HIATUS

Unfortunately as sad as I am to do this, I'm going on a very another LONG hiatus break from FFNET. I had tried and push myself to write stories and post them up here, but every time it came to the point; things just altogether seemed like crap to me :(. I need more practice and I believe it has to be done elsewhere. I can't do it on this site because this site kind of to me is like your work should be up to part, or in more terms, you should have more confidence in your writing and be proud of what you post. And I really don't have it here, sadly to say. Truthfully I never had confidence in my writing to begin with, and when you don't have that, you can't continue on anymore. Not every body probably feels this way, I definitely know, but this is how my mind looks at this site, and I'm sure it's because I've been here for so long and see these good writers, wishing I could write and go through writing as simply as they do. But it's not that simple at all for me. It takes a lot.

Again though, I'm really sorry to have to do this to mostly the people that were really interested in my stories, but there was no other way. I hadn't updated my stories in years, so I thought that gave a clue enough that I gave on up all of them. One thing I won't say is that I am abandoning the stories because you never really know I may come back rejuvenated with confidence in my writing to post. And that day may come soon or it may come much later in time, but it's gonna come, I know. It's just going to take some time...

And don't get all these depressing words twisted, because it's not meaning that I'm quitting with writing forever, but just taking a very LONG break from posting up stories and chapters till I get my mind in order. Once that get's focused and I have a better attitude about everything, I will return, and even go back to updating the stories with fandoms that I don't even obsess over as much anymore (example = Sonic the Hedgehog). It's a possibility I could be darn 30 years old still typing to a story I wrote when I was 19 years old. Ha. How I see it is that you can always come back to things you left in the past and look back at your writing and be like 'oh I gotten much better from that, so this story will become more interesting down the path', but at the same time you got to go through challenges, and I just need more practice till I feel assure with mine. For the majority of the time being though, I'll probably be focusing on my artwork mainly, since it is my true profession here (to visit my DeViantArt page click the homepage link above). Writing never really was, but I still love to do it oddly, and just hope that one day, I'll be proud of posting it up and others will get a chance to see how I write with no heavy troubles. :)