|Reviews for nevertheless, hello|
| Kenocide chapter 1 . 9/15
I'm crying right now, and let me tell you, it's /very/ hard to get me to cry. This was the most beautiful, realistic fanfiction that I think I've ever read - The addiction, the hallucinations, the realization that this form of Kise isn't actually real... It brings me to tears at how much of a heart wrenching situation this is. The pills were canceled. That was when I started crying because I realized that he'd be truly alone for the first time. And of course, I was listening to the vocaloid song 'Eden' that was animated in MMD with Ryouta, so that made even more of an impact on me.
I guess what I really want to say is thank you so much for writing this, I haven't seen a good fanfiction like this in a very long time. Really - Thank you so, so much...
| seatides chapter 1 . 6/6
I just want to say that it's been a couple years since I first read this story, and I must say that it's still my favourite knb fic I have ever read. And to top it all off, it's the one and only story where I have legitimately cried. There's just something so provoking about your story; the way "Ryouta" is a very good copy of Kise, but never enough; the way Aomine KNOWS he's in denial, that there's something incredibly messed up with his situation, and can't stop himself from taking a pill, from stealing another moment with the only boy he's ever loved. There's such a feeling of desperation throughout the story, with the only instances of calm when "Ryouta" appears - though this, still, is bittersweet as we all know it's not real.
The goodbye was what got me the most because it's everything he never got to say, and never really WOULD get to say. My heart broke when "Aominecchi" was finally used; it was so familiar that it just invoked a whole different sense of loss, especially after they spend the whole day together just remembering the moments they'd shared. This is going to sound a bit weird, but you made the characters really come to life: they weren't just characters - they felt like very real people who suffered and cried and tried to move on after losing something so important to them.
I really can't express how much I love this story. Thank you very much for writing this 3
| Guest chapter 1 . 5/31
Omg my heart hurts and omg the feels
| Katcchan chapter 1 . 5/26
I just want to tell you that you are such an amazing writer. I read this a month ago (or maybe two), and when I decided to scan through it again, I cried just by reading Aomine's last words to Kise. JUST BY THAT. You are a blessing from the heavens thank you for writing this T.T
| eenayde chapter 1 . 5/26
Wtfwtfwtfomgomgomg I AM CRYING, YOU MEANIE. YOU MADE ME CRY. TT
I loved this. It was amazing. Absolutely amazing. I was so moved!
Feeling depressed now. My feelings are all jumbled up! Waaaaaaaaaah!
It was beautiful. Okay? Yeah. I loved it. Thank you for writing this. :) :(
| LouiseUchiha chapter 1 . 5/18
This was so sad... :(
I love Kise Ryouta
| Evime chapter 1 . 3/23
This literally made me cry and I called my best friend and I cried on the phone to her and she freaked out and I told her I'm crying because of sad fanfiction.
I love your writing, even if it rips my heart out.
| claire-1010 chapter 1 . 2/1
| xxxmutil-fandom-loverxxx chapter 1 . 1/22
OMG IM SO CRUSHED IM SO DONE :''''\
| Guest chapter 1 . 1/13
omf the feeeells woman, the feels! u got some awesome language there too but the only thing i have to say about this besides that wasbthe ending was a teeny bit too.. brisk i guess, it seemed to happen too fast
| not really using this anymore chapter 1 . 11/7/2014
The feels on the bus go round and round...
I am in tears. I don't know why I do this to myself; I must be a masochist or something. The parts where Kise is beside him one minute and gone the next were especially heartwrenching. That Aomine had to create *a* Kise to cope. That he couldn't hold onto him in public. That the title is nevertheless, hello, but the ending is nevertheless, goodbye. The panic when Aomine realizes his time with Kise will be up. When he says that every minute spent with the therapist is a minute away from Kise.
This kind of thing is actually why I have a fear of driving. I have my license, but never drive as I'm a very unfocused and absent-minded person; I don't notice things, like Aomine didn't notice that truck.
In the end, it appears that Aomine let Kise go, finished the pills, and decided to try to move on, but it was vague. I will be blunt: did Aomine commit suicide?
| I really hate u chapter 1 . 8/19/2014
In all honesty, I didn't even cry until the end. It was the goddamn 'Nevertheless, goodbye.' part that really got me haha. After I read that, all Hell broke loose, and I'm still crying even after 2 hours.
Gee, thanks for ruining my life. I really appreciate it :'-(
| Kensy Echo chapter 1 . 7/31/2014
Voi-san (may I call you that?) It's a really beautiful fanfiction. I would have sobbed to sleep if only my sister wasn't beside me when I read this. But, tears still can't stop falling from my eyes, thanks to your story. You write all events and emotions with enough description to send the feeling to me as a reader. Even if you write that Aomine always denied Kise's death and he lived with those hallucination of Kise, you also write those sentences that explain the wrong thing of what Aomine's doing. That in reality, Kise is never there anymore. It's amazing! It makes me so want to hug Aomine. I also like the part when Aomine seems afraid to call Kise with 'Kise' and for the other to call him 'Aominecchi' again. And the last message from Aomine is what makes me can't stop crying. It's so Aomine but it sounds too hurt and full of depression feeling. I really love this story and the sentence, 'you still have life to live' from this story.
Keep writing! Thank you for writing this story!
| The Chibi Overlord chapter 1 . 7/25/2014
There are only a few stories that I have read that bring about emotion on such a crazy level. I guess the only thing I can say to you is Thank you for writing such a beautiful, tragic story that moved me to tears. I had to go looking for someone to hug after I read this. It was traumatic, but definitely worth it.
| Knight chapter 1 . 7/13/2014
okay maybe you wont burn in a frying pan good job on making me cry until im literally broke