Fuuei: Hi! Long time no see! Right, minnasan? And I'm REALLY sorry for such a long
delay!!! And oh, please don't be mad with the shortness of this chap, ok?
Sanzo: Heh, you ALWAYS say that whenever you update a chapter.
Fuuei: Humph, SO WHAT??? Oh well, this will be Dokugakuji's POV, who's also called
Sha Jien, Sha Gojyo's half-brother… Replies to reviews are below, so don't
forget to read the A/N below ne!
Disclaimer: Look, IF I own Saiyuki, that means, I don't own it. If I say I don't own it, that means I OWN IT!!! Hahahahah! Sanzo: BAKA ONNA! DON'T SAY NONSENSE!!! * BANG * * BANG* Yikes! Fine fine, I mean, I don't own Saiyuki at all… * pouts*
Story Title: Saiyuki Characters' POV
Chapter Title: Brother
I see him coming out of the chamber where his mother was. Poor man, having a mother who loves him, but not able to free him and repay her the love that she has given him. I smiled. He is just like my brother, always trying to please and care for the mother that he has. However, he is also just like my opposite. He has a mother who loved him, and he is trying to save her… But I, in my case, it is totally different. My mother also loved me, because I was her son. Nevertheless, in order to rescue my brother, I repaid her love wrongly… by killing her.
Just by remembering the tragic past makes my heart throb with pain and despondency. After all these years, I cannot forget the sin that I had done towards my own birth mother. I ran away with tears when I finally found out that I had killed my mother. I just left my brother there, too stunned and dumbfounded to even move. How I wish I could really escape from this cruel reality and away from my own guiltiness. I wonder what has happened to my brother? Did he survive from all those insults and tragedy that happened?
Every one of us has memories. Whether good, or bad, they are only memories… of the past. What has gone has gone. No matter how hard we want to, we can never change it. We can never forget what has happened even though it fades with time. Thus, all we can do is just look forward and live in the reality that we had built up. I understand these sentences very clearly, but I still cannot forgive myself for what I have done. The memories are too hard to live with…
When I barged into this mansion without myself knowing, I thought that everything was gone. I thought that everything had fade away. I thought that life has abandoned me, because even I had also longed to be abandoned and left to death. The feeling was so excruciating that I had lost myself. After a while, I saw a man coming. A man with long, crimson hair. He asked me to be one of his subordinates and I agreed, as I had nowhere else to go.
After having a glimpse of my past again, I came back to reality. I smiled again. Having a master with long, scarlet hair just like my brother, does that mean I am lucky? How I wish I can meet back my brother again… then all my doubts would be cleared and at least I can be sure that my mother's death was worth it. But… if worse comes to worse, then I will remember our brotherhood forever, even if it was a short one, and your soul will rest within my master's, so our brotherhood can go on… forever… and ever…
Fuuei: Okay! Here are the replies! And our host is… CHO HAKKAI!!!
Kenren Taishou- Thank you for praising Fuuei! You made her really happy even though she had lost her fanfic and over a hundred songs! Happy that you didn't take those as flames, sometimes Fuuei can be quite rude… ^_^;;;
Hanae- Sorry for the shortness of the last chapter, hope you don't mind about the shortness of this chapter too! Fuuei wants to say thanks for all your comments, and of course, your review!
Nan / Namassuki- Fuuei was also thinking of using her name too. But… ano… after a few umm… punishments from Sanzo… she decided not to do it… O-^;;;; Anyways, thanks…
Azzie- Thanks for the review and please forgive Fuuei if she didn't review some of your fics or chapters! She's quite busy recently, so please email her if you REALLY want to receive reviews… She'll always be there for you! And Fuuei wants me to ask you if you know where Ayie is… She kind of… lost her. Fuuei: -.-;;;
Yaone-chan- We're all very happy to hear that you like the last chapter even though you don't support K/Y! Thank you for the names too! ^^
Ceres17- Hope you did well in your PMR… Your uh… imouto… said thank you and sorry for making the last chapter K/Y…
Shuichi-kun- Ano… 2 dimensions in 1? Funny and serious, dumb and dramatic? Really… good talent… it is… ne, Fuuei? Fuuei: _ _||||||
Black Demon Myst- Thanks for keep on supporting Sanzo and Lirin, ne! I guess they really make up a good couple… Sanzo: HAKKAI!!!!!
Lo Xiang- Fuuei: Let me say this… LO XIANG!!! You can't blame ME for the shortness of that chapter!!! I really don't know what to write, what… BE PATIENT and wait for the ROMANCE FIC!!! Humph, you didn't even tell me which name sounded well! Hakkai: Maa maa… Clam down ne, Fuuei…
YunCyn- Thank you for not hitting Fuuei… She has got enough bumps from Sanzo already… Sanzo can be seen in the background hitting Fuuei ^^;;;; Fuuei wants to say that she didn't really mean to write that Yaone is an ignorant woman… She just wanted to write that so that the readers can know that Yaone is actually looking down upon herself or something like that… Please try your best to update Taiyo and Mori back, if not Fuuei will go insane! Fuuei can be seen dancing around in the background like crazy with the song "You Drive Me Crazy" And oh, YunCyn? The hug you gave me after reading the 3rd chapter of The End by Fuuei was quite painful and… suffocating… ^^;;;
Fuuei: I think that's all ne… And minnasan! What do you think about the name Ming
Yue for my OC in the upcoming Romance fic??? Anyways, I hope you all can
read and review!!! I'm quite eager to receive any reviews…