Staring down at my wedding ring, I smile brightly.

Little did I know just how much I would love this. This feeling of my lover in my arms or vice versa. The heat coming off of him or the sound of his heartbeat when my head lays on his chest. This feeling was something I wouldn't have experienced, had I stayed in the zombie state I was in, pinning after an ex-boyfriend, who left me for dead in the woods.

And who would have thought I would even be alive today to experience this? Certainly not I. There were many times, where I truly thought, I would die.

And it all start seven years ago, from the moment I was saved from an accidental suicide trip to the beach.