Sorry everyone this is not a new chapter just posting this so you all know I am not dead. I have not abandoned this story and still working on it just a lot slower that I had planned. Hopefully I can get a new chapter out in a few days that won't be absolute shit. I have written the next four chapters like twelve times now and have been unsatisfied with them all. Recently just bought my first house and moved in, dealing with some PTSD issues and having surgery early next month. Just know that this is not over until I finally post some shitty epilogue. I appreciate all of the follows and reviews from you all. Thank you for sticking with this story.