"Don't like the drugs, but the drugs like me."
-Marilyn Manson

Hmm... I can be such bitch. Unintentional, but natural at it nontheless. That's why my totem is a shark. Anyone who cares to love/like me inspite of myself would find a very loyal and protective friend in me. But I'm not here to look for friends. I'm here to write and express myself. Although, if you decide, for whatever strange reason, that you want me to be your friend then I would gladly oblige. But please take no offense if I say something that might offend you... I can be very blunt.

A lot of people tell me I'm wise... like a philosopher. I just spout off a quote or two and people think they're words of wisdom. But here's what I think... "Philosophers are wise guys with doctorates." I have none... I'm just a smart-aleck. Don't be too impressed with me, seriously.

I am a self-taught writer. I never took writing classes, I just read a lot of books (and fanfics). But I try my best, even though I won't be making a career out of it. I write because it quiets my head. I have too many images and sounds in my brain sometimes, it's a miracle I haven't gone completely schizophrenic.

I am the kind person (and writer) who does not like things done in a half-assed manner. So I research and experience it for myself before I write about it. Like... learning how to shoot/dismantle/clean a hand gun and a rifle, having someone kick me between the legs just to see if it hurts a girl as much as it would a guy, or learn to play an instrument and play in a live (even though I sucked at it and was booed off the stage) just to see it from a performer's persepective. That's how I am. If I could, I'd go to Europe and experience what it's like to be there so I can finish my spy-thriller novel. Yes... I love spy-thrillers. But my current level of intellect and lack of resources prevents me from writing a good one. Maybe in a fanfic... but who knows?