ATTENTION: DEMONIC DIVULGENCES, BLACK CANDLES, AND THE V-FILES ARE NOT DEAD. THEY WILL BE UPDATED SOON, I PROMISE. THEY ARE NOT DEAD. I REPEAT, THEY ARE ALIVE. MEANING NOT DEAD.

...THANKS.

THE BASICS:

My nickname is Nads.

My real name is Nada. (Pronounced: Nod-uh)--and yes, it means Spanish for "nothing," I've been told that enough times already thank you ;)

(My ethnicity is Middle Eastern though, not Hispanic, though everyone makes that mistake lol)

My last name rhymes with Tequila! But I'm not telling you what it actually is, so nyah...

I am 19 years old and use writing as an outlet and expression of emotion. It's kind of like something I've been born with because I've been writing at a young age and you could say I'm a perfectionist, even though I'd rather not be--I take my writing seriously and always want to improve. I love dynamic characters and plot twists. Fanfics that are in-character, in-depth, and dark or unique attract me. Fanfiction is also the easiest thing to write for me, since all the characters are already given to you--it's just your job to expand on them and give them your own individual mark with your writing style and ideas. Great way to practice for original stories, which are difficult for me, because I obsess over making every character as rounded and every situation and plotline as compelling as possible.

I LOVE:

I LOVEEE my life, the people in it, and the world with an uncontrollable passion. I like going places & being spontaneous and being there for people. I'm going to travel the world before I get too old. Nothing is better than having a nice long talk with somebody or seeing someone eye-to-eye. I am determined as hell, and I always will be. I aspire to know at least six languages before I'm headed off to law school for diplomacy, including English, Arabic, Spanish, Farsi, Chinese, French, among others...

I think flaws can be beautiful and are what defines a person as an individual. I'm nonjudgmental and so open-minded my brains might as well fall out. I always try to put myself in other people's shoes and understand everyone and where they're coming from because there's already way too much ignorance in the world to last a lifetime. I think life should be lived with complete freedom and I can't stand to see people being restrained on the inside or out, even if it means breaking tradition. I love trying new things, especially somewhat risky ones. :)

I'm a sucker for Japanese/Chinese food (ESPECIALLY SUSHI) and Italian food. They are my vices. Also: good, dark books, such as well-written supernatural fiction are my guilty pleasures. I'm also obsessed with the color red, cultures, people, countries, randomness, aestheticism, philosophy, psychology, international studies, diplomacy, individual thinking and the like. I also have a thing for guns and assassins, apparently. ?

Writing's okay, too.

I CAN'T STAND:

Ignorance, racism, arrogance, homophobia, xenophobia, those who lack manners, sexism, extremism, stupid traditions, people who restrain themselves, spiders (ick), asparagus...random lol.

A routine, monotonous life. I hate being bed-ridden for days or staying locked up in my house all the time. ergh. Other than that I'm prettyyy laid back! ;)

FAVES:

Favorite Books:

His Dark Materials, A Clockwork Orange, 1984, Fight Club, The Time Traveler's Wife, The Metamorphosis, I Am Legend, Darkness at Noon, The Great Gatsby, Blood and Chocolate, The Dante Valentine series, etc. etc.

Favorite Movies:

V for Vendetta, Caramel, Fight Club, Silence of the Lambs, Wanted, The Godfather I & II, Kill Bill I & II, The Dark Knight, The 40 Year Old Virgin, Sin City, American Beauty, The Shining, 300, The Matrix, Sleepy Hollow, Ever After, The Fifth Element, Road to Guantanamo

Favorite Music:

I love all types: electronic, indie, punk, all rock alternative, heavy metal, grunge, industrial, progressive, etc.. ambient, techno/trance, hip hop, trip hop, club, house, dance, new age, some pop, but I'm picky with that. International music, like Spanish, Arabic, Hindi, German, French...ANYTHING with good lyrics.

Favorite Quotes:

"You need chaos in your soul to give birth to a dancing star."
~Nietzsche

"Quod Me Nutrit, Me Destruit."
(What nourishes me, destroys me)

"No obstacle exists."

~Random Sanskrit thing I found somewhere...

"I don't believe in guilt, I believe in living on impulse as long as you never intentionally hurt another person. And don't judge people in your life. I think you should live completely free.

The truth is I love being alive. And I love feeling free. So if I can't have those things then I feel like a caged animal and I'd rather not be in a cage. I'd rather be dead. And it's real simple. And I think it's not that uncommon.

If you ask people what they've always wanted to do, most people haven't done it. That breaks my heart."
~Angelina Jolie three quotes in a row...can you tell I like her? lol

"I don't do drugs. I am drugs."

~Salvador Dali.

Favorite Pairings:

To sum it up...any pairing that seems like it wouldn't work out/is impossible and is overly twisted because I like a challenge. BUT here's the list:

LadyxVergil (Devil May Cry series)

LadyxDante (Devil May Cry)

RachelxJoker (The Dark Knight. Extremely twisted, of course~)

BrucexRachel (Batman Begins/Dark Knight)

BalthierxAshe (Final Fantasy XII)

SephirothxAerith Final Fantasy VII(...see what I mean by impossible lol)

Many many many many more, but I can't really tack it onto a list...

MY (CRAPPY) FICTIONPRESS ACCOUNT: http://www.fictionpress.com/~xxnadsxx

MY DEVIANTART ACCOUNT: http://www.scarletkisses.deviantart.com

MY FACEBOOK (lol if you just feel like adding me I guess?): http://www.new.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1250550082