| EternallyEC |
Author has written 66 stories for Phantom of the Opera, One Life To Live, O.C., Twilight, Gossip Girl, Misc. Movies, Dead Like Me, and Gilmore Girls. Okay, so I'm doing yet another clean-up of this page! Okay, so a little bit about me--my name is Amanda but I MUCH prefer to be called Manda. I'm a born and bred Texan girl and I am practically a professional fangirl--I love to read and write fanfiction and make and watch music videos for my shows. When I find a new show I love to talk about it! As for my ships--I can be a little fickle but generally I will have my OTPs (One True Pairings) for certain characters. (See: Spike/Buffy, Buffy the Vampire Slayer; Luke/Lorelai, Gilmore Girls) Very rarely I will have a couple who I don't want to see with anyone but each other (see: Luke/Lorelai once more). And now without further ado--more about my obsessions and who I love to write/read about! Primary - I write, read and ship with a passion. Secondary - I read at times, may not write, and ship but usually with a seriously scaled down degree of my usual fangirliness. Despise - May read as long as they are a background couple, might like on an occasional basis but mostly just hate. My Fandoms - In Order From Least to Most Current Buffy the Vampire Slayer/Angel Primary - Buffy/Spike, Buffy/Giles, Willow/Tara Secondary - Oz/Willow, Xander/Anya, Xander/Buffy, Drusilla/Spike, Dawn/Spike, Willow/Buffy, Buffy/Faith, Jenny/Giles Despise - Oz/Veruca, Angel/Spike Phantom of the Opera Primary - Erik (the Phantom)/Christine, Erik/Meg Secondary - Raoul/Christine (ocassionally), Meg/Christine Despise - Raoul/Christine (ocassionally) The OC Primary - Ryan/Taylor, Seth/Summer, Sandy/Kirsten, Kirsten/Julie (mostly platonic, but romance works too) Secondary - Ryan/Marissa, Seth/Anna, Marissa/Alex, Ryan/Summer, Despise - Seth/Alex One Life to Live (discontinued) Primary - John/Natalie Secondary - Cristian/Natalie, Bo/Nora, Rex/Gigi Despise - Rex/Adrianna Twilight Primary - All the canon ships. Secondary - Jacob/Bella Despise - None that I've read so far! Gossip Girl Primary - Blair/Chuck, Serena/Nate Secondary - Blair/Nate, Lily/Rufus, Serena/Dan, Jenny/Nate (I rewatched the second season over the weekend and have decided that they are just too cute and sweet not to ship!), Nate/Vanessa (they got to me!) Despise - Blair/Dan (ick), basically any pairing that has either Dan or Vanessa as half of it (other than Season 1 Serena/Dan or Nate/Vanessa) or that puts Chuck with anyone but Blair. Dark Angel Primary - Max/Logan Secondary - Original Cindy/Diamond, Max/Alec Despise - None :) True Blood/Southern Vampire Series Primary - Eric/Sookie, Jason/Tara, Secondary - Quinn/Sookie Despise - Bill/Sookie, Eggs/Tara Dead Like Me Primary - Mason/Daisy Secondary - Rube/George Despise - Mason/George (Their relationship is too much like a brother-sister bond to me...) Gilmore Girls Primary - Luke/Lorelai, Jess/Rory, Logan/Rory Secondary - Tristan/Rory Despise - Dean/Rory, anyone with Lorelai but Luke and vice-versa especially Christopher/Lorelai and Luke/Nicole... ick! My muse tends to enjoy feedback (it makes her stick around longer). And don't feel like you need to log in to comment--but please keep all criticism constructive and please please please check the ratings of the stories before you read (and stay away from M if you are not of legal age!!). I will not be held responsible for your reading something "immoral" because you couldn't be bothered to look at the rating (or description). Please and thank you. :) LINKAGE My Twitter My Livejournal Myspace (Feel free to add me but please send me a message so I'll know you're not a spammer!) Facebook (See above note) UPDATES Added Gilmore Girls to my fandoms--I know I'm really late to the party but I just discovered this amazing show on New Year's Eve and finished it earlier this month. Definitely a new favorite! Also added a little bit of information about myself on here--I realized that my profile was a bit impersonal so I wanted to fix that. Manda | |||||||
1. I Hate My Nightgown reviewsSummary: Rory and Lorelai have a heart-to-heart about a surprising date Rory made. First time out for Gilmore Girls fanfiction, constructive criticism appreciated!Gilmore Girls - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,126 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-25-10 - Rory G. & Lorelai G. - Complete2. You Love Me reviewsWhat if Mason had gone to beg Daisy to let her live with him earlier in the day without George? Set during "Always"; Mason/DaisyDead Like Me - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 985 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-8-09 - Complete3. Scars reviewsFor every scar he had a story. Blair's not the only one with a problem… Chuck-centered but also CB.Gossip Girl - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,381 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-19-09 - Complete4. My Bloody Valentine With Silent HorrorMy thoughts on the twist ending of the original MBV… DO NOT READ THIS IF YOU HAVEN'T SEEN THE MOVIE! SPOILERS!Misc. Movies - Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 746 - Published: 3-19-09 - Complete5. Unspoken Feelings reviewsBair Waldorf would never admit it, not even to herself, but she had been in love with her best friend for years. Blair and Serena share a drunken experience that means more to Blair than S will ever know. Almost rated M, but actually a very heavy TGossip Girl - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,554 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2-25-09 - Complete6. Fallout reviewsWhen everyone's phones went off at the same time, it always bode ill for someone and in this case, Dan Humphrey knew that someone was him. Dan's thoughts during 2x15 and what could have happened if V caught him at the gallery/coffee shop before he left.Gossip Girl - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,015 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-25-09 - Complete7. Absolution reviewsJenny's eyes were sad and much older than they had once been as she told Blair the full truth. "I don't expect anything anymore. " She turned and stepped onto the elevator in defeat. Just a short look into the mind of Little J at the end of 1x16.Gossip Girl - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 918 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-20-09 - Complete8. Family reviewsIt was a strange experience to realize that someone actually wanted him. A look into how Chuck felt during the last few scenes of You've Got Yale and afterward. Rated T for a description of the bathroom scene.Gossip Girl - Rated: T - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,572 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2-20-09 - Complete9. How to Save a Life reviewsThe Non-Judging Breakfast Club must come together to save one of their own yet again after the death of Bart Bass. Set between 2x14 and 2x15 with spoiler for 2x14.Gossip Girl - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,246 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2-17-09 - Complete10. Regrets reviewsThe phone call was a classic cliché version of the three AM call, only it came at five-fifteen in the evening. The sun was still shining and it was a beautiful day outside. Post 1x18; Chuck gets bad news about Blair... ANGST.Possibly a two-part.Gossip Girl - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,694 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 2-17-09 - Complete11. Chuck Bass: Broken reviews100 words to describe how Chuck felt at the end of Gone With the Will. Angsty.Gossip Girl - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-12-09 - Complete12. Wrong reviewsTheir relationship, if you could even call it that, had caused nothing but drama and heartbreak for both of them since the very beginning, and she had truly believed that ending things would end the heartache. She had been wrong, so wrong.Gossip Girl - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 593 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-10-09 - Complete13. Perfection reviewsSummary: Blair's bulimia—how it was discovered by her mother and other dark secrets Blair hides. And when she relapses just after Gone With the Will and Chuck returns unexpectedly, how will they deal with it? Rated T; not suitable for under 13 years olGossip Girl - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,938 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 2-10-09 - Complete14. In the Dark of the Night » reviewsWhen Bella's guy-magnet ability backfires, how will she and Edward deal with it? WARNINGS: This story deals with NCS non-consensual sex and the consequences of it.Twilight - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,583 - Reviews: 14 - Updated: 11-4-08 - Published: 10-21-08 - Bella & Edward15. Dark Memories reviewsWhat happens when Bella shows Edward how it was for her when he left?Twilight - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,423 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 10-8-08 - Bella & Edward - Complete16. People Miss Planes reviewsNatalie is leaving John... but not until he gives her a few words of advice. Will it be enough to make her stay? Based on the song by Deana Carter!One Life To Live - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,022 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-26-08 - Complete17. Say It Again reviewsA sweet little drabble based on John finally saying the words... Bethany, we should've had that block party! Dedicated to NatsArmy/JerseyGirlDownSouth/Deb for the idea and for letting me use it!One Life To Live - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 210 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-26-08 - Complete18. On The Ice reviewsMy wonderful Jenevieve's 2006 Christmas present based on her idea of Natalie taking John ice-skating.One Life To Live - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,728 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-26-08 - Complete19. Of Beer, Burgers and Pool TablesNC17! Do not read if you are not of legal age! This was written for Pool Table Smut day way back in 2005... Set a year and a half after the Cris reveal. Basically just John and Natalie reconnecting using the three things that are perfectly Jolie :One Life To Live - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,861 - Published: 2-26-08 - Complete20. Closed For Remodeling reviewsThis was begun due to a challenge I posted on my LiveJournal—basically 'give me a story title and I'll try making a story out of it'. The ASH is closed for remodeling-where will John stay? Fluff ahoy!One Life To Live - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,179 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-26-08 - Complete21. Unspeakable Consequences » reviewsSet in late 2005 or early 2006. After finding out about the Cris secret Natalie makes a mistake that has horrific, unspeakable consequences. I'm really bad at summaries, please read and review!One Life To Live - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,481 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-10-0822. Dealing » reviewsAll chapters finally up! Sorry for the delay! Natalie thinks about her royally screwed up life and decides to do something about it...One Life To Live - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 30 - Words: 28,936 - Reviews: 15 - Updated: 2-10-08 - Published: 8-3-05 - Complete23. Precious Miracle reviewsA few years post series finale SS are married with one tragedy under their beltbut also a second chance. Lame summary and first posted OC fic. Please review!O.C. - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 724 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7-9-07 - Seth C. & Summer R. - Complete24. Why Don't You Love me reviewsNatalie clears her head and then the air. My way of saying goodbye to the couple I once loved so much.One Life To Live - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,319 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-25-07 - Complete25. Rooftop Proposal reviewsA little Jolie sweetness for Becki!One Life To Live - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 719 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-25-07 - Complete26. Quality TimeJohn spends a little daddydaughter time with a sweet twist!One Life To Live - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 921 - Published: 2-25-07 - Complete27. No Words Needed reviewsNatalie and John share a night without words. NC17One Life To Live - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,011 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-25-07 - Complete28. Miscommunication reviewsJohn's jealous and in the end it makes his and Natalie's relationship all the sweeter.One Life To Live - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 840 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-25-07 - Complete29. Letting Go reviewsNatalie's ghost pays John a visit.One Life To Live - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 895 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-25-07 - Complete30. FishJohn and Natalie's daughter gets fish and wackiness ensues. Based on my best friend's experience as a child!One Life To Live - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,342 - Published: 2-25-07 - Complete31. Untitled reviewsJohn and Natalie get a devestating phone call...One Life To Live - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,399 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-25-07 - Complete32. Finally Right AgainOne shot set during the time when John was dead. Based on a what if he came home tonight challenge from the JohnandNatalieFanfiction group.One Life To Live - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,233 - Published: 2-25-07 - Complete33. Unexpected Complications » reviewsChapters 4 to 8 added! What if Natalie had gotten pregnant by the Cris 'imposter' and John was the only one who knew the truth?One Life To Live - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 9,325 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 10-27-06 - Published: 10-27-0534. Unforgiven » reviewsJohn and Natalie go through hell and high water to be together through seemingly impossible circumstances and then have to fight to keep their small family from being ripped apart by specters from the pastand present. Chapter 19 up!One Life To Live - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 19 - Words: 18,261 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-26-06 - Published: 10-13-0535. Confessions reviewsNatalie saves herself from George, but the close call is one too many for John to handle and he breaks down. One shotOne Life To Live - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 951 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-25-06 - Complete36. It's Always Been You reviewsNatalie has a day full of unexpected revelations. Written for a Livejournal community where you are given a word and go write for 15 minutes without stopping. Rated M for some adult contentOne Life To Live - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 564 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-25-06 - Complete37. From The Horse's Mouth reviewsNatalie gets a little marital advice from the 'expert'Asa Buchanan himself.One Life To Live - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 341 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-25-06 - Complete38. BrokenNatalie isn't quite the same as she once was, but her connection to John remains the same. One shotOne Life To Live - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 917 - Published: 4-25-06 - Complete39. Missed Chances »Can Natalie help John accept the fact that he's not responsible for every bad thing that happens in the world? My take on how the plane crash with John and Todd might have gone, written a few weeks before the actual fact.One Life To Live - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 5 - Words: 3,845 - Published: 4-25-06 - Complete40. Bad Decisions » reviewsNatalie makes a colassal mistake can John find a way to forgive her for it while raising a child who might not be his own?One Life To Live - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 4,162 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-25-06 - Complete41. Bitter Ends reviewsSUMMARY: John does the unthinkable. How does Natalie react? WARNINGS: ANGST! MAJOR angst.Author's Notes: I started this the other night feeling exhausted and quite depressed... Finished it tonight thanks to Ashley's urging and the muse's cooperatives. AlsOne Life To Live - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,075 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11-27-05 - Complete42. You Shouldn't Kiss Me Like ThisSummary: John proves his love… SpoilersTimeline: A few months after the prison riot.Changes to Storyline: Evangeline did not tell Natalie, John did when he got out of the prison.One Life To Live - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,477 - Published: 11-27-05 - Complete43. Rainin' YouSUMMARY: John thinks about Natalie...Author's Notes: This is heavy on Jolie because although Hackley may have refused to show them John and Nat had to have some majorly cute exchanges offscreen right?Fic with lyrics can be found on www dot livejournal dotOne Life To Live - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,498 - Published: 11-27-05 - Complete44. Borrowed Angels reviewsEXTREME ANGSTAuthor's Notes: I have been listening to "Borrowed Angels" by Kathy Brier the song from Jen's funeral on One Life to Live nonstop lately, and I had this idea yesterday morning I guess and it decided it wanted to be written last night. PLEASEOne Life To Live - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,627 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11-12-0545. Skin Against Skin reviewsJOLIE SMUT! NC17 so be warned! CategoryKeyWords: This story is a PWP 'Plot? What Plot' Or often refer to as "Porn without Plot". Thanks to Kindred Spirits! Also can go under Fluff… albeit smutty fluffOne Life To Live - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,238 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11-12-0546. Moving On reviewsAuthor's Note: I've never written a drabble, so this is my attempt. Please tell me if it sucks.Timeline: The morning after Natalie was taking care of John. What I saw in my mind as I watched the scene.One Life To Live - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11-12-0547. Disappointment reviewsWARNINGS: Sexual content, heavy angst Rating: Definitely a HEAVY R for sexual references and angst Author's Notes: This came specifically from reading "No Good Turn" and listening to "Beautifully Broken" by Ashlee Simpson over and over again. le sigh SummOne Life To Live - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11-12-0548. Beautifully Broken reviewsCan Natalie and John fix what never should have been broken? Rated PG for minor languageOne Life To Live - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,401 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11-5-0549. Feeling Lucky reviewsSummary: Natalie feels out of place and does something about it. Please note this is NOT a Jolie story but they are in it a bit. For the most part this is NATALIE CENTRIC—which is the best centric to be –giggle Sorry for the lame joke, I'm feeling giddy.One Life To Live - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,666 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-26-0550. Slap Happy reviewsEvangeline Williamson gets what's coming to her. VANGE FANS BE WARNED this is a smackVange fic : Inspired by the JANFF Group!One Life To Live - Rated: M - English - Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 920 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-26-0551. You Break? reviewsMy scenario of when John says I love you to Nat... Kudos to FREAKY for the idea and to BECKI for the title!One Life To Live - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 615 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-26-0552. Slipping Through the Cracks » reviewsNOW COMPLETE!Summary: Natalie is slipping shortly after the Cristian reveal can John stop her from slipping through the cracks? EXTREMELY JOLIE, JoVans be warned! Also extremely PRO LIFEOne Life To Live - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 10 - Words: 9,590 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-8-05 - Published: 10-5-05 - Complete53. Comeuppance reviewsBased on plot bunny by Laura Plot BunnySummary: John discovers his file on Cristian is missing Natalie does not know yet there should be bad reprecussions for the blister sisters ONE SHOT Tres Jolie! Rating to be safeOne Life To Live - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,542 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-17-05 - Complete54. Natalie's Kitchen reviewsSUM: A week after Natalie's rescue Michael comes over and much wackiness ensues. PARODY cowritten with Amanda!One Life To Live - Rated: K+ - English - Parody/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 838 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-1-0555. I'll Take You Dancing reviewsSummary: John keeps his promise and takes Natalie dancing!AN2: This is just a Jolieloving heart having some fun! Don't like Jolie? Then you shouldn't read. Go, shoo read a JoVan fic. Don't read and then criticize because I happen to think Melissa Archer aOne Life To Live - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,372 - Reviews: 15 - Published: 8-23-0556. Alone reviewsNatalie's thoughts while in that pit...One Life To Live - Rated: T - English - Angst/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-13-0557. I Still Believe in Fairy Tales reviewsNatalie says goodbye to John. WARNING: I wrote this at 4 AM, so it's on the short side and may not have come out as well as I could have hoped...One Life To Live - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 387 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-13-0558. Free reviewsCompanion to "How I Miss Thee," "Let Me Count the Ways," and "The Letters and a Decision." SUMMARY: Christine makes a decision…Phantom of the Opera - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,364 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-1-0559. The Fop's Not THAT Bad » reviewsSTORY 2 NOW UP! A series of stand-alones that are nice to Raoul with an EC ending! Extremely short! Rating precautionaryPhantom of the Opera - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,114 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 5-25-05 - Published: 5-14-0560. The Letters and a Decision reviewsCompanion to "How I Miss Thee!" and "Let Me Count the Ways" Christine sends Erik a letter; will he respond? One ShotPhantom of the Opera - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 783 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-24-05 - Complete61. Let Me Count the WaysCompanion to "How I Love Thee!" Erik writes about his angel… One ShotPhantom of the Opera - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 409 - Published: 5-24-05 - Complete62. Diary of a Soprano reviewsSummary: Random entries from Christine's diary…Phantom of the Opera - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 499 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-14-0563. Loss reviewsSummary: Someone goes insane… One Shot; angsty!Phantom of the Opera - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 294 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-12-05 - Complete64. How I Miss Thee! reviewsSummary: Christine reminensces sp? in her diary... Rating for angstPhantom of the Opera - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 292 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-10-0565. The Final Threshold reviewsSummary: What if Christine hadn't pulled the Phantom's mask off following DJT? EC One Shot; COMPLETE Rating PrecautionaryPhantom of the Opera - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 325 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 5-10-05 - Complete66. Guilt And Regrets reviewsDid Raoul ever feel guilty? FIN; 1-ShotPhantom of the Opera - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,215 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 4-27-05