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since: 12-22-00, id: 31386, Profile Updated: 02-07-10
country: Philippines
Author has written 49 stories for Farscape, Star Wars, Dune, Final Fantasy I-VI, StarTrek: Voyager, Fanfiction Poetry, Lord of the Rings, StarTrek: Deep Space Nine, Wheel of Time, Underworld, Alias, and Battlestar Galactica: 2003.

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2/8/2010

I'm a bit hesitant to post more of my LJ fic here, as the site does not allow for more mature ratings. So I'm keeping most of my recent fan fiction at my Livejournal. I've also posted an old BSG/ST:VOY crossover "The Weight of Numbers", which is archived here in 6 parts. Mostly, it is a exploration of the emotional repercussions of a chance meeting between Janeway and Roslin, between Voyager and the Galactica.

1/2/09

"You Can Never Go Back" is the second BSG piece I'm posting here with considerable love towards Helena Cain and Laura Roslin. Full credits ad other details are as follows:

"YOU CAN NEVER GO BACK"

Dedication: To those of you who have looked life in the eye and didn't flinch. To the BSG Femslash community, rock on!

A/N: I am fully aware of the time-line inconsistencies in this story and did most everything out of convenience. I'm assuming Cain is five or six years younger than Roslin and that the Cylon insurrection happened less than forty years before the Cylon attack on the Colonies; basically I screwed up their ages and the BSG time-line so I could make this work. I'm also assuming that there have been identity/ethnicity problems (and a whole lot of other problems) when the Articles of Colonization were newly drawn.

I apologize for any and all inconsistencies with regards to my knowledge of the Law, the Articles of Colonization, the Colonial government, its military, diplomats, negotiation processes et cetera, et cetera. Please note that this was written after "RAZOR". I simply wanted to post this on for archiving purposes. And of course, to bring the fans of BSG femslash together!

Credits: Beta readers who have read and edited beyond the call of duty: ana_khouri and selenay_x. Thank you for allowing me to impose upon your time, for the various readings, the endless attachments, and for tolerating my pestering. Thank you to ana_khouri for holding my hand through-out the entire writing process. This would not have been possible without you.

Inspiration came in many forms: Jeanette Winterson's Sexing the Cherry and Joe Haldeman of The Forever War of Hugo and Nebula award fame. Also, many thanks to ariestess and selenay_x for the mere power of suggestion; I wouldn't have written anything pre-Galactica if it weren't for your prodding. This story is inspired, also in part, by aeonian and projectjulie's story The Book of Ambition.

I culled dialogue from transcripts of BSG Episodes 10-12 of Season 2 on www.twiztv.com.

Other credits go to the following websites for their insights on secession, autonomy and BSG in general:
1. 'The Politics of Truth: A Diplomat's Memoir: Inside the Lies That Led to War and Betrayed My Wife's CIA Identity'
by Joseph Carte Wilson
http://www.powells.com/cgi-bin/biblio?inkey=2-9780786715510-1
2. Battlestar Wiki
http://en.battlestarwiki.org/wiki/Main_Page
Search Parameters:
Cylon War
Fall of the Twelve Colonies
Helena Cain
William Adama
Laura Roslin
The Twelve Colonies
Government of the Twelve Colonies

3. Lifted entire passages from 'Political autonomy and conflict resolution: The Basque case'
http://www.unu.edu/unupress/unupbooks/uu12ee/uu12ee0m.htm
4. 'Muslim separatism in the Philippines: Meaningful autonomy or endless war?'
by Thomas M. McKenna
http://www.asiasource.org/asip/mckenna.cfm
5. Not ever least, to Google for a great search engine that pulled me through the tide.

Special thanks to Kat, my flat-mate, who provided me with a (very) quick background on Philippine and International Law.

The story was written for the getyourtoaster Holiday Challenge in response to deifire's prompt:

pairing: Roslin/Cain
rating: Any
squicks: None
prompt: Wrath (I interpreted this very loosely)

Feedback is appreciated and concrit is love!

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1. The Weight of Numbers »
The Battlestar Galactica encounters USS Voyager in the midst of its escape. Set during Ep. 1 of the 1st season of BSG.
Crossover - StarTrek: Voyager & Battlestar Galactica: 2003 - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 6 - Words: 9,482 - Published: 2-7-10 - Janeway, K. & L. Roslin - Complete
2. The Feast of Thieves reviews
Roslin/Tory Forgetting has never been easier.
Battlestar Galactica: 2003 - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,468 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-1-09 - T. Foster & L. Roslin - Complete
3. You Can Never Go Back » reviews
*COMPLETE* Written before "Razor" was aired, this story takes a deeper look into Cain, Roslin & Adama's motivations during the Pegasus and Resurrection Ship episodes. AU
Battlestar Galactica: 2003 - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 17,796 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 11-7-08 - Published: 10-10-08 - L. Roslin & H. Cain - Complete
4. She Dreams of Electric Sheep
Boomer is not alone. Boomer/?, and Boomer/Helo
Battlestar Galactica: 2003 - Rated: K+ - English - Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 429 - Published: 10-22-08 - K. Agathon/Helo & S. Valerii/Boomer
5. Food Fight reviews
Voyager's betting pool is in session at the Mess Hall.
StarTrek: Voyager - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 402 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10-11-08 - Torres, B. & Paris, T. - Complete
6. Game's End reviews
A few years after ENDGAME, Chakotay visits Admiral Janeway in her office.
StarTrek: Voyager - Rated: K - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,437 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 10-11-08 - Janeway, K. & Chakotay - Complete
7. Work and Play » reviews
LaurenSydney COMPLETE! The last chapter is up. Sorry to keep people waiting. SUMMARY: Sometimes, dying just isn't enough.
Alias - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 12 - Words: 21,700 - Reviews: 40 - Updated: 1-20-07 - Published: 3-21-06 - Lauren R. & Sydney B. - Complete
8. The Messenger reviews
[BoomerHelo, Other] Set before Tyrol and Helo's court martial in 'Resurrection Part I'. Sharon Valerii receives a visitor of the most unlikely sort from the Pegasus.
Battlestar Galactica: 2003 - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,664 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-27-06 - S. Valerii/Boomer - Complete
9. Finding Elysium reviews
AniPadme slush. Padme in the context of Anakin's downfall and Luke, chucked into the greater working of things.
Star Wars - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,487 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-26-05 - Anakin S. & Luke S.
10. The Curse of Daylight » reviews
Exploring post-movie events. MichaelSelene. This is a token for the fans. 3rd Chapter up! Plans to flee, plans to go looking for some lycan friends: plans to solve a very, very big problem...security.
Underworld - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 6,493 - Reviews: 10 - Updated: 6-30-04 - Published: 6-5-04
11. By the Eaves of Lorien reviews
Legolas and Gimli veer towards Lothlorien in their many travels through Middle-Earth and come by an artifact that Galadriel leaves for them to find. Set after 'The Lord of the Rings'. Read and review!
Lord of the Rings - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,793 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-24-04 - Legolas & Gimli
12. The Lords of Gondor reviews
The lords and captains of Gondor ride for the Black Gate. Set between the events in Minas Tirith and the gathering at Pelennor. A captain and his men gain courage from their king and Master Pippin. Read & review!
Lord of the Rings - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,064 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-15-04 - Aragorn & Peregrin T.
13. Meetings and Partings reviews
Of the many adventures of Gimli the Dwarf and Legolas the Elf before they set off for the Undying Lands.
Lord of the Rings - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,494 - Reviews: 11 - Updated: 3-12-04 - Published: 2-12-02 - Legolas & Gimli
14. St Alia of the Knife reviews
Alia tastes the prelude to abomination. Set before "Children of Dune" and based more accurately on the books. Note: this is an inquiry on fate, prescience, and godhood.
Dune - Rated: K - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,710 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 7-24-03
15. Waiting in Illian reviews
A Study on Aes Sedai Vulnerability: The Gaidin
Wheel of Time - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,493 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-15-02
16. Holding the Universe » reviews
Exploring the emotions within Episodes II-IV.
Star Wars - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 11,877 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-28-02 - Published: 7-12-02
17. Farewell's Virtue reviews
A Padme/Anakin fic. If farewells were to be said, how would it then be like for these star-crossed lovers?
Star Wars - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,168 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5-24-02
18. The Omen reviews
Set right after Episode II. Anakin Skywalker catches a glimpse of his future through a most unusual looking glass while he broods on problems of fear and responsibility. *Please R&R*
Star Wars - Rated: K - English - Mystery/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,105 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-18-02
19. A Night on the Stage reviews
An exploration of events when Zhaan made her sacrifice that Aeryn might live. Crichton becomes Aeryn's sole anchor during a brief rupture in her composure. Please R&R. Thanks.
Farscape - Rated: K - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,519 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-8-02
20. The Crux Point reviews
Whatever happened to Kira Nerys and Gul Dukat? Set during the fall of the Cardassian home-world. Constructive word sparring between the arch-enemies and...other things.
StarTrek: Deep Space Nine - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,195 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3-24-02
21. A Light at the Edge of the Universe reviews
Aragorn and Arwen share a few moments of love, peace, dialogue, and wisdom. Set after the 'Lord of the Rings' in Gondor. *Please read and review*
Lord of the Rings - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,079 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 2-18-02
22. Mantles of Light and Gray reviews
Aragorn and Arwen engage in comfortable conversation. Set before the Lord of the Rings, in Rivendell. This is pretty heavy stuff, so read at your own peril!
Lord of the Rings - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,727 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-14-02
23. Gratitude for the Stars reviews
J/C cake for everyone. A moment of tenderness two hours after their shift. *grin*
StarTrek: Voyager - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,665 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12-15-01
24. Silent Menace reviews
Crichton undergoes the worst torture yet. Lotsa mush about Aeryn, too.
Farscape - Rated: K - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,541 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11-26-01
25. Repose reviews
A very personal encounter with Moya's crew.
Farscape - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,003 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-26-01
26. Aftermath reviews
Set after "Resolutions" on a planet, beside a beach. J/C talk matters through. Please R&R. Thanks.
StarTrek: Voyager - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,234 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-23-01
27. Evening Dialogues reviews
A little insight on J/C and Janeway's thoughts. A small conversation can mean so many things.
StarTrek: Voyager - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,790 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11-11-01
28. The Folly in Silence, the Blessing in Disguise reviews
Rant, rave, rant!!! A J/C poem. Love's but one thing; its suppression is another but love endured with sacrifice is best described as pure, hidden as it is.
Fanfiction Poetry - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 282 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-11-01
29. Morning Dialogues reviews
Captain Janeway's morning retinue: coffee, Chakotay, and homesickness.
StarTrek: Voyager - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,233 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-8-01
30. The Road Less Traveled reviews
A J/C fic. Something drops down from the heavens, literally, to help Voyager on its way. This is for anyone who loves sap... Please r/r!
StarTrek: Voyager - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,132 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11-5-01
31. Final Fantasy: Liberation from the Front reviews
Based on the movie FF:TSW. A continuation for "Salvation Begins" but something that truly stands alone. Truth prevails and a child proves just that.
Final Fantasy I-VI - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,478 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9-1-01
32. Final Fantasy: Sighs from Heaven reviews
Memories of Gray, Gaea, and a few other elements that make my story weird...and well worth the read. (I hope...eh-heh) Please read and review!
Final Fantasy I-VI - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,559 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7-26-01
33. Final Fantasy: Salvation Begins reviews
Aki Ross finds hope amidst her desperation and sadness, as we all will. Based on the movie "Final Fantasy: The Spirits Within". Please read and review! *re-uploaded*
Final Fantasy I-VI - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,160 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-20-01
34. Final Fantasy: Tears from Gaea reviews
Based on "Final Fantasy: The Spirits Within". A tribute to mother earth and her heroes who never die in vain.
Final Fantasy I-VI - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,928 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-20-01
35. Final Fantasy: The Dream Within reviews
Based on the movie: "Final Fantasy: The Spirits Within", this is an attempt done poste haste to explain a few things...and retain the loss, hope, and life of this wonderful project. Read and review!
Final Fantasy I-VI - Rated: K - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,480 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 7-13-01
36. Arrakeen Ice reviews
A rather odd continuation for "Beneath the Dunes" at the request of my friend trin_chardin. A stranger with the power of poetry reveals the identity of the dark hooded man haunting Muad'dib's visions.
Dune - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,373 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 6-16-01
37. The Commerce Plane » reviews
John and Aeryn meet an odd Sebacean on a commerce planet who not only asks them to join him in a bar but also knows their names. Is it a trap or merely an innocent gesture?
Farscape - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,836 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 6-10-01 - Published: 4-11-01
38. Beneath the Dunes reviews
Set somewhere between Dune and the Children of Dune, Paul Muad'dib deals with a strange vision that not only threatens his very cause for being, but sows the seeds of doubt as well. Note: this is an inquiry on death.
Dune - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,150 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 6-9-01
39. Love's Poetry reviews
A story about a moment in time wherein two souls find each other. This brings insights into John and Aeryn's relationship and sheds light to that alternate truth we all want to believe.
Farscape - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,775 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6-6-01
40. Death's Fruit reviews
This is a short story rendered in narrative prose that discloses both emotions and tears from the aftermath of Aeryn's death (Die Me Dichotomy).
Farscape - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,721 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-6-01
41. The Voice Within reviews
Aeryn's reflections of her past during a silent endeavor with Crichton.
Farscape - Rated: K - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 992 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-6-01
42. Dreams reviews
Crichton shares an arn with Aeryn when they find themselves awake at the middle of the night.
Farscape - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,160 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 6-6-01
43. Of Sunsets and Tears reviews
On a planet far from his own galaxy, Crichton finds a small piece of home and silently reminisces with Aeryn beside him. This story explores John and Aeryn's relationship to the extent of imagery from my own wishful imagination.
Farscape - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,221 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6-6-01
44. Epitaph to the Sun reviews
A poem, though short, that I hope would be worthy of its task: as an epitaph or elegy to the radiant Aeryn Sun.
Farscape - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 582 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-6-01
45. Sorrow's End reviews
Larq's views on Aeryn's and John's relationship.
Farscape - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 774 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-6-01
46. A Wind in the Pillar reviews
Amidala shares a short, yet unguarded, moment with the young Padawan. The last of two parts. Please read and review!!!
Star Wars - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 753 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-28-01
47. Tears at Heaven's Gate reviews
Amidala is mourning over the loss of a loved one although much of what happened is left to the imagination. This story occurs before 'The Play of Shadows'. Please read and review!
Star Wars - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 984 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-28-01
48. The Play of Shadows reviews
Anakin is confronted by his former master when he attempts to see Amidala. The sequel to 'Tears at Heaven's Gate'. Please read and review!
Star Wars - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,145 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-28-01
49. A Tongue's Counsel reviews
Since I write sparingly (due to my strange influx of inspiration…), I'd like to present to the whole Star Wars community on board fanfiction.net, a rather small and pathetic piece of poetry…but poetry nonetheless. Hopefully, it will provide warning to
Star Wars - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 573 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-28-01
50. The Morning Light » reviews
Anakin has to deal with his feelings for Amidala when her life was threatened by an assassin. The first of two parts. Please read and review!!!
Star Wars - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,696 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-28-01
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