I want to apologise for something.
If you remember, I posted an update quite a while ago saying I was unsatisfied with this work, blaming it on inconsistency and tropes. Recently, I found I was rather immature about this matter, and I feel I should tell those who have been waiting ages for me to work more on this fic.
The only reason I grew unsatisfied with this fic was only because of a few negative reviews I received.
Normally, I try my best to entertain everyone, no matter their senses of humor or what they like. But when someone isn't satisfied, I start to doubt myself and my skills, even if the majority enjoyed it. It's really immature to have this mindset, but I just absolutely hate disappointing anyone.
I've been working on this for years, and as I grow older, I tend to see the silliness in my past actions. I hate to see myself hating this fic over a few negative opinions, when the rest of you really like it. I realize it's not fair for you guys, being the readers and all.
If there's anything I want to say with this update, it's that I'm sorry my self-doubt kept you from enjoying more of this.
And also, that you shouldn't be afraid to express yourself. If people don't like what you do, it's alright. You don't have to appeal to every single person.
I started getting back into reading other people's fics, not going to mention who or what fic, and I've learned that they aren't perfect either. I saw inconsistencies and holes in places, but I don't let it ruin my experience of the fic, because someone had an idea and wanted to express it through a story.
Working on a completely different fic added to that as well.
All I want to say to you all is that I'm sorry once again for not holding up with my word, and that you should never be afraid to show people what you are made of.
Because of this, I'm not going to give up on this fic. I'll work whatever I can to make it at least make sense, because I still come up with ideas for it everyday.
Speaking of which, I hope you will expect to see another update in the near future. It's about time I got back on this.
Thank you for your time, and I hope you have a wonderful day.