me of Mariam from Beyblade; stuck with guys all the time and teased and annoyed and bossed around. How no one seems to notice how rough her life can be. You know what that means ;) MariamxJacob Black fic anyone? Hahahaha. Or I could make the Saintshields shapeshifting werewolves and just delve them into that world?? Thoughts please!

January 22, 10 Leah Clearwater obsession has grown to a whole new level people. So hear yee hear yee; WHO WOULD LIKE TO PARTNER UP TO WRITE A LEAHXSAMXJACOB OR LEAH AND WHOEVER FIC?? Message me PLEASE! But seriously; to even apply for the condition, please stay loyal and you actually HAVE to be a hardcore fan to pull this off. Message folks!

January 24, 10 I've decided to out Desire In The Fire on hold. You know that feeling that makes you eager to start a new story? But then your inspiration disappears like halfway through and you just don't have the will to write anymore?? Well because of my recent Twilight obsession (all Wolf-related, fuck you Edward gimme Jacob Sam and Leah), I don't really have the strife to keep writing for DITF. I definitely will some day soon maybe, but just not right now. A Leah fic is in the works right now with just as much sex and violence as DITF had, trust me ;) So, patience guys. It didn't seem to be that popular of a fic anyway, so no worries :)

January 28, 10 Be happy, guys! :) I've decided to write the Twilight fic I was planning, even though I'm still a loyal Beyblade fan. It will be called Before The Storm. First chapter, the prologue, will be hopefully uploaded in a couple of days, maybe a week. I would like to get most of my chapter summaries and such done before I upload. But thanks to everyone who supported me! Just a little warning ahead of time; the fic is definitely going to warrant an M rating with lots of sex and violence, but it'll be extra heavy on the angst, smut and romance at the same time ;) Hope you guys are as excited as I am!

February 6, 10 hooolaaaaay shit fellahz! The reviews and the alerts for BTS are never-ending! I swear to god Leah has a bigger undercover fanbase than Edward will ever have. I'm glad to see there are a few SamSupporters out there too :) They're definitely my fave Twi-couple, and after them it's Blackwater ;) Anyway, I was just thinking; I'm really really really happy with all the reviews I have gotten, but how awesome would it be if the authors who faved and story-alerted it would review too?? I think it would actually be awesome. Like, reviews up in the 40s by now ol'man! Lol there's the newfie coming out in me xD In one of those rare good moods, just finished the 3rd chapter. But really, the third chapter's all written and I'm gonna start on the 4th now in a minute. But to whoever sees this, PLEASE: If you're going to read a story you're super excited to see updated, review. It really does make authors work faster and it generally puts em into a better mood so they lengthen their chapters. Lol don't just fave and alert. But I guess that's better than nothing :P Haha talk to yah later guys!

February 17, 10 Lots of love for BTS :) Wow guys I honestly never thought I would get so much support for this fic. I'm super glad! I just wanted to let everyone know that I have written quite a few chapters now that we haven't posted, so when I get 10+ reviews for any chapter, I'll upload the next one pronto if it's done :) So far (excluding the prologue) up to chapter 7 is written; chapter 4 is where it starts getting heavy into action and drama ;) So REVIEWREVIEWREVIEW!

February 22, 10 More.. Sorta good news? I think I've solved the problems I had with BTS; got 2 betas and I'm just gonna use WordPad for my chapters :p Turns out there's this option called 'Open With' that I somehow forgot HAHA. I'm so stup guys, don't mind me. So expect regular updates ;)

February 25, 10 Hi guys. Sittin' here, when I should be in school because mom never woke me up since she was too drunk; So. I'm writing chapter 11 for BTS here and it's literally heartbreaking. I could cry, no joke. I don't really have much else to do, ignoring my mom, trying to scrounge for some food (thin crust delissio 4 cheese pizza yum) and just pretty much willing for the phone in the living room to stop ringing because mom never picks it up and it's just embarassing knowing you can't depend on the person who's supposed to always be there, yah know? Ohh well. Sorry for the rant guys, I'm not in the best mood. Maybe I'll feel better once I eat. lol.

March 04, 10 Really really bad news guys. Apparently FF has been goin' through a lot of shit lately and that means users can't login, documents can't be uploaded, and so on. Chapter 8 has been ready to go all day but my beta RenesmeeCarlieBlackxo can't login! So that means there's no way she can docX the latest chapter to me to upload and read over :/ If she doesn't get logged in tonight (chances are she won't :( ) That means no new chapter once again. I meant to have this uploaded last night but she didn't have the time to beta it. Sorry guys :( Because the reviews for chapter 7 are unlike any reviews I've ever received before haha they're actually epic. Alot of you PM me after I reply to your reviews and I'm glad you've taken such a deep interest in the story :) I'll have chapter 8 up whenever I can.

April 01, 10 New poll about new Twilight stories fellahz! And this ain't no joke ;) I want everyone to vote for their TOP TWO choices of stories I've been thinking about doing. I can't guarantee I'll write the winners, and it might not be anytime soon but the highest voted will obviously be the ones I'll take into consideration the most. And I just wanted to say thanks everybody for the mothafuckin' awesome support I keep getting for BTS :) YOU DUDES ROCK. Seriously. The winners of my last poll; who would sit by Leah's bedside the longest if she was hurt, were Seth and Jake :) Not bad guys; not gonna lie, I would've voted for Seth and Sam but yeah that's just me :p Haha.

April 26, 10 Hey ya'll, how's everybody doin'? Ever get those nights where you sit down and you're just content with life for some reason...? Lol I'm in that mood right now; I'm not lazy but I'm not energetic, I'm not hungry but I'm not full, and I'm just in a general fine mood. Good tunes and going over ideas for chapters 24 and 25 of BTS :) Not to mention the sequel, After The Storm ;) Haha creative no? :p But yeah guys this journal entry's about the direction in which I'm gonna take the sequel to BTS. It might be awhile before it's uploaded though, even after BTS is finished. ATS will be a chaptered collection of oneshots dealing with the happenings, recovery and feelings of people and events in La Push after everything that happens. It'll sometimes be funny, sad, heartbreaking, or romantic; luckily I'm willing to let the readers choose :) Once I upload say... Chapter 23 of BTS, I'm going to ask all of you if there are any specific things you want to see in a oneshot for the sequel. Like I know one friend was enchanted with the idea of Leah singing lullabys to Seth when he was younger, so they wanted a shot based on that. Haha it'll be a little reward for all the great support you've shown me. It'll be a great way to answer some of your questions, and let you guys' imaginations run wild as well lol. So I hope you guys are looking forward to that!

June 02, 10 Hey guys.. I know I promised some of you that I'd have the sex fic with the pack and Leah out soon, but that looks like it's gonna be delayed a few weeks. We're going into finals week soon and I spend all my time studying :/ It's pretty rough. Math is my new worst enemy. There's a pretty decent chance that I'm gonna fail my math and bio tests this week already so I'm pretty pressed for free time. Once summer's up on mehh I wouldn't worry at all, I'll be writing every day that I'm not intoxicated :P Hahahaha. So please guys; just remember; needs a bitta time.

June 06, 10 So; concerning the BTS sequel. Boys this is the plan. The sequel itself won't be a 'story' so to speak; it'll be a chaptered collection of one-shots dealing with stuff AFTER the events of BTS, DURING the events of BTS, and sometimes BEFORE. So expect nothing in order. BTS is a complete story; if yah know what I mean. So the most I can do is try and answer fan questions and tie up some loose ends about it. So here's what I want you guys to do. I want all y'all, who might possibly have a question/scene that you thought wasn't seen to, please send me a PM. Give me your idea; what you'd want to see in one of the 'chapters' of After The Storm, the sequel to BTS :) I've had a few suggestions already, like a look back at Leah singing Seth to sleep when they were young. So sendsendsend people! I will credit whoever gives me an idea I can use, when I write that chapter of the sequel :)

June 20, 10 So we've reached the end of BTS. Thanks so much guys for all the brilliant support and acknowledgement you gave to this fic! I've been messaged several times with people saying it's the best SamxLeah fic on the net and that is some serious complimenting. Honestly everyone the fic would have never been finished without you guys' reviews and PMs. I'm really glad a lot of you can relate to some of the experiences in this story and understand how much hard work and labour came from me and my beta (RenesmeeCarlieBlackxo) to make this story everything we could and more for you guys. I'm glad all of you have enjoyed the ride. In the meantime.. I have a new poll :D Everybody take it! It concerns ATS, the sequel for BTS; est. arrival sometime in late July. Taketaketake! And PM me too, I'd love to hear some of your ideas! All of mine and some of the fans' are in the poll. In other news, hopefully in the new 2 weeks I'll get the sex fic I promised out! :) I know I said this week guys but forgive me, I forgot about exams :( My last 2 are monday and tuesday :) YES.

August 09, 10 I can't imagine how many of you are hating on me right now... And I do not blame you. Guys ATS has proved to be a whole lot more work than I'd planned for, so I sincerely apologize for the hugeeee extended deadline on when I'll get the fic out. I wanted to have it out in July... Here it is, August; and to this day I've only got one chapter written. Forgive me guys, I'm really really sorry but it's been a really hectic summer so far. Lots of parties and I also had a really really tiring babysitting job. Honestly, 5 year-olds; who can keep up with em? Haha. But outside of that, I am NOT quitting on you guys, it will NOT happen. ATS will be posted; I'm not sure when, might be awhile; but it will make it. I just wanna thank you guys for your patience because I know you're probably stressed to the limit waiting. So sorry, and thanks again! :) Oh and this just in; NEW POLL MUTHAFUCKAHS.

September 03, 10 So yeah, I know. Still no ATS right? I'm sorry, I am really! I'm sitting here right now, trying to muddle my way through chapter 2... Honestly guys, this fic is a real damn challenge. I've done so many factchecks that it's getting plain ridiculous and not only that, but certain chapters just aren't my cup of tea yah know? Like this one for example; Sue. Ugh. I hate that bitch hahaha but I'm trying to foster a make-up between her and her daughter. Even if she doesn't entirely deserve Leah's forgiveness. But yeah. I'm trying, folks lol just keep that in mind. In other news... BTS GOT NOMINATED FOR 2 AWAKRDS! :D Over at jacobblack-n-pack, their awards consisted of 2 certain categories; Highest Hanky Count (saddest story) and Best Alpha Love Story (Sam and EmilyWHORE or Sam and Leah). BTS GOT NOMS FOR BOTH! :D Since we're in the judging round I'd like everyone to keep your fingers crossed! The winner will be announced on the 23rd of this month, so pray for me everyone! Wish me luck!

October 04, 10 Amazing news! Well... Not that it's completely new, I found out like 2 weeks ago xD I'm sorry guys, I just only now got around to updating my entries. I deleted some of the oldest ones from o'7 and o'8 too. I'm sorry I haven't written anything new in a month for this journal :( But here I am! :) I'm sooo glad ATS is doing well. But that's not the wicked news. The wicked news, is that BTS won an award! Jacobblack-n-pack.ning.com hosted their wolfpack awards; and BTS was nominated for Highest Hanky Count and Best Alpha Love Story. :) WE WON! BTS is the proud owner of a banner for Best Alpha Love Story. Guys it means so much to me to win this award. I was nominated, but I'd never imagined I'd actually win one of the categories! Thank you soooo much everyone, without you BTS would not be the amazing story it is today. Neither would ATS. I couldn't have done it without you :) In other news, I'm also pleased to say that as soon as 2D4N is out of the way, I plan on writing some SamxLeah oneshots :) I may even dapple in Emily's POV... Ugly, Freddy Krueger-isk backstabbing bitch that she is. :) So author alert me and look out for those!

October 13, 10 IT'S ALMOST HALLOWEEN GUYS! :D Yes it's my favorite holiday of the year lol. I graduate from high school this year, I'm 17 and I'm still gonna go trick r' treating :P Hehehehe, yeah I'm cool. But anyways. In honour of Halloween, my lovely readers and writers alike, I'd like to propose to all of us alike, a challenge. I'm going to give you right now, 5 drabble prompts; Halloween-themed prompts of course ;) And since all my Twilight fiction is Leah-inspired, I'd like her to be your main character :) Don't worry, you don't have to write for all 5 prompts; You can write as many different drabbles for all 5 or just one as you'd like :) If I get a lottttt of drabbles for each prompt, I just may pick a winner and feature his or her story idea right here on my profile as a recommendation; anddddd I may write him/her a oneshot of their choice. ;) So yes folks! There's sorta a prize! So here's what I want you to do: At the bottom of this entry I will list 5 Halloween-themed prompts, and you are to write a drabble consisting of no more than 2000 words revolving around Leah, any other pack member you choose or whatever and that prompt! To ensure that I see your drabble, I want you to SEND ME A PM; If you don't, I may not ever get to read your drabble. So SEND ME A PM folks, to let me know you've written or are writing a drabble for one of the prompts. If you have questions or whatever ask me :) Thanks! And have a horrifically horrifying and hilarious Halloween!

Prompt Competition: Halloween Style!
1: Trick r' Treating.
2: Blood.
3: Moon.
4: Jack o' Lantern
5: Scared.

October 20, 10 New poll, bitchez! Taketaketake!

November 07, 10 Bad news, my drabble-writers. :( I know I promised all of you a prize at the end for Best Drabble and such, due to the lack of drabbles that got submitted to me... I think it would be best to wave that prize. :( I was expecting maybe 20 to 30 drabbles to be entered into the competition, of which I'd have some very close friends of mine judge privately and then tell me which ones they liked best. Unfortunately, I received under 10 entries. I'd like to seriously apologize to all those hard-working authors who did take the time to write drabbles, some even longer than drabbles; You have surpreme talent, and I can assure you that if the drabbles were indeed judged the jury would have a very difficult task ahead of them. But none the less, I am going to rec ALL the drabbles submitted to me right here on my profile and in the next chapter of whatever fic I update because just seriously; that's how much I loved them. Some of them made me laugh and some made me sad; But ALL made me feel something and that's what makes a well-written prose. So congratulations everyone who entered! If you have any questions, please PM me; I'll be happy to respond. Now for the recommendations :)

READ THESE AWESOME HALLOWEEN DRABBLES. LIKE SERIOUSLY.

StealthLiberal: To my dearest friend Maggs :D Your drabbles awashed me completely into the majesty that is Halloween and I adored every one you wrote! Even the funny ones and you know me; I'm not one for humor! So take alot of pride in that babe ;) Thank you sooo much for entering the competition, you did amazingly well. So authors and other friends alike, please read this entire 'fic' by my friend here; It's chapters of drabbles and by god they're good.
Fic: Halloween.

sentinel10: Awww Ses :) I gave you special permission to amp up the word limit and FUCK; I was happy that I did! :D Your fic held a delicious amount of both Sam and Jacob for my liking and you KNOW how I react to Sam and Jake. You did a magnificent jump with the Trick r' Treat prompt and I'm soooo happy you entered! It wouldn't of been a competition without you, sincerely. So without further ado, check out 'Too Late'! Lots of Halloweeny, hotty goodness ;)
Fic: Too Late.

Jeakat: Yeah so, your drabble practically made my shit myself. It was PERFECT. :P I had such a laugh reading your Jack o' Lantern, and knew immediately it was SUCH a Leah thing to do. I have to offer you my sincerest congratulations on this fabulous piece of writing, because it takes a lot of funny to make me laugh and boy you made me laugh! Oh and the Claireness was just too adorable to ignore :) Everytime I carve a pumpkin now, I swear to god I'll be tempted to swear in mine too. God bless you. Go check out 'Jack o' Lantern!' You'll laugh.
Fic: Jack o' Lantern.

Wind Blown Dreamer: Outside of just the prompts, I have to hand it to you for having a very gorgeous penname :) I love it! Now second of all, your prompts :p Leah as a fairy taking Claire trick r' treating was probably the highlight of my prompt competition! Haha, her little pink pumpkin... Adorable. Then there was the Moon prompt, and my heart just twisted when you said Sam's take on the moon just suddenly turned towards Emily's beauty; it was wonderful description. Congratulations my friend! Don't be lame and go read 'Beware of Pink Plastic Pumpkins' and 'Halloween Moon' by WBD!
Fic: Halloween Moon; Beware of Pink Plastic Pumpkins.

November 30, 10 Alrighty! So the fifth chapter of ATS was posted the day before yesterday... So far I've only gotten 13 reviews when I usually average about 20 a chapter :( Come on guys! The next chapter will seriously tug at your heartstrings, it's really cute and sentimental. Well... I'm deciding between 2 chapters for what to post as the next one lol. Either a chapter about Leah and her Daddy, or another SamxLeah themed one that I've pre-written so come on guys! Hollah out in a review and I'll take your opinion into consideration! :D In other news, the new chapter of 2D4N will soon be up... Maybe tonight, maybe tomorrow. But here's the sitch; The chapter may end up being split into 2 sections because it's so goddamn lemony and long! ...And well, you know my penchant for writing Sam and Leah ;) Haha, so I just maaayy have put a little extra effort into this chapter. Oh well :p Lol. So look out for that! :)

December 20, 10 Christmas is soon a'coming. Woohoo... We STILL don't have any fucking snow and it's pissing me off and turning me 9 kinds'a crazy. But who gives a shit about that right. In other news... 2D4N is officially complete. The ending was... The ending was difficult to write and it took me a month to turn it out of me. I'm not sure if I'm pleased with myself or not. My beta, StealthLiberal who always reads 2D4N early says she loved the ending; That it was perfect. I'd love to know how all you guys feel about it. A PM would be nice. On a pleasant note, with that fic all wrapped up... That leaves me more time to focus on ATS. Of course that story still has milestones to go. Just don't be surprised when you see an asston of oneshots out in the meantime. :) Thank you all for your support with 2D4N, I'm glad you all enjoyed the ride! I sure did. I hope it was how you all pictured your favorite pack dudes down n' dirty, or at least similar. ;) Thanks again! PM if you have questions. XoXo.

January 06, 11 Wow.. I got to write '11 instead of '10. Good god guys... Here at home 2011 is off to a horrible start. I sure enjoyed my festivities, yes... Until some angry drunk chick called me out for supposedly grinding on her boyfriend and wanted to beat the face off me; Fun times, that sucked. And the day before yesterday, me and my friends are driving back to school from dinner and get slammed into by some nice elderly couple and bam; $700 worth of damage to my Dad's car. That sucked. And just yesterday my town was rocked by another car accident... Only this time a hundred times worse. A psychotic asshole tried to outrun the cops, passed the car ahead of him and knocked a 23 year-old right off his feet... Through the windshield, and into a steel sign. He died at the hospital shortly after the hecticity of Code Blue. RIP Chris Farrell, you will be remembered and missed and I hope you're in a better place. The entire town's thoughts are with you, your girlfriend Shardi and your family. God bless and tomorrow we'll all wear black just for you, because it was your favorite color and I'll think about you tonight before I go to sleep. You'll never be forgotten. So yeah... That sucked. We all miss you Chris, sincerely.

February 16, 11 Sorry for the long-ass month with no journal update guys, my apologies! I've been busy :) In other news, I deleted my fic 'Desire In The Fire'. It didn't have enough readers, and as much as Beyblade will always be an important part of my childhood, it's a torch that's gone out in my interests. So sadly, I've decided that after the long hiatus, DITF will not be continued and I've taken it down. In good news, the next chapter of ATS has already been written :) And I've started on the 10th as well ;) So that gives me a lot of free time in my schedule to write new things. :) There's this evil idea, floating around in my brain thanks to my lovely friends Maggy (StealthLiberal) and Enni (Hilja)... Concerning a certain, vampire-Sam who needs a certain shewolf's blood to satisfy his cravings ;) Does this story intrigue anyone else? :) Let me know! New poll at the top, vote on it!

May 16, 11 Holy fuck, why did it take me this long to make a new journal post? I'm sooooo sorry guys lol, it's been a crazy 2 months... My graduation is 11 days away! :D I will be DONE highschool, GOD BLESS CANADA! I have my prom dress, my tiara, my fancy stiletto heels and an amazingggggg sister who is the greatest hairdresser on earth :) Love you Sissy! But, everything that is going RELATIVELY well in my life was stomped into shit 2 saturdays ago when a girl who's always had it out for me decided to punch me in the face 3 times when I tried to split up a fight her friend and my friend Felicia got into... Fuckin' skankkkkkkk yo. Me and Felicia are sick of the constant threats these chicks were making to us and our friends, so we've asked for peacebonds... Sadly enough, they won't go through in time to protect us on the night of our own grad party :( So yes, if I disappear and no longer update this thing or my stories, it is because I am dead; The girl after me is SERIOUSLY crazy enough to ignore her summons to court and just like, snap my neck. Lol. Don'tcha just hate psycho bitchez? I sure do. But anyways... Enough of my legal problems. Ff.net was seriously psyching me out for the last month... I stopped getting any and all email alerts from the sight :( So folks, if I don't reply to your review to ATS/BTS, I am very, very sorry; The site wouldn't let me know when I'd gotten a review, and so the reply option is a whole lot of fuckin' around I may or MAY NOT, get to some night when I have spare time. (Which won't be often; Publics and finals and assignments line my schedule for the entireity of this month and half of the next. F-U school.) So sadly enough, updates will be few and scarce until summer is well underway :/ I'm sorry guys, I am, it seems like all I give on this damn thing is bad news. I know I know; Fuck me sideways. My bad; I'll say it again. Just hand in there; Because the next chapter of ATS is a cutesy one with Embry, and then it's Leah and her arch nemesis... Face to face.

July 25, 11 I turned 18 on saturday :/ It's such a weird feeling to be finally considered an actual adult lol... I'm not sure I like it. Sure, I can vote, rally, buy lottery tickets and go to sex shops (YEAH BOIIIII!), but bottom line is... I'm getting old. I'm leaving my youth behind. I go to college in September, and I have to work even harder to conceal the secret life I have right now on the internet :/ Truth is guys, I've had a lot of crazy ideas lately like maybe starting an update blog on youtube :) Yah know, instead of coming here and reading this damn profile or practically falling asleep throughout my authors' notes, maybe you could simply click a link and see the video with all the important news I have for you :) I'd be the new Shane Dawson mofuckahhs! But, alas... My friends are arrogant and nosey and this is a life I like to keep seperate from my social one. Lol. But alas; No confidence of technicality skill to do so. Now FINALLY on to the important part; New poll bitches! PLEASE take it, because I dunno whether I'm getting on peoples' nerves or not. Hahaha. And I'd really like to know what you guys actually think and feel. It's like My Strange Addiction hahahaa, I could totally pull off that show. ;D But anyways, GO TAKE ZE POLL MAH LIL BITCHEZ!

September 15, 11 Let me guess... You were drawn here by my new oneshot? Good; Otherwise I wouldn't blame a soul for not wantin' to bother reading these fucking things when I take so long to update it. Anyway... I'm in college; In my dorm with my cousin, and... It's just okay. I miss home, for a lot of reasons... My parents, even my mom. My sister. I really miss my dad. And here we have quiet hours, and, I can't deal with not being able to blast music on nights when I can't sleep; Like this one. So, when I've gotten all my homework done in the midst of my cold and dorm life, I write. And the niche for ATS just isn't there yet... But it was for that oneshot. It's an... Odd little number. I guess I wanted to run Leah through the ringer one more time; Sam too. Read it and let me know what you think, eh guys? And come on; Partner for roleplaying? Please? I know I don't have as much time as I used to... But stress is a very real thing in college, let me tell yah. And I could use someone to chat with about it, someone to injure Leah and the pack with lol. Thanks.

November 12, 11 I know... give you one good reason to still have patience with me, right? :/ I'm sorry guys, I am. I've tried to find the time to write on ATS, I really have... But with school, it just hasn't been there. My courses are honestly hard, and they take a lot of work :/ And I can't seem to find a break for myself amongst my depression and sorting time out with friends either. I admit it... I've gotten myself some antidepressants, and I'm hoping they'll make me a happier person, because, I just haven't been in a good place lately. Not at all. So, please be patient with me... Even if it really is christmas break before I get a new chapter out. I know it sucks... Believe me, I know. Just try to be patient guys; I should have a oneshot coming out soon for my friend StealthLiberal's birthday, and hopefully that'll tide you guys over till then; thanks.

March 27, 12 And it is the new year... For months now. Lol. I'm soooo sorry it took me so long to get a new post up here guys. But I'm just about done my first year of uni, and guess what that means? ;) It means I'll have time to write :D And I just did. The oneshot I promised above for my friend StealthLiberal was just published; so I do hope all you fans out there take the time to check it out. Leah and Paul... Interesting couple. I hope you enjoy it as much as I enjoyed writing it. :) Please review also guys. But anyways, the main point of this journal entry it to let you all know that I WILL be returning shortly to ATS. That's right; the fic is BY NO MEANS ABANDONED! :D I just needed time to settle in to college life. But, now that I'm just about finished with it, you can all expect an update in a few weeks. Aren't we excited?? I know I am. ;)

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