atreriaestus

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Author has written 28 stories for Kingdom Hearts, and Final Fantasy VII.

!Alert!
I have changed my name from Dining-On-Twilight to atreriaestus. Sorry for any confusion.

Name: Jade.
Alias: Hiasobi\atreriaestus.
D.O.B.: 04.28.89.
Location: IN, USA.
Gender: Female.
Height: 5'9".
Hair: Brown.
Eyes: Blue.
Heritage: German, Irish, Scottish, Jewish, Other.
Language: English, skimpy Japanese.
Politically: Liberal Republican.
Orientation: Homosexual.
Status: Recently Separated.
Zodiac: Earth Snake.
Horoscope: Home\\Taurus(/Aries), Rising\\Capricorn, Moon\\Scorpio.
Elements: Home\\Fire, Secondary\\Water, Earth.
Personality: Blunt, sarcastic, comedic, loyal, vindictive, defense&offensive, poetic, sensual, artistic, dark, morbid, temperamental, vengeful.

I like pretty things, but my idea of pretty is probably just a little bit different than everyone else's. I have a serious authoritative problem, and my entire existance is based on paradoxes, oxymorons, and opposites. Anyone who knows me will tell you so. I'm a pyromaniac with a water fetish, an Extroverted Introvert, and quite possibly a sociopath without a murderous intent, if only for the poetry. The worst sin I could ever commit is loving someone and unfortunately I'm already bound for the 7th layer of hell. I'm a sardonic patriot and a toxic healer with a wit to match any humble man and a grudge-bearing conscious to match any of England's cadavered royalty. Don't ask me to tell you what I'm really thinking, because I can make you believe I'm thinking about you when you didn't cross my mind until I heard your voice. I'm a musician without an instrument and a singer without range. And I know just how to make you sick, and I know just how to make you hate.

Oh, and.
I has neon shoe laces.

Pluggage:
Orin Drake has to be one of my favorite writers of all time. I've kept a close eye on her, and she welcomed my intrusions with nothing more than warmth, humor, and ... smut. I've even bought jewelry from her. Her writings are sharp and witty, but still comedic and very sexy. And when she does plunge into the dark side of her own writing, it's sure to be masterful.
I Am And I is my best friend when it comes to writing. We share ideas (be they of the cracky sort of actually serious), and I've never before had a co-author or writing pal as interesting as her. Her own style is unmistakable, blending prose with poetic rhythm expertly and shedding taboos in favor of mischief and exploration of life. Even her fresh writings have undeniable depth and potential. Sometimes I feel like a fangirl, really.
Luc Court I don't know as well as the aforementioned, but his writing is unfathomably beautiful all the same. He gives new angles and sheds new light on old concepts, perfectly blending a sort of curiousity with philosophy and mechanics. He is humble enough and proud enough to say he writes only for himself, and his intrigue will surely leave you wanting more.
uruwashii uso and I met here on FF.N (don't tell me this site never does anything for you!) and we instantaneously clicked. Unlike most friendships we've had in the past, neither one of us felt in sort of awkwardness when we began talking and we even have plans of taking our relationship away from the computer. She has become one of my best friends: through discussions, laughs, and writing. She gave me my first ever gift-fic, and her pieces are always provocative and deeply sensual. I couldn't ask for a better partner-in-crime, really; we seem to feed off of each other.

Quotes:

"Sleep to dream?
Die to sleep?
Rest for none.
None to weep...

Little things, that say
and squeak as they bleed...

Bleed Goodnight.

Goodnight."

"Except the heaven had come so near,
so seemed to choose my door.
The distance should not haunt me so;
I had not hoped before.
But just to hear the grace depart
I never thought to see:
'T is lost, and lost to me."
~Emily Dickinson

Notes:
_My fanfics are pretty much hot-off-the-press. If you see a grammatical mistake or a silly repetition, I've probably already seen it and stared at it for three minutes, so don't point it out.
_I don't much care if you review or not. Don't misunderstand; I appreciate them to the nth degree, but reviewing is a choice you make, and nothing I can effect. I'm not about to beg for scraps.
_I grow to hate my stories like we all do, but I always love my titles and summaries.
_All work posted is untampered, including sex and violence and higher ratings. Censorship is stupid.
_I am planning on branching out; I promise. I strongly support fandoms for which I haven't yet written.
_My taste in pairings is ... abstract, at best. You'll see what I mean.
_I'm highly influenced by music and people around me. If you have the same tastes as I do, you'll probably see some familiar things.
_My writing can be very confusing sometimes (ambiguous and downright cryptic). It requires a dictionary if you're not well learned, and a big imagination.

I am in the market for a beta. I need someone who's willing to deal tough-love and may even not enjoy my style (it'll only help me grow). If you're interested, please drop me a PM. And I am very willing to do a beta-trade. Thanks.

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msn: this-bleeding-heart
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yim: arsenic_attrition

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1. Hearts Align »
An assortment of Kingdom Hearts drabbles that just don't fit anywhere else. ::Yaoi, Yuri, And Het. Ratings Will Vary. Teen For Now.::
Kingdom Hearts - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 10 - Words: 3,586 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 6-8-08 - Published: 6-8-08

2. Hallucinations Can Never Lie reviews
Tidus/Yuna. I am just a child. I don't understand ... but I think she does. ::KH-Verse.::
Complete - Kingdom Hearts - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 571 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-8-08 - Published: 6-8-08

3. Blame! Arson » reviews
Mom told you about the fairy-tales: the happy endings, the friendships won, the hardships overtaken... But Mommy never told you about the famine, the betrayal, the sorrow... Mommy never told you about dying hearts or ghosts that still walk the night...
Kingdom Hearts - Fiction Rated: M - English - Horror/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,415 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 5-8-08 - Published: 4-26-08

4. Making Memories Shift reviews
Roxas/Sora. Please, don't wake me up. I am ... captivated. Need, need, need, I need this to be real. More--harder--deeper--as though we were in love. ::Mature. Giftfic.:: SEQUEL to uruwashii uso's MAKESHIFT MEMORIES. Please read it first.
Complete - Kingdom Hearts - Fiction Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,588 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 5-3-08 - Published: 5-3-08

5. Mute » reviews
Demyx/?. This is Demyx. The water could be acid, for all he cares, he would drink it just the same: without complaint. ::Mature.::
Kingdom Hearts - Fiction Rated: M - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 8 - Words: 2,437 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-1-08 - Published: 11-29-07

6. Solstice and Solace reviews
Sora/Roxas. No two snowflakes are the same: so many different lines, white-on-white and unseen. Intangible. But they're there, even when we ... collide.
Complete - Kingdom Hearts - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 892 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 2-10-08 - Published: 2-10-08

7. Likes This, Like That reviews
Saix/Demyx. Moments Like These. He likes that. It sounds like a hallmark card. But if it's not a lie, it can't hurt you. It can't make you cry. ::Mature. Giftfic.::
Complete - Kingdom Hearts - Fiction Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,088 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-9-07 - Published: 12-9-07

8. Towns That Sing Hallelujah reviews
The town knows. The town’s always known: it knew what he wanted the day he left it, because the wind moaned between the buildings, as though crying for the dreams it knew would never be fulfilled.
Complete - Final Fantasy VII - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 637 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-29-07 - Published: 11-29-07

9. Graffiti reviews
Kairi/Namine. Midnight is a time of black, of dull hues and listless lies, choked sobs from the girl in the white dress who's starting to look like an inkblot for the criminally insane. The Angel finds her Sweet Beulah Land between her thighs. ::Mature.::
Complete - Kingdom Hearts - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 996 - Reviews: 12 - Updated: 10-8-07 - Published: 10-8-07

10. Old Bag Of Bones reviews
Roxas/Axel. Roxas is a collector: his heart's a collector of dust and his eyes collect all the flaming movements of those hips. It's logic the only boy he wants to fuck is a collector of his own: a collector of bones. ::Mature.::
Complete - Kingdom Hearts - Fiction Rated: M - English - Horror/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,503 - Reviews: 13 - Updated: 9-16-07 - Published: 9-16-07

11. My 30 Confessions » reviews
Larxene/Marluxia. These are our lives. Our memories, or pains, our lessons to learn. These are our confessions. ::Mature. Spoilers.::
Kingdom Hearts - Fiction Rated: M - English - Romance/General - Chapters: 10 - Words: 5,360 - Reviews: 18 - Updated: 8-27-07 - Published: 5-11-07

12. Sticky Fingers reviews
Zexion/Demyx. It's rare they get out. It's even rarer Demyx gets his way. ::Mature. For ShadowAili.::
Complete - Kingdom Hearts - Fiction Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,048 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 7-30-07 - Published: 7-30-07

13. Imagine reviews
Xemnas/Saix. There's a fire inside of him. It's not hot, it's not cold. It just burns. ::For OrinDrake.::
Complete - Kingdom Hearts - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 361 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-19-07 - Published: 7-19-07

14. Say You're Sorry reviews
Axel/Demyx. There had better be a hundred dollars in that box, because some cheap chocolates aren't getting you back into my pants.
Complete - Kingdom Hearts - Fiction Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 905 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 5-17-07 - Published: 5-17-07

15. Catching Falling Stars reviews
Saix/Demyx. How far can he run? How far will he run? ::Mature.::
Complete - Kingdom Hearts - Fiction Rated: M - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,432 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 5-13-07 - Published: 5-13-07

16. So Delicious reviews
Roxas/Riku. Riku learns why one should never offer Roxas tea... The hard way. ::Mature, Crack.::
Complete - Kingdom Hearts - Fiction Rated: M - English - Romance/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 641 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-7-07 - Published: 5-7-07

17. Planetary, Heavenly, Subserviently reviews
Saix/Lexaeus. People like to think ... when they die, the world stops spinning. ... Or ... is that the moon? ::For OhmeGawd.::
Complete - Kingdom Hearts - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 323 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-1-07 - Published: 5-1-07

18. Falling From Grace reviews
Xemnas/Demyx. He’s the only one who knows … Falling From Grace and Imminence go hand in hand. They are dead to you, and somehow you still corrupt them. ::Mature.::
Complete - Kingdom Hearts - Fiction Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 394 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 4-23-07 - Published: 4-23-07

19. Room For Two reviews
Roxas/Sora. There were just certain times where Roxas was not to be an active participant in Sora’s actions. Bathing was one of those times. ...What was that about a rubber duck? ::Mature, Crack.::
Complete - Kingdom Hearts - Fiction Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 911 - Reviews: 14 - Updated: 4-16-07 - Published: 4-16-07

20. Revolution reviews
Luxord/Lexaeus. Time had the earth on a tilt, made him reconsider so many things without ever actually saying a word. ::Mature. For Emiphiste.::
Complete - Kingdom Hearts - Fiction Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 665 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-16-07 - Published: 4-16-07

21. Eternally, Sardonically reviews
Zexion/Demyx. This is only a momentary influx ... but I welcome the flood. ::Mature. For ShadowAili.::
Complete - Kingdom Hearts - Fiction Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 761 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 4-16-07 - Published: 4-16-07

22. The Hall Of Empty Melodies reviews
Demyx knows they're all going to die.
Complete - Kingdom Hearts - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 864 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 4-4-07 - Published: 4-4-07

23. Caged Bird reviews
Saix/Demyx. Castles can be cages and musicians can be birds ... but he's willing to make sacrifices. For his art. For his life. Will his wings end up clipped? ::Mature. For Orin Drake.::
Complete - Kingdom Hearts - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,386 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 3-25-07 - Published: 3-25-07

24. How You Know
Axel's forgotten how to say 'thank you', and Roxas wouldn't care, anyway. So just how well do the 'friends' know each other? ::OLD-Please Do Not Review.::
Complete - Kingdom Hearts - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,091 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-22-07 - Published: 3-22-07

25. Nocturne's Proof Of Existance » reviews
One's success in life isn't measured by that life's content, but rather the impact on those surrounding them. Too bad Nobodys have nonlives. ::ABANDONED-Please Do Not Review.::
Complete - Kingdom Hearts - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,777 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 1-20-07 - Published: 1-20-07

26. Morose reviews
Vincent/Cloud. Cloud's finally learning to let go and wants to say goodbye to ... an old friend. Who else should he bring but the onyxbrowed gunslinger? ::OLD-Please Do Not Review.::
Complete - Final Fantasy VII - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,595 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 12-8-06 - Published: 12-8-06

27. Spiteful Billows reviews
Only one man could ever loathe clouds so. ::OLD-Please Do Not Review.::
Complete - Final Fantasy VII - Fiction Rated: T - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 477 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-8-06 - Published: 12-8-06

28. To Make 'Nothing' Real reviews
Saix/Demyx. No pulse. Slow blood. Little breath. The moon beckons the sea and the water can only cradle.
Complete - Kingdom Hearts - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 903 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-8-06 - Published: 12-8-06