Summery: This is a story from the point of view of a DEAD (yes dead) Lily Potter. This is what happens after she is hit with the Avada Kadevera (sp?) curse. Plz R & R!

AN: And it actually connects to the books! U'll understand my strange reasoning if u read the whole thing. The first post will sound strange, but after u read it for a bit it'll actually make sense. And what I'm saying now probably doesn't make any sense, but once u read it, u'll get it! ^^

Anyway. this idea for a story just popped up randomly. I myself don't exactly get it either. This is supposed to be from the point of view of a dead Lily. how I manage that. well you gotta read to find out! I hope you like it, or at least think it's interesting enough to read! K, that's all. Now on with the fic!

Unfortunately I DON"T OWN Harry Potter or any other Hp characters that are in the series.I DO OWN characters of my own making though! Yay! (If I make any that is. )

Oh. and this is the second ff I've posted on fanfiction.net. so I'm not that great.





*Chapter 1, or maybe Prologue.I don't know!*





What is Life?

She remembered the word. how, she didn't know, but she could put no meaning to it. It was like a dream; maybe it was something other than nothingness. For that was all she could see. Wait. could she even see?

Death.

Maybe that was it.

She was dead.

But what happened to Heaven. and Hell.

Could she be stuck in-between?

No, then she would be somewhere, and she was nowhere, she was nothing. Like the nothingness around her.

The Nothing.

It was nothing. She was nothing. It had no color, no time. She had no sense of time. What was color again?

When most think of nothing they think. black, deep blackness. But that is not nothing, for black is a. color, Nothing has no color. It is an endless, vast expanse of timeless space, with nothing but her thoughts. Or maybe even that was an illusion too. She didn't know.

Perhaps she'd been here forever, who could tell. Years seemed like minutes, and minutes seemed like days. wait, or was it minutes seemed like seconds. She didn't know, she was so confused. Maybe minutes DID seem like days and years seemed like decades. who could tell.

The only thing to keep her company all those long lonely minutes, or perhaps years. yes, years, that sounded better. A flash of Green light. That was all.

Green was a color, something different. It was not Nothing and it kept her going, kept her thinking that she was perhaps not meant to be here. Maybe she was meant to be somewhere else, but she was trapped.

How can one be trapped in Nothing? There is an infinite amount of space; it never ends, just keeps going. And she wandered it, floating.

Floating?

Can one be floating in Nothing? Can one be ANYTHING in Nothing? Perhaps all she is is thoughts, and a memory. A memory of Blinding Green light. Sometimes, another memory, but only twice. A high, cold cackling laugh, filled with malice and greed, death to all.

She shuddered. Could she shudder? Did she have a body? No, She just imagined she shuddered. If she had a body she WOULD have shuddered.

That was how it was. Just her and Nothing. Floating. forever.

Could she float? No. She'd gone over this before. She couldn't. She was dead, after all.

Wasn't she? Dead. Yes.

Why hadn't she seen any other dead people then? Perhaps she was the only dead person.

No. That didn't seem right.

She floated on. Or did she.

Sometimes she felt as if she were not as free. As free to float, forever in Nothing.

Sometimes she felt as if there was something holding her back.

She was chained.

Captive.

A prisoner.

Forever.

She was being held, chained inside of this nothingness, and though she felt like she could float forever, really she was frozen. Frozen in time, in nothing, inside.

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Her soul. It was chained. Until someone released her, released her soul from this prison. Prison of Nothing.



AN: Oookkkaaayyy. I'm freaking myself out. This is the weirdest story I've ever written! Not that I've written many stories, mind. But still. What do you think? Good, bad, Totally absolutely SUCKS!? Hmm. well, that's for you to decide. And the only way I'm gunna know is if you review. Yes, please press that nice, nifty little button down in the left hand (I think) corner of this page! That's it. Go on!

K, thank you to all those ppl who read this REALLY weird FF. And even more thanks to those who actually took the time to review!

If I get enough reviews saying go on, I'll type some more. Yes, there is more! Just review, and you'll find out!

Bye!