About Me!!

Well I really love Naruto!! I am 16 years old, and a junior at Nimitz High School. I have had struggles in my life to find who I truly am, but recently everything has been going quite well. I am insecure about myself and I don't trust easily, but if you take the time to get to know me you might come to realize that I am not too bad afterall. I'm into photography, drawing, reading, writing (recently happened), music, and psycology/psychiatry. I am shy in person I am usually more outgoing online...who knows why. If you do get to know me you'll come to realize that I am obnoxious, random, and super duper strange. :) I am a big Naruto fan! ;3 My best friend says I am obsessed with asians...I don't know about "obsessed" but hey they are pretty cool. :D I can be immature at times, but I always lend a listening ear. I enjoy helping others. One thing I really dislike is whinners and beggers. I would love to get to know you if you give me that chance.

Basics

Name: Fatima

Nickname(s): Timafa, Fati

Age: 16

Birthday: January 31, 1994

Birthplace: San Jose, California

Current Location: Irving, Texas

Eye Color: Dark Brown

Hair Color: Dark Brown

Height: 5'9

Lefty or Righty: Righty

ZodiacSign: Aquarius

What Do You Drive: N/A

Screenname: Timafa

Favorite

Color: Purple

Number: 4 (multiples of 4)

Band: Too Many

Music Genre: Everything (basically don't really listen to country...)

TV Show: Too Many

Movie: Idk

Actor: :D

Actress: :D

Kind of Movie: Horror, Mystery, Sci-Fiction

Cartoon: Naruto

Sport: Tennis

Fast Food Restaurant: Subway

Food: Chinese

Ice Cream: Chocalate Almond

Cereal: N/A

Candy: Jolly Ranchers

Drink: Dr. Pepper

Alcoholic Beverage: N/A

Quotes: "Life is about trusting our feelings and taking chances, losing and finding happiness, appreciationg memories and learning from the past."

"Ability is what you’re capable of doing. Motivation determines what you do. Attitude determines how well you do it."

"Two benefits of failure: Firstly if you fail you learn what doesn’t work; and second failure gives you the opportunity to try a new approach.”

“Those in the ninja world who break the rules and regulations are called scum, but those who don't care about their companions... are even lower than scum."

Home: "Where all your memories lie in wait for your return, where the people who truly care about you remain.”

"Let it come, let it come. I’m ready for it."

“Never forget who you are.”

"He who has learned to disagree without being disagreeable has discovered the most valuable secret of a diplomat."-Robert Estabrook

"Of the thirty-six ways of avoiding disaster, running away is the best."

"The only thing we have to fear is fear it'self - nameless, unreasoning, unjustified, terror which paralyzes needed efforts to convert retreat into advance."

"Many people will walk in and out of your life
But only true friends leave footprints in your heart
To handle yourself, use your head
To handle others, use your heart
Anger is only one letter short of danger
If someone betrays you once, it is their fault
If they betray you twice, it is your fault
Great minds discuss ideas;
Average minds discuss events;
Small minds discuss people.
He, who loses money,loses much;
He, who loses a friend, loses much more;
He, who loses faith, loses all.
Learn from the mistakes of others.
You can’t live long enough to make them all yourself"

"Learn from the past, watch the present and create the future."

Do you remember when we were best friends? When we'd share our every thought? Every smile? And every laugh? Oh, and did you remember when you broke my heart? Because I seem to remember that more than? Every smile? And every laugh? Oh, and did you remember when you broke my heart?Because I seem to remember that more than anything. I trusted you, I trusted you to take care of my heart. I trusted you not to take it and stomp on it.

Look at me through my eyes and feel the pain I hide inside.

It breaks my heart; it makes me sad to think of all the times we had. You made me laugh and you made me cry. And all that I can do is sigh,and wonder why.

I wish I could walk away and forget what we have,but I can't,because I know you won't come after me,and I guess that's what hurts the most.

Trust can take years to build, but only a second to break.

How can it be that two of the greatest friends in the world can go from being each other's everything to absolutely nothing?

Do you know what its like to reach for the phone, and then have to pull your hand back because you remember you're not supposed to call anymore? You sit back with tears building up in your eyes because you know its not the last time you'll miss the conversations you shared.

I know we don't talk anymore and there has even been times I've noticed we've walked right by each other without saying a word. There are those times, however, when we see each other... make eye contact... and I know, no matter how hard we both try and hide it... that you miss me just as much as I miss you

Through the years I cried my tears,
Without your help I've faced fears.
And it's plain through tears I cry,
That's its time to say goodbye.

A lot of things have changed between us
Maybe that's why my life seems so tough
Going each day from class to class
And all I can do is watch u pass
Everything has changed for the worst
And inside it really hurts
Now I have to rely on my friends
To get me out of this dark hole that never ends

Our past is one to write about..
We were doing alright but then
you lied to me… and broke our trust
your apologies are some that I’m not sure
if I’m going to accept this time…

If dreams weren't dreams, and dreams came true, I wouldn't be here, I'd be next to you, distance is one thing that keeps us apart but you will always remain in my heart.

Love is a passion. Obsession. Someone you can't live without. Someone you fall head over heels for. Find someone you can love like crazy, and will love you the same way back. Listen to your heart. No sense in life without this...To make the journey without falling deeply in love, you haven't lived at all, You have to try, because if you haven't tried it. Then you haven't lived.

The worst way to love someone is when they are standing right in front of you and you know you can't have them.

I'm sorry for seeing you...I'm sorry for looking into your eyes...I'm sorry for becoming your friend...I'm sorry for being there when you needed someone the most..I'm sorry that I look at the sky everynight wishing you were mine...But most of all...I'm sorry for my heart that I fell so deeply in love with you.

He never knew I liked him; he never had a clue.
He shared the same feelings, but kept them secret too.
How silly we were to believe what other people said.
All different thoughts ran daily through our heads.
But now we both know the truth and I’m so glad.
For if we didn’t confess, we wouldn’t have known what we could have.
So always share your secrets, it’s better if you do.
Otherwise you’ll never know if the one you love, loves you too.

The kisses you put on my forehead
when you think I am off dreaming in sleep,
those are the ones that mean the most
cause you did it because you wanted to,
not because you feel you have to

I can sit here with you forever.
I don’t have to touch you.
I don’t have to hear the sound of your voice.
I don’t even have to look at you, as long as I know you’re here beside me.
If I can smell your scent that I’ve grown to adore more than that of roses,
hear your breath, feel your warmth penetrating the air around me,
I’ll be fine.
I know I’ll be able to go on.

You can only love a person when you are willing to cry over them.

Sometimes...
sometimes you meet somebody and you know that whatever you did before,
whatever your life was before,
it must have been right.
Nothing could've been too bad or gone too far wrong,
because it led you to this person.
You're that person.

I love you because I know you're always there..
there to catch me when I fall..
there to listen when I need you,
there when I feel alone.
I love you because you understand me..
you know how I feel even when I can't say it..
you know I'm not as strong as I say and still you never let me know that I'm fooling you.
I love you because you make me believe,
believe that I am not worthless,
believe that I can be loved, am loved,
and can love others.
I love you because you know,
you know I feel this way but can't say it and still you wait..
letting me take my time to come to terms with the fact that I love you..
would give up my life to be with you..
and above all never hurt you..
lie to you..
or leave you..
now I hope you understand.

I love you. And not in a friendly way, although I think we're great friends. And not in a misplaced affection, puppy dog way, although I'm sure that's what you'll call it. And it's not because you are unattainable. I love you. Very simple, very truly. You're the epitome of every attribute and quality that I've ever looked for in another person. I know you think of me as just a friend, and crossing that line is the furthest thing from an option you'd even consider. But I had to say it, I can't take this anymore. I can't stand next to you without wanting to hold you. I can't look into your eyes without feeling that longing you only read about in trashy romance novels. I can't talk to you without wanting to express my love for everything you are. I know this will probably queer our friendship-no pun intended-but I had to say it, because I've never felt this way before and I like who I am because of it. And if bringing it to light means we can't hang out anymore than that hurts me. But I couldn't allow another day to go by without getting it out there, regardless of the outcome, which by the look on your face, is to be the inevitable shoot-down. And I'll accept that. But I know some part of you is hesitating for a moment, and if there is a moment of hesitation, that means you feel something too. All I ask is that you not dismiss that-at least for ten seconds-and try to dwell in it. there isn't another soul on this fucking planet who's ever made me half the person I am when I'm with you and I would risk this friendship for the chance to take it to the next plateau. Because it's there between you and me, you can't deny that. And even if we never speak again after tonight, please know that I'm forever changed because of who you are and what you've meant to me. I love you so much.

People say that at my age, I don't really know what love is.
Well, then maybe there's another explanation for the way I feel about you.
How ever second I am away from you seems like an eternity.
How every time you take me in your arms I wish that time would freeze and I'd be with you for all eternity.
How every time I see you,
I smile more and more,
and how I'm so happy I could cry.
How every time I try to think of something else, I can only think of one thing…
and that's you.
How every time I talk of you to others
I feel like a giddy little kid with a secret to tell.
How every time I speak, I want to tell someone how wonderful you are.
How the times I'm most happy…
are when I am with you
and I miss you the most right after I leave your side.
Maybe there is another explanation for this uncontrollable feeling inside of me,
but right now,
I'll hold the thought that I love you inside my heart forever.
The way you make me feel is hard to explain,
you make me smile in a special way,
you make me fall deeper in love with you everyday,
You look in my eyes and make it true,
The only person in this world for me is you.
Love is when you take away the feeling
the passion,
and the romance in a relationship - and find out you still care for that person.

When he looks at me... I don't want to turn away. Usually, when any guy looks me in the eyes.. I have to look away after about 3 seconds, but with him.. I struggle to take my eyes off of him.

I've got a
Mind boggling
Sense numbing
Heart pounding
Stomach flipping
Take my breath away
Head over heals
Knee shaking
Daydreaming
Butterfly fluttering
Crush on you

You're my peace of mind in this crazy world. You're everything I've tried to find, your love is a pearl. You're my Mona Lisa, you're my rainbow skies, and my only prayer is that you realize, you'll always be beautiful in my eyes. The world will turn and the seasons will change, and all the lessons we will learn will be beautiful and strange. We'll have our fill of tears, our share of sighs. My only prayer is that you realize you'll always be beautiful in my eyes. You will always be beautiful in my eyes. And the passing years will show that you will always grow more beautiful in my eyes. When there are lines upon my face from a lifetime of smiles, and when the time comes to embrace for one long last while, we can laugh about how time really flies. We won't say goodbye 'cause true love never dies, you'll always be beautiful in my eyes. You will always be beautiful in my eyes … and the passing years will show ... that you will always grow … more beautiful in my eyes. ~ Joshua Kadison

Love.. Its not something you decide to feel, It not like.. 'o hes cute, I'm gonna like him' Its just happens, one day you'll see him, you've probably seen him many times before but for some reason this time is different. theres something there, something that you never realized before. You can't take your eyes off him, and you start to get this feeling in the pit of your stomach. It doesnt hurt but its like a sinking feeling and suddenly you feel sick. But then again you'll like this feeilng, because the feeling you get once he leaves will be so much worse. It will be an indescribable pain, and you'll just feel empty inside. You'll begin to look for him where ever you go, start dreaming about him at night. Every love song that you hear will make you think of him. Suddenly it will be harder to talk to him, and you wont understand why your words arent coming out right. You'll start over-analyzing everything you say to him, you'll think that everything you say sounds stupid. But, what ever he says to you will be just perfect. you see him differently than everyone else, the room will light up whenever he walks in, and everything is always better when he's there.. You'll find him someday and the feeling will be amazing.. I just hope that it works out better for you than it did for me, I hope he finds you too.

You are every reason, every hope, and every dream I've ever had, and no matter what happens to us in the future, every day we are together is the greatest day of my life. I will always be yours. And, my darling, you will always be mine.

And its that feeling I get every time his face comes into view. The way my body tingles as he touches my skin. It's the way he loves me, it's how he loves me. Its just him, anyone else but him would be completely wrong. He is my little piece of heaven, my place in the stars

Wishin' you were here, just isn't good enough
Hopin' you were there, helped me when times were tough
Thinkin' bout you even though your here,
Prayin' bout everything I can see.

There's always that one person, that will always have your heart, You never see it coming cause you're blinded from the start

I love the way you look at me,
Your eyes so bright and blue.
I love the way you kiss me,
Your lips so soft and smooth.
I love the way you make me so happy,
And the ways you show you care.
I love the way you say, "I Love You,"
And the way you're always there.
I love the way you touch me,
Always sending chills down my spine.
I love that you are with me,
And glad that you are mine.
- Crystal Jansen

Love is like magic
And it always will be.
For love still remains
Life's sweet mystery!!
Love works in ways
That are wondrous and strange
And there's nothing in life
That love cannot change!!
Love can transform
The most commonplace
Into beauty and splendor
And sweetness and grace.
Love is unselfish,
Understanding and kind,
For it sees with its heart
And not with its mind!!
Love is the answer
That everyone seeks...
Love is the language,
That every heart speaks.
Love can't be bought,
It is priceless and free,
Love, like pure magic,
Is life's sweet mystery!!- Helen Steiner Rice -

If your asking if i need you,the answer is forever...
If your asking if ill leave you,the answer is never...
If your asking what i value, the answer is you...
If your asking if i love you, the answer is : i do :

How to Decifer " Girl Speak "
Fine: This is the word we use at the end of any argument that we feel we are right about but need to shut you up. Never use fine to describe how a woman looks. This will cause you to have one of those arguements.
Five Minutes: This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the five minutes that your hockey game is going to last before you do whatever it is she wants you to do.
Nothing: This means something. Be on your toes. Nothing is usually used to describe the feeling she has of wanting to rip your face off. Nothing usually signifies an arguement that will last five minutes and end with the word fine .
Go Ahead (With Raised Eyebrows): Translation: "I dare you." This will result in her getting mad over nothing and will end with the word fine .
Go Ahead (Normal Eyebrows): Translation: "I give up" or "Do what you want, I don't care." You will get a go ahead with raised eyebrows in just a few minutes, followed by nothing and fine . She will talk to you in about five minutes when she cools off.
Loud Sigh: This is not actually a word, but it is still a verbal statement misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are a moron at the moment and wonders why she's wasting her time arguing with you over nothing
Soft Sigh: (Again, not a word, but you know...) She is content. Your best bet is not to talk or move or breathe and she will stay content.
Oh: This word followed by any statement is trouble. Example: " Oh , well, I just talked to him about what you were doing last night." If she says oh before any statement, run -- do not walk -- to the nearest exit.
That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a woman can say to a man. That's okay means that she wants to think long and hard before repaying you for whatever it is that you did wrong. You do not want to be there when that happens.
Please Do: This is not a statement, it's an offer. She's giving you the opportunity to come up with whatever lame-ass excuse or reason you have for doing whatever it is you've done. You have a fair change to tell the truth here. Be very careful and you shouldn't get a " that's okay. "
Thanks: She's thanking you. Don't feel faint, just say, "You're welcome."
Thanks a Lot: This longer phrase is not to be confused with thanks . She'll say " thanks a lot " when she's actually seriously peeved at you. It signifies that you have hurt her in some callous way and will generally be followed by the loud sigh . Be careful not to ask what is wrong after the loud sigh , or she will say, " Nothing," and raise her eyebrows .

A heart is like glass,dropped once,broken forever,and even if the pieces finally get put back together,it will never ever be the same again.

I saw you with her today.And as I watched with my fake smile,I could hear my heart break and I could feel it being torn apart.Because it was then that I realized that I am truly a friend and that's all I'll ever be.

Your heart decided who it likes and who it doesn't.You can't tell your heart what to do.It does it on its own when you least expect it,or even if you don't want it to.It loves who it wants to love,and theres nothing you can do about it.

And I know that I should probably just let go,
because I know that it wont work out and everyone tells me that.
So I try to convince myself that its better off that way without him...
But then I'll think of him
and remember his smile that makes me melt
and I cant imagine myself with anyone els
and no matter how hard it will be…
I want to be with him

So.. I'll just try and let go and wait, and maybe in that time I will start to move on.. but that's gotta happen on its own.. I mean, as much as I'd like to.. I cant just make my heart stop feeling things that it wants to feel

I've gone through this before.. and thats why i dont get why this is so hard for me to deal with... iIts the simple fact that he just doesnt want me like i want him, i guess, maybe, its so hard because for a while there.. he made me feel like he did... maybe thats the difference.

Well, the tears are starting to slow down now.. but the pain, however, remains constant

"You hug him good-bye like it's nothing... while all you want to do is hold on forever...but you let go, smile and walk away... then cry all the way home because you know it will never be the same... because try as you might you can't make someone love you, sometimes you have to let them be free... and letting go, that is when love hurts the most of all."

It's hard enough when the one you love doesn't love you back,
but it is even harder to watch him love someone else.

You told me that you loved me; I started tearing down those walls. I really started to trust you, but you set me up to take a fall.

I guess I'm wrong for falling in love, but you're still the one that I'm dreaming of. I guess it's you that I want to hold on to, but you're holding on to someone else.

Just an old love song, just the mention of your name, my heart breaks in two again...I guess some things never change

I am perfectly happy being his friend, in fact I love it...I just have this incredible urge to kiss him that doesn't go away…and this feeling that we would be perfect together.

I don’t want to cry a tear for you…
God send me to Hell if I do.

It hurts to want him so much…then open my eyes and see you standing there

I don't know if I should smile because he's my friend, or cry because that's all he'll ever be

I wish I had the guts to walk away and forget about what we had. But, I can't because I know you won't come after me, and I guess that's what hurts the most

I've accepted the fact that we can't be, but I've also accepted that you're going to be that one person I carry with me for the rest of my life, the one that is always going to make my heart jump a little and my stomach tie up in knots no matter how happy I am otherwise.. no matter how long its been

How do I say goodbye to what we had, the good times that made us laugh outweigh the bad, I thought we'd get to see forever, but forevers gone away - it's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday

Even though I've "stopped liking you", every time someone mentions your name my head turns right toward them. Its like every time I hear it, I think of all that we could have had, and all that could have happened that didn't

How can you just walk away from me, when all I can do is watch you leave? Cause we've shared the laughter and the pain, and even shared the tears. You're the only one who really knew me at all. I wish I could just make you turn around and see me cry. There's so much I need to say to you, so many reasons why you're the only one who really knew me at all

I want to be able to look at you and not be hurt by you.

The person that you hurt the most will always stand by you in whatever you do,
and give you all they’ve got,
even when all they’ve got left is tears.
if it’s true love,
and if they can get through all the pain and still love you just as much,
then I guess that proves what’s meant to be will be,
and nothing can tear a love that strong apart, ever.

I never knew until that moment, what it was like to lose something I never really had.

Even now when I have come so far
I wonder where you are
I wonder why it’s still so hard without you
Even now when I come shinin’ through
I swear I think of you
And how I wish you knew
Even now
I'm gonna smile
'Cause I want to make you happy
Laugh, so you can't see me cry
I'm gonna let you go in style
And even if it kills me
I'm gonna smile

How many heartaches must I stand
Before I find the love to let me live again?

Can you MEND your broken heart?

The more I try
The more I lose

He had alot to say.
He had alot of nothing to say.

Everybody's talking...They look at me with sad eyes...But they don't say a thing...But I don't want the sympathy...Its cool you didn't want me

My heart keeps callin
And I keep on fallin
Over and over again
This set story always ends the same
Me standin in the pouring rain
It seems no matter what I do
It tears my heart in two

Seems you're my only friend who wants to share my pain
Tell me heartache, what's it gonna take
For you to leave me alone today

Everyday I see you
With some girlfriend, yeah
You think I could care less
About it
I could keep it secret
Keep playing pretend, oh
But the way I feel you, I doubt it

I've got by, and I did what I had to do.It took a million tears but I'm over you.

Your heart will break, Your tears flow, You'll face laughter wherever you go.

Empty days, turn into lonely nights, If no one's there to hold you tight.

When you recall some sweet memories, They only add, to all your miseries.

A millions words would not bring you back, I know because I tried. Neither would a million tears I know because I cried.

Everyday I wonder why
Why things go bad everytime i try
Try to get close and friends push you away
Try to fall in love and only the pain stays
Life is never easy
And relationships are always hard
But through the good and the bad
Things usually work out in the end

Break into my heart and rob me blind, Just leave the pieces scattered on the floor,Don’t worry… My heart’s been broken before.

She smiles and laughs like all the rest...There's so much that she needs to get off her chest...At one point her smile was real...But now she only puts it on so people dont make a big deal...

Sometimes i just dont understand
Why i am so different...
Why cant i be just like everyone else
And accept that nothing is forever
Why cant I figure out everything changes
And to go with the flow
Why havent i realized I'l find someone new
And never feel so much pain
Why didnt i learn, to live life with a brand new start..
Why am i so different...
Why am i still crying at night for all that he is..
Why do i search for words that wont mean anything to him
Why dont i understand that love was a waste
And he doesnt love me

I said that I don’t need you but I’m a liar. I swear I do.

I know it's for the best & although I'm regretting it every second, I'm moving on.

I dont want you to know where I am. Cause then youll see my heart in the saddest state its ever been.

SOMETiMES ..
no matter how long or how hard
youve loved someone ..
theyll never love you back.
& no matter how much it hurts
youll have to be okay with that .. x3

It all happened so much faster than you can say disaster; want to take a time-lapse and look at if backwards; find the last word and maybe that's just the answer that were after-Jack Johnson

Too much silence can be misleading; You're drifting I can hear it in the way you're breathing; We dont really need to find reason because out the same door that it came well its leaving; it's leaving; leaving like a day that's done and part of a season; resolve is just a concept that's as dead as the leaves-Jack Johnson

Today is one of those days that I miss him.
I'm lonely and I-wonder-what-he-is-doing days.
I dont have them often, hardly at all. Once while I do
though.I am not sure why I still miss him. Its been _ months

I guess to some extent you get used to being alone.
You get used to not expecting phone calls & having nothing to do at night.
You don’t expect to turn around to open arms any longer.
The small sounds of him have been replaced by silence.
Your thoughts echo through my head,
with no one to share them with.
All in all, being alone isnt terrible…
it just hurts like hell

There’s a part of me that wishes all my dreams would come true.
But there’s part of me that prays that I’ll wake up someday and be over you.

All I want to do is sleep because it doesn't hurt when I can't think of you

In your life you meet people,some you never think about again,some you wonder what happened to them,there are some that you wonder if they ever think about you and then there are some you wish you never had to think about again... but you do.

I guess the reason we cherish memories so much,is because they're the only things in life that ((never change)).

It's amazing, some people, they just say these small little things, one sentence and it changes the way you feel about them in an instant. Small little words that can hurt you so much or make you fall deeply in love forever. It changes everything, nothing between you is ever really the same again, even if they don't know it, it still happens

Time goes by so fast; people go in and out of your life. You must never miss the opportunity to tell these people how much they mean to you."

"Don’t worry about falling in love. In fairytales they don’t find each other until the last page."

Don’t be reckless with other people’s hearts,don’t put up with people who are reckless with yours.

All we have to decide is what to do with the time that is given to us

A great love? It's when you shed a tear and you still long for him. It's when he ignores you and you still love him. It's when he loves another, and you still smile and say "I'm happy for you"

Don't you hate that? Uncomfortable silence. Why do we feel it's necessary to talk about bull in order to feel comfortable? That's when you know you've found somebody really special. When you can just shut the hell up for a minute and comfortably share a silence.

What is Life? Life is a challenge...meet it. Life is a gift...accept it.Life is an adventure...dare it. Life is a sorrow...overcome it.Life is a tragedy...face it. Life is a duty...perform it.Life is a game...play it. Life is a mystery...unfold it. Life is a song...sing it. Life is an opportunity...take it. Life is a journey...complete it.Life is a promise...fulfill it. Life is a beauty...praise it.Life is a struggle...fight it.Life is a goal...achieve it. Life is a puzzle...solve it.

Don't ever be reluctant to show your feelings when your happy.
When your not, live with it.
Don't ever be afraid to try to make things better, you might be surprised with the results.
Don't ever take the weight of the world on your shoulders.
Don't ever feel guilty about the past,what's done is done.
Don't ever stop loving, don't ever stop believing,don't ever stop dreaming your dreams.

It's never going to get easier. There is never going to be a “Death for Dummies” book. There is never going to be an escape plan to pain because no matter how much I try no matter how much I cry my life is never going to go back to the way it used to be, because I know I can't just shut the door to your bedroom and hope everything disappears. I know that I can't stop myself from hoping that you will one day walk in the front door and smile as if nothing happened. I know that there will be days that it will be hard to get out of bed and look people in the eye and lie when they ask how I am. I know that its going to hurt for the rest of my life and that I will always cry, but I also know that you're in heaven now and your away from all of the pain and everything is better for you now. I just wish I could say the same for me.

Letting go isn't blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, and doesn't leave emptiness, hurt, or sadness. It's not about giving in or giving up. Letting go isn't about loss and it's not about defeat. To let go is to cherish the memories, but to overcome and move on. It is having an open mind confidence in the future. Letting go is learning and experiencing and growing. To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, made you cry, and made you grow. It's about all that you have, all that you had, and all that you will soon gain. Letting go is having the courage to accept change, and the strength to keep moving. Letting go is growing up. It is realizing that the heart can sometimes be the most potent remedy. To let go is to open a door, and to clear a path and set yourself free."

Maybe our eyes need to be washed by our tears once in a while so that we can see life with a clearer view again.

No one sees the tears of a girl who pretends to be happy

There are all kinds of courage. It takes a great deal of bravery to stand up to our enemies, but just as much to stand up to our friends.

It is easier to forgive an enemy than to forgive a friend.

No matter how hard you try to get over someone, you will still have some sort of feeling for them, remembering the ways things used to be, and how they are now. And you sometimes hope that the new person in their life was still you, and everything was how it used be, erasing all the bad things that happened. Time is supposed to make things better, but in love it doesn't. Although we have been apart for a while, and now have diferent loves in our life, I stil can't help wondering how your life is, and when I catch you glancing at me, I can't help but wonder if your heart beats a little faster, as mine does when I see you.

Your words can come back to haunt you.

Live long, Laugh often, love much.

Absence makes the heart grow fonder.

Honesty is the best policy.

Be courteous to all, but intimate with few, and let those few be well tried before you give them your confidence.

Things change, people change, deal with it and move on with your life!

A true friend is the best possession. No gains without pains.

If you say what you think, don’t expect to hear only what you like.

You will never have a friend if you must have one without faults.

Love cures people-both the ones who give it and the ones who receive it.

For people who like peace and quiet; a phoneless cord.

We do not fall in love, we grow in love and love grows in us.

Change, renew, and rejuvenate yourself; Otherwise you will harden.

You are never too old to set another goal or to dream a new dream.

Those who bring sunshine to the lives of others cannot keep it from themselves.

Life is an opportunity, not an obligation!

In a world where you can be anything, be yourself.

Friends are the people that lift you to your feet, when your wings have forgotten how to fly.

Everything happens for a reason!

No guy is worth crying over, and when you find one that is, he won't make you cry.

Life is a choice not an obligation.

Funny how time and distance change you, The road you take dont always lead you home

You will know that forgiveness has begun when you recall those who hurt you and feel the power to wish them well.

It takes one person to forgive, it takes two people to be reunited.

I stand for freedom of expression, doing what you believe in, and going after your dreams.

All our dreams can come true, if we have the courage to purse them.

Any change, even a change for the better, is always accompanied by drawbacks and discomforts.

It's the most unhappy people who most fear change.

Have faith in your dreams and someday
Your rainbow will come smiling thru
No matter how your heart is grieving
If you keep on believing
The dream that you wish will come true

As we grow up, we --learn-- even the person who wasnt supposed to ever let you down prolly will. Youll have ur heart broken-- prolly more than ((once)) and it WoNt be easier the s e c o n d t i m e. Youll fight with ur ~best friends~ Youll blame ur ..new.. love for things an old one did. You'll -cry- cuz life is passing too 'fast' and eventually ((lose)) someone u love. Life is too -short

It's not about what happened in the past or what you think might happen in the future. It's about the ride for Christ's sake. There's no point going through all this crap if your not going to enjoy the ride, and you know what, when you least expect it something great might come along something better than you even planned for.

The best things in life cant be seen..
Thats why we close our eyes when we
.c.r.y. kiss and dream

I find it so upsetting that the memories that you select you keep the bad but the good you just forget.

There are three sides to every story: yours, mine, and the truth

The best feeling in the world is knowing you are the best feeling in the world to someone.

Have you ever realized that when ..
People say youve changed
Its just because youve stopped
Living your life .. their way

It's funny how certain things trigger memories.
Songs, smells, and such. Some make you sad
and some make you just close your eyes & for
that one moment you are captured in the past.
It’s moments like those that make life confusing.

"Life is about chasing this things you truly think are worth it, even if they don't happen, i'd rather have nothing then know i settled for something i didn't want."-Selma Hayek

Do You

Have any siblings: Older Brother who is 21

Have any pets: Yes, 1 parrot and 3 cockatiels

Have a job: no

Have a cellphone: no

Have any special talents or skills: Many

Have any fears: Not sure anymore but I know they are present

Have a bedtime: no

Sing in the shower: sometimes

Want to go to college: Yes

Get along with your parents: Most of the time

Have any piercings: Ears

Have any tattoos: no

Swear: Tend to

Smoke: no

Drink: no

Do Drugs: no

Love & All That Crap

Ever been in love: not sure if it was love

Ever cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend: no

Are you single: yes

Are you in a relationship: no

Do you have a crush on someone: kind of

Ever been dumped: yes

Ever dumped someone: yes

This or That

Fruit or Vegetable: Fruit

Black or White: White

Lights On or Lights Off: Lights off

TV or Movie: TV

Car or Truck: Truck

Cash or Check: doesn't matter

Rock or Rap: Rock

Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate

French Toast or French Fries: French Fries

Strawberries or Blueberries: Strawberries

Cookies or Muffins: Cookies

Winter Break or Spring Break: Winter Break

Hugs or Kisses: Both

Have You Ever

Danced in a public place: Yes

Smiled for no reason: Yes

Laughed so hard you cried: Yes

Talked to someone you don't know: Yes

Drank alcohol: Yes

Done drugs: No

Partied 'til the sun came up: Yes

Gotten a ticket: No

Been arrested: No

Been convicted of a crime: No

Been in a wreck: No

Been out of the country: Yes

Random & Silly Junk

Ever TP'd someone's house: Yes

Ever egged someone's house: No

How many languages do you speak: Spanish, English, some sign language, and some japanese

Who do you compare yourself to: People

Ever regret anything: Yes

Do you like being tickled: Depends

What are your goals: I have many

Are your fingers tired: no

Are you tired of this survey: no

Are you happy: Yes