REFUR! Please update this! It's been on my email alerts for yonks now and my inbox is sad it hasnt been updated!

Also thought id take the opportunity to say THANK YOU SO MUCH for the episode reviews of doom - best picspam review thing ever! I dont have a LJ so i dont comment, but I always want to because I really look forward to them every time SPN is on! I think the way you use words and speculate on crazy little things is fantastic, I just love every one. And the fabulous drunk sam seal of disapproval is teh awesome. YOU ARE MADE OF AMAZING! I actually use "fall on pie" in everyday life (Today: "Aw... this weekend the guy from Jaws fell on pie." - my family: "WTF?") I love that you love the guest characters, and I love your love for Bobby's pig hat. And the dean's brain conversations... and the glee over any 's sheer class, and I love it. Your musings amuse me, and definitely are a highlight of my week.

Fangirlishly

xZx

Hey! I love this chapter. I really really hope that you'll continue this fic because it's become one of my favs. I just love how you've involved Jess and John and how the characters are just spot on!

Really love the way you write and I love this story - hope you update soon.

you should up date and finish its a good story

This fic is absolutely awesome. x.x; I mean, really. Totally original idea with the two realities at once and everything. Please continue writing! :)

Please? Update?

I have to say this is one of the best plots I've read for a Supernatural fiction. Thank you for sharing! You had me hooked on every chapter, so much so that I couldn't stop to review each chapter; the story was just to tantalizing! I look forward to reading more!

great story...you should really update soon

Please please please, update soon! It hasn't been updated for so long!

wow...you know I never think of supernaturale in this way. and I gota say...I LOVE IT MAN!LOL this story rock! I mean really! can't wait to see more!

Just finished reading chs 1-16 after the were recommended to me. This such a complex and well written fic. I can't wait to see where it ends up. I shall be looking forward to an update.

You know, I came so close to not reviewing this one because I honestly had no idea what to say. I am continually just in awe of this story. I mean the way you've written it is just so well planned out and yet chaotic... it's just amazing. Have you seriously known throughout this entire story where you were going with it? Because when I write a long story I tend to know where I'm going and end up piecing small parts together to reach the ending... but yours is so detailed and just all the heck over... I don't have a clue how you do it.

I mean it's like you've taken a completely complicated math problem, started with the answer and worked your way backwards to the question. I'm just seriously in awe. And yeah, I still haven't a clue as to what's going on but I love it. ;) j/k

So Sam made a deal with 'something' (not Dean) so he could live in a place where everyone lives? But he has to face both realities as his penance is that it? Because it makes complete sense in my head but like poopy when I try to put it down on paper. I love John's reaction to it all - despite how warped it is - how he's actually proud of Sam for sacrificing his sanity so they're all alive. It's all so simplistic with John. It's easy to see how Sam came to the same conclusion with him being so much like John.

I'm eager to see the next chapter and how Dean deals with this. If he tries to change things back or if maybe Sam somehow shows Dean how much he means to him and his reasoning for doing it. Do they accept Sam's sacrifice now and try and make life better? Give him happy moments and memories in exchange for what he gave up? Or what... now I'm getting giddy again. Okay, enough theorizing from moi. Great chapter! As always. Can't wait for the next one!

I thought you said this was going to be long? *sniffle* more!

I really would like to see Dean split though. It's ooc, I know, but just take a day or so to himself (and then feel guilty about it and stuff)... *sigh* *squishes Dean*

And that angel? Pretty smart, going after the good looking one ;) hee!

Yeah...an update! I don't think I'm confused, it's not all supposed to be clear yet is it? If it is then I am confused :-)

I've visited your LJ and kept up with your stories over there but I'm completely clueless about LJ so haven't been able to comment there. Love your fics and your recs too!

Wow! I loved John's reaction to finding dead not-Dean and then finding that real-Dean was still alive...very powerful and what I knew was really in there somewhere.

This cleared up a lot and I'm glad Jessica is there to help me think about this stuff. But, there's still a Dean we can't see, isn't there?

This is now creating some "Hm" in me. Before, I was just trying to keep up.

Really good chapter.