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After my breakup with Edward eight months ago, I reached out to Jake for help. But he too left me. It was then that I started cutting. It felt good to be able to finally control something. Then everything changed.

Chapter 1

Where Were You?

I woke up expecting a typical dreary morning in Forks. I got out of bed and went to the bathroom. I dug through the cabinet in search of a razor. Once I found one I pressed it against my skin and slid it to the side. I sighed in contentment as I turned on the faucet and watched the water run red. Once I could no longer see blood in the water I grabbed a bandage from the medicine cabinet and wrapped it around my wrist.

School changed since Edward left. No one talks to me anymore. It used to bother me but now I love it. The morning passed slowly. When lunch rolled around I sat alone, as usual. When I saw Mike and Jessica holding hands and walking together, I went to the bathroom and took out my razor from my bag. I made sure the door was locked before I turned on the tap and cut myself. I couldn't stand seeing people like them. It only reminded me of him. I walked out of the bathroom and went to class.

Once I finished my homework, I was too tired to even cut myself. Instead I went to bed hoping for a dreamless night.

I woke up in the middle of the night because of a dream. But instead of Charlie being there it was something else.

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