Amorpheous

Amorphous - adj.Lacking definate shape or order, with no pattern, lacking organization or predictability.

Glass - An amorphous solid which has been formed by quenching a glass forming liquid (or melt) through its glass transition temperature sufficiently fast that a regular crystal lattice cannot form.

Break, breaks, breaking, broke. ‘Glass, broken heart, broken mind, crystal, happiness, fallibility, inability, changing, changed, chained, chain, pain, if only, impossible, probable, insufficient, unable, better, worse, shard, broken, glass.' Offer me your heart. Offer me your soul. Make me feel like you love me. Let me pretend that you love me. If only you knew.

Story News

Below are details on my pet projects. I may work on little side projects, like my two drabble series or an occasional one-shot, but I'm hoping to be able to write these for you guys.

Crawling in the Dark

Fandom: Death Note
Rating: M
Pairing: LxLight (SemexUke), LightxL (TopxBottom)
World: Canon World AU
Genres: Angst l Drama l Hurt/Comfort l Romance
Warnings:Violence, Spoilers, Character Death, Yaoi
Summary: When an accident leaves Light blind, he tries to hold on to his title as Kira, but it's hopeless without the person's face. Still determined to rid the world of evil, he tries desperately to stay in control, but with L keeping a close eye on him and his inability to see, can Light really continue to be as he is, or must he let go and surrender and learn to bloom?

News:5.14.2008 - Basic plot outline finished. Detailed outline, research and extensive planning in progrees. I may be looking for a beta soon. Will not be uploaded until several chapters are planned and/or written out. I want to be able to give consistance updates on this.
5.21.2008 - For anyone who wants to see how I'm planning this story, I'm going to be uploading pictures of my outlining soon.
6.12.08 - Here is a picture of the 4th and 5th pages of my outlining: 4th and 5th Pages
6.14.08 - I'm adding a personal note here for something, sorry, no spoilers for any of my coming stories: necrophillia. No worries, this isn't for Crawling in the Dark.
7.29.08 - Writing process has started. Adding extra details. Smoothing things out. Don't expect me to upload any chapters for a while.
2.16.09 - Yay! Still writing... And plotting. This baby is turning into a monster.

Madhouse (Temporary Title)

Fandom: Death Note
Rating: M
Pairing:LxLight (Seme/Uke?), BxL One-Sided?, BxLight Acting?, AxL One-Sided?
World: Canon World AU
Genres: ??
Warnings:Violence, Spoilers?, Yaoi
Summary: Co-Written with elomelo... No summary yet. Includes B and A.

News:6.14.08 - Research, plottage and patching plot holes being done. Messing with canon and tweaking things. Haven't started writing yet.
2.16.09 - I cannot seem to get in contact with elomelo. I may eventually write this on my own based on our correspondence.

Story Ideas That I'm Playing With

Lolita -.:Fully AU:. ll Based on Vladimir Nabokov's Lolita ll All it took was that simple smile, such a beautiful innocence to it, and L Lawliet had found himself enraptured once again. ll Warning: Pedophilia and Sexual Situations ll Rated: T ll Implied Yaoi and Some Vague Scenes CANNOT BE WRITTEN UNTIL I FINISH READING LOLITA

Protect -.: Canon-ish AU:. ll Mentions Scenes From Manga, Anime and Movie ll What if all the killings had been for justice, the justice of a girl that Light wanted to protect? What if he wanted to be God of the New World so that he could take care of her forever? ll No Pairing ll Warnings: Rape, Suicidal Thoughts, Self-Injury, Death ll Does not deviate much from orignal plot, mostly follows with extra scenes and an extra person, only difference would be the ending

For You -.:Canon-ish AU:. Light was never completely Kira. He was only half of Kira. The person who did the dirty work for Kira. He was Kira and not at the same time because there was someone else behind the masterpiece of justice and utopia. Someone else that held some strings. ll No Pairing ll Explores what may have happened if there was someone who told Light what to do and helped him plan things, kind of makes Light a puppet with a mind.

Waking Up - .:AU:. What if everything that had happened was a dream? Light has to adjust after waking up from a coma that had kept him captive to a nightmare for so many years. Waking up is hard, but living is even harder.

Kira - .:AU:. Light, a bored and depressed teen, decides to break away from the monotony of life and do something that he wouldn't have thought of doing before or ever imagined himself doing - making and dealing drugs, or actually a drug, to be specific. His own, special drug. Surely he could get something out of this, it wasn't a high price to pay for feeling alive... Not at all, not for Light, not for the perfect boy he was.

The Last Chance- .:Fully AU:. When you're faced with death, you can wallow in it or learn to live. Light Yagami was put at death's gates and he has to find a way to learn to live after dying so long ago. ll Inspired by The Last Lecture

Touching Keys- .:Fully AU:. Sachiko is worried about her son. He seems so lifeless. The only time she sees life behind those pretty hazel eyes is when he is playing his violin, so in an attempt to help him, she enrolls him in piano classes. There, he meets the eccentric L Lawliet.

Concerto Pour Duex Voix- .:Fully AU:. Light and L are brought together to sing a duet. As they learn about each other's tragic pasts, they learn that there is more in common between the two than they ever thought possible.

Murderer's Symphony- .:Fuly AU:. There has been a string of brutal murders. When famous pianist L is kidnapped, the world is in an uproar. Then violinist Light Yagami goes missing as well. Light never thought that he would need someone else to survive.

Imaginary - .:Fully AU:. L Lawliet's therapist introduces him to another patient at the mental institute he was staying at. He never believed that he would find a friend, let alone love. ll LxOC ll This is going to be written because I'm determined to show all you OC writers that you can write a characterxOC without making all the characters OOC. As a side note, Light is the therapist. This won't become an author insert simply because I would never write myself with L. I wouldn't survive a week with him without going insane.

Truth in Lies - .:Fully AU:. "Art is a lie that tells the truth." - Picasso ll Art is perfect, fulfilling and satisfying. It shows us the world in a way that we can understand. Killing is an art, and art tells the truth. The truth about the world and people.

Mask of Sanity - .:AU:. Light never learned or forced himself to fit in. He never wore the mask of sanity. He was always as he was, a psychopath... What did that do to Light? What good is a sense of justice in a boy who doesn't live within the law?

Rose Buds - .:AU:. L is the leader of a street gang. Kira is his pet. Ryuuzaki is the quirky, strict, and harsh teacher. Light is the perfect, handsome, and kind student. Two people. Two lives. Two masks. The secrets are leaking out.

Drabble Ideas

Dolls - Dolls. Finger puppets. Representation. Near makes finger puppets to represent people to reflect the truth - the truth of how he feels. ll NearxMello if you want to see it that way. ll For my drabble series "Appropriate for God".

Butterfly Wings - Butterflies are so beautiful, admired from afar and a symbol through out the world. Butterflies are crushed so easily and when they're dead no one cares because there will always be another one to take its place. ll For my drabble series "Appropriate for God".

Fool - Only fools regret their descisions. Only fools wish to change their past. Only fools wish that they had made a different choice. Only fools second guess themselves and Light was always such a fool. ll A long "drabble".

The Jung Type Death Note Test

I am 90 introversion, 64 intuition, 100 thinking and 64 judging.

Stats: Approximately 6 of population.
DN characters with this type: Near.
In a nutshell: "Everything has room for improvement."

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