I’m pretty sure both dude A and Dude B aren’t in author’s life anymore but I feel bad she felt the pressure to choose. Like if you aren’t sure, then you probably don’t love them that way.

Did it seriously end like that? I'm not ok. Just...unbelievable. Funny but terrifying...

Love the callbacks to L's og death and the roof scene.

Most dubious consent ever lmao. I don't know whether to laugh or cry at how this ended up.

Matsuda plsssss...

L is still such a a piece of sh*t that I'm in only was he forcing himself on Light, but he manipulates him by faking Soichiro's death and having Mello hold him at gunpoint? This is beyond...beyond belief. And Mello...wtf again, insulting L like that when he's trying to ask him to be allowed on the case because he hates Light. Wow...people really have issues in this AU. Let alone Miss and the trial...or L's whole questionable relationship with an underage Light. There's some serious coping here on his end that this torture is still ok to save him, even with the admission that it isn't 100% right.

L you ducking bastard...! Abusing Light like that...wtf, still in shock. I'll leave a better review sometime.

2022 and I am back for yet another re-read. This fic will always have a special place in my heart, and will never stop being an absolute gem to me. Thank you so much for writing this!

Still, in 2022 one of the best fanfics ive read of all time! And im so happy its in the death note fandom of all things. It is the most OOC and IC thing ive ever read, geez i cant ignore hpw much i love this book. Finished this in 3 days, so id say rather good. Some stuff was uncomfortable like the gum scene or any where light is a minor, but one forgets that easily. I dont think i can read deatj note without imagining this as the true ending! Right in all parts, and i wish there was more mello, matt, and near but thats just a personal thing. Mikami was a bit OOC in the end but all good, hes not as important as light or L. But i do wish there was a scene where they go to heaven together, that would've been the way to end it, from where it started. Im just saying...but the end is still nice tho, just kinda wanted another chapter. Overall, an amazing read, you just have to have your own ending of sorts haha.

(Sorry for grammar errors i have long nails on)

Please, the ending made me lough so hard- Poor Matsuds tho, but, he seems to be unlucly when it comes to avoiding any of the intimine situations Light and L have together- I'll pray for Matsuda forgetting quickly and add that this story was amazing! 3

I was so close to crying about 3 times, yet i held it. This is bringing pain not only to them, but to me as well :")

epic thing honestly

I totally did not binge-read this in one afternoon? Who? Definitely not me.

Hahaha anyways, this was so good! Extremely well written and perfect amount of suspense too! Also very happy the ending, and the two's relationship is extraordinary!

LIGHT! WHAT ARE YOU DOING? Did you seriously not think all these deaths would be hella suspicious.

I read this fanfic in russian but I must say you that it’s AMAZING i really love this story! thank you :3