first contest in Harvest Moon Indonesia - Sweet Memories.

for more details, try checking this [link]. any questions can be asked there or by PM to the contest committee's [official account]. thanks before.

awal bulan ini, mewakili beberapa author lainnya, grin [Green-Chrystall] memutuskan untuk memulai sebuah kontes menulis fic yang sangat menarik menurut gue, terutama karena sedikitnya batasan yang diberlakukan.

dan gue juga merasa bahwa ini adalah salah satu upaya untuk membuat fandom HMI lebih aktif. karena itu, semoga kalian semua penulis HMI maupun yang tertarik untuk menyumbang fic untuk fandom HMI bisa menyempatkan diri untuk berpartisipasi atau paling tidak dapat termotivasi untuk semakin banyak menulis di musim liburan ini. :)

deadline kontes tanggal 31 Januari 2012 dan hadiah menarik disediakan bagi pemenang. untuk info lebih lanjut, silakan klik link di atas. terima kasih banyak dan best luck on your stories, everyone! oh, hope you all have a fun holiday, too! sekali lagi, terima kasih. ;D

now to the profile...

caution - you are about to enter a zone full of craziness and boring stuffs. it is suggested for you to hit the back button now. but, if you are okay with some boring rants that were written by a boring profile owner, feel free to scroll down and enjoy this unenjoyable profile. thank you! ;)

I just hope that I can remember to whisper two words that rhyme

with someone inside my mind,

waiting while I let them go and hit the time.

hmm... hey, guys, thank you so much for visiting my profile; and... well, sorry for starting this way, but some things -two things, actually- have been hanging on my mind for a while now and I finally decided to just write them down here rather than thinking about what will happen if I do or don't write them at all. so, yeah, the section below might be mood-wrecking... well, everything I write basically has a big potential to wreck mood, but this feels more... well... I don't know. I'm sorry. ^_^;

so, erm...

first of all, I want to say that I'm... sorry.

I'm sorry for not being able to give my best, for keep on disappointing you guys, for making you lose your happiness, for... well, everything.

shortly, I'm really sorry if your happiness is ever taken away because of me. I don't want that to happen, but... -sigh-

erm... I just want to say sorry if you ever feel sad or depressed because of something that I do, or something that you think I should do but I don't do. I hope you guys can regain your happiness and everything else that's precious to you that was lost for a moment because of me. once again, I'm sorry for hurting you in any kind of way.

-sigh-

and the second one... I just feel that I haven't said them enough, so now would probably be the right moment... and if I'm allowed to tell you this, it feels odd to just realize it now: that these two words are actually more unbearable than I think. ;)

thank you.

thank you for each and every one of you; and for everything.

thank you for all of you, fellow readers. I can't make it without all of your appreciation and support! thank you so much! you guys are the best spirit giver a writer can have. :') thank you for everything. and I know I never actually get back to those of you who faved or alerted without reviewing; and I apologize for that. I hope that I don't make you feel down and unappreciated... but if I do, I'm really sorry then... and once again, thank you for being so kind and for your endless support, guys.

thank you for all of you, fellow writers. thank you for writing such great stories that people really enjoy. it's great to know that I'm not doing this amazing writing thing alone. thank you for being an inspiration.

thank you for everyone. by time, I learn to believe that every single thing that a person does, no matter how small and unimportant that person thinks they are, can already give amazing impact to others; whether consciously or unconsciously, material or non-material. that's why I want to thank you everyone for shaping me in any kind of way. I'm really glad I made it this far. thank you so much. :')

and with the same thought, I, once again, want to apologize if any or all of my words, actions -including my decisions to not make an action-, and, simply, existence ever bothers you guys. -sigh- thank you for always trying your best to deal with me.

and looking back, it certainly is a great experience to be able to involve in this writing community. what's once a love for Harvest Moon now grows into a love for writing. so, thank you for my friend who asked me to join this site in the first place. thank you so much for offering me a choice that I don't regret. ;)

heh. sorry if you're bothered by all the stuffs up there. I just think that I need to note them here. they feel really important at the moment...

-sigh-

thank you so much, guys. :') I hope you guys can keep on giving your best to get through life and find happiness along the way. thank you for sharing some of them with me all this time. thank you.

and I sort of found this campaign on early September; and whenever I read what people write there, I just feel... stronger. I don't know why, but it certainly has become one of the things that help me get through life. I feel really happy to have the chance to stumble on such an inspiring site. and yeah, just in case any of you are wondering, I know about the campaign from Simple Plan's website. ;P I'm so lucky to be able to find my way to their inspiring music.

and now, well... I'm just sharing what I think really helps me out, I guess; so... heh. thank you. and thank you again for reading this.

current stats - January 11, 2012.

am hoping to be more active on this site, although it seems hard these days. well, hopefully school settles down a bit somewhere around April or May so that I can have more time to spend here or to work on my stories. thank you so much for the support, everyone. :)

...and, even though there's nothing new at the moment, if you're interested to see some fanarts for whirlwind, you can go here. thank you before; and hope something new comes out someday. heh. and I'm also thinking about doing fanarts for some of my other fics. well, hopefully I can do it cause it sure is something that I found quite interesting lately.

haha. I think that's all for this time. thank you again for reading, guys. ;3

some random notes:

whenever I have idle time and mood, I will try to work on edit for my stories! 8D mood doesn't usually come, though... -slapped-

and... as you might already notice, I had deleted several of my stories: some oneshots, mostly multi-chapters that I can't continue. sorry for those of you that had already read and reviewed it. I'm really sorry for deleting those stories. but, your support certainly gives me reasons to keep on writing and thank you so much for that. ;) wish you guys good luck on everything that you're doing.

and lastly, thank you for all of the reviews and any other kind of appreciation and support, guys! I hope that I'm appreciative enough toward all of them. and if I'm not, I hope you won't mind to tell me what I can do to improve. I'll try to put every constructive thing into consideration. I guess I just want to keep progressing without being who I don't want to be, so... thank you for understanding. :D

for anonymous reviewers, I'm sorry cause I don't really know how to get back to you. but, try to check the story again; I might have replied there. although, for multi-chapters, I usually replied on the new chapter, so if I never finish it, then... heh. I'm sorry. I just want to say thank you for taking the time to pour some or all of your thoughts about my stories. this goes to all of the signed reviewers, too, of course. ;)

-sigh-

and... erm... realizing my unlimited flaws and easily bothering sentences, I do believe that I'm just simply something you have to avoid if you don't want to deal with any kind of disconnection, or even disappointment. but, if you really want to know me more, then feel free to PM. I hope I can give my best in every conversation. heh. thank you before. X)

now... erm, what else? :3 -stomped- well, this section ends here, I guess... thank you for the patronage so far! ;D

links - Indonesian Fanfiction (Author) Forum: Infantrum. - fanfiction forum for Harvest Moon Indonesia fans: red and white turnips.

disclaimer - all of the categories I wrote fanfictions for belong to their respectful owners and companies.

and feel free to tell me if I forgot to credit you or someone else for something in my stories. and if you actually don't want your name to be put in the credit, you can tell me, too. I'll try to remove your name -probably change it with something like 'an author' or 'a reader'- as quickly as possible. thank you. ;D

that's all for now, I guess... garsh, thank you so much for sharing some of your precious time to visit and read some or all the stuffs in my profile, guys. wish good luck and happiness for all of you. ;)