someone please tell me
what happened to my heart
I know I once had one
because I can feel the emptiness there

I fell down again
scraped my palms on the ground
and I am reminded of the scars He bore

why do I do this?
I purposely turn my back
again and again
experience should have taught me

I fell down again
can't see for the tears
because I hurt so much

He hung on the cross
blood and tears running down His face
and all for my selfishness,
He was crucified again

I fell down again
God, please pick me back up
I don't want to run from You anymore