Ok this is a side story to Rini's Destiny. Its just something fun I decided to do, I hope its good!
He loves her, she loves him. Thats how it is. So why, why can't I forget her and move on? What keeps drawing me to her? I love her, but i cant have her, i know that now, so why, no matter how hard I try, cant I forget her? How i wish she'd look at me with those big crimson eyes and say, "I love you Hiei" but no, as long as he remains, i will never hear those words. Only he will. Will I ever forget her? Will i ever even find someone else even remotely like her? I don't know. In a way I don't want to find someone else, yet in a way i do. Right now i just want to disappear, to leave Rini alone with Kurama. she's happy that way, unlike she is with me, she's already shown me that. Yet even if i did do that, I know I still couldn't forget her. Rini is with Kurama and she loves him. Thats how it is, and I can't change it. I do not know what to do, and no matter what, the question still remains: Will I ever forget her?
He's hurt me, and betrayed me, but I forgive him. He's tried to take her away from me, but I forgive him. I know he was tricked somehow, though I don't know exactly how, I know it wasn't his fault. I forgive him because he is my dear friend, and I would be lonely without his companionship. He loves her to, I don't know what I should do, because I love her as well. She loves me, and she doesn't show any interest in him, which makes him discouraged, and that makes me sad. I don't know what to do. Hiei has been my friend for a very long time now, Rini has just come here, but I love her more than anything. Which should I choose my friend's happiness, or my happiness? I don't know. I'm very lost and confused. What should I do?
I care about Hiei a lot. He's always there for me, and is always so kind. I know he could never bring himself to hurt me in anyway. I know he loves me, but I don't love him, I love Kurama, and Kurama loves me. This makes Hiei mad. I hate to see him mad at Kurama. I wish there was something I could do for him, but I don't know what. I don't know what I should do. There's a part of me that wants to go to Hiei, but I can't leave my Kurama. I'm so lost! I don't know which I should choose! I just don't know what I should do…
ok, I hope u all like this! It may only be two chapters. Anyway, if u don't get it, u probably didn't read Rini's destiny. I'll update when its time, JA!