I'm sorry that this isn't a chapter but I feel that I owe you an explanation why nothing will come for a while.
Last week a very close friend of mine died, it was expected but that doesn't make it easier. She left behind two children at toddler age and a husband.
I have decided to take off a month from writing and posting.
Please do not contact me through PM or try to comfort me in the comments, I know you mean well but I seriously can't take that at the moment.