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Clary:

I hate her. I can't believe she just did that. This isn't happening. The backs of my eyes sting warningly at the sign of unshed tears. I can't act affected. I look up into her calculating blue eyes, looking over my face and checking for any sign of emotion. I keep my features blank, avoid of pain, though my heart is throbbing uncomfortably in my chest. Seelie had always been a total bitch, but never this. Never this. On the front of my locker was now a mirror. A mirror she put there. The mirror wasn't easy to see yourself in though, considering the fact it was covered in words. hoe. bitch. slut. ugly. anorexic. depressed. freak. loser. desperate. crazy. pale. nothing. worthless. The hateful words covered every inch of the full length mirror, and were absorbed in every inch of my mind. I take a deep breath. Focus, time to act.

I tap Seelie on the shoulder looking up at her curiously. "What." She snaps, eyebrows furrowing in confusion and anxiety. "Did you mean to hang this on your locker?" I ask innocently, looking into her eyes menacingly. The gathering crowd chuckles quietly, as if scared Seelie might hear. "Nope, it's in the right spot." She bites back, smiling tightly. I see red. I must keep control. "Well thanks for the present!" I giggle, blowing her a kiss and walking in the opposite direction, desperately trying to hold back the sob racking through me. I walk into the nearest bathroom and slam the stall door, managing to ignore the other girls confused looks.

I hate this feeling, the way you have to cry silently, where your throat gets tight and you can't breath, the way your eyes run endlessly while you try to keep quiet. What did I do to deserve all of this? What did I do to deserve the depression, the bullying, the divorce, the abuse, and the death of my only friend? It's all too much. I try to act strong, but I am weak and cracking, and one day I will shatter into pieces that can't be put back together. A heavier sob goes through me, causing me to make a throaty noise. Eyes streaming watery bands of pain, I get up and take a deep breath, Seelie of all people doesn't deserve my tears, my pain.

Wiping my eyes and blowing my nose I unlock the stall and casually walk out. Luckily everyone had already left. Sighing I look at my misshapen face, out of all the bad things I already have I get to be hideous too. Pulling out my makeup bag I reapply my makeup, some concealer for the bruises and some eyeliner and mascara. I breath in and look at the girl in the mirror, I refuse to believe that thing with the frizzy red hair and white skin was me. Nothing happened. I didn't cry. I'm fine. It didn't get to me. I walk out the door to my locker. I'm not fine.

Jace:

Her lips move desperate and sloppy against mine as we kiss passionately. I don't even know the girl's name, but she was pretty hot and started to make out with me, so who the hell am I to tell her to stop? I move my lips against hers sensually and expertly, my hands moving down to cup her butt. Who cares if we were in the middle of the hall? I'm about to deepen the kiss when the bell rings. I pull away slowly, looking the girl in the eyes, she smiles flirtatiously and walks off, trying to pronounce her ass by swaying her hips.

I smirk, it was my first day and I already had every girl here wrapped around my finger. It was so easy, use them and throw them away, no emotion, no love, and inevitably no hurt. I can't afford any more hurt. I start walking, checking my list for my next class when all the sudden I collide with someone sending them sprawling on the floor. After gaining my senses again I look down and my eyes involuntarily widen; she was breathtaking. Her face is smooth yet angular with a light dusting of freckles and flawless pearly skin. Her eyes an alluring emerald color and her hair falls in thick crimson waves on her shoulders. Her small hands grapple for her sketchpad and she jumps to her feet and glances at me for the first time. I feel a spark as we stare at each other until her look turns to disgust. "I'm sorry, I wasn't paying attention." I state, pulling my walls that she had brought to the floor with her. What's wrong with me I don't even know this girl. She nods curtly replying with a simple, "Me either." Why wasn't she swooning or even blushing? Game on. "Well I always knew I could sweep a girl off her feet.. but never this." I say chuckling giving her my heart-melting smirk. She just grimaces and begins to walk away."You know lunch is this way!" I call out, confused on where she was going. "I know." She says coldly, not glancing back. I make a split second decision and decide to follow the mysterious girl.

xxxxx

I stand silently in the doorway of the seemingly abandoned room and she picks up a worn out guitar and plops on the the rug, sitting criss-cross. She begins to strum the the strings, creating a beautiful yet haunting melody. And then she begins to sing. And my heart stops.

I've written songs
In the dark, in the dark, in the dark, in the dark
I've felt inspired
In the dark, in the dark, in the dark, in the dark
I hide myself
In the dark, in the dark, in the dark, in the dark
Used to be afraid
Of the dark, of the dark, of the dark, of the dark
Those in the light know we die
In the dark, in the dark, in the dark, in the dark

There's only artificial light here
My flaws hide well here
I used to be afraid of cluttered noises
Now I'm afraid of silence
Fill this space
Idle words

I'm scared to death of light and silence
Come one kill me inside this
Raise me up to live again
Like you did, like you did

Now I am mute despite myself
All of them are gone
The silence overtakes me
The idle words forsake me
And I am left to face me

I'm held accountable
For every idle word
Curse the idle words

I'm scared to death of light and silence
Come on kill me inside this
Raise me up to live again
Like you did, like you did

Glory shows up
Exposes us
I'm naked here
Forsaken here
By the dark
By the dark
Damn the dark

I'm scared to death of light and silence
Come on kill me inside this
Raise me up to live again
Like you did, like you did

There was an unmistakeable depth of pain and despair in her voice as she sang the song with eyes closed, screaming to the walls with more emotion than anyone I've ever heard sing before. I step out of the room and jog away, head pounding, raging with inner battle. I can't fall for someone. They will just leave me. Everyone leaves me. But I can't help it. She is perfect.

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