Taste of reunion
Warnings/notes : Heero/Duo, Heero pov
Disclaimer : I don't own Gundam Wing.
written at 18th march 2003, by Misura
written after watching the episode called 'Duo, god of death once again' (though really, that title doesn't really fit the events in there I think) [Heero and Wufei are captured by OZ]
Your name keeps running through my head.
I remember every little thing you said to me, even if I ignored you at the time.
I wonder why you never gave up on me.
Always, whenever I did something to drive you away, to make you leave me alone, you came back.
Whatever I said, you had an answer to it.
Does it make you happy to know you annoyed me more than anyone I ever knew?
To know you mean as much to me as you do?
I dreamed about you, you know.
Hopeless daydreams, of the door to our prison opening one day.
Of you, walking in with that arrogant smirk on your face, asking us if we're coming.
I'm sure you'd never let me forget you saved me.
Yet if you really would get us out of here, I wouldn't mind.
You would have the right to talk to me that way.
If you'd still speak to me after what I mean to tell you as soon as I see you again in private.
That I love you.
I can hear you laughing in my head and wonder if you're laughing at me.
Often it seemed to me you never needed a reason to laugh, that it was a part of you.
Duo Maxwell, you would not be who you are without either your insufferable sense of humor or your braid. I wished I had gotten more time to get to know you.
I wished I had used the opportunities I had better than I have.
So much time when we were in eachother's company seems to have been wasted.
You talked to me, I was silent.
You talked, but we never did.
You talked, yet you never really said anything.
Neither did I.
If I see you again, I will make up for that.
I will tell you everything, from my first impression of you down to the daydreams I had.
Both me and Wufei turn as the door to our prison slids open.
I feel my heart skip a beat.
I taste the bitter disappointment as I see only part of my daydream has come true.
You are a prisoner as much as I am now.
Only your heart is freer than mine.
Duo ... one day I will let you know you have captured mine, binding it with chains much more effective than those of OZ or any others made by humans.
One day, when both of us are free again.
Because if you want to turn your back on me for loving you the way I do, you have the right to never have to see my face again.
~OWARI [I think it is anyway]~