Well. Another thing I like doing besides making music and manipulating is reflecting on today's society through my stories.

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Hihi~ :)

"If only. Those must be the two saddest words in the world."

No, no, go not to Lethe, neither twist
Wolf's-bane, tight-rooted, for its poisonous wine;
Nor suffer thy pale forehead to be kiss'd
By nightshade, ruby grape of Proserpine;
Make not your rosary of yew-berries,
Nor let the beetle, nor the death-moth be
Your mournful Psyche, nor the downy owl
A partner in your sorrow's mysteries;
For shade to shade will come too drowsily,
And drown the wakeful anguish of the soul.

But when the melancholy fit shall fall
Sudden from heaven like a weeping cloud,
That fosters the droop-headed flowers all,
And hides the green hill in an April shroud;
Then glut thy sorrow on a morning rose,
Or on the rainbow of the salt sand-wave,
Or on the wealth of globed peonies;
Or if thy mistress some rich anger shows,
Emprison her soft hand, and let her rave,
And feed deep, deep upon her peerless eyes.

She dwells with Beauty--Beauty that must die;
And Joy, whose hand is ever at his lips
Bidding adieu; and aching Pleasure nigh,
Turning to poison while the bee-mouth sips:
Ay, in the very temple of Delight
Veil'd Melancholy has her sovran shrine,
Though seen of none save him whose strenuous tongue
Can burst Joy's grape against his palate fine;
His soul shalt taste the sadness of her might,
And be among her cloudy trophies hung.

-John Keats, Ode on Melancholy-

May 17, 2008.

Will be up with Sweetheart real soon. Also, another fanfic that is most likely to be KyoHaru or TamaKyoHaru. Waiting for the right moment to post them. :) Trying my luck with serious and angst-ridden fics. Hope you'll enjoy them.

November 6, 2007.

I know. I have promised to come up with the 'Sweetheart' fanfic. I'm sorry to say this, but I can't finish the fanfic now. Not that I don't want to, but I can't. I really can't. Unexpected, grave things had happened recently, including the sudden death of a close relative a few days ago due to heart attack. I can't really say much here, lest I cry another three litres of tears. I hope you can give me some time to calm down and get over it. I will post the fic once I recover.

P/S: Please forgive the lack of decency in my previous fic...

-Ohtori Haruhi-