O.O due to a request to do a Sesshomaru and Rin one shot, here goes nothing but time...

Ok, I do not own these song lyrics....and no, it's not an American song, so if it doesn't make alot of sense in the wording, then don't blame me...I read this and my heart could feel the emotions put into the song..

X-Japan owns Crucify my Love, and Rumiko Takahashi owns Sesshomaru and Rin.

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Sesshomaru looked down at the sleeping girl. He couldn't help but to smile as he thought back of her childhood days...back when he first found her. She was so young, so innocent...and she still was..

~*Crucify my love

If my love is blind*~

She had brought him emotions he had never allowed himself to feel before, and he saw himself doing things that, before, he never would...including the thought of caring for a human...let alone a little girl.

~*Cruify my love

If it sets me free

Never know

Never trust

That love should

See a color*~

He hated to admit it, but as he watched over the sleeping youth, his heart skipped a beat. It all made sense now...The pain she had, the sorrow she felt, he could feel it too....like they were joined at the soul..or ment to be one. He pushed back a silky lock of her hair and she tried to draw closer to his warmth, a smile evident on her pale visage. His lips formed a rare smile as his heart was filled with warmth.

'I love her....'

~*Crucify my love

If it should be

That way

Swing the heartache

Feel it inside out*~

Then his smile turned to a deep frown. The warmth that filled his heart vanished. She wouldn't love him. No, she couldn't love him. After all, he was a youkai, she, a human....'It can never be...' he thought as he got up, filled with deep sorrow and false hope.

~*When the wind cries

I'll say good-by*~

'There's only one thing to do..' he thought. He gently picked the now matured Rin into his arms, and as if he were never there, vanished.

~*Tried to learn

Tried to find

To reach out

For eternity*~

'Silly emotions, always getting in the way....' he thought. His heart sunk at what he knew had to be done. 'If not now, it will surely happen later.'

The young girl stirred in his arms and he took in a deep breath. "Sesshy-sama?" she asked, her crimson orbs gazing up at his golden ones that seemed to light up the darkest night. When she could see the serious look and the sadness that filled his eyes, her heart sank. "What's wrong?"

~*Where's the answer

Is this forever*~

He could feel his throat become quite dry and his eyes swell with unshed tears as he tried to force out an explination.

~*Like a river flowing

To the sea

You'll be miles away and

I will know*~

"Rin," he began, his voice full of mixed emotions, compared to his usual emotion-free tone, "It is not a young lady's place to be amoung youkai, such as myself.

"Are you saying you don't want me with you anymore?" she asked, her crimson orbs swelling and flooding with emotion.

Sesshomaru's heart sank even lower. A single tear made it's way down his visage.

~*I know I can deal

With the pain

No reason to cry*~

He cleared his throat. He knew what had to be done, just hated to do it.

"Rin...it's not that I don't care about you....in fact, I care about you too much."

Those words made Rin's heart soar. "Then....what is the problem, Sesshy-sama?"

~*Crucify my love

If my love is blind

Cruify my love*~

"The fact that I am youkai, and you, now being of age...It will decrease your acceptability by the humans if you stay with me..."

~*If it sets me free

Never know

Never trust

That love should

See a color*~

Rin's tears rolled down her cheeks. "I don't care about what others think!" she yelled, startling the youkai.

"Rin, it's for your own good....."

"You're wrong!" she cried as she tried to pull out of Sesshomaru's grasp. "What is good for me is me being with you! I love you Sesshy-sama!"

~*Crucify my love

If it should be

That way*~

Moments of sheer silense passed and the tension grew so thick the Tetsuiaga could barely cut it.

Sesshomaru's eyes shown shock and disbelief, he doubted her words, his heart soared, and his senses told him she was tellng the truth as his brain was trying to comprehend.

"What?"

"I love you..." she repeated as soft sobs shook her body. "I don't want to leave you, ever."

"*Til the loneliness

Shadows the sky

I'll be sailing down and

I will know*~

"Rin, you must know..this is your one chance to live a normal life...." he said quietly.

"I don't care! I want you, don't you see?"

"*I know I can clear

Clouds away

Oh is it a crime to love?*~

It took him a moment to gather his thoughts. Never had he felt love nor the warmth and happiness that this one human girl gave him. Never. His mind was trying to register these new emotions and his heart was beating blissfully.

~*Swing the heartache

Feel it inside out*~

Rin noticed the dazed and confused look. She took his hands in hers. "Sesshy, my heart, my soul- it all belongs to you." she said as she placed his hand against her heart, allowing him to feel it beat. "Without you,..I wouldn't be here."

~*When the wind cries

I'll say good-by*~

She stood on her tip-toes and gently pressed her lips to his, shaking him out of his daze.

~*Tried to learn

Tried to find

To reach out

For eternity*~

He slowly returned the warm embrace she gave, and returned the kiss as he inhaled her sweet, innocent scent, the whole time, his mind flying. 'This isn't right...It's not happening...It's all a dream. Wake up Sesshomaru! It's not a dream, deal with it.. This is wrong, yet it feels...so right, so natural....'

~*Where's the answer

Is this forever

If my love is blind

Cruify my love*~

The two broke from their embrace, gasping for air. Rin looked down and tried to pull away to avoid showing the red tinge on her visage, but Sesshomaru pulled her delicate frame back to his masculine one. "Rin..." he began.

~*If it sets me free

Never know

Never trust

That love should

See a color*~

"I...I love you."

Crucify my love

If it should be that way*~