Hi there Darklight!
I dunno if you still check in on the site, or if you write anymore, but I wanted to tell you... that I love your style of writing, how eloquently you can convey very relatable emotions, and how accurately you can write characters you didn't even create. Those are all so important in writing fanfics, and I have followed this particular story for years, since it was left on my favorites years ago.

I have come back to this site in a bout of nostalgia, finding old favorites, and either finishing them or re-reading them. I've re-read yours, because even today, after my newest replay of FFX (Now remastered, man we are getting old, LOL), you have so much to be proud of. Your fanfic stands above, to me, all others in it's depth and accuracy in mental illness, as well as the internal struggles of LGBT youth.

I hope you still enjoy writing. You're so great at it, and seeing your footnotes after each chapter made me feel like we were good friends. The story will hopefully one day continue, but if not, this will remain one of my favorites, and I wish you all the best.

~Samantha

Please I want more

While I in no way ship these two, I'm really enjoying this story. I homestly can't stop smiling. I also love how Rikku became Auron's wingman. Again, can't stop smiling.

Wow time sure flies, it's been more than 7 years since this story was updated!? This is still by far the best AuronxTidus story I've ever read and I really hope you will find the inspiration to continue this one day

This is the 3rd time I read this over the past years, I was always kinda hoping you would finish it some day :c And I hope you really will.. Best Auron/Tidus fic out there, hoping for an update one day ;-;

Just found this and I love it. Kinda wish I had more to read T.T poor Tidus though...and Rikku is hilarious. Yuna upset me a couple times, but she redeemed herself. Auron he's so amusing with his indecisive behavior and I want to do most horrid things to Seymour...things that involve melting skin and intrails because really...I think he deserves worse then I can truly imagine in my own mind x.x

I LOVE DIS FLUFF

i just reaf d all of this in one night
i hope you update this beautiful thing ;-;

nice job with the story! heh...kinky smex is the best! keep up the good work!

NO! YOU MUST WRITE MORE! I'VE SPEND THE PAST 3 DAYS READING THIS STORY FOR HOURS AND FURTHERMORE THIS IS MY SECOND TIME READING IT THE PAST TWO YEARS *sooooooooooobs* I must know what happens! I love this story and I've been obsessed with Auron since I was like 12; hell I've been obsessed with the game since I was 10. I'm literally holding my Auron action figure right now while reading this and I am just...NO! WRITE MORE! PLEEEEEEEEASE! *flails arms* I get you have a RL, I will patiently await, sobbing in the shadows.

OH MY GODDESSES! -Flips the fucking table- WHY DID I NOT SEE THIS BEFORE? THIS IS SO PERFECT! I like the fact that Tidus is gay, too, too fucking perfect. Thanks for writing this, this is pure and utter perfection, I really love how you write!

Hi! I just started reading this and this is really good so far! I even cried when 'the mistake' happened lol. I hope there will be a part where Auron and Tidus have sex \\\\ I can't wait! Anyway! Thank you for creating this :)

I hope you will think of finishing this considering the re-release of FFX is due out in a month!

Hello
I did a review named WOWZA for a past chapter you did. Since then I've quite enjoyed this series, but in this chapter, the added up AMOUNT of partners is a tad disturbing for my tastes. Granted, I get that this wasn't written for me in particular, but if any other readers feel this way as well, I'd like to convey our feelings as a whole. Gangbangs are okay, I'm certainly not saying that was super distasteful, but at this point, in all, Tidus absolutely HAS to be way over a hundred as far as partners go. (From what I've been hinted to in the text.)

Don't you think it would ruin him for when him and Auron have sex? I mean, maybe I'm the only one thinking of the physical toll it takes on a sphincter when over-used. I'm probably over thinking it. But its sorta the same concept as a woman, but guys, as far as I know, can't really do the male equivalent of the 'tightening' exercise. (I'm probably undereducated in that department. I will google this later to be sure, haha.)

I just feel that damaged goods, especially damaged to this extent, will make people have a lot less respect for Tidus as a person. In doing so, this devalues any sex he has as a result, since he gives it to whoever asks or offers. I realize the story is already written and that my comment doesn't hold much sway, but perhaps this review is some food for thought?

To be honest, this chapter alone kinda ruined the entire mood for me, and don't get me wrong, its not because its poorly written! I love your story writing skills. Like I said, just an opinion I have.

Let me tell you, I've read quite a bit of BL and Yaoi fan-fictions, but this chapter in particular was wonderful in a few ways:

1. You made his reactions and thought process VERY accurate for that sort of thing.
2. The sensations you described are very true to life and that really made it easier to read.
3. You can write properly. You'd be surprised how many fan-fictions I've stopped reading simply because they butcher the English language so badly I can't get over it. LOL.

Please keep writing because you're very good at it, and your ability to keep me, of all people, interested is just a huge achievement. Thank you for the story. :D