Yes this is a new story! WARNING! This story is going to angsty with an HEA. The really sad parts start at chapter 6. I will note so if you don't want to read it I will put a little note at the bottom of what happened. Also there is pot smoking and swearing.

I have to thanks to my girls for the the help they give me. I would never get anything new out if it wasn't for them!

I own nothin but the plot!


I woke up with the biggest smile today, knowing that I had gotten to wake up. The dreams I'd had last night were so odd, and I had a feeling something was going to change my world. I felt excitement, but uneasiness at the same time. Today was the first day of my senior year, and I couldn't wait to get it started.

Alice and I had been talking about everything we were going to do this year. We wanted to make this our best year. This year, I wanted to go out on a date. That would make my whole year. Alice laughed at me, when I told her my boy goals, but I knew out of all the people I knew, she'd understand the most.

My mother had always been overprotective, but this year, she had promised to let me live a bit more than I had in the last couple of years. Over the summer, we had gone shopping, and I had gotten a whole new wardrobe. This year was about the new improved me. My father had always had my back, and that was what I loved about him. He always listened to me and what I wanted. I really had the best parents in the whole world.

I was standing in front of my closet, when Alice came bouncing in and flopped down on my bed.

"Why are you here so early?" I asked with a laugh.

"I'm excited. I didn't sleep much last night."

"I see," I said with another laugh. "I feel like I have nothing to wear. How horrible is that?" I asked, as we laughed some more. I picked out a pair of jeans, and I honestly loved the fit of them. "I have a really nice ass."

"That you do, Sister," Alice said slapping me on said ass. "I'm pretty sure that's why your mom said they didn't fit right."

"Ha, you're so right on that one. What shirt should I wear?" I asked her, as I stood with my hands on my hips. I had two of them pulled out, but I couldn't choose.

"I like the blue one," she said. I put it on, but then took it right off when I felt cool air on my stomach. "What are you doing?"

"Putting on an undershirt."


"Cause my skin shows."

"Only when you lift your arms, wear it, you look great," she told me, as I held the shirt. I sighed and put it back on, before standing in front of the mirror.

"No one will think I'm a slut, will they?" I asked.

"No more than I am," she said, and I laughed.

She was in no way a slut, but it was our little inside joke. She and Jasper Cullen had been together since he had moved here five years ago, and I was pretty sure they would one day get married.

When I was done getting ready, I headed downstairs to find a note from my parents.

"Bella, have a great, fun and safe day. Call either of us if you need anything. Love you lots," I read to Alice, and she smiled. Both of my parents worked, so I didn't get to see them until after school.

"Oh, twenty bucks!" I laughed waving it in the air. "Are you getting a job?"

"I don't know. It'll really take away from my Jasper time if I do," she said, and I nodded. "You?"

"I really just want to enjoy this year."

"Well, let's go make this the best damn year ever!"

As soon as we were through the doors of the school, I smiled, knowing this was the last first day of school ever. We headed for our homerooms and stopped when we saw Jasper and Emmett. Alice was acting like she hadn't seen him all summer.

"What happened?" I asked, as I touched Emmett's cheek.

"New brother," he told me, pulling my hand away, "Guy's a freak."

"Em, he warned you six times to shut up, but you kept pushing," Jasper said.

"He's okay, just fucked in the head, and we've both been there."

"Is he in school? Is he older or younger?" I asked.

"Stay away from him, Bella," Emmett warned looking down at me. "He's our age and more messed up than anyone I know."

"I'm not going to be rude to him," I defended.

"Yeah, well, he'll be rude to you," Em said shaking his head.

"Should we include him?" Alice asked.

"I already did," Jasper said with his arm around Alice. "We'll just have to wait and see if he sits with us at lunch."

I jumped when the bell rang. It scared me all the time. I laughed at myself, as I walked to my homeroom. When I walked through the door, I saw the hottest, strangest- looking boy ever. I stared at him, as I walked to the empty seat next to him. His hair was spiky, and he had black eyeliner under his eyes, with a scowl on his face. He had this perfect jaw with stubble that looks a few days old. His leather coat looked vintage, and his jeans and t-shirt were black. There was something so dark about him, and it wasn't just his clothes. He looked so sad.

"Hey, I'm Bella," I said with a smile. He turned his head just enough to look at me, and I saw he had, hands down, the greenest eyes I had ever seen.

"Awesome," he said in a bored tone and went back to writing in a notebook.

"Um…you're the newest addition to the Cullen's, right?"

"I don't want any friends, so just knock it off," he said rudely, and I bit my lip.

"Bella, Bella, Bella," Mike Newton said sitting on my desk. "You're looking well."

"Thanks, Mike," I said. Mike was not my favorite person. He used to be really mean to me, but last year he had asked me out. Honestly, he gave me the creeps.

"Let's go to the movies this weekend," he said.

"No thanks."

"Why not?"

"Because I don't want to go with you," I said, and he laughed. He thought all the girls in this school wanted him.

"You're never gonna get laid," he whispered pushing my desk. I took a deep breath when he walked away. I chanced a glance at the new guy, and he was glaring at Mike.

"What's your name?" I asked him. He stared at me before rolling his eyes. "I'm friends with Emmett and Jasper. Jas said he invited you to sit with us at lunch."

"Do you know where I can get some weed?" he asked me.

"What's your name?" I asked him again. Everyone knew where to get weed.

"Do you know?" he asked. I nodded. "Edward."

"It's nice to meet you, Edward. To answer your question, you know the person you need," I said, as I turned away from him. I heard him chuckle, and I looked out of the corner of my eye to see him staring at me. "Having a friend won't kill you."

"You smoke?" he asked me.

"I don't," I said turning back toward him.

"Do I scare you?"

"Mike scares me more than you," I told him, and he laughed.

"I'm not going to be your friend," he said turning away from me. I thought he looked tougher than he actually was.

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