| Starember19 |
Author has written 41 stories for Card Captor Sakura, Harry Potter, Tsubasa Chronicle, Twilight, Naruto, Fruits Basket, .hack/SIGN, Maximum Ride, Fullmetal Alchemist, Bleach, Gundam Wing/AC, Hetalia - Axis Powers, and Young Wizards. Remember all the memories; What can I possibly say about myself, when sometimes I’m not even really sure who I am? Either way, here it is...my name is Erin, as you probably know by now because I use the name in my stories, my reviews, and on my profile. I am unfortunately American—the stupidity of my home country often astounds me—but sometimes proud to be it. Note the emphasis on sometimes. I love to write—end of story. Writing is what I do every day, almost all the time, and I plan to make a career out of it once I get out of the abyss known as high school. Fanfiction, fiction, poetry, etc.—I write it all, and it’s usually depressing. When not writing, I read, draw, play cello and piano, or space out the majority of the time. I’m a spacey person. I love anime and manga, of course—as is obvious my list of written fanfictions—and am currently on a Hetalia: Axis Powers jaunt. Sort of. Ugh. Look, if you really want to know about me, track me down and interrogate me or something. I don’t have time for this. I need to write. Buh-bye. A Look Behind the Curtain IT IS: Saturday June 4, 2011, 6:48 P.M EST. A thousand miles, world's so far In the spring, we climb the rolling hills CHAPTER NINE: I SEE THE LIGHT There is silence for a moment before a sleepy groan splits the air and a tousled head of black hair pops up from the other side of the couch. Sam blinks blearily at him. -end; 6:58 P.M.- Projects in Progress SONG OF THE ECLIPSE: It's been five years since Syaoran left...and Sakura, Tomoyo, and Eriol are going to Hogwarts. What surprises await them there? With a new enemy, a new task, and a whole lot of adventure and romance, things are bound to happen...T for safety. SS&TE&RHR&HG 1/16/11: All I can say is that this is consuming me with guilt, but every time I try to open it up and crack down on the keyboard, I hit a wall. A very solid, high wall. I’ll keep trying...but guys, I’m sorry. It may be a while yet. 3/10/11: Guilt is a very powerful thing, as people often realize. It can move mountains. And with this story, it does, occasionally, overwhelm me into submission. THEREFORE, I am going to attempt — note the emphasis on the word attempt — to finish rewriting another chapter (ergo, chapter two) this weekend and post it. I cannot promise a fresh update however, for an as-of-yet undetermined amount of time. THE MAGE AND THE PRINCESS: -They are akin to the moon and the stars. So close, yet so very far away. -A series of fifty drabbles, centered around Fai and Sakura.- 1/16/11: This is likely to be cut down to twenty-five or thirty drabbles. Fifty is simply...too much. Either way, enjoy the newest chapter! SHADOWS OF YESTERDAY: One year after Mariemaia, Duo Maxwell is living alone on L2, all but forgotten, until the day a life-changing letter arives. He vanishes, and a year later rumors of a new Preventer's division arrise — the Shadows, their leader known only as 'Shinigami...' 4/2/11: Finally updated as of 3/26/11, with the first half of training rather than the whole shebang as originally promised. Now working on Chapter Nine, and any of you who actually read this section get to know that somewhere in my notes of Chapter Eight, I lied. It is a very, very good lie for you as it affects the entire story starting right after Chapter Nine...but what it is, you'll just have to wait until Chapter Ten to see. Whether you will love me or hate me, I don't know, though you'll probably be very happy. THE DEATH’S MASQUE SERIES: See stories for summaries. 1/16/11: List of ideas, no idea where to go with them. Installments will be posted as they are written; feel free to send ideas to me. DON'T CLOSE YOUR EYES: Response to Livejournal's 1sentence challenge, with pairing Sadiq Adnan (Turkey) x Matthew Williams (Canada). Will eventually cover all five theme sets: currently Gamma is completed and Epsilon is about halfway done. 2/12/11: I finally remembered to update this: yes, I have fallen so in love with the TurkeyxCanada pairing that I have decided to make this into a multi-chapter story, including all five theme sets. Oh dear. This will probably get repetitive...hopefully it'll turn out pretty well! The chapter-in-progress is Just the Way You Are, written for theme set Epsilon, currently on theme #23—Child. Unposted Projects in Progress A NON-DISTURBING LACK OF PRUSSIAN VAMPIRES: Complete and utter crack inspired by an ongoing thread on my Facebook profile, partially inspired by the Hetalia story Do You Know My Colors? Honestly, don’t expect it any time soon, it’s stress relief, especially considering it's Twilight and Hetalia. HEARTBEATS: ‘Between one heartbeat and the next, everything changes…the world is falling apart, and those who have always been there are powerless to stop it, even in their desperation to simply keep existing. There is no such thing as forever, even for those who will only fall with their nation.’ Ongoing apocalyptic-Hetalia project, currently several scenes (20 pages) in and nowhere near done. Expect it...sometime. INCANTATIONS: A Harry Potter/Hetalia crossover focusing on England's belief in magic, despite the skepticism of his fellow nations, and his part in both of the wars against Voldemort, Marauder's era and present era. A teaser; "To fight for something, you must first believe in it." and, "I will fight. And you will not stop me." and, "They are my people, whether you believe in what they are or not! You used to believe, as well; what happened to that belief?" THESE DAYS GO ON: Full expansion on "Don't Close Your Eyes," pairing Turkey/Canada, plot pending. Betaing Despite my lack of a beta reader profile — the thing is long and just plain annoying — I am indeed available for beta reading. However, as of right now — as in, right this second, as I'm typing these words — I'm deciding not to take on more than say...three or four projects at once. This number is subject to change based on the status of my own ongoing projects, which, as much as I love you all, come before anything else. If you would like to request me as a beta, feel free to PM me and ask with the details — who you are, what your story is, what it's about, what you want help with, etc. — and I'll see if I'm willing to take it on. I'm willing to beta for ANY of the categories you see listed as me having written for, however, there are plenty of things I haven't written for that I'd still gladly beta, so feel free to just ask. ^^ The details of my current betaing status are as follows: There are currently TWO of my current maximum of FOUR betaing slots filled. I am currently betaing: Detour by Hojas, a Harry Potter/Axis Powers: Hetalia crossover. Tell Me The Reason Why by SensiblyTainted, a Harry Potter/Gundam Wing crossover. I highly suggest you read any stories put under this heading: they are quite seriously amazing. NO, not because I'm betaing them, honestly, I just started a little while ago, the stories themselves are absolutely amazing. READ THEM, YEAH. Feel free to contact me; I should respond in a timely fashion, but if I don’t, the following places are also options: Everstolyn @Livejournal | |||||||||
1. Once reviews."Oh, fratello," Feliciano murmured quietly. "You lost me long before I ever truly left." -past itacest, current spamano and gerita, angst-Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,736 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8-8-11 - N. Italy & S. Italy/Romano - Complete2. Glass Miles » reviews'So many miles we've come, over broken glass and rusted nails sometimes is seems, but we braved it all because we were together. We've miles upon miles more to go, but it's time they were our own.' -NorwayDenmark, platonic and vague-Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 4 - Words: 2,265 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 5-23-11 - Published: 5-8-11 - Norway & Denmark3. Moments UnsungThere are moments when silence says everything that needs to be said, moments when music finds the words for everything you can't bring yourself to say. -Music meme, USUK, implied GiriPan and GerIta, possibly implied ChinaJapan and CanadaEngland.-Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,858 - Published: 3-31-11 - Complete4. Shadows of Yesterday » reviewsOne year after Mariemaia, Duo Maxwell is living alone on L2, all but forgotten, until the day a life-changing letter arrives. He vanishes, and a year later rumors of a new Preventer's division arrise-the Shadows, their leader known only as 'Shinigami...'Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 10 - Words: 46,574 - Reviews: 82 - Updated: 3-26-11 - Published: 7-27-10 - Duo M.5. For the World reviews.'It was not my choice to live in this world, but it is my choice to stay in it, no matter how determined it is to see me break — even more than I'm already broken.' -Eighth in the Death's Masque series-Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 658 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-12-11 - Duo M. - Complete6. Shhh reviewsSometimes, home isn't where the heart is. Sometimes, when you go home...you leave your heart behind. "Home where it's calm, and safe, and warm, and nothing hurts…I'll miss you, but at least I'll be home." -poetry for 'Shatter,' itacest/death implied-Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 417 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-12-11 - N. Italy & S. Italy/Romano - Complete7. Don't Close Your Eyes reviews"Don't close your eyes...see what I see when I look at you, Matthew, the person who is beautiful both inside and out; do you listen to those who cannot see you, or me, who can?" SadiqxMatthew, TurkeyxCanada, response to Livejournal's 1sentence challenge.Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,956 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 1-17-11 - Turkey & Canada8. I'll be Home for Christmas reviews."I'll make it home to you," he whispered. "I promise." Seven Christmases spent at war...seven Christmases away from his family. All Matthew wants is to be home for Christmas, just this once. -FACE&P holiday story, implied France/England. T for safety.-Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,534 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 12-25-10 - Canada - Complete9. If reviews.'It's too late. But given the choice — the chance — I'd do it all over again, if only to know you forgive me.' -oneshot, nita-centric, deathfic-Young Wizards - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,309 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 12-19-10 - Nita C. - Complete10. The Mage and the Princess » reviews-They are akin to the moon and the stars. So close, yet so very far away.- A series of fifty drabbles, centered around Fai and Sakura.Tsubasa Chronicle - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Humor - Chapters: 5 - Words: 2,674 - Reviews: 22 - Updated: 12-14-10 - Published: 2-27-09 - Fai & Sakura11. If It Makes You Happy reviews.'To live in this world — this beautiful, broken world — and never want to leave it, if only to see them smile — would we call that happiness?.' -Seventh in the Death's Masque series-Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 672 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11-28-10 - Duo M. - Complete12. Hush reviewsThe first day he wakes up and realizes that he is alone, it is silent. "Good-bye," he whispers to the silence, and listens to it laugh at him. -implied USUK, oneshot, angst-Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,547 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 11-20-10 - England/Britain & America - Complete13. Life Without You reviewsHe feared so many things, despite the fearless smile he always wore. But above all, he feared one thing — the one he never said until it was too late. "I fear life without you." 2x5, shonen-ai, deathfic.Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 655 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-28-10 - Duo M. & Wufei C. - Complete14. CrissCross reviews.'I am none of these things — for if I was, Death would not be my name, and this small, innocent golden cross would not control me so, like a puppet dancing on unbreakable strings.' -Sixth in the Death's Masque series-Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 710 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-23-10 - Duo M. - Complete15. Through Your Eyes » reviews."You never know how you look through other people's eyes.' -Unknown. Duo may think the others blind to him. But do they understand him more than he thinks? Do they wonder what lies beneath his mask? -Fifth in the Death's Masque series-Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 6 - Words: 3,711 - Reviews: 16 - Updated: 7-17-10 - Published: 7-14-10 - Duo M. - Complete16. Wooden Smiles reviews.'Just keep smiling — for what else can I do, but smile and pretend I'm something more than the nothing I'll always be?.' -Fourth in the Death's Masque series-Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 736 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-9-10 - Duo M. - Complete17. The Eyes Have It reviews.'For I no longer plague it with these dull, broken, empty violet eyes, that burn with a desperate hope for someone — anyone — to just see.' -Third in the Death's Masque series-Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 483 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-8-10 - Duo M. - Complete18. Paint it Black reviews.'For in the blackness, I do not have to see all those other colors, the ones that mock me, laugh at me, drown me in my memories — and taunt me with this beautiful world that I will never be a part of.' -Second in the Death's Masque series-Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,098 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-1-10 - Duo M. - Complete19. By Name reviews.'And not a single one of them ever realized, the day I started calling them by name.' -First in the Death's Masque series-Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 367 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6-21-10 - Duo M. - Complete20. Anything But Ordinary reviewsBeing in hiding doesn't leave much time for fun; Solo makes time and convinces the others to go to a karaoke bar. When Duo's singing skills are called into question, however, Duo decides to make the most of it - by dedicating the song to his best friend.Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,646 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-18-10 - Duo M. & Solo - Complete21. Five Times Unrealized reviews.'And in the end, what hurt the most was that she would never get to say good-bye. And never say, 'I'm sorry.' /For hurting all of you./ Five times Rukia hurt someone. Five times she didn't realize it. /Oneshot/Bleach - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,876 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-5-10 - Rukia K. - Complete22. Just For Today reviews."Just for today...because who knows what tomorrow will bring?" The night before the end, Duo contemplates the stars, war, and himself. "After tomorrow...will I still be able to look at the stars?" -Oneshot-Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 644 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-8-10 - Duo M. - Complete23. Whispers reviewsOnly the weak kill an innocent. The strong believe in mercy.' He never believed in mercy. Not before, and not now. But somehow, he is changing, and the question is; can he bring himself to believe? Can he bring himself to listen to the whispers?Bleach - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,236 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-1-10 - K. Zaraki - Complete24. Forget Me Not reviewsWill you remember me, when I'm gone? Will you remember my sacrifice, my love for you? Will you remember me for who I was; a person with a heart and feelings, who was more than just memories? ::One-shot::Bleach - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 321 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12-31-09 - Senna - Complete25. This Mask I WearIn the end, this mask I wear is but a fragment of who I truly am - and yet, it is all that I am, for it keeps away what I was am , and taunts me with everything I wish I could be. ::One-shot::Bleach - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 426 - Published: 12-31-09 - Yachiru K. - Complete26. Song of the Eclipse » reviewsIt's been five years since Syaoran left...and Sakura, Tomoyo, and Eriol are going to Hogwarts. What surprises await them there? With a new enemy, a new task, and a whole lot of adventure and romance, things are bound to happen...T for safety. SS&TE&RHR&HGCrossover - Harry Potter & Card Captor Sakura - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Fantasy - Chapters: 6 - Words: 31,667 - Reviews: 80 - Updated: 9-13-09 - Published: 9-13-08 - Sakura K.27. Fade reviews."Thank you...now...I can leave my heart behind..." -All those years ago, you left your heart with me, and took my own with you, wherever you might have gone. Why do I feel so much regret, for that which is not mine? -K/R-Bleach - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 369 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-6-09 - Kaien S. & Rukia K. - Complete28. The Hours Unmake reviews."I did it all for…myself. I'm pathetic…so pathetic. I'm not worth saving…I'm not worth shedding blood over." These words I know to be true, in these final moments, for as the rain falls, and the earth runs red, his face is the only one I see. -K/R-Bleach - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 675 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-4-09 - Kaien S. & Rukia K. - Complete29. Far Too Late reviewsLeah cannot bear to listen to Sam apologize once more-to listen to him apologize for something that, in her mind, she believes he's not even really sorry for. So she tells him-"It's too late, Sam. Far too late." Songfic to Apologize by One Republic.Twilight - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,211 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 7-6-09 - Leah & Sam - Complete30. Lest We Forget reviews-Don't forget. 3. Oct. 10.- "Why can't Ed forget that day?" "Because the day he forgets /that/, is the day he dies." oneshotFullmetal Alchemist - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 948 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-16-09 - Edward E. & Alphonse E. - Complete31. Ceasing reviewsIn every person's life, there is always one moment…when your mind ceases to work. When your heart ceases to beat. When time ceases to have meaning. When the world ceases to turn. This is Fang's time. Fang/Max, First installment in the "Endings" trilogy.Maximum Ride - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 691 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 4-14-09 - Fang & Max - Complete32. In DarknessAfter Kite and BlackRose have a fight, BlackRose goes out to the field alone and doesn't return. When Kite finds her, disoriented and on the brink of death, what secrets will be revealed in her darkness? ONESHOT..hack/SIGN - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,155 - Published: 1-30-09 - Complete33. Sea Glass: The Broken Memories » reviewsSakura's life is turned upside down when she and Syaoran are hit by a car. She survives, but Syaoran is dead. In her grief, a new enemy appears...and offers her a life-altering choice. Read to find out what it is...and what she decides. S&SCard Captor Sakura - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 11 - Words: 19,199 - Reviews: 28 - Updated: 12-25-08 - Published: 7-14-08 - Sakura K. & Syaoran L. - Complete34. Promise reviewsThis is the story of Kyo's relationship with Kyoko, and how it continued through Tohru...how it turned out in the end. His guilt, his curse, his demon, told in one poem. The story of the unlikely love, the unlikely couple. KyoxTohruFruits Basket - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 528 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-1-08 - Kyo S. & Tohru H. - Complete35. Wish reviewsYou all remember the famous scene in the Forest of Death. Sasuke, about to destroy a sound ninja, his curse mark just activated. Sakura stopping him. Well, this is the same story, told for our favorite jinchuuriki and a certain Hyuuga heiress...NaruxHina.Naruto - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,237 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 12-1-08 - Naruto U. & Hinata H. - Complete36. Fallen Snow reviews-But once the snow covers the ground, it hushes as still as my heart- Two hearts...one melody...one love. FaixSakuraTsubasa Chronicle - Rated: T - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,309 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 11-20-08 - Fai & Sakura - Complete37. Gone to the Wind reviewsA ONESHOT set during New Moon...Bella can no longer bear to be without Edward. She attempts to committ suicide, only this time, there's no one there to save her...what will Edward do when he finds out?Twilight - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,676 - Reviews: 18 - Published: 11-9-08 - Bella & Edward - Complete38. Moments in Time reviewsFai attempts to commit suicide, believing it to be best for the group. However, this overshadows his true reason...his belief that his affections for a certain princess aren't returned. Can Sakura save him...and admit her true feelings as well? ONESHOT.Tsubasa Chronicle - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,768 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 10-26-08 - Fai & Sakura - Complete39. Melody of Memories reviewsA oneshot Fai-Sakura story. As Fai contemplates his past, Sakura remembers more of her past...and more of the faceless person. However, when Fai begins to play the piano, feelings come out that both meant to keep locked inside. Who does Sakura truly love?Tsubasa Chronicle - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,017 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 10-17-08 - Fai & Sakura - Complete40. Wings of Fate » reviewsSakura has lived many, many years, and the time has come for her passing. Told in many exciting chapters, this is the story of the new Cardcaptor and her struggle to capture the cards. Many obstacles stand in her way...can she succeed? -ON HIATUS-Card Captor Sakura - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Fantasy - Chapters: 3 - Words: 9,812 - Reviews: 17 - Updated: 9-6-08 - Published: 7-28-08 - Sakura K.41. Angel Song reviewsIt's been five years since Syaoran left for Hong-Kong, and now he's back. But, he can't pluck up the courage to go see Sakura. However, fate decides to step in one moonlit night...who is this mysterious person on the bridge, singing? S&S, ONESHOT.Card Captor Sakura - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,074 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 8-25-08 - Sakura K. & Syaoran L. - Complete