What happened with me?
I've been rather updating than making the actual story. I'm gonna give you my current explanation as of 2017. The cousins that I have said broke off is back on, we reconciled and we are back on track. I was notified today by my dentist after the whole cleaning, that my teeth were weak and have small small cavities in between. Guess that's what I get for not flossing! I was also notified about my molars and wisdom teeth that they were bending in and are wanting to pull them out soon before the pain kicks, as well as to have fillings. I've never felt so disappointed in myself, but I'm slowly regrouping myself in positive thoughts. With school, I'm in grade eleven now, meaning that by the start of this week, I'm beginning to choose my courses for my last year of high school-grade twelve. So with that, I'm basically stressing out and as doing so much studying and working in homework for the somewhat nearing into the middle of my semester.
Yes, I have some free time, no that doesn't mean I'm working on my stories, but, I'd like to point out that I really want to complete this and I'm not sure where the direction of this story is going to go. With that said, I've been also trying to workout more often to release more of my sadness and as well as getting into shape, since I've been really fatigue lately and that's when my uric acid kicks in which is very young of me. Meaning too, that I am starting to eat rather properly than improperly, I hope I don't get judge for this, but it's just something that's been really hurting my body lately and with my heart, since my chest is beginning to tighten, but that's gotten better. I've been going through a lot lately, and it's not getting better, but it is better since the last update. I'm free of my depression (Thank GOD!) and finally being able to reconcile with my cousins and as well as spending more family time. Yes, I still have my insecurities, and yes I'm being aware of my body and health as they were degrading a bit.
Does this mean the story is over? No. I don't know when I'll begin working on it again, maybe when I actually get motivated (which you can help!) in order to peruse a more developing story. I'm also working on another story reflecting upon my life and with the ups and downs with the last few years of my life, but not related to this, if I get it finished, I would really like it to be published outside to the world. But little do I know that will happen. I will get back to it soon, and I've just been enduring a lot, and I would like to finish off on Happy First Day of School, Happy Halloween, Happy Thanksgiving, Merry Christmas Eve, Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays, Happy New Years, Happy Valentine's Day and Happy Birthday! See you soon.
I also might begin to post a more celebrity like story on fanfiction, but not on dance central however, so stay tuned in for that...well if you're into others throwing shade and gossip!