| BeccaWestlifeAddict |
Author has written 66 stories for Prison Break, Criminal Minds, Brokeback Mountain, Supernatural, and Harry Potter. Heya! :) I am: Irish, 16, obsessed with Prison Break, Supernatural, Criminal Minds, Jensen Ackles, Wentworth Miller and Matthew Gray Gubler. I am currently not accepting beta requests. All current stories will still be finished, but no new fics. NOTE-17th May 2009: All CSI:NY and The Bill fics have been deleted. Partly because I am not active in those fandoms anymore, and partly because they were written a long time ago and I don't like the stories or the writing. Supernatural: Supernatural is my main fandom at the moment and has been for the past two years. I fell completely in love with the show in 2006 and that was it for me =) Most of my fics are Dean centric (it's all Jensen's fault), and honestly, who can blame me? Just one look at him and that's it. You're gone. Many fics contain sensitive subject matter and are not intended for younger readers. And just a warning; hardcore Wincest!girl =) Prison Break: Prison Break was the first fandom I became majorly obsessed with since it started in 2005. Many fics written prior to 2006 have been deleted and I haven't written for this fandom in a while but there are still stories on here. Most of my fics are focus on the brotherly love aspect (which has been sorely missing since season 4 started >:( ) and while I love Michael/Lincoln, I fail when it comes to writing it =) I love almost everything about this show but I have one biiig dislike; Michael/Sara >:( Criminal Minds: Criminal Minds...God, where do I start? Hotch in his suit. Morgan being all overprotective about Reid. And Reid being his cute genius self. What's not to like about this show? Too Bad 'Verse (chronological order) WIP Too Bad - Too Late - Too Wrong - Falling - Precipice - Whisper In The Wind Falling 'Verse (chronological order) Mary's Wayward Son - A Losing Game - I Cry All other fics are either multichapters or standalone one-shots. Other fascinating things about me: I am a mad Westlife fan (like you'd never have guessed) Shane and Mark are beeootiful :) I love Jensen Ackles, Wentworth Miller, Matthew Gray Gubler and Tom Welling. I get scarily excited over new episodes of any of the above. I cry at practically every episode of Supernatural and Prison Break. Honestly. It's either Dean Winchester or Michael Scofield, either way, I'm sitting on the sofa crying my eyes out as mad psychotic killers go after my obsessions. Yes, it is quite disturbing. I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday Now you're all very very very bored so I shall say goodbye :) Thanks to anyone who has read or reviewed anything I have written =) Au revoir! | |||||||||
1. Flawed reviewsMorning sickness. Baby worries. Body insecurities. Sam's realising that Dean being pregnant makes him love him all the more.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,513 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-28-09 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete2. Storge reviewsPost 4.16; Sam washes Dean's hair and tries to come to terms with his difficulties with slipping into his new role as the big brother. Unabashed brotherly love. No wincest.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,089 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 6-18-09 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete3. How Does It Feel reviewsThe boys have a lie-in. Schmoop and mpreg.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,186 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6-3-09 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete4. Shattered » reviewsJohn's carelessness sends Dean on a downward spiral. Will he be able to save his son? Or have Dean's self destructive actions destroyed not only him, but their family? Please read the warnings.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Family/Tragedy - Chapters: 5 - Words: 21,783 - Reviews: 84 - Updated: 5-20-09 - Published: 2-3-09 - Dean W. & John W.5. I Did It For You reviewsCoda to On The Head Of A Pin. It hurts to see how much he trusts Sam, maybe because he’s got no one else, maybe because he just wants to stop remembering Hell every time he closes his eyes, or maybe just because, through it all, they’re still brothers.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,674 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 5-4-09 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete6. Hero reviewsDean never asked for this. He never wanted to be the hero. Tag to 4.16 On The Head Of A Pin.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 527 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 3-30-09 - Dean W. - Complete7. Jaded reviewsThey struck first. And Dean never got a chance to hit back. Pre-series AU.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,233 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 1-25-09 - Dean W. & John W. - Complete8. Hear Me Out reviewsYou’re my big brother, Dean, you’ve looked after me my whole life and I can never be there for you when you need me. Sam's POV. Season 4 spoilers.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,003 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-19-09 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete9. Firestorm reviewsThis is it. This could be the end. One more night and it could all be over. Stanford era fic; John and Dean have caught up with the YED, but it's not going down without taking one of them with it.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,387 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 1-6-09 - Dean W. & John W. - Complete10. Between Heaven And Hell reviewsHe'd gotten used to it. He'd had to. Hell wasn't going to give him his brother back because he was having issues. Tag to 4.01 Lazarus Rising.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,125 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 12-21-08 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete11. Whisper In The Wind reviewsSixth in the Too Bad verse- He was John’s son, his child. No parent is supposed to have to bury their children, or sit by their hospital beds not knowing if they would live or die.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,921 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 12-18-08 - Dean W. & John W. - Complete12. Perdition reviewsSam doesn’t doubt that the worst of Dean’s injuries are inside where no one can see them. Where Dean can hide them away like they never happened. Coda to 4.10 Heaven and Hell.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,117 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 11-26-08 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete13. Legacy » reviewsJohn deals with things the way he always has...pretending they don't exist. But this isn't going to go away. Dean's seriously sick and nothing John can do will make it better...sick!DeanSupernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,708 - Reviews: 38 - Updated: 11-26-08 - Published: 6-13-08 - Dean W. - Complete14. Exodus reviewsIt was too much to put on young shoulders, handing Dean a responsibility most grown men can’t handle, let alone a traumatised child who had just seen his mother die. Bobby's PoV.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,424 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 11-15-08 - Bobby S. & Dean W. - Complete15. Your Prison reviewsHe feels smaller than John can remember, like the child he once was instead of the man he won’t become.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,890 - Reviews: 16 - Published: 11-2-08 - Dean W. & John W. - Complete16. Daddy's Favourite reviewsThe first time you spoke, it was to tell Daddy to stop...dark, angsty fic from Dean's POV.Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,615 - Reviews: 19 - Published: 10-20-08 - Dean W. & John W. - Complete17. Lessons Learned » reviewsIf it's wasn't for the blood, the bruises, and the barely focussed eyes, he would have bet his life that Dean was drunk...Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 6 - Words: 17,075 - Reviews: 112 - Updated: 10-18-08 - Published: 6-18-08 - Dean W.18. Precipice reviewsFifth in the Too Bad verse. "What am I supposed to do now?" The hopelessness in Dean's voice was almost too heartbreaking to listen to...Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,252 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 10-14-08 - Dean W. - Complete19. Smile Like You Mean It reviewsI don't want to wake up some day and realise I've spent my whole life saving a world that can't be saved..." Dean's left to deal with the aftermath when a hunt goes wrong, leaving him to doubt everything he thought he once knew...Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,859 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10-11-08 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete20. Let Yourself Let Go reviewsTo anyone else it would look like Dean had found a way to cope but Sam knows better. Sam/Dean. Mpreg.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,846 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 10-5-08 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete21. Against All Odds reviewsJohn didn’t know whether to be relieved that they’d finally found a diagnosis, or devastated that now there was no denying that Dean was anything other than a perfectly healthy baby...Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,661 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 10-5-08 - Dean W. & John W. - Complete22. All Or Nothing reviewsLeaving Hotch had been hard. Leaving Reid had been worse. Full summary inside. This is just for fun.Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,012 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-27-08 - Complete23. John Doe reviewsLincoln always expected Michael to go down in a hail of bullets...SPOILERS FOR S4E10 NOT a deathfic.Prison Break - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 673 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 8-27-08 - Complete24. Falling reviews83 was the only year he had ever seen Dean Winchester sleeping with the light on. Fourth in the 'Too Bad' verse. Can be read as a standalone.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,436 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 8-25-08 - Dean W. - Complete25. No Happy Ending reviewsEveryone always assumed that Dean was the tough one...ten drabbles prompted by songs from different artists, spoilers throughout seasons one to three.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,583 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-3-08 - Dean W. - Complete26. Too Wrong reviewsHe had blamed Dean. He was suddenly sickened with himself as he thought back over their conversation and the blame he’d laid on his son’s shoulders. Third in the 'Too Bad 'verse', sequel to 'Too Bad' and 'Too Late' but not necessary to read those first.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,872 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 7-29-08 - Dean W. - Complete27. I Cry reviewsBut I just…I just want him to be Dean again. I want him to be my brother and not have to worry if I’m going to walk in from school and find his body in the motel room. Sequel to Mary's Wayward Son and A Losing Game but not necessary to read those first.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,961 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 7-24-08 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete28. Mirror reviewsThe funny thing about mirrors; they always show you things you don't want to see...drabble based on 'The Kids Are Alright'. Lots of DeanAngstSupernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 403 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-13-08 - Dean W. - Complete29. Too Late reviewsIt was like he had lost a part of himself. A part that made him Dean. Sequel to 'Too Bad', though you don't have to read that one first.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,834 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 7-10-08 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete30. Blood Is Thicker Than Water » reviewsAlternative ending to 'In My Time Of Dying'. Dean's got amnesia and brain damage, Sam's protective, John wants to run. None of them are coping well...Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 4 - Words: 7,533 - Reviews: 68 - Updated: 7-7-08 - Published: 3-27-08 - Dean W. & Sam W.31. Painted With The Pain And Glory reviewsDrabble. Tag to NRFTW. Two men had come to Bobby for help when there should only have been one. None of it mattered because Hell took the wrong brother...Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 267 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-30-08 - Complete32. The Art Of The Deal Coda reviewsCoda to The Art Of The Deal. You miss how he was when he was just your little brother. Not a guilt driven man on a mission...Prison Break - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 327 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-29-08 - Complete33. A Losing Game reviewsDean was fourteen the first time he took drugs...he was eighteen the first time he was saved...sequel to Mary's Wayward Son but not necessary to read that one first.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,093 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 6-27-08 - Dean W. & John W. - Complete34. Helpless » reviewsReid's missing, Morgan's been injured, and now Hotch could be dying...and none of this is going to stop Henkel...Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 17 - Words: 30,788 - Reviews: 206 - Updated: 6-17-08 - Published: 12-27-07 - Complete35. Singing Amazing Grace reviewsHotch is badly injured in a raid. Gideon and Reid can't save his life when they're stuck in the middle of nowhere....Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,382 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 6-12-08 - Complete36. Where Do You Hide? reviewsDrabble. Tag to NRFTW. You wonder if someone as pure as your brother could be turned into a monster...you wonder if you'd still love him if he was...Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 297 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 6-12-08 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete37. Too Bad reviewsSam just wanted Dean to know what it felt like to feel trapped and helpless...he knew it was sick, wrong, abhorrent...missing scene from Faith, hurt!Dean, non con, language, angst...Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,858 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 6-7-08 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete38. Mary's Wayward Son reviewsJohn hated that perverted motel owner for what he had done to his son. He hated himself for what he had raised Dean to be. He hated everything and everyone who had ever caused his boy one bit of hurt. Sexual content.Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,254 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 5-11-08 - Dean W. & John W. - Complete39. Demonic Truths reviewsDialogue between the brothers. After 'In My Time Of Dying', Dean lost two of the most precious things in his life; his dad, and his Impala...Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,022 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-2-08 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete40. Soledad reviewsWe were so close...we were so close to ending this nightmare...so close to getting Reid back...alternative ending to Revelations...chatacter death...Criminal Minds - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,244 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 5-1-08 - Complete41. Natural Born Profiler reviewsSome people grow up to become killers...some people grow up to catch them... tag to Natural Born KillerCriminal Minds - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 959 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 4-30-08 - Complete42. Just One Chance, Just One Breath reviewsArthur was glad Sirius and Remus hadn't lived to see this...lived to see Harry so broken and vulnerable and fragile...see just how breakable Harry Potter really was...Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,181 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-28-08 - Harry P. - Complete43. Innocent No More reviewsFifty percent of this mess was Lincoln's fault. The other fity were the words he should have said and the things he should have done...Prison Break - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 502 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-27-08 - Complete44. Broken reviewsThe only difference between Dean and the Impala...the Impala could be fixed. Set after 'In My Time Of Dying' and 'Everyone Loves A Clown'.Supernatural - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 924 - Reviews: 18 - Published: 4-25-08 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete45. How You Remind Me reviewsIt wasn't the same. They did it out of choice. He did it because he had no choices left. Reid-centric. Nathan knew to call because he knew who Reid really was...Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 870 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-14-08 - Complete46. Seen It Before reviewsDean never talked about that night and John never pressed him for it. Contains sexual abuseSupernatural - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,714 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 4-13-08 - Dean W. & John W. - Complete47. Fight No More reviewsWhat's dead should stay dead. Bobby's got to disagree with Dean on that one. There's a time for everything...and it wasn't Dean Winchester's time to die...Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,244 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-6-08 - Dean W. & Bobby S. - Complete48. All Fall Down reviewsHe didn't know what was worse. The fact that he was going to cry. Or the fact that his brother was trying his best not to cry...for him. Dean's year is up, but Sam isn't ready to let go of the only one he cares for...lots of angst...Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,236 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 3-26-08 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete49. Good Times Gone reviewsIn My Time Of Dying. Dean's in a coma...Sam's watching him...it's funny how just one moment can prompt a lifetime of regrets...because nothing would ever be enough to change the fact that his brother was dying...Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 933 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3-25-08 - Dean W. & Sam W. - Complete50. Whatever It Takes reviewsFamily isn't about whose blood you have. It's about who you care about. Hotch needs some reassurance and Gideon's the one to help. No slash. Just hurt comfort and a confession from Hotch...Criminal Minds - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 825 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-12-08 - Complete51. Collateral Damage reviewsHotch wonders if it's all worth it..Criminal Minds - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,025 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 3-11-08 - Complete52. Touched By The Hands Of An Angel reviewsSequel to 'Michael'. Lincoln always knew Michael didn't belong in prison...he just never knew the reason...Prison Break - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 762 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-6-08 - Complete53. And Then There Was One reviewsHe held his little brother until the very last moment, not caring that he was lifeless and cold. He would always be Michael to him. The end to the escape which had started as eight...and ended as one...Prison Break - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,161 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 2-29-08 - Complete54. Lost Without You reviewsThey took a book from you, look what they took from me. Michael's not ready to say goodbye to Sara...not when they'd taken the only one he'd ever loved...Prison Break - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 457 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-28-08 - Complete55. If Everyone Cared » reviewsHis eyes weren't free from emotion anymore...they were full of fear, staring wildly past T-Bag... Michael fic...oneshot...Prison Break - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,796 - Reviews: 16 - Updated: 2-27-08 - Published: 2-19-08 - Complete56. Maybe Tomorrow reviewsThat hug between Michael and Lincoln in S3E13, looking back now, it was like Michael knew...Prison Break - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,123 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 2-27-08 - Complete57. The Innocence Of A Child's Voice » reviewsAnd Lincoln's heart broke as he read the words, filled with childish innocence.Had Michael even known what was happening?Had he been too scared to fight back? Did Lincoln really know him? Michael wasn't a kid that had been beaten, raped and abused..ONHOLDPrison Break - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,757 - Reviews: 22 - Updated: 2-25-08 - Published: 11-9-0758. Hold On reviewsLincoln felt sick...He kept seeing Michael’s thin, pale face...Could see him falling...When he found out who did this...They were gonna pay...ON HOLDPrison Break - Rated: M - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,305 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 2-24-0859. Miss You Nights reviewsThey can't tell anyone about what they're doing. Because then it wouldn't be just the two of them.Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,465 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 2-24-08 - Complete60. Moments reviewsHe'd been so worried about the other cons hurting his little brother...but in the end it had been Michael's own brother who had caused him the most hurt...in one moment...Prison Break - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,048 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-23-08 - Complete61. Michael reviewsMichael closed his eyes and forced himself not to think...Lincoln could never know about this...Prison Break - Rated: T - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 713 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 2-22-08 - Complete62. Unbreakable reviewsJack's dead...Ennis is thinking...their love was unbreakable...now the only man he ever loved is gone...angst/slash...Brokeback Mountain - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 644 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 2-8-08 - Complete63. He Knows No Longer reviewsI'm living in a hell on earth, and sometimes I wonder if the hell of death would be more alluring.Prison Break - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 768 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-11-07 - Complete64. One Last Goodbye reviewsHe tried to help him...but they killed him anyway....and now it's time for one last goodbye...Prison Break - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-31-07 - Complete65. The Endlessness That You Fear reviewsLincoln tries to save Michael...but Michael goes too far this time...Prison Break - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,788 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-29-07 - Complete66. I Dedicate My Heart To You Tonight reviewsHow does Lincoln react when he finds out what TBag did to Michael? Michael angst. Hopelessly tragic. Please review!Prison Break - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 816 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 9-25-07 - Complete