|Reviews for COINQUINATUS|
| deelaNerth chapter 16 . 11/11/2015
every chapter, I cried reading this. my mood dropped as desperate as roxas did. and just for reading silentium and this, I abandoned my class. I couldn't go to collage with a watery eyes, could I ? :'v
really, I love your story. :3
| FlyLittleMoth chapter 16 . 10/20/2015
I almost cried throughout this story. It hits so close to home, as I've suffered from a very similar depression, not as drastic as to self-harm, but far enough to desire an end to the waking nightmare. I very nearly drove my car into oncoming traffic many times, wishing i had the courage to do it, but I never did. Crushed by pressures and stresses, seeing friends happy made me sick to my stomach. Envy prickled under my skin like pins and needles when I'd see two people in a relationship. Just as you described, it's like an inescapable loneliness, a desolate feeling that you hate with every fibre, but you don't want others around you to burden themselves with you. You feel the stares on your back like a sixth sense, wondering, reluctantly, that they are silently mocking you with their eyes. I hated the world and everyone in it.
Thankfully, now I have gotten help, with a supportive sister and friends who saw my downward spiral and helped to guide me back up. My best friend, who is a 47 yr old woman named Megan (as I am a 22 year old woman, similarly named Meaghan), saw when my life took a sharp pitfall, where I broke at work and couldn't be consoled for a long time, she ensured that I went to the doctor to get help. She went there WITH me, in place of my own parents, because, like Cloud, Roxas and Namine's mother that you have depicted, my parents were too wrapped up in their own worlds to notice. Now, I am on medication to prevent me from falling so far again - artificial dopamine is a wonderful thing, as it has prevented my life from spiralling into decay once more. I do many other things, sports and going to the gym for example, to help release the natural serotonin, dopamine and endorphins to make me feel happy.
Megan has been in my shoes, and that is how she can relate. I have been in Roxas' shoes, and that is how I can relate.
You have written a beautiful story. Thank you.
| sleepingwind chapter 16 . 7/13/2015
i actually choked on my spit when i saw this update. i loved this so much, a happy ending. i liked it, thank you!
| YAJJ chapter 16 . 7/10/2015
YOU REALLY DID IT YOU REALLY DID IT OH GOOOOOODDDDD YOU REALLY DID IT
I couldn't be more pleased this is exactly the closure that was needed this is exactly what this story needed yes yes yes thank you so much... Thank you so much...
And I'm being completely serious. Every time my phone jingled for a new email I hurried to app to see if it was you. I have been unable to stop smiling not even after I read it oh Janriel thank you so much for updating this... Thank you so much... My blond strife sibling thirst was quenched and i just...
I can't stop smiling I'm so happy I am so haaaaaappppppyyyyyyy...
It doesn't matter how long it took, I was just so glad to see it, and I'm especially glad that it wasn't forced, that you had fun writing it. I loved it! I loved it!
Although I must say my favorite part was Roxas hugging Nami and Cloud and eventually Cloud swapping them both into his arms like this is exactly how I imagine big brother Cloud literally it's beautiful it's perfect ohhhh baby you're not going to lose either of your siblings they love you too much Cloud my sweet...
I'm sorry, my heart and my cheeks hurt. 3
No, but I really am so glad to see this. This adds a sort of closure to the story, by tying all the loose ends, that the first last chapter left out. I'm glad it finally got done.
And bullshit you didn't improve. You're a lovely writer and you only got lovelier!
| MoonStar100 chapter 15 . 8/19/2014
:) Again, amazing story. The continuation was great and I'm happy you showed people that even when a victim's attacker is gone, the victim can still be in pain. I love your writing and can't wait to go read more! Thanks!
| YAJJ chapter 15 . 7/10/2014
So I so started tearing up so hard... Gah, I loved it... I just wish there was a sort of resolution between Cloud, Nam and Roxas. Honestly, I think Roxas, once he was "better" so to speak, should have gone up to Cloud and told him the attempted suicide wasn't his fault. And the mirror thing wasn't his fault. Cause their Mom sure made it seem that way. Like Roxas should have thanked Cloud for everything he did, cause he did do a lot.
I love Cloud and Roxas.
I don't even know why I looked at this. I guess I saw it enough that it was time to check it out, and the prequel, obviously. I don't normally like SoRoxas, because I always see them as brothers, but... this was very good.
Okay, that is all.
Until next time,
| Rexien chapter 15 . 10/24/2013
... *crickets chirp* *owl calls* *tumble weed rolls*
You have one dark mind. I like it :)
| Guest chapter 11 . 9/18/2013
That teacher irked me. When I read her verbal smackdown I was like... "HELL MOTHAFUCKING NO. DID THAT BITCH JUST SAY THAT? DAH FUCK IS HER PROBLEM? YOU DON'T SAY THAT TO FUCKING PEOPLE." I also didn't realize I said this outloud and apparently am crazy. Also I love you for this AU 3
| lordibau chapter 15 . 5/28/2013
Both stories were fantastic!
But I can't help but wonder how much of it you know by experience...or not.
Anyway, this kind of stories held great interest to me because they help me broadening my horizons.
I evolved a bit thanks to that.
| Chibimeme chapter 1 . 5/25/2013
do you take requests? If you do could you write a story similar to this one but about Ventus?
It would be awesome!
Thanks :P xxx
| HawkRider chapter 15 . 5/18/2013
This is such a sweet ending... I'm so sad that it is over... But I'm happy for Roxas.
Man, I'm glad Marluxia was locked away... And I wasn't all that surprised with Larxene really. It was something I expected but didn't really expect to see in the story...
Anyway, this was a great sequel. I'm looking forwards to reading more of your work!
| HawkRider chapter 14 . 5/18/2013
Oh,wow... This is so sad... What a thing to wake up to...
This was brilliant... Poor Roxas. I can really sympathise with him about that...
I love this chapter. I'm looking forwards to the next few minutes when I will read the epilogue..
| Chibimeme chapter 15 . 5/16/2013
You HAVE to make another sora/roxas fanfic! I loved this one and Silentium! your style of writing is captivating and i hope you write another one! :P
| GriffinRose chapter 15 . 5/3/2013
I can't believe it's over! It was fantastic! I loved this story and the one before it! I'm glad you posted that on deviantart by the way, it's one that I often go back and reread.
When is the published version coming out? I'd love to read that too.
| orrpheuss chapter 13 . 3/7/2013
YOU CANT LEAVE ME ON THIS DAMN PLACE! I NEED MORE! YOU BEST BE WRITING, IM SSO EXICTED FOR WHAT WILL HAPPEN NEXT! OMG UPDATE PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEE3EEEEEEEEE EEEREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! IM WAITING! PLEASE!
I love when Roxas loses his temper! Its awesome! _ If you don't update soon...someone gonna die.