Oh this is so juicy! I know it’s been years since you’ve updated this fic, but I still have to show my appreciation. I love this concept and I love how you write the characters! I love Christine taking control to make sense of doing all this with Erik, even though its hurting them both to not be vulnerable and honest about eachother’s feelings.

I know it’s been so long but please continue, this story is wonderful.

DAMN. This is amazing. I'm so hooked. I understand that you haven't updated this one in a long while and probably aren't going to anymore. BUT I'm still going to click "follow" anyway because your writing is incredible and you were really able to make me feel every single emotion that Erik and Christine felt throughout this entire ordeal. I love the dynamics of their relationship in this one, Christine being the one in control and Erik as the eager student. And my heart hurts for Erik because he craves love and intimacy and gentleness from her as well. This is a wonderful story and I want to give you ALL THE LOVE AND SUPPORT!

When is there going to be more chapters?! This is so well written and so hot! I need a minute to calm down. I love everything you've done with Christine. And you're a master and dialogue. Such wonderful smut, I just needed to mention that again.

SCREAMS PLEASE I NEED RESOLUTION I NEED IT FINE SO ERIK ISNT COMING BACK CHRISTINE GOES TO FIND HIM I JUST I CANT THERE IS NO CLOSUR E

Ok, let's try this again (my previous attempt at a review got cut off): Wow. Just wow. This story is not only incredibly hot; it's also incredibly well written and a really interesting take on their relationship (whatever Christine may tell herself, it IS a relationship and a soulful one at that). I've read this puppy twice now, and I saw things in the second reading that I didn't see in the first. It's clear to me, regardless of how mean and vindictive that Christine appears to be, that she does love Erik. As others have pointed out, the internal confusion of her thoughts and feelings, the stroking of his hair, the need to kiss him (in chapter 4), the confused acknowledgment on her part that it gives her no pleasure to hurt him, and on and on, all point to much deeper feelings than she lets on or will admit to herself. What is somewhat unclear to me is WHY she is fighting those feelings so much. I get that she is hurt and angry at him, but it's not like she is enjoying her life with Raoul and I don't get what she thinks she'd be losing to just leave Raoul to be with Erik. She wants and needs passion and to lose herself in Erik, but at the same time, she FIGHTS all of that with everything she can once the sex is over. I suppose she thinks she's afraid of being "possessed", but her soul and her heart *want* to be possessed, it seems to me. Anyway, enough rambling. I hope like hell you will someday continue this story, as it is one of the most interesting (and did I mention hot?) stories I've read here. At the very least, can you let us know if they would have ended up together ('cos it's looking to me like that's where it will eventually go, but not without some serious additional angst to get through first). Thanks again for this wonderful story. PLEEEAAAASE update. ;)

Wow. Just wow. This story is not only incredibly hot; it's also incredibly well written and a really interesting take on their relationship (whatever Christine may tell herself, it IS a relationship and a soulful one at that). I've read this puppy twice now, and I saw things in the second reading that I didn't see in the first. It's clear to me, regardless of how mean and vindictive that Christine appears to be, that she does love Erik. As others have pointed out-the internal confusion of her thoughts and feelings, the stroking of his hair, the need to kiss him (in chapter 4),

I understand that you don't want to update anymore, and that's okay! I just wish I knew how you were gonna end the story. It's killing me not knowing!

Oh, how I wish you would update this! It's a fantastic story that's expertly written and I wish I had more to read. I've followed this story since the very beginning and wish I could see it to the last chapter.

That ending though... Damn. Lovely story, though it was a little unusual.

Great writing! I love the dialogue.

How very sinful of a story and so sad. Darn Christine, doesn't she know that her life will never be the same without Erik? I really like your writing. Thank you for sharing. More happy endings please?!

Love this!

I love this! Pretty please update! And please do something to make christine kinder to Erik! She ascts like a ...

That's a very different Christine Daae.

Intense and well written, good twist in their relationship (is it a relationship?) at the end of Chp 3.

Bravo.