"I want to see him"

I awoke sweaty and hot. I had had that dream again about,Shu. I couldn't stop thinking about him and the dreams wouldn't stop. After he left i don't know what came over me it's like I'm a different person .I keep thinking he'll just show up one day and I'll get to see him once more, but I know that's crazy because he went back home and many a person have told me to stop daydreaming about impossible things including Sara with her little daughter who probably misses Shu the most. but I can't get his face out of my head i just want to see him.