“I’m not happy with this!

ohhhh, so it wasn't an epi, but BPOV! You sly dog, you!

"The mistake I made was never letting him know that he was really that for me." Yes, Bella. This. Thank you for admitting this to yourself! I've needed this.

"But I loved him. I still do. Flaming logs and burnt siding be damned." Sigh. WHAT AM I GONNA DO WITH YOU, BELLA!?

Okay, I love a good open ending. I'm going to choose to believe they're happy and healthy and that their convo went well and they're together. But I'm so nosy, I want to read their convo! lol I want to know how their families reacted, if they got together. But see, maybe they don't. Maybe they had a mature, healthy convo and moved on. Could they ever truly be together after all of that?

Or maybe... just maybe...

We will never know!

Thank you, thank you, thank you! Thoroughly enjoyed. Now on to more of your lovely chaos!

What am I going to do with YOU, AIMEE!

He's falling into old habits. IDK. I can't tell? Or will this time be better, different? REAL? Her laugh is happy but not cunning, so that's a good thing... I'm just so scared for him! lol. he's on the right track I hope this doesn't derail everything for him. I hope she's SO SO SO GOOD TO HIM and tells him she loves him every damn day and darn am I a sucker? IDK IDK IDK!

Thank you for an enjoyable, well-written, intriguing, DOWNRIGHT INFURIATING (lol) ride. Loved every second of this. Off to the epilogue!

"I've even told him about the girl."

Sigh. He doesn't say her name even one time in this entire chapter. And that's... good. Really. Truly. I'm happy he's healing and taking ownership and moving on but... but!

omg I feel soooo emotional after reading all of those letters lol TEARS IN MAH DAMN EYES, HOMIE. Lump in my throat.

Tanya and Esme's letters. Sniffle. Lay and Carrie nailed them! So fucking perfect.

omg lol

WHAT IN THE

WHAT!

okay. I'm just... he really did it now! wowieeee. I'm kinda glad in a weird way, like 'cause he needs some help. And knowing he almost felt relieved - no more lies, just penance. Man, I can't imagine how TANYA is feeling. Especially when BELLA was the one who ran over toward him, hitting him being like "you said you loved me, I hate you!" talk about a fucking gut punch. Sheeeeeesh.

Great job though haha I'm loving the chaos so much!

ohhhhhhhh okay he wants to be the hero, not the bad guy

omgggggggggggggggggg he is a WILD MAN. Bella can learn some acting skillz from him!

I love how insane he is though. It's very entertaining. I'm so scared he's going to get caught though. Won't the investigate how the fire started? Or will that take time? omgggggggg. So scared. Aimee!

omg what am I going to do with HER!

IDK if we're supposed to think she whispered ILY against his cheek but like. I'm gonna say nah, she didn't. Is he losing it? He's losing it. Omg this poor man lol

Okay so...she does love him? LOL the nametag. I HAVE FUCKIN WHIPLASH. omg I feel like a pathetic crazo like him, like omg do you love me or hate meeeeee! Tell me, Bella!

"I watch my angel come in hours later" - I laughed out loud. He is a gooooner. Someone smack him!

and now he's burning them alive in their house

So what does Edward Cullen, fallen coach, fallen respected citizen do? He fucking pussies out again. LOL ughhhhhhhhh I feel for him, I do. he's going CRAZY! Not telling Tanya he quit, driving around town in a rental car... ugh. He's spiraling. And Bella is fine, so there's that...fine, with Newton.

UGH!

You know why I’m laughing

Okay but DOES BELLA CARE! I feel as desperate and pussy as Edward needing to know how she feels about all this. Maybe she is mad at him a little bc he blew up her phone and ruined it all but but but… she misses him right? RIGHT ?

I feel sick but it’s so addicting so onward! Let the shit show continue Lolol

Holy hell! Fuck. Fuck! This was intense and his panic was palpable. Shit shit shit I can’t believe it ahhhh

shoutout to Ben Folds, lawl

Love their little outing, but naughty naughty Bella strikes again with that power move and marking his neck. GIRLLLLL.

dickfuckshithead LOL I laughed. OMG, but you ARE Edward (said with LOVE)

oh nooooooo, that is NOT the person who I wanted to answer her phone. Shit. I'm scared!

And even though it's cryptic, twisted and not really said, I hear it loud and clear.

Oh god oh god no Edward you are hearing what you want to hear! I did not get any vibe from that convo that Bella would be with him fully if he ended his engagement. Ack! I’m scared. I worry he’s gonna blow up his life and she’s gonna be like “nvm” and break up with him. And that would be fine, since she’s you know.. 17 haha but like. I’m realizing now there is no way this can end well. Why did I not think about that before?

Omg he’s slowly moving stuff out. Omg. I want to shake him!

They’re so bad but so hot, I can’t say it enough. Like *sweating emoji* okay so like they aren’t very remorseful but I kind of LIKE seeing that side of them. Obviously there’s no good reason to cheat but sometimes we are given reasons why it’s “okay” but in reality sometimes there just isn’t a reason and people get caught up and make bad decisions and yeah, I like that that seems to be the case here. I feel like I can enjoy the story for what it is, and now I’m wondering how many people gave you shit because theyre “awful people.” Lol anyway all’s that to say is I’m enjoying it, you’re making me mad and making me feel and that’s a good thing!

Oh, Bella did not like that he was trying to get the upper hand. I , however, loved it! But then he totally caved, dang it. Now they have a little love shack (why are they so hot together!). Curious about how they’re gonna get caught or the news will get out. It’s going to wreck Tanya! I like her. I feel for her. Edward seems to know this too he just can’t help himself :(