Hello everybody, so this is my latest story. I've had this story buzzing around my mind for a little while, so I'm going to try and do it justice. A Jacob and Renesmee carry on story. There will be drama, and romance, and hurt, comfort and even a little mystery. However, I do want to say from the very start, this story will contain mature scenes, strong language and even a few lemons, so please if you are under age or don't want to read that type of thing, then this fanfiction just isn't for you!
I'm just going to carry on! I hope you enjoy Chapter One of Forever Mine!
WARNING: AT THE END OF THIS CHAPTER THERE IS A TRIGGER. SO IF YOU ARE EASILY UPSET PLEASE DO NOT READ. THANK YOU!
Flashing lights danced around the club. They would move in time with the bass of the Nicki Minaj song that was pounding over the speakers. The music was so loud that the floor vibrated with beat. Rolling my head in time with my hips, I threw my hands in the air and began to wiggle harder than I was. Rebecca Black looked over from where she was stood only a few yards away and copied my action. Becca and I were very close, we got along very well, much to the dismay of Jacob and Paul. We weren't exactly good influences on each other but we weren't bad either. We made memories and lived our lives like normal youngsters.
Becca wasn't too much older than I physically was. She was 24. And god was she one of the most naturally beautiful people I had met, both inside and out. She didn't treat me differently than any of the other imprints just because I was part vampire. To Bex, I was Ness... not Renesmee Cullen. We were best friends and always would be. I loved that girl with everything in my heart.
It had been two years since I had become physically full grown. It meant that I was a lady, I had curves and long silky brown hair with red tints that hung down my back in perfect spirals. My eyes were very large, almost unnaturally large but everyone always told me I pulled it off. In many aspects, I looked much like a vampire, I was pale, I didn't have beautiful tanned skin like Becca. And everything about me was perfect, to invite people in. But the difference was I had blushed cheeks were real blood flowed through my veins being pumped by my very real heart.
Intoxicated by Martin Solveig started to boom it's way over the speakers. Becca and I turned to look at each other and pointed. This was one of our songs. We both loved it and had many memories to it. In time with the beat we began to move our hips and bend our knee's. Becca wiggled her way over to me and took my hand before throwing it in the air. We didn't stop moving as we pressed together and began grinding on each other.
Without even really noticing, we kept moving, kept dancing. A little crowd had formed watching us. People were clapping, wolf whistling and cheering us on. Both of us loved the attention. None of them knew our secret. None of us knew that we didn't live a normal life and for once it was perfect.
This was what life was about. Making memories, feeling young and being nothing out of the ordinary. Being human.
Over in the corner of the club, where the bar resided, Quil and Embry sat on a couple of bar stools. I had convinced them as they weren't on patrol tonight and had nothing better to do to come with us. Although, I had to make them promise not to tell Jacob or Paul or even Sam where we were going. They couldn't lie to Sam so if he asked they would have to tell on us, but he didn't ask so he didn't know.
Jacob was very protective over me and if he thought I was doing absolutely anything to put myself in danger he's forbid it. And if he really hated the thought of what I was doing, he'd go to my Dad.
More than anything, we'd asked Embry and Quil to come with us to stop Alice's visions. If Alice had seen that we were deciding to go out tonight, without protection, without at least one member of my family she would have gone straight to my parents and told on me.
Embry looked up at me and smiled coyly. Embry and I got on very well, in fact I'd always had a little bit of a crush on him. Not like I had on Jacob, but still. There was something. I smiled back at him as I wiggled my hips even harder and beckoned him over.
Embry lent into Quil, whispered something that even I couldn't make out and got up off his bar stool. Quil quickly followed him as they both made their way over to us, beer in hand.
Embry took hold of one of my hands and spun me around before putting both arms around my waist and wiggling to the music with me. Tonight was going to be a good night.
Running through the thick undergrowth of the forest, I smelt everything as I made my way back to the Cullen's main house from the little cottage on the outskirts of their estate. I had looked everywhere for Ness. Literally everywhere, my house, Charlies, the diner, even Emily's but she was no where to be seen. I hoped and prayed she hadn't done something stupid.
It had been two years since she had become fully grown and for the last year of that, Ness fought with everything that her father was trying to tell her to do. I knew everything Edward was saying and doing was to protect his daughter, and in some aspects I agreed with him, especially if what Nessie wanted to do was going to endanger her, but the more Edward fought to protect her, the more Ness fought back.
What was I going to do with her?
Ness didn't know about the imprint. She knew that I would always always been her for here, she knew I loved her more than life itself literally, but she didn't knwe were destined to be together. And to be honest, I wasn't looking forward to having to have that conversation.
Finally after what felt like years of running, I transformed back into my human self and untied the shorts from my ankle before slipping them on. I'd made it to Cullen's in record time.
As I walked towards the front door, Edward came storming out. It wasn't like Edward to get angry, in fact he normally used every other emotion he had first.
"Where the hell is she?" He all but shouted at me, he'd obviously read my thoughts and heard the fact that Ness wasn't where she said she was. I always tried not to dob Ness in, but if I felt her safety was at risk, I would take Edwards side every time. At the end of the day, we both had Ness's interest in our best wishes.
"Edward, I don't know. She told me she was having a girls night with Becca, but Paul hasn't seen either of them since this afternoon." Edward swallowed, he was trying to figure out what to do.
"Alice." He shouted. He didn't really need to shout they would all hear him from inside anyway, but either way he decided to.
Alice came fluttering out of the front door, and down the steps. Nervousness crossed her face as she walked gracefully and stood next to her brother.
"Everything okay?" She questioned him as she looked from Edward to me and then back to Edward. Alice and I had never been great friends, but over the years we had learnt to tolerate each other, for the sake of Renesmee. In fact, the Cullen's and I had all began to tolerate each other. Even blondie and I had a mutual agreement to stay out of each other's way unless absolutely needed.
"I need you to try and get a reading on Ness." Alice frowned. Obviously they hadn't been listening inside because other wise the other Cullens would be out here already and Alice would know what Edward was going on about.
"Why?" Alice looked in confusion and him. Edward's face became stone.
"Alice, just do it." He all but snarled at her. All of a sudden his face changed, he became calm. I looked around Edward to see Jasper stood at the top of the stairs that led to the front door. "Stop it Jasper." Edward said softly. It was really weird.
Their were butterflies in my stomach, all I wanted to do was know where Ness was, but if I began to panic then I would go crazy and I couldn't do that, I needed to find her.
Alice's face went blank. It was almost as if she was looking at me, but through me. It was the most bizarre look I'd seen on anybody.
"Edward...Jake?" Bella made an appearance from the front door, followed by the rest of the Cullens. I looked at Bella, neither of us smiled at each other. Which wasn't normal. Normally we were very friendly. At the end of the day, even after everything we were still very close. "What's going on?" Bella looked from Edward to me. She wanted answers.
Bella didn't stop walking as she made her way to stand beside her husband. Jasper had walked with her and cradled Alice in his arms as she still searched for Renesmee's future. The fact that it was taking so long was not a good sign.
Bella was still waiting for answers but he was staring at Alice, he wasn't going to answer Bella anytime soon.
I swallowed, guess I was going to have to be the bearer of bad news.
"Bells..." I took a deep breath. We were having this chat way to often at the moment, like I said...Ness wasn't exactly behaving at the moment. "Ness isn't where she said she would be." Bella's face dropped. Every time this happened Bella looked exhausted. And vampires didn't get tired.
"Do we have any idea where she is this time?" The first time that Ness went missing everyone was extremely panicked and frantic but the more and more times this happened the less everyone one ran round like headless chickens. We knew the routine.
"I'm guessing she's gone into the city again." I sighed. That was normally where she was. Normally her plans involved drinking of some kind which Edward hated more than anything. Even though she was now fully grown and it wouldn't affect her insides in anyway apart from getting her drunk.
Every teenage went through this "pushing back" stage, but Ness was doing it a little early. But then that's what happens when you are one of a kind I suppose.
"What is going on in her head Jake?" Bella looked at me with pleading eyes as if I were the only person that could answer her question. My heart broke. I hated that there was nothing I could do to stop her going through this, but I hated not knowing where Ness was more.
"I can't see her at all." Alice said with frustration in her voice. Edward spun around and looked at his family by the front door.
"Carlisle." All he had to do was say Carlisle's name and he nodded in agreement. We'd done this way to many times. We all knew the drill.
"I'll go and get the pack." I said turning round to face the woods and breaking into a sprint. Well this was going to be fun...again.
"Bex" I shouted above the booming of the music. Embry, Quil, Becca and I were still all dancing as a four. We could have been like this for minutes or for days and I just wouldn't know. Becca looked straight at me. She'd heard me. "I'm going to get a drink and might pop outside for two minutes for some fresh air." Becca nodded. Embry turned to face me and scooped up my face in both of his massive hands.
"Do you want me to come with you?" He asked sincerely. Oh Embry, I sighed. Always such a gentleman. I shook my head. To be honest, my head was spinning and I just needed to be by myself. "Call me if you need me."
"Okay." I agreed. If a normal human got a phone call in a club, they wouldn't hear the phone ring yet alone be able to hear the person speaking on the other end of the phone. That was one of the good things about hanging around with vampires and werewolves I suppose.
Turning, I made my way to the bar. Standing patiently, I waited to be served. I needed some water. I had had a lot to drink all night and didn't need anymore, my head was fuzzy and everything felt like it was moving in slow motion so I was drunk enough already.
"Hey beautiful." I looked to my left. A man stood next to me, he wasn't bad looking but compared to any of my family or any of the wolf pack he was damn right plain Jane. I looked back towards the bar tender, I really wasn't bothered by getting hit on, it happened a lot. Like a vampire, everything about me invited a human in. So normally I just brushed off being hit on.
"Are you going to ignore me?" The man tried again. This guy must have been about 25, 26? He had blonde hair, that was shoulder length which waved slightly. His piercing blue eyes where an extraordinary colour but still they didn't do much for me. His face was slightly rounded, not like the chiseled look that I was used too seeing.
"Yes." I answered bluntly, turning once again to the bar man.
"Well I'm not going to give up." The freak tried again. A warning bell began to chime in the bottom of my stomach. I ignored it. That bell quite often chimed and I had learnt to ignore it. My father was so cautious about everything that I had become overly paranoid. This guy probably just wanted a shag, but I was afraid he was going to have to find it else were. I wasn't into one night stands.
I huffed, I couldn't be bothered for this right now.
"Leave me alone." I tried to get the man off my tail again.
"No. You are the most gorgeous girl in here. Why would I go for anything less." I was quite impressed by this man's confidence, but it didn't make a difference. I wasn't going to give him the time of day so he may as well give up now.
I sighed. Finally the bar tender turned towards me, ready to take my order. I lent over the bar and shouted in his ear.
"A bottle of water please." The barman looked at me with a frown on his face, I guess he didn't often get asked for just plain water. I nodded my head. Yes you heard me right.
The man turned and took a bottle from inside a fridge and passed it to me.
"That'll be £2 please." He shouted above the booming of the music.
"I got this." The man next to me interrupted. I stared at the man as he passed the barman the money.
"I can buy my own drink." I said rudely as I pushed the money I had waiting in my palm towards Mr Insistence.
"I don't want your money, but I'll have your number as a thank you." I rolled my eyes.
"Thank you for the drink, but I'm not interested." I said, as I turned and started walking towards the back entrance of the club. Away from the barman, away from the stranger that wouldn't leave me alone and away from the earth shattering music.
Pushing the back door open, the fresh air hit me like a sledge hammer to the face. God, that felt so good. I walked out of the door way and down a few metal steps, leaning against the wall to the club. The bottle of water that had just been purchased for me was still in my hand, thank god. I opened the bottle and gulped down almost half the bottle. That felt so good. It was ice cold and exactly what I needed.
The wall of the club felt cold against my back. I was finally glad that I had worn an open back dress. My stiletto heels were beginning to hurt my feet. Why had I only just realized now? Maybe it was because I wasn't dancing anymore and so I hadn't noticed when I was actually busy. Looking down, I felt sorry for my poor feet. God, they were going to give me pain in the morning.
I'm not sure how long I stood in that spot, could have been hours, but I just didn't move.
"So this is where you ran off too?" The man from the bar walked out of the doorway and down the steps. I watched him and then rolled my eyes.
"What do you want?" My voice was tired and sore, probably from all the shouting in the club.
"I already told you. You." The man looked suggestively as he came and stood in front of me. It was a little to close for comfort. I moved back slightly so I was pressed straight up against the wall, as far away from the man as I could. I took in my surroundings around me. The back door of the club lead into an alley way. It was dark and damp and very poorly seen. No one would be able to see me but if I screamed loud enough surely someone would hear me. I was overthinking again I told myself. But the chiming from the warning bell in my stomach was no longer a chime. In fact, it was screaming at me.
The creep took a step towards me so we were nearly touching. I tried to side step him, but he put both arms up, one either side of my head. Blocking both my possible exits. That was unless I wanted to duck and run.
"You are the most sexy thing I have ever seen." I really didn't like the word sexy. It made me feel like an object rather than a young woman. What was I going to do?
The man stood examining me. He looked me up at down, staring directing down my cleavage. I suddenly wished I hadn't worn such a revealing dress. The guy leaned in and took a deep breath in my hair. I turned my head and clenched my eyes shut. Was he scenting me?
On a normal day, I was stronger than any human, but after the amount that I had had to drink, I was just as vulnerable as any other young lady.
"Don't..." I tried to speak, but my voice caught in my throat. I was becoming scared, and I felt sick. This was not a good idea, why did I have to push everything my father had ever tried to teach me. He was looking out for me and because I had chosen to disobey him, it was my fault I was in this situation.
"Don't what my love..." A tear escaped my eye and rolled down my cheek. The man's hand slowly came away from the wall and brushed my cheek, getting rid of any evidence that there was once a tear there. "Don't worry." He shushed in my ear. "It won't hurt. I promise, you'll enjoy it." I clenched my teeth. Now one of his hands was off the wall, it was my chance.
With every ounce of strength in my body that I could muster, I pushed the man and ran to the left. Stupidly, I ran away from the entrance to the alley way, away from people, away from anyone that was going to help me. But I just kept running.
"Come back." The man screamed from behind me.
My feet felt unsteady underneath me, and they were really hurting, but I needed to ignore that pain.
Suddenly I was flying through the air. My foot had caught on a brick that had been laying on the floor and I had tripped over it. SHIT I screamed at myself as the ground came hurtling towards my face.
I hit the floor with a hard thumped and rolled a few times. Ouch. My knee hurt so badly, as did my elbows and my forehead. My hand instinctively reached up to touch my head. It was met by a warm wet liquid. Shit, I was bleeding.
GET UP! I screamed at myself, but my head was so fuzzy...even fuzzier now then it was before. The man slowly stalked up next to me.
"Thought you could run huh?" He laughed at me. I could no longer see the entrance to the alley way at all, or even the back door to the club. It was just me and him. There was no point me trying to get up and run again. I was going to have to try and fight back.
The creep kept stalking towards me. I watched as he stared at me with a predatory grin. My stomach turned. What was I going to do?
"My family will kill you." I sounded pathetic. But at least I was being honest, that was if I ever told them.
The man laughed straight in my face. "That's if they find out...which they won't." The threat in the man's voice sent a shiver straight through my spine. The way he was speaking was blood curdling. Slowly, I brought my feet underneath me and stood up. If this was going to happen, I wasn't going to make it easy for him.
The jerk walked straight towards me and trapped both hands in his. "No getting away this time." He snarled at me. A little bit of his spit landed on my cheek, making me gag. The man just smiled harder. Throwing me against a wall, my head hit the cold bricks.
"SHIT" I screamed. That hurt. I just thanked god that I had managed to stay standing. I didn't want to give this disgusting fuck of a human the satisfaction of seeing me bent before him.
"Good girl." He praised me in a sickly vain voice. He was disgusting. "I can't wait to be buried deep inside you." The man cooed in my ear. Stroking a piece of hair from my face. I was going to vomit. I swallowed hard. "Scream for me." The man whispered. I shut my mouth tight and my eyes along with it. This was not happening.
The man leaned right into my face, and licked my cheek. Slowly. He was tasting me.
"Get the fuck off her." A voice from my right snarled at the want-to-be rapist. I knew that voice. I wanted so badly to run to that voice.
"Go away." The man snarled back at the place the voice had come from. I kept my eyes closed. I didn't want to look at this man one more time.
"Not a chance. Get away from her...or I'll kill you." The seriousness in the voice that was coming from my right sent goosebumps all over my body. He wasn't playing around he was going to kill this man. The man that was pinning me to the wall, slowly got off me and turned towards where the voice was coming from.
He wasn't touching me anymore. Hesitantly I opened my eyes, searching for the source of the voice. Jacob. My stomach almost instantly settled. I knew with him here I was safe. Oh my god. I'd never been so happy to see him.
"What are you going to do boy?" The pervert played with Jake. I didn't dare move. I knew if I even so much as tried to walk towards Jake I'd collapse and that wouldn't do either me or him any good. I took a deep breath.
"Trust me." Jacob was shaking in anger. If he wasn't careful, he was going to phase. In front of this human.
"Jake" I spoke softly. He needed to know I was okay. He needed to be in contact me with.
"Ness. Stay where you are." Jake commanded me in his alpha voice. He never used that voice on me. It took me a little by surprise. He never demanded me to do anything. I'd really disappointed him this time. Sadness washed through me.
Suddenly the want-to-be rapist was pinned up against the wall, his head smacking against the wall hard. Dad. Oh god, he was going to be so angry at me.
"If you ever touch my daughter..." My Dad growled at the man as he held him up against the wall. The pervert's feet were dangling. Shit, he was strangling him. My mother made an appearance next to my father, soothing him. I couldn't hear what she was saying, but she was convincing him that he shouldn't kill this man. Although, I wasn't sure I agreed.
I turned my gaze to look at Jacob who was stood staring back at me, shaking. He was so upset with me.
"Jake..." I whispered, my voice coming out broken. Another tear dribbled it's way down my cheek. I had let everyone down again.
"Why Ness?" Was all Jake could say to me. My heart broke. I hadn't ever seen Jacob be like this with me before, we were normally so close.
There was a commotion from over where my father still had the man pinned against the wall. In the blink of an eye, they were all gone. They obviously didn't want me to see what was going on.
"Renesmee." Jacob took my attention back to him. I couldn't stand him looking at me the way he was.
"I'm sorry." I breathed. My head flopped forward as the tears flew freely from my eyes. My head was banging, my feet were throbbing and I was still so scared. My knee's gave way from underneath me and slowly I began tumbling to the ground. But before I could hit the cold floor, warm arms engulfed me. Sweeping me up into the princess carry.
"Let's get you home and we'll talk about this tomorrow." Jake shushed in my ear, more softly than I had heard him talk this entire time he'd been here.
I laid my head on his chest and enjoyed his warmth underneath me. Jake began to walk towards the entrance of the alley. Finally it came into view. The majority of the pack was stood there. Paul had Becca wrapped in his arms.
When she clocked me she unraveled from his arms and ran towards me. Jacob put me down, and his arms were very quickly replaced by Becca's.
"Jesus Ness." Becca looked me over. "Are you okay?" I nodded at her and smiled weakly. I just wanted to go home. I chanced a quick look over at Embry and Quil, they were both looking sheepishly between Sam and Jake. They knew they were going to be in trouble. I honestly felt guilty. They were only doing what Becca and I had asked them to do, but now they were going to get the stick for it. I was going to have to explain to Jake that it honestly wasn't their fault. But after sleep. I needed to sleep and try and forget about everything that had just happened. I still felt sick from everything.
Turning back to Jacob, I watched as he gave Embry a look. I didn't even know what it meant.
"Jake..." I said, grabbing his attention. "Can we go home?" Jacob wrapped his arms around me once more.
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