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Author has written 36 stories for Final Fantasy XII, and Get Backers. Profile update: September 2011! Wow it's been a while. Again. I haven't really written anything in ages! I sure do miss writing for the XII fandom but I don't play it much anymore, being away in college. For the time being I am studying marketing and minoring in photography. I'm always on the lookout or open to RPs. Preferably Balthier/Vaan since I don't do much else obviously XD. I RP over Livejournal though willing to negotiate. Send me a message! Does anyone else think it's really silly how long some author's profiles are? Some authors post details about themselves down to their blood type now... and their profiles are so LONG o.0... I don't like how ff.net is turning into facebook. I've seen ff.net change for about six years now. My first penname was RabidShadow (nostalgic tear). I was such a silly young 12 year old at Catholic School HAHAHA! Oh, how times change. Well, that was a strange little tangent, but as I was writing I just remembered how much ff.net has changed, and I've changed, and everything. Haha. I hope you enjoy my fics, and I really hope you review! I love knowing what you guys think. My account is mostly Balthier/Vaan and is a strange sort of timeline of two years following my style as a writer. I look back on some of my old stuff and cringe, but it's nice to get reviews from them every once in a while. In fact, I get more reviews on my old old stuff than I do on my new ones... sigh. XD Ciao! -difficile | |||||||
1. Stars reviewsVaan glanced at Balthier. "Will we go there, to the Cerobi Steppe?" he asked, caring less about stars and more about the moonlight painting curves against Balthier's back. Balthier grinned at Vaan. "But of course. The stars are the brightest there."Final Fantasy XII - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,162 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 12-4-10 - Balthier & Vaan2. Harmony reviewsIt is nearly three in the morning, but Fran knows they are awake. Balthier/Vaan.Final Fantasy XII - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 975 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 1-26-10 - Balthier & Vaan - Complete3. Musings » reviews100-word drabbles that take place in the eyes of Balthier and Vaan during the one-year gap after the Bahamut. Requests are considered in reviews. Balthier/Vaan.Final Fantasy XII - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 11 - Words: 1,279 - Reviews: 27 - Updated: 11-25-09 - Published: 8-16-08 - Balthier & Vaan4. Not What He Expected reviewsA Captain at the mercy of a Pirate and Thief? That's certainly one evening twisted into an interesting series of events. Basch/Balthier/Vaan.Final Fantasy XII - Rated: M - English - Spiritual/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,909 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 7-11-09 - Basch & Vaan - Complete5. Slide reviewsToday, Balthier thinks, is a good day for flying. Balthier/Vaan.Final Fantasy XII - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 386 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 6-9-09 - Balthier & Vaan6. Riptide » reviewsThe boy walking beside Mjrn has a smile that reminds her of home, of a warmth she thought on lay in Eruyt's pastel sunrises.' - A series of Vaan/Mjrn one hundred or two hundred word drabbles. Post game, 709 OV.Final Fantasy XII - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 484 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-18-09 - Mjrn & Vaan7. The Curtain Rises » reviewsVaan, kidnapped by the Empire as the party reaches Archades, is victim to Draklor's newest nethicite experiments. When the party is forced to face a possessed Vaan with Venat as his guard, how will they combat their new enemy? Balthier/Vaan, in-game.Final Fantasy XII - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Suspense - Chapters: 5 - Words: 15,804 - Reviews: 74 - Updated: 4-11-09 - Published: 6-11-07 - Balthier & Vaan8. Serendipity reviewsThe turquoise agate held fast by lackluster metal was a diamond in the rough, no different than the life Vaan found himself living that very moment, surrounded by friends and a new pact of trust. A series of Vaan drabbles of his past, present, and future.Final Fantasy XII - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,685 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12-28-08 - Vaan - Complete9. Script This reviewsAnd so he got what he wanted, because he was a pirate, dammit. Sequel to Improvisation. Balthier/Vaan.Final Fantasy XII - Rated: M - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,493 - Reviews: 28 - Published: 12-24-08 - Vaan & Balthier - Complete10. Improvisation reviewsBalthier never thought he'd fall in love; it wasn't in the script. Balthier/Vaan.Final Fantasy XII - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,961 - Reviews: 22 - Published: 12-24-08 - Vaan & Balthier - Complete11. Top of the World reviewsAnd never had he felt so self-satisfyingly free. Balthier/Vaan.Final Fantasy XII - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,959 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 12-24-08 - Vaan & Balthier - Complete12. Evening's Mist and Morning's Dew reviewsMay the curtain never close, may this Act never stop. Stage right can always wait, you have a role set by Fate; don't run away from it. balthier/vaan.Final Fantasy XII - Rated: M - English - Romance/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,559 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 12-24-08 - Balthier & Vaan - Complete13. Begonias reviewsI am only human, she said, and it was then that Gabranth realized how different they both were. Gabranth/Drace, and a look at their interesting past and relationship.Final Fantasy XII - Rated: T - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,591 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 11-9-08 - Gabranth & Drace14. Synthetic Ecstasy reviews...and he wondered, briefly, if the winds would grace him with the boy's presence again. al-cid/vaan. post game.Final Fantasy XII - Rated: T - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,416 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 11-6-08 - Al-Cid & Vaan - Complete15. A Mere Misunderstanding reviewsOur favorite ex-army captain wakes in the night to simply get a glass of water aboard the Strahl, but ends up hearing things a deprived, thirsty, and exhausted man should never, ever hear. Balthier/Vaan. Corny title.Final Fantasy XII - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,187 - Reviews: 26 - Published: 10-16-08 - Balthier & Vaan - Complete16. The Art of Romancing reviewsit is gentle yet dangerous, an oxymoron of rare sorts. balthier/vaan. a drabble all about kissing. fluff, some crack, lots and lots of desperately-needed balvaan.Final Fantasy XII - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,895 - Reviews: 18 - Published: 10-12-08 - Balthier & Vaan - Complete17. Vagabond reviewsAnd so he named it Galbana.Final Fantasy XII - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 750 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 9-6-08 - Vaan - Complete18. Excuses reviewsIt was merely because it had been so, so long. Nothing else – that he could assure…right? Basch/Balthier.Final Fantasy XII - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,119 - Reviews: 17 - Published: 9-5-08 - Basch & Balthier - Complete19. Home reviewsThe only hume Vaan will ever love is an Arcadian who left his city for the sky. Balthier/Vaan.Final Fantasy XII - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 946 - Reviews: 19 - Published: 8-28-08 - Balthier & Vaan - Complete20. Screwball Billion reviewsThe only thing Vaan learned through this ordeal was that he was, indeed, not a penguin.Final Fantasy XII - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,098 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 8-22-08 - Vaan & Balthier - Complete21. The Scale and the Ram reviewsPenelo doesn't understand how they defy the laws of astrology. Balthier/Vaan.Final Fantasy XII - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,897 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 8-20-08 - Balthier & Vaan - Complete22. A Pinch of Cinnamon reviewsBalthier loves cinnamon. So what happens when he encounters Vaan, alone in the storeroom of Migelo's sundries, covered in his favorite substance?Final Fantasy XII - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,342 - Reviews: 18 - Published: 8-15-08 - Balthier & Vaan - Complete23. Impressions reviewsI could have dropped Vaan right then; I could have shot him down, turned my back and kept myself from this troublesome folly he led me into. But I didn't. And now, I can't help but be grateful. Balthier/Vaan.Final Fantasy XII - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,202 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 8-11-08 - Balthier & Vaan - Complete24. Confidence reviewsProfound respect comes in the weirdest ways. Slight Balthier/Vaan.Final Fantasy XII - Rated: T - English - Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,457 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 8-10-08 - Balthier & Vaan - Complete25. Go the Frick to Sleep reviews"I beg your pardon? Would you care for a kick in the groin?" Balthier asked, and Vaan flinched at the thought. Sharing a bed with Balthier wasn't fun; Basch could agree with that - when would they shut up? Maybe some blackmail would do 'em some good.Final Fantasy XII - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,517 - Reviews: 29 - Published: 8-2-08 - Balthier & Vaan - Complete26. Unsettling reviews"The dead don't speak. You of all people should know this, pirate," a hideously familiar voice stated, and Balthier sobbed, he cried at the unfairness of it all, holding Vaan tighter as the truth was thrown in his face - Cid was right. Balthier/Vaan.Final Fantasy XII - Rated: T - English - Horror/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,740 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 8-1-08 - Balthier & Vaan - Complete27. My Inspiration reviewsAU. Balthier/Vaan. The last thing a twenty-year-old Vaan thought he'd be in NYC was a nude model, and the last thing Balthier thought he'd be doing was enjoying photographing such a subject. All in all, it weighed out quite nicely. Rated M for a REASON.Final Fantasy XII - Rated: M - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,106 - Reviews: 29 - Published: 7-30-08 - Balthier & Vaan - Complete28. The True You reviewsSequel to Façade. Vaan took notice of the contrast of Jahara's sunsets on the horizon, and wondered quietly if Balthier would ever care enough to show him the whole sky. Balthier/Vaan.Final Fantasy XII - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,064 - Reviews: 19 - Published: 7-18-08 - Balthier & Vaan - Complete29. Introduction reviewsVaan's introduction to sky piracy differed from the first experiences of most, but it was that twist of fate that brought the life back into his once lackluster eyes.Final Fantasy XII - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 808 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7-16-08 - Vaan & Penelo - Complete30. Cocky Roach » reviewsThe Strahl is having a bit of an insect problem, much to Balthier's chagrin...and phobia. Everyone else isn't all that pleased, either, except for a certain blonde thief.Final Fantasy XII - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,613 - Reviews: 31 - Updated: 7-15-08 - Published: 7-6-0831. The Cage and the Bird reviewsHe was a soldier-in-training. The other, a sky pirate. The irony of their encounter is what made it memorable in both of their minds. Balthier/Reks. Discontinued.Final Fantasy XII - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,732 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 7-6-0832. Parting reviewsAlbeit he loved the sky pirate dearly, Vaan knew that the sky's beckoning voice would take Balthier away from his embrace once again. He just doesn't know why he, too, cannot ride the current of freedom with the one he loves. BalVaan, Angst.Final Fantasy XII - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,887 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7-4-08 - Complete33. Hopeless Admiration reviewsMost of the time Vaan would catch himself staring at Balthier and stop before anyone noticed. But one time he didn't get so lucky. BalVaan, Oneshot.Final Fantasy XII - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,525 - Reviews: 22 - Published: 7-3-08 - Complete34. Warmth reviewsVaan's fears and memories that haunt the innermost corner of his mind are released. The exterior of a happy-go-lucky teen can no longer be held up. And just when he thinks he is truly losing it, someone's warmth him pulls him back. BalVaan, Prose, R&R.Final Fantasy XII - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 299 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 7-2-08 - Complete35. Façade reviewsHe isn't the Leading Man of everyone's heart, and this is hard to accept. balvaan. oneshot. r&r.Final Fantasy XII - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,390 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 7-1-08 - Complete36. Unrequited reviewsAfter many trials and errors on relationships, Ginji finally found 'the one', the man of his dreams. Too bad that man isn't Ban. Onesided BanGin. Oneshot? Based off a recent dream. R&R?Get Backers - Rated: T - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 609 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 7-16-07 - Ban & Ginji - Complete