...Okay I'm actually crying holy moly and I'm so blown away with how beautiful (beautifully heartwrenching) this chapter was.
I think what makes this story and your writing so incredible is that the characterization is just so spot on. You can see why the characters are doing everything they are doing without even having to explain it in so many words, and my heart is broken for all of them and I just want to wrap them all up and give them hugs and make them tea oh my god.
You've weaved together flashbacks with the present so flawlessly and I'M SO HEARTBROKEN THIS CHAPTER WAS SO HEARTBREAKING AND I'M SO GLAD I STILL HAVE 20 CHAPTERS BECAUSE I GENUINELY NEVER WANT THIS TO END.

OKAY SO MANY THINGS KEEP HAPPENING THAT I'M JUST FLABBERGASTED ABOUT I AM BAMBOOZLED I DID NOT SEE RIN FALLING IN LOVE WITH INUYASHA I DID NOT SEE THAT COMING I DON'T KNOW HOW I FEEL ABOUT IT OH GOD.
Kouga finding out about what happened to Kagome hurt my soul oh man.
AND INUYASHA TRYING TO APOLOGIZE LIKE NO HOMEBOY YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW AND KAGOMES REACTION and oh my lord everything hurts.
I can't wait to see what happens when InuYasha and Kagome have to make their trek back to the well I CAN'T STOP READING THIS I CAN'T SAY ENOUGH NICE THINGS ABOUT IT.

Please tell me there's more! My heart aches for Kagome's pain.

OKAY I JUST NEED A MOMENT TO COLLECT MYSELF.
I'm so - in love with all of this? I just can't even put it into words like it's just so real and raw and I feel absolutely heartbroken but I sympathize with Kagome so much,but I also feel for the other characters too my lord. At first I was a little taken aback because shes so kind and whatnot but everything she's been through in this story and her hardened personality it just makes so much sense I WANT TO GIVE HER A HUG MAN AND MAKE HER A CUP OF TEA. I'm so here for sassy af Kagome, also, like you tell him girl. And shippOU oh my goodness and everyone else I just. RIN! I'm so here for badass!protective over Inuyasha Rin my lord. AND INUYASHA LIKE MY DELINQUENT CHILD WHAT ARE YOU DOING.
Honestly, I don't know where I expected this was headed after Kagome fell back into the wel but I did not expect him to completely forget her and all his memories and POOR KAGOME BUT ALSO POOR INUYASHA I don't know if we're supposed to sympathize with him, but I'm starting to and that's painful too and I just. MAN LIKE SIMMER DOWN SATAN (and I mean that in the best way possible) BUT NOT TODAY SATAN. NOT TODAY.
Clearly this story is painful in the best way and addicting because I haven't been able to stop reading it. I don't think this review was much more than me rambling/screech flailing at you so I'm sorry for that but yeow. You're an absolutely wonderful writer and I'm going to keep liveblogging as I read, I'll give you warning now hahaha.

Okay so I just recently saw some people flailing about this story on Tumblr and it seemed so wildly AU I was like alright we'll see I'll give this a try buT OH MY GOD
LIKE THREE SENTENCES IN MY HEART HAD ALREADY SHATTERED IN MY CHEST AND IT HURTS SO MUCH BUT YOU'RE SUCH A WONDERFUL WRITER and it's just so raw and real and I'm going to read on, and I'm probably going to liveblog my experience so get ready for that.

Por favor continue! Não suporto ler o capítulo 38 sem ter a certeza da continuação. A história é tenebrosa e fantastíca. Mesmo nas fanfics e nos livros que li não encontrei histórias com tal profundidade. Não abandone os personagens!

Please finish this story. It is great and I love it! Please update!

Love the story! Please release the ending... its been over 10 years now.

I hope you know how much torment your fic has out me through in these last 24 hours that it took me to read it, and how much I loved every second of it.
I am so confused as to what happened to my baby's mind, and I'm hoping the next chapter you make (if you haven't given up this fic) has some of his perspective. Like some of the original Inuyasha lying just beneath the surface, fully aware but (I've dubbed it) baby animal Inuyasha at the forefront working his body on autopilot, with original Inuyasha battling the demons that possess him, keeping them at bay to the point that baby animal Inuyasha is ALL he can muster of himself to be there for Kagome and protect her.
Also, I just CAN'T shake the feeling that Inuyasha's human heart is entirely gone, more like it's hiding until the right moment. The moment that demon Inuyasha gives up, and HUMAN Inuyasha comes out of hiding and basically smacks his other half and reminds him what he's fighting for. He's fighting for himself. He's fighting for the friends he's lost. He's fighting for the friends he still has. He's fighting to atone for his sins. He's fighting for another chance. He's fighting for Kagome, and the future he wants with her. Because, in the words of the third movie, humans are the most greedy, selfish, and stubborn creatures in the world, and human Inuyasha sure as hell isn't going to give up now, not gonna let himself die after how far he's come to get here.
Anyway, totally loving this fic and hoping that you haven't abandoned it!
Much love and smushes,
Kenzie-chan~~~

This fic is great

I have been following this story for 9 years! I so wish she'd finish it or allow someone else to its like once a year updates now. I realize she has a life as well. but she sure seems to not mind dragging her heels and making her fans wait. I used to think it was for reviews but ive noticed many stopped reviewing. I used to think this story was DOA maybe im correct its hard to get into a story when you see it was started almost 9 years ago and was never finished. and appears to never be finished!

The plot for this story was truly well thought out and amazing. I really hope you can give us an ending for this story. At this point I'd be happy with just a summary of how you wanted everything to play out/end. Please finish this for all your loyal readers who've been waiting!

I think I'm just going to sob for the rest of forever. This story is genius. Please finish it.

EXCUSE ME. ITS BEEN MORE THAN A YEAR. I know you write this super twisted fanfic and it is fantastic. HOWEVER you are being cruel to your reviewers and loyal readers by not finishing this. You've been working on this for ten years. Don't give up at the final stretch. You've invested the time, see it through. Its a fantastic story.

Please come back to this story! I'm sad you haven't updated it! You've been working on this for 10 years. It's such an amazing, raw, twisted fic. Us, reviewers, would be so grateful for you to come back. Even if you don't, thank you for writing such a story :)
But regardless, I want u back to writing lol