If Only For You

A/N I don't really write phanfiction because I don't know how Dan and Phil think about it, but someone wanted me to, so I will. By writing this I am not saying, claiming, or thinking that they are actually together or anything like that. This is just for fun, so enjoy!

Phil's POV

I suppose accidents happen. They aren't always good, but likewise, they aren't always bad. Sometimes accidents are really fate calling for something to happen now, rather than later. It's better not to make a big deal about it. Just let it happen. Everything happens for a reason, and every reason is a part of your life.

It was Tuesday night, and Dan was about ready to start his live show on YouNow. He had asked me to join him for it. Apparently on his last show, a lot of people had been asking for him to get me, and he said that he'd try to get me on the next time.

I was fine with it. I didn't have anything else to do anyway. I would probably just be online all night, and Dan was my best friend, so of course I'd help him out with the show.

"Ready?" Dan asked, logging onto the website.

"Sure," I said, handing him one of two mugs of tea I had made.

He took it and thanked me, before clicking the BROADCAST button. There was a short tone before the screen popped up and we were live. Dan started his test to see if it was working. We were live and broadcasting to a ton of people within a matter of minutes.

I smiled at the happy reactions of people who saw me there with Dan, and laughed slightly. I didn't want to draw too much attention away from him though, so I just sipped quietly at my tea for a while.

After about 10 minutes, Dan and I were already cackling and talking about the weirdest and most random and sometimes embarrassing things.

"Phil, Phil, remember that one time when you were really tired because of jet lag, and when Tesco came, you put everything away, but you put the cereal in the freezer and the ice cream in the cupboard?" Dan laughed.

"Yeah, well you were tired too! You were the one who went into the cupboard and poured yourself a bowl of melted ice cream and put milk in it!" I said, trying to defend myself against the sadly true story.

The comments section was blowing up with "lol's" about the random and strange story.

We did a short Q&A section, answering all kinds of questions that people sent us. We skipped over most of the questions asking us about 'phan', and if we are a relationship. We obviously aren't. Dan is my best friend, nothing more.

"Favorite animal? I think we've made that quite clear… Lion," I said.

"Llama," Dan finished.

"First word that pops into your head?" Dan read out.

We signaled One, Two, And Three. "Walrus!" We both said at the same time, snapping our heads to face each other when we heard each other say the same thing. We broke down in laughter, and talked about the complete randomness of it.

"OH!" Dan exclaimed suddenly. "I have to show you what Phil and I bought in town this week!" He stood up and started to walk over to the table that was a little bit behind us.

While he was making his way over to the table, he tripped on the lamp cord. Usually all that would do is cause a person to stumble slightly. Unfortunately in this case, that wasn't it. You see as he fell, the wire had managed to tangle around his foot. The glass lamp was pulled right off the table and onto Dan. It shattered, sending glass and sparks flying all over him. It was like something out of a cartoon, except more serious.

It all happened in an instant. I was so shocked and stunned for a minute, but I stood up and ran over to him immediately. I left the camera running, as Dan was first priority.

He had a hand on his head, and was moaning quietly.

"Dan? Dan are you okay?"I tried to pull him to his feet and out of the glassy mess.
He swayed from side to side, as if he wasn't completely in control of his movements. He also wouldn't answer me. I looked straight into his slightly unfocussed eyes with concern.

"You're going to be okay!" I pulled him into my arms, and hugged him tight.

I stood there just like that for a few moments, supporting him, and trying to calm him down by keeping him in a hug. It took a while for him to seem any better, but eventually I felt his arms wrap around my back, hugging me in return. I smiled at that. "You're alright," I whispered into his ear. I suddenly found myself kissing his cheek.

It took another five minutes before he was completely better. I pulled away from our embrace, and looked into his eyes to find them more focused. He had a few cuts and scrapes on his face, but he seemed okay. The shock was what had done it for him before. "I always hated that lamp anyways," I said, causing us both to laugh.

"Thanks, Phil," he said.

"For what?"

He just smiled and pulled me into another hug, except this time, as we pulled away, he gently placed his lips against mine. My eyes were wide with shock, but the shock lessened and turned to happiness. He moved his lips from mine and whispered, "For everything".

Did I just kiss my best friend?

We stood there in silence for a while, both of us smiling ridiculously. All of a sudden, we looked up and saw the camera.

Our eyes were wide as we slowly walked to Dan's laptop.

"Sh-hey guys!" Dan said in a false cheery tone. "Sorry about that short intermission." He chuckled a bit before whispering, "I'm really trying here."

The comments were dead. There were still a ton of people watching, but no one was saying anything. I blinked several times, and whispered to Dan asking him if we should just end it. He was too stunned to answer, and I figured he had been shocked enough tonight. I shut the laptop and turned off the camera.

I dragged Dan to the couch, where I had him lie down. I leaned against the arm of the couch and tore my fingers through my hair. What even just happened?

"Phil?" I heard Dan's whisper from behind me.

"Yeah?" I answered, turning around and fixing my now tousled hair.

"Calm down and sit down," he said, sliding up into a sitting position to make room for me.

I took a seat. This time, as the thought came into my head, I didn't hesitate to speak. "What even just happened?"

Dan tilted his head slightly as he stared as his hands. I didn't know if he was going to say anything.

"Hang on," I said getting up and jogging to the kitchen. I returned a minute later with a damp cloth. I saw him looking at it curiously. "You have blood on your face," I informed him, scooting up next to him and dabbing at the cuts on his face. "You are alright, right?"

"Yeah," he whispered. He was definitely not okay. "I'm sorry about the lamp and everything."

"Dan, its fine. Like I said, I hated that lamp, didn't you?" I smiled and looked him in the eyes, still dabbing the blood off his face. He held my gaze.

"What are we going to do?" Dan asked.

I hesitated for a minute. "You are going to go change into something without blood on it, and I am going to sweep up the glass."

"That's not what I meant," Dan remarked, smirking slightly because he knew that I knew what he meant.

"I know it's not, but that's what we are doing now." With that I stood up, pecked him on the lips, and walked out of the room. Where was this side of me coming from? Are things going to change now? Is he still just my best friend?

Half an hour later, we were both back sitting on the couch. Dan had made a bowl of popcorn.

I was just about to speak up when Dan did. "So I guess we should probably talk, huh?"

"Yeah," I chuckled softly.

"We kissed, and it was unexpected, and the camera was on, and hundreds of people were watching." He paused. "We might as well get it all there to start with," he finished. We both giggled at the awkwardness.

"It really wasn't bad you know," I gulped.

"Phil, there will be pictures and fake stories everywhere, and people won't know what to believe!"

"I meant when we kissed."

"Oh. Yeah that wasn't bad." We both were smiling.

"This is probably the most awkward conversation we have ever had. Dan, come on, let's just talk about what this means." I was clueless.

"I don't know, I mean it was really really not bad, but does this make things awkward, I mean, until tonight, you have just been my best friend," Dan said, biting his lip.

"Yeah, until tonight, you were just my friend. But tonight…" I trailed off and decided that the best thing to do would probably be to just go with the wind. Whatever we felt was right could happen.

I must have been staring off into empty space, because I was surprised when I found Dan sitting practically on my lap, and pressing his lips against mine once again. I kissed him back, moving one hand to his cheek, and the other to his hair. It was so strange, but not necessarily in a bad way.

He pushed me backwards and remained on top of me. We kissed for a while longer. Dan laid his head on my chest and sighed with happiness. We'd deal with what the fans were thinking later.

"Phil?" Dan called.

"Hm?"

"I'm kind of not sorry I broke that lamp now." I felt his smile through my shirt, and chuckled. I completely agreed.

Okay this is my first Phanfiction. Please don't really hate on it, I kind of felt awkward writing it. Hopefully there are not too many mistakes, but I apologize if there were, I wrote most of this at 2:00 in the morning (How am I supposed to sleep when the Happy Little Pill video might be coming out?) Anyway, please drop a comment in that box down there vvv Bye! ~Lexi~