I've been out of school for a month now. And it's been 3 weeks now. 3 weeks since I haven't seen Jacob after he got "sick", and Billy refused to let me visit him. I leave calls everyday and messages everyday... he hasn't answered any. It was around 5pm, and Charlie was going to be home soon... it's been pretty stormy for a few days now... you could hear the wind and the rain agains't the windows of the house. Today was the day that I was going to see Jacob... and no one was going to stop me. I had Charlie's dinner ready on the table and his football was on the tv. I sat there in my thin long-sleeved shirt and jeans, waiting for Charlie. Finally, I heard his cruiser pull in the driveway apart from the rain and wind, I got up. I heart him unlock the door and then walk in and close it behind him. He continued his usual ritual of putting his belt up along with his jacket, and then he walked into the kitchen. I gave him a quick hug and then started walking towards the door.
"Where are you going?" He asked.
"Jacob's." I replied. And I heard him sigh.
"Bells..." He started, but I stopped him. I turned around and looked at him.
"Don't start this again Charlie, I'm sorry but I'm really not in the mood right now." I said, quickly. He sighed again, sitting down.
"Just be safe... and call me if you can't get back because of the rain please." I nodded, and turned around again, heading to the door.
"I love you Bells." He said. And I stopped mid-step.
"I love you too dad." I could feel him smile, and I smiled. It's been a long time since I called him dad. And I opened the door, and locked it on my way out. And felt the rain and wind hit my face hard. I put my hand over my face and pushed against the wind to my truck. It was hard to open the door, but I managed to open it and get in and shut it right away. I immediately started the truck up, shivering as I tried to turn the heat up while rubbing my arms with my hands and then blowing my hands to try and warm up knowing the heater took a while to start. After a minute and drove out and started my way to La-Push. I was shivering the whole way there, giving up completely on the heat. Once I got there I could already see the familiar dirt road, and the little house. There was one living room light one that I could see. When I got on the dirt road, something out of the corner of my eye caught my eye and I looked over and saw these figures standing on the edge of the forest, and they were all looking at me. They all looked the same... tall, tan, all wearing short, runners, and no shirts... which I don't know how was possible without freezing to death, but one of them who was a little taller then the rest of them was standing further out of the forest then the others. I turned and looked back to the dirt road and then parked and turned off the car, and saw the taller guy running towards my truck now, and the rest had disappeared into the forest. I forced my door opened and it slammed shut after I got out. I put my hand out in front of my face and fought against the wind and trying to figure out who the guy was, and as he got closer I started recognizing who it was and my jaw dropped to the floor. It was Jacob. He was so tall... how was he out here in nothing but shorts and a pair of sneakers. His hair... it was all cut, short and cropped now. And there was a tattoo on his arm. "Jake!" I called, and he ran beside me and put his arm around me with his hand on my hip and an arm in front of my face blocking the wind and rain and continued pulled me to the house without effort. And he seemed completely unphased by the storm. He opened the door, and pulled me inside and then shut the door and let me go, and I walked a little further in front of him, catching my breath, and he just stood there looking at the ground and then he finally looked up at me slowly and once he met my eyes, we were locked... there was a weird pull between us, and his breath quickened and his mouth dropped slightly. I had no idea what to say or do, so I just stood there gaping. After a minute or two, I finally gathered my wits and spoke. "Jake I-" And then I was interrupted by Billy.
"Bella! What are you doing here?" He said, outraged, standing there staring at us both. I couldn't even turn my head to look at him. "I have told you this many times not to come ba-"
"Stop it dad!" Jacob finally said. Billy just turned and looked at him. Jacob walked over and bent down and whispered something in his ear quickly,and then Billy took a minute and then nodded, and then on queue, someone knocked on the door. Jacob turned around again and opened the door revealing a man who looked a little bit like Jacob but shorter and older. They guy nodded at Jake and then looked over at me and looked at me from top to bottom and then looked over at Billy, and Billy looked at me one last time and then wheeled himself out into the storm with they guy, and Jacob closed the door. I stared at him and then he turned and looked at me... he looked... broken. I started walking towards him, and he started walking towards me and we closed the distance between us and my arms wrapped around his neck and shoulders and his arms wrapped my waist and our faces were buried in each others necks and my hands were in his hair as his hands gripped my thin shirt. I could feel myself starting to cry, and he just hugged me tighter. We stood there for I don't know how long. Finally I pulled back with a tear streaked face and looked at him with my hand on his cheek. He smiled at me.
"Hey Jake." I whispered.
"Hey Bells..." He said, his voice cracking. I smiled again. After a minute, I realized everything that happened, and I stood away from him with my arms across my chest. I regained my voice.
"What the hell Jacob! I thought you were too sick to even stand up! And your out there in the storm in shorts and runners! You cut your hair and... got a tattoo..." I said, starting off good and then I got weaker, looking down. "What happened to you?" I finally asked. He sighed.
"Let's go sit down. I have to explain a lot." I nodded and followed him to couch and he sat down and I sat next to him, and sat there looking at him as I waited. After a minute he took a deep breath. "I'm sorry... for everything." He said, looking down at his hands. "I'm going to say this straight... there really is no other way of saying it... and it's going to be really hard to believe." He took another breath. "The reason I cut my hair and got this tattoo... and got taller I guess... is because..." He rolled his eyes, and snorted. "This is going to sound ridiculous... I haven't ever said this outloud to anyone." I rolled my eyes.
"Just tell me Jacob." I demanded. He looked at me.
"I'm... a... I'm a were-" He stopped, and then tried again. "I'm a werewolf..." He whispered. "I know know... its sounds stupid... but I promise I'm not lying Bells... I could go outside and show you..." He said, starting to get up, but I stopped him putting my hand on his chest and pushing him back down."
"No Jake... it's alright... I believe you..." I said, shocked because I really did. He relaxed back into the couch and I took my hand back. "Keep going..." I said.
"Sam... is the leader of our pack... he's the guy who picked Billy up... and the other people in our pack are Seth, Paul, Quil, Jared, Embry, and Leah. There are a lot of people involved with this... pack members, imprints, children, were a very big group... you'll meet them soon. I'm so sorry for how my dad behaved please forgive him, there are a lot of rules... one of them being no one else other then imprints, children, the group like our chiefs and leaders, and of course the pack members." My face scrunched up confused.
"Then why are you teling me th-" I started, but he answered it immediately.
"Thats what I'm going to explain next... this is going to be the hardest part to explain out of everything. Just let me think for a minute..." He said, leaning his head against the couch. I nodded, waiting feeling myself relax the more he explained the truth. After a minute or two his head came back up and looked at me and sat up towards me and took my hands, and I let him, looking back at him. "Bells... you know the saying "love at first sight." I froze, and the nodded, and he continued. "Well... what happened isn't really like that... I uh... I imprinted on you." He said, and then looked at me for my reaction. I just started him, and I don't even know what expression was on it.
"I don't... really know what that means Jake..." I said, even though I was getting a pretty good idea on what it was. He chuckled.
"Sorry... this is hard to explain..." He put his face in his hands thinking again and then he took my hands again. "Imprinting on someone is like... when you see her, everything changes... all of a sudden it's not gravity holding you to the planet, its her... nothing else matters, you would do anything, be anything for her..." I looked down at our hands, and he sighed taking one of his hands away and put it on my cheek and he brought his face closer to mine, and I knew exactly what he was going to say next, and I looked him in the eyes. "Bella I imprinted on you..." He said, and I nodded. It took me another minute to gather my head.
"Is that what happened when we got into the house?" I asked, remembering the pull I felt towards him. He nodded gently. I looked at him again feeling the pull, but it was stronger now... maybe it was because I knew he did imprint on me and what an imprint was. I sat there... and the pull made it impossible... all those feelings and stuff I had always felt Jacob were coming out. I took my hand away from his and placed it behind his neck my fingers in his his and I kissed him. It was perfect. There was no shock or anything. As soon as I moved in to kiss him he did the same. Our lips moved in synch... getting deeper, as both our feelings were finally being let out after all those years. Both my arms were now wrapped around his neck and my fingers were in his hair and I moved to straddle at the same time he put his hands on my hips to bring me over. We stayed there for a long time until finally our kisses got too deep and we needed more. He picked me up while standing and I wrapped my legs around his waist and I assumed he was walking us to his room. I kissed down his neck and shoulders while he was walking there and once we got in he kicked the door shut with his foot and then kicked off his sneakers and then sat on the edge of the bed while I continued to straddle him and I kissed him again.
I nodded, and she looked at him again. I felt the pull towards her that was stronger. I felt one of her hands move up to behind my neck and felt her fingers in my hair and she leaned in and I leaned in and kissed her. It was perfect... we automatically moved our lips together in synch. Our kisses kept getting deeper. Both of her arms wrapped around my neck, and I put my hand son her hips bringing her over and she straddled my lap. We stayed there for a while until our kisses got too deep and we needed ore. I picked her up and felt her wrap her legs around my waist and smiled feeling her kiss my neck and shoulders as I walked to my room. I kicked the door shut with my foot once I got in and kicked off my shoes and sat on the edge of the bed, and looked up at her and she kissed me again. I broke the kiss and lifted her shirt over her head gently and then kissed her again and she pressed herself against me very closely. I kissed down her neck and collarbone and she kept her hands in my hair watching and then she stood up and started undoing her jeans in front of me blushing a beautiful shade of red and then took of her panties and straddled me again kissing me trying to hide her body, my hands slowly went up her bare back and I unhooked her bra throwing it aside quickly. She began kissing my neck again, and I put my hand on her lower back and placed her down on the bed kissing her chest, and I felt her kissing behind my ear and her hands ran up my abs to my chest and I moaned with my forehead on her shoulder feeling myself get hard. And then I felt her hands go back down to my shorts and she attempted to unzip them and she struggled so I kissed her and undid my shorts and took them off quickly and throwed them aside. Our kisses continued getting deeper and I felt her hands go down again taking off boxers kissing down my abs as she went lower and then threw them aside, climbing back up. I smiled and kissed her. She went on the side with her hand on my chest and I felt her try to push me on my back and I allowed it knowing she was nowhere near strong enough to actually push me, and she straddled me again. And I sat up with my back against the wall, and kissed her neck down to her collarbone and chest. She moaned with both hands on my chest. I let her set the pace from here on... letting her be comfortable... we looked at each other... and she nodded. I watched her, and her hand went underneath her and she grabbed my manhood and I jumped moaning and she kissed my forehead postioning ourselves and I kept one hand on her hip and then other went to her cheek kissing her and then she slid down until I was fully seated in her and gasped. My eyes shut and broke the kiss moaning and grabbed both her hips squeezing at the amazing feeling. I felt her fingers digging into my shoulder but I didn't mind. I got a hold of myself, and looked up at her and saw her eyes watering and she was biting her lip. I knew it was going to hurt her and I hated myself for it. I brought her closer wrapping my arms around her running a soothing hand up an down her back gently, kissing her shoulder, and whispering her words of reassurance. After a few minutes she started kissing my neck again, and we both moaned. I grabbed hips again, and felt her starting to move up and down slowly and I helped her a little, and I moaned loudly while she leaned down and kissed me. I was so vulnerable right now... I was at her knees... she was in total control. I was watched her slowly going up and down and I just squeezed her hips helping her. I kissed her chest down to her stomach, and I heard her moan. After a while the tempo had to change. I kept my hands on her lower back and then gently placed her on the bed, kissing her neck... I felt her nails digging into my back and I moaned feeling her wrap her legs around my waist again. I moved faster in and out of her deeply. I could feel myself getting closer and felt her get closer too. Her eyelids were heavy and dilated. I could feel the thin layer of sweat between us. She moaned, and I began going faster and deeper, we both moaned louder. I felt myself close and I kissed her deeply and she kissed me back with her arms wrapped around my neck. After a few more thrusts, she came and yelled out breaking my skin "Jake!" I moaned kissing her again and felt myself release deep within her yelled out.
"Bella!" and my forehead went on her shoulder, and my elbows were on the side of her keeping my weight from crushing her. We were both shaking, and I looked down at her. "Are you ok?" I said, and she smiled nodding with her hand on my cheek.
"Are you?" She asked, smiling, and I nodded feeling myself get lost in her brown eyes again. I moved my head to her shoulder again feeling her hands playing in my hair, and we were both catching our breaths. After a minute, I looked back down at her kissing her gently and then rolled on my side and she rolled over facing me and my arms wrapped around her, and I kissed her forehead, still feeling her shaking. I felt her smile, as her fingers traced along my chest.
"I love you Bella." I said, kissing her forehead. She stopped tracing her finger and looked up at me and brought her hand up to my cheek and brought me down to kiss her.
"I love you too Jacob" She said. I smiled and kept my arms around her laying my head above hers. I waited and made sure she was ok and until she fell asleep, keeping my arms around her tightly to keep her warm. And I kissed the top of her head one last time and then fell asleep with the storm raging outside.