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since: 10-04-04, id: 682228, Profile Updated: 01-17-09
country: United States
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Author has written 14 stories for Gravitation, Fullmetal Alchemist, and Kingdom Hearts.

"Send a heartbeat to
The void that cries through you
Relive the pictures that have come to pass
For now we stand alone
The world is lost and blown
And we are flesh and blood disintegrate
With no more to hate..."


Hello eveyone. Welcome to my...whatever you wanna call it... Profile, I guess. Welp, here's some stuff about me that you could probably care less about, but...since they make me feel special I'm gonna post 'em anyway...

Name: Nichole...
Age: 20...
Class: college junior...
Major: English...
Sex: female...
Orientation: straight-ish...
Religion: Pagan...
From: a small town in southern Indiana...
Western Sign: Leo...roar...
Chinese Sign: Dragon...


UPDATE (1.10.2009): I STILL LIVE!! I promise, guys. Things have been rather chaotic for me these past several months, almost a year...:sighs:...I'm really sorry about the long wait for "Understanding," but the next chapter is still in the works (I haven't given up on it yet!). I'm also working on a one-shot for the Basch/Balthier pairing from Final Fantasy XII. Yays! Hopefully the new year will hold a lot more writing and updating from this particular author woman! Loves to you all for your patience and understanding!! I don't deserve you!!...


passions...

writing, reading, music, (interesting) research, self-injury awareness

obsessions...

The Dark Knight (mainly the Joker), Kingdom Hearts, yaoi, UofL sports, Waverly Hills TB Sanatorium, vampires, paranormal, supernatural, Paganism

passionate dislikes...

homophobes, ignorant people, most rap music, hot weather


Favorite Quotes:

"Madness, as you know, is like gravity. All it takes is a little push." --Heath Ledger as The Joker in The Dark Knight...

"There are so many idiots whose asses I have to kick. I need to start carrying a list to keep track of 'em all!" --Ed Elric from FMA...

"I don't know about you, man...but I'm already one cool motherfucker." --Choco from Domino...

"Writing is utter solitude, the descent into the cold abyss of oneself." --Franz Kafka...

"Insanity--a perfectly rational adjustment to an insane world." --R.D. Lang...

"Darkness never really goes away once you've seen it." --Anne Rice...

"A nothing is a dreadful thing to hold onto." --Edna O'Brien...

"Evil is a point of view. God kills indiscriminately and so shall we. For no creatures under God are as we are, none so like him as ourselves." --Lestat, Interview With the Vampire movie...

"I wear my scars proudly. They represent the battles through which I have gone, and I am proud because those battles I have won." --Aly...

"The more powerful and original a mind, the more it will incline towards the religion of solitude." --Aldous Huxley...


Favorite Pairings (yaoi):
Riku/Sora (KH)
Axel/Roxas (KHII)
Basch/Balthier (FFXII)
Kouno/Shihoudani (PrincessPrincess)
Batman/The Joker (The Dark Knight)
Cleo/Vetti (Glass Fleet)
Sasuke/Naruto (Naruto)
Eyes/Kanone (Spiral)
Eyes/Ayumu (Spiral)
Naoe/Takaya (Mirage of Blaze)
Leon/Cloud (KH)
Leon/Sora/Riku (KH)
Yamato/Taichi (Digimon)
Takeru/Ken (Digimon)
Cloud/Zack (FFVII)
Sephiroth/Cloud (FFVII)
Kazuki/Keita (Gakuen Heaven)
Jet/Zuko (Avatar: Last Airbender)
Kakashi/Iruka (Naruto)
Sven/Train (Black Cat)
Eiri/Shuichi (Gravitation)
Hiro/Suguru (Gravitation)
Ryuusuke/Taira (BECK)
Hiwatari/Daisuke (DNAngel)
Krad/Dark (DNAngel)
Russell/Ed (FMA)
Mustang/Ed (FMA)
Mustang/Hughes (FMA)
Envy/Ed (FMA)
Al/Fletcher (FMA)
Sora/Sunao (Sukisho)
Yoru/Ran (Sukisho)
Shinichiro/Nanami (Sukisho)

Favorite Pairings (yuri):
Winry/Schiezka (FMA)
Shinobu/Kayade (Ninja Nonsense)
Yuna/Rikku (FFX, FFX-2)

Favorite Pairings (het):
Cloud/Aerith (FFVII)
Tidus/Yuna (FFX)
Yukio/Maho (BECK)
Arashi/Miwako (Paradise Kiss)
George/Yukari (Paradise Kiss)
Touma/Mika (Gravitation)
Al/Winry (FMA)

As you can see, I am most definitely a yaoi fangirl. He, he... XP


"...Delievered from the blast
The last of a line of lasts
The pale princess of a palace cracked
And now the kingdom comes
Crashing down undone
And I am a master of a nothing place
Of recoil and grace..

...Time has stopped before us
The sky cannot ignore us
No one can separate us
For we are all that is left
The echo bounces off me
The shadow lost beside me
There's no more need to pretend
'Cause now I can begin again..."


Linkage and Stuff...

mySpace --not much explanation needed here...
Fiction Press --original stuff, though I haven't updated it in a while...
Deviantart --my original artwork, photos, and such...
the homepage link at the top of the page goes to my livejournal account...

--Animatrix06 (AIM)
otaku_na_no_da (mySpace IM)

Fan Arts!!...

Shuichi Shindou from "In Love and Hate" by kuriqa...I'm sooo thankful to be able to have the original where I can see it every day...

Sora and Roxas from Lost Heaven by me...(yes, I'm lame and did my own fan art)...

Sora from Lost Heaven, Part One: Awakening by me...(ditto to the above statement)...

Riku and Sora by ironyofalostkeyword...I'm not sure which fic it's for but I'm super thankful for it anyway!!...:hugs her:...


Completed Works...

Nineteen Stars
A Kingdom Hearts fanfiction...Akuroku, one-shot...

Solitude
A Kingdom Hearts fanfiction...Sora/Kairi, Sora/Riku, Sora/?...chapters: 15...

The Walk
A Kingdom Hearts fanfiction...Akuroku, one-shot...

Lost Heaven, Part One: Awakening
A Kingdom Hearts fanfiction...Riku/Sora, Axel/Roxas, Leon/Cloud...chapters: 21...

In Love and Hate
A Gravitation fan fiction...chapters: 31...

If You Just Walked Away
A Gravitation fan fiction...one-shot...

Lost Innocence
A Full Metal Alchemist fan fiction...one-shot...

Last Breath
A Gravitation fan fiction...one-shot... ((SPOILERS for chapter 20 of "In Love and Hate"))

Thank You
A Full Metal Alchemist fan fiction...one-shot, Roy/Ed...

The Way to a Man's Heart
A Gravitation fan fiction...one-shot...

You Still Have All of Me
A Gravitation fan fiction...one-shot, song fic...

Halloween Fun
A Gravitation fan fictoin...one-shot...((my very first fan fic!))...


In the Works (posted)...

Lost Heaven, Part Two: Understanding
A Kingdom Hearts fan fiction...Riku/Sora, Axel/Roxas, Leon/Cloud...chapters: 10...

Unbeating Heartache
A Gravitation fan fiction...chapters: 10...((work is slow...sorry!!))


In the Works (not posted)...

Lost Heaven, Part Three: Angel's Punishment
A Kingdom Hearts fan fiction...Riku/Sora, Axel/Roxas, Leon/Cloud...in the planning stages...

To See You Again
What emotions can a rendezvous after two years of separation possibly uncover? ((Basch/Balthier, set two years after the end of the game))...
A Final Fantasy XII fan fiction...one-shot...

Yours to Hold
After the Thousand Faces Party, Nana Love suddenly sets her sights onto Hiro. Ren isn’t quite sure about her intentions with his friend. Then again, he isn’t sure about his own intentions anymore either. ((inspired by "Yours to Hold" by Skillet, set after Extras by Scott Westerfeld, Ren/Hiro, Aya/Frizz))
An Extras fan fiction...one-shot...

Summer Nights
It was only supposed to be an innocent trip to see his cousin, but when Sora runs into a silver-haired god in the mall, all his plans go crashing down. ((AU, drug usage, Riku/Sora, Axel/Roxas))
A Kingdom Hearts fan fiction...Chapters: 2...


"...Is it bright where you are
Have the people changed
Does it make you happy you're so strange
And in your darkest hour
I hold secrets flame
We can watch the world devoured in its pain
Strange
Strange
Strange"


Lyrics: from "The Beginning is the End is the Beginning" by Smashing Pumpkins...

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1. Clumsy reviews
Love was a foreign subject to me, something I didn’t focus on and didn’t really care about. And then HE came into the picture. Inspired by "Clumsy" by Fergie, Akuroku
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 13,503 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 11-5-08 - Axel & Roxas - Complete
2. Nineteen Stars reviews
My life is full of only two things...pain and despair. Where there should be light, there is only darkness and my limbs have forgotten how it feels to be warm... Akuroku, one-shot, inspired by "Nineteen Stars" by Meg & Dia
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,472 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 3-31-08 - Axel & Roxas - Complete
3. Lost Heaven, Part Two: Understanding » reviews
Wandering alone and scarred by betrayal in my attempt to run, I discover the true meaning of darkness for the first time. Why is it that the road to understanding is always the most difficult one to travel? RikuxSora, AxelxRoxas, LeonxCloud
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Angst/Supernatural - Chapters: 11 - Words: 59,400 - Reviews: 116 - Updated: 3-16-08 - Published: 5-31-07
4. Solitude » reviews
The preparations were in order. He was set to be married to her, while I'm forced to smile and simply let the one I love more than life itself be taken away from me. Rated for language, amongst other things. [SoraxKairi, SoraxRiku, Sorax?]
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 15 - Words: 50,046 - Reviews: 107 - Updated: 2-13-08 - Published: 5-2-07 - Riku & Sora
5. The Walk reviews
It was almost cliche that all of this had started on the crowded dance floor of a night club. [AU, Akuroku, inspired by The Walk by Imogen Heap]
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 14,523 - Reviews: 43 - Published: 7-23-07 - Axel & Roxas - Complete
6. Lost Heaven, Part One: Awakening » reviews
Do you believe in angels? What about demons? And the kingdoms of Akari and Kurai? You were raised to believe that they were nothing more than mere fairy tales, but a rude awakening proved to me that they were much more. [RikuxSora, AxelxRoxas, LeonxCloud]
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Angst/Supernatural - Chapters: 21 - Words: 135,204 - Reviews: 180 - Updated: 4-3-07 - Published: 11-18-06 - Riku & Sora - Complete
7. Unbeating Heartache » reviews
Ever since his birth, life has been hell for one Shindou Shuichi. Plagued by preternatural powers and unable to remember his past, he seeks help from the only person who can give it to him...a vampire and his kind's worst enemy...
Gravitation - Rated: M - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 10 - Words: 46,430 - Reviews: 90 - Updated: 1-26-07 - Published: 3-17-05 - Shuichi S. & Eiri Y.
8. In Love and Hate » reviews
COMPLETE! After four years of absence, Eiri returns to Japan to find some very changed people. Shuichi is a shell of the person he once was and relies on a blade for his sanity. [Contains selfinjury, suicide, drug abuse, etc...]
Gravitation - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 31 - Words: 179,825 - Reviews: 103 - Updated: 10-31-06 - Published: 2-10-06 - Shuichi S. & Eiri Y. - Complete
9. If You Just Walked Away reviews
It isn't a pretty story, nor is it a happy one, but it's one that needs to be told... Eiri shares the biggest mistake of his life with the one person he never thought he would be able to trust. [Inspired by Everything Changes by Staind]
Gravitation - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,238 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 8-26-06 - Eiri Y. & Shuichi S. - Complete
10. Last Breath reviews
Takes place before, during, and after chapter 20 of In Love and Hate. Please don't read unless you have gotten to chapter 20 of ILaH, unless you want spoilers. Details of fic inside.
Gravitation - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,920 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 1-1-06 - Tatsuha U. & Ryuichi S. - Complete
11. Thank You reviews
After finding some old letters in his dormitory, Edward has a few questions for a certain person. Feelings are finally let out and a relationship is started. [oneshot, shonenai, inspired by Reply by Staind]
Fullmetal Alchemist - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,859 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 10-1-05 - Edward E. & Roy M. - Complete
12. Halloween Fun reviews
In honor of the Halloween season, this is something I came up with. Shuichi manages to convince Yuki to take him to see Resident Evil: Apocalypse. This should be interesting... [oneshot, rated M for a lemon]
Gravitation - Rated: M - English - General/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,288 - Reviews: 25 - Updated: 3-26-05 - Published: 10-8-04 - Complete
13. You Still Have All of Me reviews
Yuki thinks back on his past...life with Kitazawa and the pain that came with it. [oneshot, songfic to My Immortal by Evanescence]
Gravitation - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,657 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 12-8-04 - Complete
14. The Way To A Man's Heart reviews
It's their third anniversary, and Shuichi somehow magically convinces Yuki to stay in and let him cook dinner. [oneshot, fluff]
Gravitation - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,743 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 11-29-04 - Complete
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