Oh god where am I? I must be in hell. I couldn't have slept with Spike. I know he thinks he loves me but He's evil and disgusting!
He must be up to something, He must be right I must have came back wrong.
oh god Xander and Willow are completely gonna freak out!
I can't let anyone know they wouldn't understand. I can't let it happen again.
I'm the slayer i'm ment to kill vampires! Why can't I kill him?
I've gotta get outta here away from the evil vampire. then maybe Tara can tell me how wrong I am.