Hi everyone!

My name is Nadin, I'm 23 and… and usually I don't know what to say when it comes to describing myself :)) Generally, I'm not too much into TV and everything because the shows tend to come to an end sooner or later and I have problems with that. Get used to that stuff, see. Spn got me though.

Supernatural:

- I first fell in love with Jensen Ackles when I was watching Smallville because he was the hottest football couch in the world. And I stopped watching this show when they killed Jason off

- My first Spn episode was What Is And What Should Never Be, that's why it is very special to me. Came across it quite accidentally actually

- I seriously fell for this show during - not after, but during – Bad Day at Black Rock. All in all, I watched it 2 times, from Pilot to the last ep they aired, minus some eps that I really dislike

- My #1 episode is Red Sky At Morning, can claim it according to the number of times I watched it, which is… well, a million? Maybe. I can quote almost every line

- I am the craziest fan of Bela Talbot, and proud of it. She is cool, the coolest female I've seen in 3 seasons. They should have developed her character better from the start instead of killing her off, and let her stay in the show till the end. I wrote my fist Spn fic after watching Time Is On My Side because after the credits I was sitting still pretty dumbly for a very long time and gawking stupidly at the black screen not able to believe that Bela was gone. If they bring her back in another body like Ruby, meaning there will be another actress, not Lauren, I will stop watching Spn. Maybe. Most likely. The same goes for return of Jo and her hooking up with Dean. That is gross!

- Also fan of Lauren Cohan because… just because, for no reason. She's beautiful and talented and I enjoy watching movies and shows with her.

- Feel free to check on my Spn fanvids here http://youtube.com/user/Nadin1985 if you're interested. Your attention will be appreciated anyway :))

Just some random facts about me in case anyone's interested :)))

- I am a vegetarian strongly addicted to coffee. Of all the things in the world coffee is the last one I will ever give up

- My name can be translated as 'hope', which is ironic because naturally I never hope for something

- I have fear of heights and closed spaces, and yet when I visited Paris I climbed up the Eiffel Tower in a small glass – read, all transparent - lift, to the height of 275 m above the earth. Thought I'd go crazy, but it was amazing!

- I prefer to spend vacations alone. No friends or family or whoever else. My vacation is my time

- I hate shopping, and chick magazines, and talking about fashion. I'm a strange, I know that. Yet I have long hair, hazel-green eyes and usually I wear a lot of jewelry, all girly girl. Now where is logic in that?

- I started writing at the age of 14. First story I wrote was a fanfic for The Lost World. All in all I wrote 18 fanfics for this show. I have also written 3,5 books (0.5 means that the last one is not finished yet). They are not real books of course, I mean not published ones, but I call them so because they are over 300 Word pages long, each

- I write because I cant live without it. The world(s) I create is(are) a part of my soul. I love reviews; I'm endlessly grateful to those who take interest in my stories.

- I like rain more than sun, still consider my studying in England the best time of my life because it rained a lot there :))

- I am a real weirdy, or so I've heard from my friends. I LOVE reading, and I'm not a drinker or smoker, at all; not a clubber too; and put together it makes me quite an outcast sometimes. I'm okay with that. After all, what could be worse than being like everyone? :)))

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The sound of a shattered glass
Like echo of a dying song.
As petals falling to the grass,
The love will never last for long.

The hopes will die,
The dreams will go,
And where do they lead their way?
The answer we will never know.

Like running from the greatest wish,
We fall, and rise, and wipe the tears,
We try to hide from shades of past,
We shut our eyes, we close our ears.

And being lost in crazy world
Is pushing us to fall apart.
And in this life the worst we hear -
The sound of a breaking heart.